@dercept & @prodmichael

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you put a hole straight thru my chest
tearing flesh from the bone been prepared for the end
nonetheless ur my home u know i cannot pretend
gastrail set 2 flames making sure ill be ur end

you know i tried my best not 2 lose it
been hanging on the edge for so long and my grip is not improving
tried my best not 2 lose it
been thru all this shit before you know i dont wanna do it again

i always lose in the end ur thoughts live deep in my head
arm thru the chest watch my heart beat in ur hands
you thought you'd fool me again, but i wont give you the chance
armed to the tip watch ur blood leak in the sand

hold my head in between ur hands
we been stuck in this loop i cant see the end
no sunlight just been stuck in my head
 i watched the moon rise so many times 
wish we could do it again

no sleep i need substance i need somewhere to hide
you trusted me, broke that shit ended all in one night
shattered face tears of blood i cant look in ur eyes 
gastrail set 2 flames end it all in one night

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gastrail (dercept x michaelwarren)

prod @whtlen 


tell me what is my sin 
I must have done 
something bad for this 

one look at her grin
makes it worth it 
with one soft sweet kiss

i let it all in
my feelings
have never not been hurt

never me; always him
i’m silver
never to be first 

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance, 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

so i’ll stay here,
and listen to the same 3 songs
till i cry
oh my god i wanna throw up !!! 

ur not an angel, you’re a demon in disguise
princess 
take my heart leave me to sew up 

so i’ll stay here and listen to the same playlist
that you made
all those fuckin years ago, ugh ): 

n i don’t miss you
i just really miss
what i thought that you were
i think it’s time for me to grow up

cus the pinks are “too pink”
the blues are “too blue” for you 
for you

she asked “what do you think?”
so many things to say to you 
to you 

n now that we are here 
what do you want to do?
to do?

and if i asked you to dance 
me or him who would you choose? 
you choose?

(so i’ll stay here,
 and listen to the same 3 songs til’ i cry, oh my god i’m gonna throw up!!)

contrast+ (whtlen)

produced by me
hope you enjoy <3

socials:
www.instagram.com/deadfishig/

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lyrics:

And I’m so sick of always fucking up
Always apologize, it’s the last time
Blame it on me, i’m never good enough
Lost my peace, now I lash out

Cant get rid of the taste out my fuckin mouth
Carve out my tongue, said too much, bleeding out
Doesnt matter what I do, it’s way too late
Screaming out and procrastinate

I can’t
Stay here
Mental
Dread and
Pain gets
Stronger
Isolated

I can’t keep it up, nah
Throw me out, leave me to rot
I think it’s easier that way for me
You have no say in this, so just leave me

I dont care what they say
I ignore, most of dms
I don’t know why it’s so hard to
Keep a convo, maybe laugh

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

Caught myself staring at the ceiling
Everyone pretends they know the feeling
7 years has passed and I’m still healing
You will never know what I’m concealing

blame

stream

lyrics⬇️
crushing the thoughts that been breaking me down
how could i write so much and you never liked my sound
voluntarily always around
but now ur making me feel a way so i gotta get out

lie on the cold ground
duplicate that feeling that you thought you found
maybe this my chance maybe right now
yea or I’ll suffocate in advance if i dont fight it out
even lookin at these plants i i feel like i dont amount 
to all the beauty that they hold cuz i cant even count all the times that i would fold at the fault of my mouth
even when i promised everyone it wouldn’t go south

late gigs knowing that you wont be there

paint a pictire for me knowing that i will not fear

yea cuz i wont breathe ur judgy person air
for once it might be nice to be all the way out your hair

ill push back i dont like it when it feel like that

no crash pad when im falling i fall down hard flat
i dont even have the energy to feel bad
i dont see anyone who wanted a rematch
i been pushin in my memories like way back
Yea u dont want anything like this you want a price tag
money dont mean anything if you cant even buy that 
promise youd be runnin from me if you knew what i had

i live i laugh
but i dont wanna use the stuff that hurts the people most
wait until the night pass
then ill stay low
cuz thats the way that itll last

(Weepings)

We've been on and off like every other week I fucking swear
Girl you got me crashing out; You got me growing out my hair
I'm doing all these drugs to pretend like I don't care ...
But I do too much
Girl I know you fucked him I feel nauseous but I still miss your touch 
Smoking on some potent pop some oxy till my brain turn dust
I'm bleeding out my back I'm just your toy and my heart soft like plush
A puppet on your string an I will wait for you to treat me such
~
Cuz if the pain I feel is cause by your hands I don't mind
I showed you my darkest parts and you left me behind
Who knew that my love for you would leave me feeling blind
Girl no matter where I go you're still stuck in my mind
~
And flashback to the moment that I met you
Even then I knew I cannot forget you
I remember how you looked at me the night I loved you
But now I fear I'm falling short
Back and forth, every time we speak it feels like we in court
God it hurts, Knowing that the girl I love left me in dirt
What am I holding onto still, like bro ... that hoe left me first
I could never trust another soul, like I trusted you
I still got love for you
I wish you loved me too
Girl honestly I can't see my future with another fucking person in this life

voluntarily w/ Weepings (cxrter x yunnygoldz)

prod. king theta

lyrics:
cause i need u more than life
so pray for me, and hold me tight
and i can be a better man
i don't know who i am
it's been said and it's done

and i don't wanna move on
i'm getting so damn tired tryna hold on
and u took all of our pictures off the walls
all of it is gone, all of it is gone

and u, don't
deserve to cry it's all ur fault
and i, picked all the broken promises u left
on, the porch of our apartment and it's gone
all of it is gone
so, how does that make u feel
giving up on something
so damn real
and honestly i'm not alright
waiting for the day
that you're by my side
one more time

and i don't wanna move on
i'm getting so damn tired tryna hold on
and u took all of our pictures off the walls
all of it is gone, all of it is gone

and i don't wanna move on
i'm getting so damn tired tryna hold on
and u took all of our pictures off the walls
all of it is gone, all of it is gone

cutdeep & sad chill - promises.

Feathers N Glue

I WAS EXILED FROM MY PREVIOUS BODY

adolescence official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tGmsm5RKt7I

a 4 song ep made from the heart !! ;)

vocals by @supachefm & @93FEETOFSMOKE
produced, mixed & mastered by @93FEETOFSMOKE
art by @cranchyou

adolescence w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE [video in description]

(prod. reytee)
https://soundcloud.com/reytee

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Going on a lonely walk 
Cause I don't wanna talk 
Got my pumpkin spiced latte
Just got it from Starbucks

Comfy in my coat and my gloves 
Comfy in my coat and my gloves 

Comfy in my coat and my gloves
With my thoughts.
Tricking me, and my own feelings 
Hurting me, seems quite appealing

But I know that's fuck'ed up.

Lifes not fair,
I drawn the short straw.
Goodbye then,
Wtf am I crying.

Spotify

comfy [reytee]

guitar, production, mixing, mastering - fats'e

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l9Kipz6sxR8&t=1s

picking myself up again

With the legend himself @vito2300 ! Thank you for listening <3

prod/mix/master by @farhantnvr !!!

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2ShEMgpHn13OMYfXH5uM50
iTunes: https://music.apple.com/us/album/white-flags-single/1538212935

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Art by Anthonette Bueno

Lyrics:
How come I don’t feel that bad?
I swear to god I will never go back
Lights cameras and all that action
I’m trying hard not lose my traction
He’s got your wrist leading you out
There’s nothing I coulda told myself 
We let it go without a fight 
But what conversation could make it right?

There’s white flags in the air have mercy 
Getting close to the edge I’m hurting 
I don’t want this and I’m still learning 
It could work baby I’m determined

Stay, stay, stay if you want to stay 
Or leave me here in the pouring rain
Hate, hate, hate if you want to hate
But I’m too caught up with the city in my gaze
Might go MIA
Don’t want to hear them speak my name
And you’re all the same 
I’ll light the match, watch it go all up in flames
He’s got your wrist leading you out
I can’t save you, I can’t save myself 
We let it go without a fight
But give me a chance I could make it right

There’s white flags in the air have mercy 
Getting close to the edge I’m hurting 
I don’t want this and I’m still learning 
It could work baby I’m determined

I WAS EXILED FROM MY PREVIOUS BODY

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