I CANT CHANGE WHAT IS DESTINY SO WHEN IM DOWN AND OUT WILL YOU CHECK FOR ME

god i used to love singing this so loudly

@harvest @sewerperson

𝘭𝘺𝘳𝘪𝘤𝘴:

𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘬
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦
𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘶𝘤𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘬 𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦
𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵
𝘜𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘦𝘴
𝘏𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘳𝘺
𝘌𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘈𝘵𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘤 𝘤𝘰𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘳𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘺 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴
𝘚𝘩𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸
𝘖𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦
𝘏𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥
𝘎𝘳𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘶
𝘚𝘶𝘮𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘴
𝘉𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯 𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘣𝘶
𝘐 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘬 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯
𝘖𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦
𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘬
𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴
𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘮 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺
𝘛𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘶𝘳 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘣𝘦
𝘐𝘧 𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

SPOTIFY

my everything (ft. sewerperson + harvest)

its complicated ..

lyrics:

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em
 
I cannot bank on myself cause I couldn’t tell u how long I’m breathing
Process the words that the masses tell u and prove them weaklings
I’m at the point where only god can save me cause I reject the treatment they propose to me cause I’m happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
Crawl forward on ur fractures
I can feel the wrath of god thru her bullet words
Time and time again I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain so ill shut up cause mine is nothing special

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em

complicated (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru our quality time
Attached at the hip
But life drags the scalpel that cuts at our skin
And tears us apart
These thoughts still assault me when im in the dark im in the dark
But what could I have done differently 
Just Love me again and I’ll never leave
If this is the end why can I still breath
The thought of ur touch manifests in my dreams
And I’m sorry for crying
But I couldn’t help it when deep in this row
With my will power dying
I set aside some to love u so u know
I swear that I’m trying
But I’m bad with this showing u part oh I know
When I feel like I’m flying i’d drop to my death to fall for u once more
Though I won’t stand here too much longer my love
Know I feel things for u that ill never feel for anyone else
And I wish I didn’t
But I swear I mean it
And hurts me knowing its true
My memory bleeds
For where I could’ve once hoped to be
Glued by ur side
Shedding our grief thru ur quality time

ive hollowed (eric godlow)

lyrics:


I locked eyes with a succubus and paid the price
She fucked life into my empty heart that night
Easy on me now
Easy on the pain
I was bleeding out
And she laughed in my face
Stars light up just for u in our backyard
No matter anything you do ill still be urs love
One look can shape my mood and she had known that
I think id be better blue with a toe tag

Dont be shy
Around me
I am still who u met
When we were 14
In these
Porch lights
On halloween
I was hoping that I
Could still see u in my dreams
Tearing up
Never felt so useless
I dont even wanna do this
The energy to go thru this with u
Left me like last Tuesday
She moved in with me soulmates
Now she acting like a roommate
I was never that guy though
Her love you more like a typo

I locked eyes with a succubus and paid the price
She fucked life into my empty heart that night
Easy on me now
Easy on the pain
I was bleeding out
And she laughed in my face
Stars light up just for u in our backyard
No matter anything you do ill still be urs love
One look can shape my mood and she had known that
I think id be better blue with a toe tag

a Tuesday (Eric Godlow x scottysplash)

lyrics:

cold snow
but its all mine
they love me but i dont know why
humans love pullin out life from the depths
but a pretty little thing dont hide
pretty little things dont hide
i tried to warn em but its too late
blood toothpaste
loud cries
i reach into his skull and make a snack of brown eyes
i didnt wanna so i couldnt say why
i know 100 ways to make a grown man cry
i flay the human body and i push it till it dies
i always learn a lot for me its quite a good time
minor avalanche will work to muffle blank cries
winter never felt so right

i am the yeti
i am the beast
when nobody knows you it gets easy to breathe
but when nobody likes you it gets easy to see
that misunderstandings solidify hateful beliefs
but child dont worry cause youre a wolf to the sheep
cause when nobody thinks its cause for easy defeat
you encroach on the camp when half the humans asleep
in 30 minutes alone ur picking bones from ur teeth

hows it feel to be animal
for me its incredible
i hope in given time youll say the feeling is mutual
i aint pick u specifically u were picked by the oracle
most these humans are nasty i hope u prove me impossible
most would take what they need and still come shit on ur funeral
they type out negativity from a 4 by 4 cubicle
u aint good with em anyway
lemme take out ur cuticals
u aint think u would die today but surprises are beautiful

low res pictures of figures in the snow (eric godlow)

lyrics:

warm lights
radiate off the deck onto the lake at night
girl i promise i love you
i promise ill hold you tight
baby fall asleep to this song
i know its harder not to sing along
but im quiet
baby fall asleep to this
really im ok im just tired
girl i couldnt lie to you
watch me float away into the mire
im feeling like its either she just shy or she just hate me
and i feel like its gotta be
but the latter would be preaching to the choir baby girl

i could tell
you dont feel it anymore
tell me how to make it return
when it comes to love ion think im ever sure
and maybe thats whats making it work

i hate it when my bones bend
oakflesh i think i got stoneflesh
this armour on my brain and on my heart its like a fortress
late into my night your soul compiled in this corpus
even in the dark im willing to bet ur looking gorgeous

warm lights
radiate off the deck onto the lake at night
girl i promise i love you
i promise ill hold you tight
baby fall asleep to this song
i know its harder not to sing along
but im quiet

mire walker (eric godlow)

lyrics:

war
i feel so fucked up
i go to touch base with the brick tile floor
sore
i couldnt wake up for 70 days
after could you tell me bout before
i lift my face up from rubble and soot
and im now 10 foot 4
im breaking down doors
i try to wake up but when i rub my eyes i can feel em get 
sore
she take off her make up n i like her even more
but im on grind
id shit and piss inside the studio if it could save time
man i really dont mind
i cough up my energy and water my eyes
only time that i cry
its raining in my brain but my pen is so right
i could take my time

uh uh uh uh uh uh
uh uh uh uh uh uh
i could try put it in words
but you dont know how this feels
i have not lived this life
ion know how to pop the seals
i had spent three whole nights
fighting this thru my will
i will not pour that drink
it might suppress these pills
and i can not afford that hurt
so i dont recognize its real
ion know how to just chill
i dont have that skill
baby can u hold my heart
people done broke it apart
passed out dead in the park
still i come alive in the art
if i fail i get left
i cant deal with regret
i got air in my chest
i got pain in my breath
i got fire in my lungs
i got red on my thumbs
i got snot in my nose
and i got flesh on my tongue
i got three types of tooth
i got scales but its smooth
still you hide in my speech
you cant handle the truth

war / homecoming (eric godlow)

lyrics:

dont let the cold get you
i bet they want it too
pickin this mold off of
the legs attached to you
i drink the whole bottle
like someone had told me too
im not a role model
but im glad im helping u

fridays
drinks inside the same old cesspool
sometime its hard to wait
i need tell you i fell in love with you
pine trees on top my face
taking back to my happy place
i really miss the days
but this just part of my fate
and in that ive faith
i could make it thru
eons here in these frozen wastes
i was a goner
i was a joker
blunt on my lower lip i am a smoker
im in my body but who is the owner
i order my uber i think its a rover
taking my time in my head really im mediocre
she wanna bag she wanna choker
i got some money on me like a broker
i couldnt blow it i dont even know her
i try to do what you tell me too
but i couldnt live with me hurting you
so i might ignore when u call again
i promise i swear im not mad at you
i just need some time while i work it out
i just need some time while i think it thru
i try to do what you tell me too
but lately i find it impossible

dont let the cold get you
i bet they want it too
pickin this mold off of
the legs attached to you
i drink the whole bottle
like someone had told me too
im not a role model
but im glad im helping u

in the wind
chest full of gin
ion know where i am and i dont know where i been
good to see ur face i but ur leavin me again
i could spend my whole life stuck inside my sin
wrapped in the wind
20000 feet from the frost bit land
could i love again i dont know
moncler on my bones cause im cold
maybe for this winter ill be home
i cant spend this christmas on the road
i cannot feel my heart like its my toes
when you yell at me i like you more
cause i could tell theres fire in ur soul
i cough out this soot cause im filled with coal
ion wanna play these gams its getting old
back and forth
i think she live for the back and forth
settle scores
we cant share its always hers or yours
i work hard
i just the weekend off
she make it hard
then she swear its just me being soft
i think we could do it if we tried baby lemme help
sorry i just got a habit of trying to do it all myself
its just different knowing i can count on someone else
life is scary but its more like i just scare myself
now im in the cherry blossom field come and lay down
girl whats on ur mind could u tell me what u thinkin about
maybe its a sign were together in the here and now
i wont say a thing to anyone im just helping out
yellow on the leaves
falling all around me
ya i know im such a piece of shit
i say it proudly
letters to my home unmapped in the valley
i was dead and gone i dont know how the fuck u found me

fridays (killedmyself)

lyrics:

chemical love
i thought i was old news
i guess i was right
where were u fights
the frequency rised
girl i know u fucked him
u dont have to lie

now all the things u said u aint mean em
and it hurts my heart
u knew what u doing was deceiving but u carried on
75% percent of me is demons but they mean no harm
theyre just tryna shape me while im breathing but shes too alarmed
u said ur decisions deal with reason
then what the fuck is this
u left me too rot inside ur wounds cause ur a piece of shit
i should come and kill you oh ur lucky im at peace with it
i should come and show u what it feel like when u hate to live

half the people here aint make it out in time
the water took their life
underwater i cant breath but fuck i feel alive
still i let u waste my time
and for what
i aint got shit to show but my slime wrapped guts
numbing inside my room
and i like it
oh when the runes come take my soul
i dont fight it
i work hard
i work fast
and in silence
looking up at 4 oclock
like where had the time went
drunk
ya im drunk again
still im tryna lie again
she not dumb
she find out and she just sigh again
2oclock
in the night
could you call me
could you help
could you save me 
from the state im in

now all the things u said u aint mean em
and it hurts my heart
u knew what u doing was deceiving but u carried on
75% percent of me is demons but they mean no harm
theyre just tryna shape me while im breathing but shes too alarmed
u said ur decisions deal with reason
then what the fuck is this
u left me too rot inside ur wounds cause ur a piece of shit
i should come and kill you oh ur lucky im at peace with it
i should come and show u what it feel like when u hate to live
u said ur decision deal with logic
im not buying it
i just gave my heart to her before she started frying it
u said i should focus on the present i been trying it
so far it aint working but im fine with it

we live underwater (killedmyself)

lyrics:

right to my last breathe
i keep my faith close
girl just hold on
im not sure i know the road
i see slime drip off the walls
i see frost lay on my nose
i could get used to the
silence of the snow
sap in my veins
red leaves on my bones
i see red trees take my spirit as a home
i just wanna know what u think of me now
i just wanna know why it didnt work out

moss born inn in the middle of the forest
the history of here belong to things that came before us
in this moonlight i gotta say ur looking gorgeous
what'd you wanna talk about she said its not important
i can only cry for so long
eventually this tightness in my chest gon be calmed
eventually these memories are taken by the storm
ur dead to me and lately i just hope u stay gone
but i cant change what is destiny
when im down and out will you check for me
lately i cannot remember how i got here but i cant stay long
i know its confusing when this happens but u gotta stay strong

right to my last breathe
i keep my faith close
girl just hold on
im not sure i know the road
i see slime drip off the walls
i see frost lay on my nose
i could get used to the
silence of the snow
sap in my veins
red leaves on my bones
i see red trees take my spirit as a home
i just wanna know what u think of me now
i just wanna know why it didnt work out

faith (killedmyself x caspr)

lyrics:

3 in the morning im whippin its snowin 
its getting too heavy i stick on the side of the road
i know im late i can explain if u let me
i wasnt far get in the car im happy u love me cause i know its hard

they try to be me its clear in my sight i think i gotta cancel my cards
i think my blunt full of sars my spit is blacker than tar
if she got a cute face i know imma go home with it
no cap no toupee she know im way too cold with it
touch me im freezing my heart so damn cold
life get too complicated i aint know it'd be this difficult
watchu doin late night i should come slide thru
what he dont know wont hurt him girl im just like u
now im thinking back its hittin me hard
call me when u home she like what for
uh im tryna change girl could u let me
it aint the same cause she dont accept me
i put my faith in i put the work in
still what im getting out
im taking damage i think im breaking baby just help me out
you just like me if u really try think about it
ya imma love addict im still learning how to live without it
t'd up im so t'd up
he sent threats so i d'd up
big boy he so beefed up
one word get his teeth fucked
i just wanna get along
but he came close so he got done up
the situation full of cons
there was no way we could just make up
hot pull up and fuck up an opp boy yuh
my shift gon fuck up the clock boy yuh
rocked i did him dirty ya i did him chop suey
roll up im smoking on bok choy
im not a hero ya im not a hero ya i am the bad guy
i go de niro ya girl dont be scared in the end we gon all die
touch me im freezing
my heart so damn cold
life get too complicated i aint know it'd be this difficult
watchu doin late night i should come slide thru
what he dont know wont hurt him girl im just

3 in the morning im whippin its snowin 
its getting too heavy i stick on the side of the road
i know im late i can explain if u let me
i wasnt far get in the car im happy u love me cause i know its hard

snow tires (kassgocrazy x mochila)

tired ..🕊️ 
NV // TEAM6 
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