Cigarette Scars

life feels like nothing at this point fuck, im past the pain it wasnt real idk im sorry everyone,

Floating

HANG ME FROM THE CEILING CAUSE I DONT FUCK WITH THE FLOOR. NOT FEELING IS GREAT MAN YOU SHOULD TRY.

HANG ME FROM THE CEILING CAUSE I DONT FUCK WITH THE FLOOR!!!!!!!!

Grace im sorry im so fucking awkward, it hurts me so much. Im so fucking terrible at comunicating, ive always been. but i dont want to lose this. i love you so fucking much. everything about you is the pearl of my eye. your soul is so warm and delicate. your heart and attitude put me straight into heaven. I want to take you out and do fun stuff with you but it makes me so anxious, im so flawed and im scared of doing anything wrong. im so scared to hurt you. When i see a notification from you my heart fucking leaps out of my chest and i feel warmer than the sun. im much beter at typing than i am at talking. im sorry for doing this in such an awkward way. please be open to me. i love you. hope you enjoy the song

how you make me feel

please don't hate yourself, 
there's too much to love 
add a soundtrack to your life to perfect it 
our souls are like rose bushes growing side by side, becoming a greater 
i want to be with you all the time 
i want to see you
i'm sacred of it all 
i think we both are 
but i hope it doesn't make you feel bad 
i'm here to love you 
you make me. 
the feeling of thinking about you is indescribable, it feels like the first bite of food after starving, it when you drink after a long run, its when you come home on a cold day, its like coming home on the shittiest day and going to bed, those are the closest things. its like this infinite release in my soul, everything becomes light. 
why am i so fucking shy lol, like i should do all these things i dream about, it would be so wonderful, i'm gonna try more from now on. 
you are the greatest thing to happen to me 
i feel like a broken record but its how i feel  
without you my life has no goddamn meaning 
i remember us talking about love and shit earlier in the year and i didn't understand
i gave some shitty explanation about moving too much and never being able to make real connections and you said something like "well now is your chance, that's when i honestly realized how i felt 
you're the best 
i want to love you more than anything 
we're both shy and awkward, but that's the beauty of it all 
you're the only person I've ever felt this for 
it hurts when you say these things about yourself 
i know i've said it too many times 
you're the most cute, beautiful, complex, wonderful, warm, great, awesome, extraordinary etc. person ive ever met 
i want the infinite above us both, your warmth on my heart and you in my arms 
sunset and night sky soon 
goodnight 
i feel like i deserve to say this after this writing  
I love you

rant

https://soundcloud.com/martyrboy/love-has-trapped-me-in-a-corner 
ALLCREDIT I JUS REMIX IT

can't do my homework ((REMIX))

I DID SO MUCH COKE AND ACID WHEN I WAS 17 HAHAHAHASHA FUCKING KILL ME HAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAhahbahha

Mammalian Desire

sweet velvet how i miss you, and your cold, faux, skin

im cured 06/24/17 
i died once again 03/03/2019 
take a knife and drain your life

serotoninvampire

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