THIS SO PEAK IM ASHAMED I WASNT HERE ON RELEASE

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recorded jan-25-2024
this time im gonna do it
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it
slit my wrist drop on the floor

and i dont understand
how youd move on so fast
i fucked up real bad
and now youre gone and now im sad
and all the times we had
are gone and in the trash
i wish we couldve last
but now your with another man

this time im gonna do it
no more turning back no more
this time im gonna do it
slit my wrist drop on the floor

this time im gonna do it. (acoustic) (Read desc!)

i just want to see you
outside inside rearview
cant sleep cant eat near you
wont breathe until alone

ill just make my own moon
for me to look up to
alone stuck in my room
you wont hear from me soon

my own moon

why has she
got to be
so far 
far away from me

far far away

love ya!








i hate you
you had to
die for me to
live for two

get me get me out
save me from myself
blame me blame me now
save me

please
break
me
i know it 
you know it

save me from myself

experiment





throw my can
wait for you
to prove that
i am real

im falling down 

grab the can
shout again
you see me
my last friend

prove that i am real…

composer: h4rtbrkr

edit: removed the vocals because i sounded more so like a gay retard than usual.

kenzie (instrumental)

never wake up again (demo)

everything's turning fake
so i just lie here awake
can't understand what is wrong
i understand it's my fault

and now I'm such a drag
I wanna smile but I can't
i think the circuitry slipped
and now I feel like a bitch

i cant seem to get out of bed anymore
life sucks and its way worse than it was before
no friends, no life, nothing matters to me
is there something else that i can not see

and now i'm going insane
there's something wrong with my brain
there is no reason to try
so take me back to the sky

my life began way too late
the end is near so i'll wait
and there's nothing left to do
nothing will ever be new

i cant seem to get out of bed anymore
life sucks and its way worse than it was before
no friends, no life, nothing matters to me
is there something else that i can not see

i cant seem to get out of bed anymore
life sucks and its way worse than it was before
no friends, no life, nothing matters to me
is there something else that i can not see

LAL (Loser At Life)

neglected in the car
suns burning off my skin
left alone, so far
suns bringing me to my end

jaundiced skies
bring me to my demise
jaundiced skies
take me back to the light

Jaundiced Skies

2die

[Verse]
every day, I'm dragged to my rectangular prison
every day, I fall to my knees and cry
I can't manage to take this pain and there's no way out
in the end its all my fault it's all my fault
it's ruined my social life, I don't even have to think twice
it's ruined my social talk, its ended in a late-night walk
it's ruined my social life, I don't even have to think twice
but in the end its all my fault it's all my fault it's all me

[Chorus]
stuck in my hell I just want an escape from this
everlasting pain in my life and it's taken over me
makes my room smell like shit I wish I could be better
maybe it'll make me feel better if I
just gave it up, and ended the streak before I'm gone
just give it up, it gives me no benefit anyway
just throw it up, I'm stuck in a tormented hell
oh,may God help me now

[Verse2]
every chance, it always crawls back up to me
every chance, it does I just can't resist
I need some help I can't manage to resist this urge or lust
in the end its all my fault it's all my fault
it's ruined my social life, I don't even have to think twice
it's ruined my social talk, its ended in a late-night walk
it's ruined my social life, I don't even have to think twice
but in the end its all my fault it's all my fault it's all my

[Bridge]
oh, may God help me now

[Chorus]
stuck in my hell I just want an escape from this
everlasting pain in my life and it's taken over me
makes my room smell like shit I wish I could be better
maybe it'll make me feel better if I
just gave up, and ended the streak before I'm gone
just give it up, it gives me no benefit anyway
just throw it up, I'm stuck in a tormented hell
oh, may God help me now

kenzie (instrumental)

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