Hey. Listen. I am sorry. I don't know what you've been going through but you are not alone, just know there are people out there who feel like you. I put my pain and love into my music. It's for us. I love you and you are appreciated. I hope it gives you whatever you are looking for. I love you

UR SO FUCKING UNDER RATED OHH MY GOD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

one of the first songs i heard from you <3 

Thank u for listening fr - (Lyrics below)

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Mastered by @holyvexy

i loose emotions 
you watch them fade away
mind like a nightmare i never see the day
Dark days will change you and then you understand
do or die in my vision i feel like someone else

seems like the the life you live wont let me in
i just move  
medication like a fcking sin
torture to see the devil win
i think of fingertips on your cold skin

im surrounded 
im a cricle full of enemys
shadow in my back and this body will never let me free
revenge
afraid to die but feelings tell me i should try
whisper in my brain afraid to trust i know they love the lie
fuck your opinion you'll never be my friend
i work on this music for everyone who can feel the end
they dream a lot but baby i want my mind back
wake up when the day ends baby i want my mind back

if i kill myself swear i take your life
gave me a connection just to loose it twice
every day is the same its gettin fucked i cant fall asleep
shit it hurts so bad i just woke up in my own fantasy

If I die, I'll take you with me (prod. gloeasymadeit)

TRIPHOP INSTRUMENTAL BEATS - FREEBEATS - FREEDL

9BLCKMOON - TRIPHOP INSTRUMENTAL BEATS (9)

Dusk Cipher Echo Hip Hop Instrumental Beat

quarantine

VALLEY OF SHADOWS II (Prod. Trapcøde)

Wake Up

WAKE UP

Prod. deject // Mix/Master: me

LYRICS:
None of my friends give a fuck 
Neither do I
Oh what a sight
We don't deny
That we will die 
Coming one day (the water wont flow)
We just don't give a fuck
The poisonous glow 
Trees that won't grow 
None of us know 
Which one will live
Let's make a list 

Tryna be happy dont really know why that these people are taking their lives they just give it away and keep wasting their time
Living a lie 
Don't wanna die
But say that they do
Insanity through
Through and through 
The point of this all is just to resolve 
a cold problem

Care less scared less prepared much more harness my life this mess my pride 
I died inside my mind a million times
Then again in my mind I've lived life much longer then my life time

None of my friends give a fuck 
Neither do I
Oh what a sight
We don't deny
That we will die 
Coming one day (the water wont flow)
We just don't give a fuck
The poisonous glow 
Trees that won't grow 
None of us know 
Which one will live
Let's make a list 

Tryna be happy dont really know why that these people are taking their lives they just give it away and keep wasting their time
Living a lie 
Don't wanna die
But say that they do
Insanity through
Through and through 
The point of this all is just to resolve 
a cold problem

FOLLOW DEJECT

through and through (Prod. deject)

FeelNothing (Prod. dead fave)

a song about my worst fears & life in general

Thank u for listening fr - (lyrics below)

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Mastered by Split
@ nevertellsplit

prod @Istasha

River made of blood - windows down when they talk
medication lost - my void - deport my feelings to the coast      
grey shades on my way - scream so loud - dont make a sound  
fall down - i cant find the sky - the fcking ground
steps on my chest - deep breathe - im next
cant connect to anybody - no solution in my head
t too many days - i cant feel how the time pass
is it my fault? - is it me in the same past?

controle me in the dark
Drain blood out of my Shell - connect all of my of my scars
remember what they say - follow back to your grave
soak up my skin - now disable my way/wave

shut my face down
back in my cage
no one can find me - no hope of escape

lay in the sea
not meant to be
my blood in the river - i wish i could leave

Lost in the Void (prod. Istasha)

One hit of the nightshade. 
Welcome to my mind, 
Oh boy, not a nice place. 
Nightmares start to migrate. 
Keep the Shine dim while I’m smoking on some high grade. 
Got fucked on the psych train, took too much, 
Third eye, shit, it might break. 
Lips sewn shut, don’t care, don’t care, 
Don’t care. What they might say. 

Black hoodie on, but I cased your place. 
Okay. Okay. 
Said shit online. 
But it’s never straight to my face. 
Okay. Okay. 
Want to be a lover, 
But the only thing I know is hate. 
Okay. Okay. 
Stomp your neck on the curb until that shit break. 
Okay. Okay. 

I’m sleepy, hallow/hello, boys. 
Hang-him-from-a-gallow-boy. 
Yes. I send that hollow point, 
Deep inside your hollow point. 
Death inside my gallery. 
Watch all of my enemies. 
Talk to different entities. 
Torture for the melody. 

Clear out the register. 
Four five unregistered,
Breathing irregular. 
High on the regular. 
Keeping it cool. 
Cannot turn down the temperature. 
Stop. Pop ‘til it lock. 
I put this blade in your neck until you drop. 
I cannot stop. I cannot stop. 
I see your face, and I just see a mark. 

Your blood on my shirt, it left a stain. 
It seeps in through the cloth, into my skin. 
This deal ain’t working out, just call me Faust. 
Too late, it’s in my... 
It’s deep in my bones, and stuck in my soul. 
I tried so hard, I can’t get it out. 
It’s deep in my bones, and stuck in my soul. 
I tried so hard, I can’t get it out...

Deep in the woods, 
My head down, with my hood up, 
My heart in a box, tried to stab it, but cannot. 
I’m lost & I wander this world with no purpose, 
Anxiety driven, my hands shake, I’m nervous. 
Rain fall down onto the altar.  
I chant the words backwards, 
His eyes turning black, 
Now the rain pouring upwards, 
Into the sky. 
Body lays cold as the demons arise. 

It’s deep in my bones. 
And stuck in my soul. 
I can’t get it out. 

It’s deep in my bones. 
And stuck in my soul. 
I can’t get it out. 

Black hoodie on, can’t see straight. 
But I cased your place. 
Okay. Okay. 
Said shit online. 
But it’s never straight to my face. 
Okay. Okay. 
Want to be a lover, 
But the only thing I know is hate. 
Okay. Okay. 
Stomp your neck, 
On the curb until that shit break. 
Okay. Okay. 

Black hoodie on, can’t see straight. 
But I cased your place. 
Okay. Okay. 
Said shit online. 
But it’s never straight to my face. 
Okay. Okay. 
Want to be a lover, 
But the only thing I know is hate. 
Okay. Okay. 
Stomp your neck, 
On the curb until that shit break. 
Okay. Okay.

VALLEY OF SHADOWS II (Prod. Trapcøde)

SERENITY

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