#phonk #suicideboys #Ramirez #G59 #Darktrap #Horrorcore #Haarper (SERO - All My Life I’ve Wanted Death)

[ ] Maybe someday, I could finally see the shimmer through the grey
In the darkness misery my company through rainy days
No ray of hope to shed the light converted to my wicked ways
Feeling enlightened, feeling frightened downward spiral to my grave
Blacken my eyes a darker shade, razor blades,help my soul escape
Self medicatin isolating I’m nonexistent to this plane
crying out to god please save me ,left me waiting here in vain, suicide I contemplate, a fuckin stain, washed in the rain
not a whisper hopeless lonesome only penalty for me, the only answer to my call was laughter demons mocking thee
grinning telling me shout louder god is probably asleep, only devils for companions the consolation for the lack love
giving back to what was handed damnation my new decree, self destruction deflectin my hurtin, certain Yearning burning up my lungs be blowing smoking coughing wheezing chokin hopeless with that pistol poking at my temple just blow my fucking brains

All My Life I’ve Wanted Death

Some #lilpeep #rubydacherry vibes right here #Darktrap #underground


LEFT BEHIND
I've been feeling like my whole reality has been a big lie,
I have realized that I'm stuck in rewind, steady on decline,
I have to remind myself the places that I need to leave behind,

I chose to be like everything that I don't even believe why,
I know the damage comes back to me think twice, how could I be blind,
I am on recline, just let me wither away yeah just let me die,
I know that they won't shed a tear for me whenever I leave life,

Feels like I'm stuck in a daze, in my wicked ways I can't change,
Say I'm ok but know I ain't, medicate, blow dank, sip on some drank,
My chest cold and heavy, I've lost my flame,
Maintain no worrying until I can't,
Keep on ignoring it, and think it's safe,
And keep on snorting shit to my face,

Rain, rain let me go away with a drip, drip wash it all away, runaway, I gotta runaway, maybe I'll come back some other day

(Shit) Feel like my sanity slippin, codeine really help burning up the prescriptions, burning trees till I numb, burning up all my bridges, you would think that I've learned, but what the fuck is a lesson

I know someday the comedown is gonna take hold, (Take hold)
And I know that I ain't even gonna live that long (That long)

*Deep Sigh*

I've been feeling like my whole reality has been a big lie,
I have realized that I'm stuck in rewind, steady on decline,
I know that they won't shed a tear for me whenever I leave life,
I have to remind myself the places that I need to leave behind

Left Behind

Pushing Up Daisies

$LAB, $LAB, $LAB , $LAB , $LAB , $LAB

(Lyrics) - thrasher with the killer swagger, bone snapper,

gun capper, now they dying lying in tatters,

crying with that pitter patter, fucking with the toe tagger,

pockets gluttonous getting fatter, money stacker,

swangin up in the slabber, 

my nose slattered, high like Saturn,

break you down to a handicapper, throat gasher, making horror scenes like a slasher, the obnoxious laughter such a knee slapper, so Anti-matter, 

Simmer down with all the chatter or the buckshots gonna get scattered,

the attacker, skulls shattered, brain matter splattered, I be the hoe jacker,

leave yo bitch flattered, eating baby batter, vulgar with the grammar, then i transit,

On the next chapter, sin is the crux of the matter,

hear all the clamor as cadavers, piled up like platters, 

Always plasteured, liver rotten need a new bladder,

I cloak and dagger, like no lives matter, I am the death adder,

I’m leavin all my paths blacker, sadder,

thrasher with the killer swagger, bone snapper,

the gun capper, now they dying lying in tatters,

crying with that pitter patter, fucking with the toe tagger,

pockets gluttonous getting fatter, money stacker,

swangin in the slabber, 

$LAB, $LAB, $LAB , $LAB , $LAB , $LAB

$LAB (prod. KubsyBeats)

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#darktrap #freestyle #FTP #FTW #POS #scumbag