Firdaus

Mixed by heavylungs & Mary
Mastered & produced by heavylungs
background piano by cheiropter

Lyrics: 
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand
The night falls 
And we’re out again
The night calls 
And we’re out again.
It’s All in my hands a world of ends.
So Take the ride in a hearse again.
Sick of the same pains 
cut deep with patience
bleed for the love of it. 
Reach for what’s left to live. 
I can’t stand to see again.
Baby let it go, 
we leave em dead 
on the floor again. 
Say, Say things you don’t know 
and you see the creep 
without knowing it. 
I fuck it up again 
cause I hate this life 
So I’m ending it.
so I soak in blood 
for the love of it.
Mary prays for the day 
where it’s all over again
Say the Pain you’ll see
the night you’ll see 
Yeah, It’s all over again
Take my hand
Take my hand

Blood Lover (P. heavylungs)

prod KA$TRO

lyrics
wakin up
another day
suicidal
voices inside my head
and then she told me it was final
when im in coma
let me die hooked on the vitals
i been drinkin to much
i know that im in denial
i been fakin smiles
how you never seen my fuckin face
i dont give attention
im afraid of all the pain
everytime i see her
why my heartbeat skip a pace
im so broken
im afraid to let her fuckin stay
and its all the past
that fucks me up
i really hate my brain
if i wasnt such a bitch
id take my life today

denial (Prod. KA$TRO)

REDROOM (feat. JASPER COFFINS)

prod. whitecxffin x lava

lyrics:

just want to escape this fucking pain
just want someone to show an ounce of change
nothing ever seems to go my way
fight it in this bottle of endless drink
failing everything, cant you see that?
fill my cup until i can see black

EVERYTHING HURTING ME NOW
OCD RUNS SO DEEP IN ME CANT YOU FUCKING SEE?
CUT MYSELF JUST TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT ME
DROWN MY SORROWS IN THIS BOTTLE 
JUST WANTED TO FEEL ALRIGHT
YOU WENT SO FAR
LETHARGIC EMBELLISHED OBJECTS
I PUT MY SOUL IN THIS
I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU

2much + @whitecxffin

Lyrics:

Why do we hide on our own
Why look inside there's no home
Take what you need leave us cold
Dreams don't get old like these bones
Got them whiplash when I came back
Send them God think they save them
Fuck they tell you we face that
I'ma bring all my pay back
How they live, imitate that
How I'm living, they change that
Keep it whippin, this Maybach
Outer city been laid back
Soon enough it's alive
Keeping up with her eyes, yuh
Only us in the night, yuh
Giving up in the light, yuh
Soon enough it's alive
Keeping up with her eyes, yuh
Only us in the night, yuh
Giving up in the light, yuh
Off with my old ways
Keeping my off days
Talk like you know me
Bitch you been owe me
Lost all my love, they
Keepin it off base
Love don't come around me
Don't come around
Bitch I'ma keep it committed
Walk in the function I'm fitted 
Carry my demons I'm with it 
Coping my pay then I split it, yuh
Yall not that type just admit it, yuh
Yall not alive just addicted, yuh
Yall not alive just addicted, yuh
Why do we hide on our own
Why look inside there's no home
Take what you need leave us cold
Dreams don't get old like these bones

dreamless bones

Make Up SSSXXX

a thousand błunts (prod. kenzee)

meme

I been upset,
Cleanin' up your fuckin' mess,
Keep my head check,
Keep it up, I'm almost dead,

I been hurt, spent,
Killing what they owe me dead,
Go and keep it then,
I don't wanna live with it,

When you put that on my mind,
Blessings found places to hide,
I'll give you all of my pride,
I teach you all of my kind,

Will we leave at all?
Buried and cold as I

Go,
Whatever you know,
I can't fall,
Keep me with the sold,
I can't fall
I can't live at all,
I can't live at all,

I been upset,
Pullin out my guts, yet,
I can feel your dead,
I'ma kill it someday

I can't live with them,
Barely can pretend, yet,
I'ma lose it quick,
Keep it in my head in check,

When you put that on my mind,
Blessings found places to hide,
I'll give you all of my pride,
I teach you all of my kind,

I Understand

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lyrics:

part 1 - serenity

i know i cant be with you 
i feel the pain he puts you through
i am the light you'relooking for
 just take that step and walk right thru
i think about you everyday
i do my drugs to help the pain
my heart is suffering 
and i dont think that this is worth the wait 

every fuckin day
every fuckin night
i be thinkin bout you baby 
with our bodies pressin tight ×4


part 2 - funerals

every fuckin day
every fuckin night
i think about you baby don't forget that i'm alive ×2

seroquel lullabies, bitch i can't sleep tonight 
you've been on my mind
i hope i die & i hope you're fine
i can feel the pain inside 
contemplating suicide
yeah i cut my wrists
i love to bleed more than i love to cry
i hope he fucking dies
i might catch a homicide
it's him or me 
& if he is around just know i love to fight
i'm throwing hands tonight
that's my babygirl alright
and if he has a problem
 let this automatic change his mind

REDROOM (feat. JASPER COFFINS)

SERENITY

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