lyrics:

Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take

Back in his birthplace
Everything change so fast when u miss it all
And all of it in the worst way
We cannot have nice things all because of y’all
I could tell it wouldn’t stop eating ya
She good now but u dont really mean it ya
Sickle shape words keep bleeding ya
Gimme that pain I need it ya
Split my head I felt my body kick under the armour
Every time I felt the damage made it so it dont hurt
Pull me closer
Show me how u comfort
Its a front I know Its a cover
Big ol bag in the bank but a cool stack with me in my jeans when walking around
I dont have time to be friends but she hit me 12:30 on some what are u doing right now
This sight make anybody cry could u see into the hole in the brick wall right around 9 light rips thru the air space everybody wiped from the earth when hopeless Life still grows from the dirt
Were back by tomorrow and hell bent yea
The earth will wipe the sorrow from my head yea
Crack me open 
Could u Break the crust
I need real emotion
I need someone I could trust

Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take
Ocean tide Separates
Revealing victims in its gate
water logged old open arms
comfort me while swept astray
Just in case I never wake
I pray the lord My soul to take

5 (sorrow bringer)

lyrics:

Keep your head down
Deep in dirt I could barely breath but Ill surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected but heaven knows with my straightened spine i won’t die the same
Words would hurt but ive grown immune and I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once i won’t lie but im back revived and im starving
And everything I did was for you but im just an object
You embody evil from the hate that u harvest 
I would give my life to keep you safe I promise
But u knew that and still u wrote my fate for ur benefit
God save me Ive been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
Im in my head honestly I feel regret
Though Im at home and safe again
But Im obsessed with the life we missed

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

Show me ur strength Via my frame
Gimme everything I beg u do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn I would summon some
Only when in danger id be having fun
Dont pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly I pray they take it further for research
I read the books they told me I shouldn’t worry
I guess ive been in my head while I was planning February I know
I couldn’t hurt
So u preaching to choir
And I loved me first
So betrayal could not survive here
stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

THE HARVEST (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

Tears will saturate the clay laid
The loose dirt paints me and warms me
Why is it a sad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
The judgement scares me and I know this
In that flesh suit a vacancy notice appears
Why is it a bad thing baby
Returning to the being who made me
But I am still here im just in ur walls
Feel my blood flow when u check ur pulse
U cannot touch me but we can still talk
If u miss me just play out  this song
If I cant breath I will breath thru you
Can u feel me can u hear me too
I hate when u cry cause It makes me cry
But I will guard you from the afterlife

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

Baby I need you and you need me
But last thing I would want is you here with me in this realm
The clock is busted and lights are out
Surprisingly its so cold in hell
Talk is so cheap
But its comforting to me
So I dont want to wait anymore
I pray that god speaks
To my soul to my being
Stuck in purgatory
I had sinned I was wrong
And now its flipped back onto me
When I had died
With nobody by my side to hold me
Im Mortified
Reaching out towards the light in front of me
If I return
You will feel the pain you placed upon me
In Twenty fold
I promise to make u cry ill make u bleed
Lay me down and let me sleep
I give you my soul to keep
Purple hands and dirty feet
Spirits take control of me
God cant save u from ur fate
I promise u ull be erased
Feed me blood I love the taste
Holy Spirit give me strength

She saw a ghost when sleeping
Baby I know ur dreaming
But Ive been trying to reach out
And truth is this is the best way I know how
Talking to ghouls and demons
U need to talk to me and
I know its harder when living
I promise I know the feeling

words_frm the dying (branwen)

lyrics:

In this house thats not a home its my hell
If ur so smart than why do u need my help
Were not one the same it took u long enough to figure out
But still u remain my life line

I said im cold in the heart
She said she aint scared of the dark uh
I hit 220 at night on the 401 gripping her thigh in the car
We get to close in the back seat
I need some time to myself 
Im getting scared im becoming dependent on u if u leave I dont got no one else huh
I pour up potion im stuck ya im frozen I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy I need me a break so I bust up these drugs and I do em myself
I feel ashamed getting high at this rate at this point when im geeked no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function but im barely here still they talk to my shell
 
December lights reveal me in this white snow
Peel me and wear my skin if u get cold
Why when we die it’s different from animals
Just use my body to warm u up while u get close 
I met this bitch from Chicago she taught me some lessons I never would need ok
Yea I was fucking but she wasn’t loving on me she was getting her nut this way
Now I put a pill in this soda I need me a guard when im grinding my teeth ok
I was a junkie and broke now I stack up my money but still its no sober days
Everybody holds pain
Deep in this sonder I swear I relate
Uh
When all this love for u fades
What will u think of the time u wasted now
Truthfully im ok
But its the truth for me and not they
Deep inside of my brain
I wonder if ive become what I hate
Taste what ive made for us two after going out late 
All these drugs we abused make me scared of my fate
Im too deep to be saved
Im too drunk to be shamed
Some random fucked me and I pretended they had your face

I said im cold in the heart
She said she aint scared of the dark uh
I hit 220 at night on the 401 gripping her thigh in the car
We get to close in the back seat
I need some time to myself 
Im getting scared im becoming dependent on u if u leave I dont got no one else huh
I pour up potion im stuck ya im frozen I pop me this pill and replenish my health
Life get too crazy I need me a break so I bust up these drugs and I do em myself
I feel ashamed getting high at this rate at this point when im geeked no one I know could tell
I been so talkative during this function but im barely here still they talk to my shell

9 (twentytwo)

lyrics:

Grape vine burner
She wants a parking lot live in murderer

Self medicated by the smell of storm
Id have a blade left in my gut and they would say im armed
How come every champion rather lose instead
He wins the game but loses life when ego fills his head
Hand to hand combat never works
When right beside u lay the weapons of the universe
Check it five times then I close the hatch
She spoke the language of the world into voided black 

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Carried to the cemetery I could tell she’s still alive
Wood soot dirt 
Block her body from our 9-5
I could be the mercenary u could be the better guy
He could not flirt
With the image of an other side
Blood on my brain broke thru my skull
Giving back life to the animals
Strawberry colour on feathery coats
I’m the shoe box u cannot tip toe
I told u I meant it
Girl that’s why I said it
I can’t be much clearer than that don’t u get it

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

Just about 20 feet down in the well I rest
 I sport a smile stuck forever with this shell in my head
He dips down to my mouth to see what I had said
As I breathed once again they could hear me cry

I know well we know that u won’t stay long
Cause ur better than most but u hold ur tongue
The rain turns snow every time ur gone
It must be a pain living this stuck up
So Be grateful at least when u waste my time
Still im thankful at least that ur wasting mine
Why breath when Im able to choke on words
But they bounce from her face and they land in the dirt

It Must Be A Pain (branwen)

lyrics:

Anyone that fucks with me I thought they would get me
I been Holding my head im trying pull out the memories
Deep in this bottle I see the language refracted
I take what I want then take the rest and subtract it
She blow powder at my face like she was doing some magic
Ive reached my newest high and im just thinking in static
How could drugs take my life if I never had had it
I hope these drugs will take my life because I already haven’t
I think im cheating this psychosis if I dont already have it
I pray they listen but they seem to be deaf
They think its only music they dont see the regret
Oh my oh my god oh my
oh my god oh my
oh my god oh my
oh my god oh my
Minor problems are ignored untill they get worse
Tiny parts turn to bigger parts with clockwork
Im never me
Lately Ive been someone else love
I broke my mold and I became what I was once was
Please let my mind rest
I dont need guidance I need someone to do me off to get me gone
To get me gone

2 (twentytwo)

lyrics:

Dipped off
Dip uh
Dipped off gle 63
6 deep in this suv
Air tight space cookie by the oz
Then exhale baby
She knew it was quad but she puff it like juul
Then she turn around and blame the greening out on me
How the fuck u gonna smoke the pack and still be angry
No sense

Without that body its nothing at all
She said without that money u know id be gone
Maybe that’s true
But maybe its a bluff cause she fuck me like she mean it when she going real rough
Real deep in it
I invested cheese in it
She the type to blow Kush while she on top of it
She transformed to a bad girl ill because of me in her prime like Optimus
I be on the road so she sending me nude pictures
And some videos saying u know what to do with it
Snap then a text saying make sure only u view it
U know im a gentleman but id rather see it in human
She said I miss u but im on a mission 
But I would be lying if I said I didn’t too
I mean look at you
I couldn’t stop if I wanted to

Dipped off
Dip uh
Dipped off gle 63
6 deep in this suv
Air tight space cookie by the oz
Then exhale baby
She knew it was quad but she puff it like juul
Then she turn around and blame the greening out on me
How the fuck u gonna smoke the pack and still be angry
No sense

Isn’t kind of funny how the life go
I was chasing u but now u couldn’t let go
U glued to me
Girl I am not
Special
U choosing me
Was the worst thing for ur mental
Uh

Way deep in that mud u aint try to pick me up
Girl Dont give me a hug I would barely dap u up
Girl this is what u get
Now u banging on my door
Now u checking on my feed
Now u flooding my dms damn
Over the phone talking that shit I should just hang up again
Whats with all the expletives u verbally an only fans
Girl if im not the only man
Then I dont wanna be none of them
I used to hate to take a stand
I had to learn to stand the hate
I went from this food in cans too mispronouncing what’s on top of my dinner plates
I didn’t know I hated caviar until I could afford to eat it
Microwaves to Nobu evenings
5am construction making pennies now its thousands sleeping
My montcler make me look like Kenny zipped right up im barely speaking
The only thing that’s headed south is earth as I get high im geeking
The only things inside her mouth is Benihana and my semen

Isn’t kind of funny how the life go
I was chasing u but now u couldn’t let go
U glued to me
Girl I am not
Special
U choosing me
Was the worst thing for ur mental
Uh

VIP (jabarionthebeat X Prodcrater X Shahmajor)

lyrics:

That old garage was more of a home than the broken one it stood next to
These power tools provide more defence than these souls u claim to be special
Let go of me find your feet again and come back to us when ur standing
This world was weaker when in defence now we face the creatures of ending
 take hold of me and fight when I cant I need bleach applied to my memory
Why wish of knight when this peasant life is what most of noblemen envy
God bless the night where I find my rest too many times I grow weary
I love the quiet but this all the time when I pass away the thought scares me
Bodies
Painted up with the red shot
Join the army and
Go to war or Take a headshot
Zombies
I see them rise again like mummies
Smell the brain rot
Movies
Couldn’t capture what I think about
Fuck I if could either no way to explain it ah
Its too windy at the top but its amazing ya
It took years for me to exit out my caging ah
I was soaked to the bone in the waterhole
See my injuries and suddenly they hear me now
All the sympathy was faked i know its terrible
But the words even the balance by a small amount
Bleed the cherry and blow my smoke into the sky
U cant find a way of ruining my high
Look at the fire red pulsing in my eyes
U won’t find a way of ruining my night
What’s it worth
What’s the cost
In the void u will not find god
Anti Universe
Everything ever felt all at once
Too based
Too loud
Wait wait 
Fuck it right now
What’s left of the planet we found
No plants no life on the ground

That old garage was more of a home than the broken one it stood next to
These power tools provide more defence than these souls u claim to be special
Let go of me find your feet again and come back to us when ur standing
This world was weaker when in defence now we face the creatures of ending

1 (nevrfall X Branwen)

lyrics:

This poor creature in these photographs
Tortured dead bloody
Buried bare of funeral dressings
In 1920
Blood dyes the gold around her neck into a rust red
How could any man lay sleeping with her on their conscience
Lord help me navigate this mess I stumbled onto
The deviancy permeates my senses in this dark room

Tossed away a whore of southern Scotland to a dirt grave 
Unsolved is the only mask upon her pale face
This lonely life in Glasgow holds a sour taste
Rainy nights on steep rock by the harsh waves
Purity on this shelf is but a dream state
Sanity and myself just had to part ways

The town turned against
Me and all attempts to give her a fitting rest
It adds up no it dont
This is a cult I know
Sent to collect the bones
They are the eyes upon us
U are not safe at home
Hand signs they not deaf
Why’s it all done with their left
I seen the sacrifice come to fruition I cant help be scared that im next
I feel this shit in my chest
I seen the rune getting dressed
My parents told me when younger I didn’t believe them till I seen the mark on head

This poor creature in these photographs
Tortured dead bloody
Buried bare of funeral dressings
In 1920
Blood dyes the gold around her neck into a rust red
How could any man lay sleeping with her on their conscience
Lord help me navigate this mess I stumbled onto
The deviancy permeates my senses in this dark room

The Lesser Dead (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Memories I thought would last me forever
I hit back around not returned by the tether
I miss how we thought of vows in September
I hold only me thru these lonely Decembers
I thought u told me its us through whatever
But I guess its left me inside stormy weather 
I see ur face every time I feel better
Years from now ill still be sending letters
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it
~~
:Eric: -I love u brother ..""
~ Though Rust deformed me
she still sees me as her own
While Flames surround me
I see this could not be a home
These stage lights blind me
And they place me back in our throws
But still im fighting
To save this us we had known 
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it

tThe last page of tThe worst book you'v e ever read. (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Never Had I Thought Id be Hiding you
Inside the garden my true love dismembered

Pieced together heart just out of what he had left
Shot apart when words she wrote explode thru his chest
Lonely nights
Inside this cabin we had spent
Where Torn apart
Filling all of life with this dread

This poltergeist
Had tapped my shoulder while I wept
Told me dont u cry
When u could feel her last breath
Strapping up my boots
I Had em tight like a noose
Bury her in water
Shell be turned into fish food

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

Never once
Never once had I second thought
Never once
I was happy when her body dropped
Gladly numb
I hear sirens coming but I love the
Ambiance
Take my body but my mind is gone

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away
Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

15 (Eric Godlow)

aLLy _ outro (eric Godlow)

lyrics:

Throw the cups in the air for me
Cause damn it I been going all night
Put the phone over there for me
Cause I do not do third wheels
Like I dont even ride no bike
Take the time u need to navigate
Cause ill be here to love you anyway

Put me in the game alright
She just gonna Text me and get me tight
Girl come and talk if u think u right
Get a hobby for the night when u bored u fight
Its always all good when bright
How the leds on but u suck out the light
The way that she bark she might bite
I seen the outcome then income is swiped 
She play the field like a hike
This bitch in my stu like a mic
We puffing this blunt getting high like a kite
We get lit up before we go out like a light
Had em moshing with cameras the videos look like recording a fight
She on a burner to look at my night
If u had asked u would catch an invite
Stead u get sad all on purpose despite
This u couldn’t ruin the hype

Throw the cups in the air for me
Cause damn it I been going all night
Put the phone over there for me
Cause I do not do third wheels
Like I dont even ride no bike
Take the time u need to navigate
Cause ill be here to love you anyway
Take the time u need to navigate
Cause ill be here to love you anyway
Snow kissed heartbreak on this promenade
With words so cold u steal my warmth away

Club in the last of the calls
Baby imma need that go
I get the uber involved
We keep it going at the loft
Cant have my heart in the way
Dont say u love me I know it’ll change
Worn on my sleeve but Vito’d by my brain
I see in her eyes what’s exactly her game
And I do not want to play
Say it aint so
Im in my winter clothes
Deep in the mountains I lay low
That’s where the hate flows
I could never take a break no
Shit I guess so u were right
Ill bring that back at 10pm to share it in the candle light

Throw the cups in the air for me
Cause damn it I been going all night
Put the phone over there for me
Cause I do not do third wheels
Like I dont even ride no bike
Take the time u need to navigate
Cause ill be here to love you anyway
Take the time u need to navigate
Cause ill be here to love you anyway
Snow kissed heartbreak on this promenade
With words so cold u steal my warmth away

take2 (jabarionthebeat x prodcrater)

lyrics:

The pit inside this bitch so big it turned into moat
Rain outside the venue cool me down after show
I done poured myself too much my ice can barely even float
I done rolled up too much bud this blunt look barely even smoked
If u not with me then baby where u gonna go
She gon burn me for my bread and pop out quick like she was toast
My heart too big I play the fool I swear it should be diagnosed
Cause I just booked the bnb in San Francisco by the coast

Cancel Next night out
Cause in the right now
I think my light died
Ya I think the hype died
I just need a time out
Fuck it im alright now
U were a lifeline
Saving me from night time
I cannot look out 
From behind this particle board
That rests across my windows
In this house of scorn
I hold a resting place
Under these broken floors
And if u dig me up
Ill still be all but yours
Turn it up again I gotta get right now
We get spent at the jam cant be worried right now
But This pain inside my body got me hurting right now
If I take another shot it will be curtains right now
Even at the top I think of being in the ditch
Cause when im hungry for the spot im Really killing this shit
Im focused in like an amphetamine pill in this bitch
I write this script like my heart built by AMD in my ribs

The pit inside this bitch so big it turned into moat
Rain outside the venue cool me down after show
I done poured myself too much my ice can barely even float
I done rolled up too much bud this blunt look barely even smoked
If u not with me then baby where u gonna go
She gon burn me for my bread and pop out quick like she was toast
My heart too big I play the fool I swear it should be diagnosed
Cause I just booked the bnb in San Francisco by the coast

muck (jabarionthebeat x whoiznate)

lyrics:

I spent the winter in vermont yea
Talking to myself we along yea
U wont even notice that im gone yea
Even when she does she’s moves on yea
For 30 nights that alright yea
I know the passion running dry yea
Instead of friends we have fights
And I know Its not out of love u just tight with me

U told me the sparks would ignite when you kiss me
I guess they all died and the feelings turned history
Fuck it live the life that u felt like u were missing
Ill be getting by just fine in my misery
You know how the dead at times talk to the living
I explored this state with a board and a question 
I feel related to the them more than I should’ve
I think I would stay with them forever if I could of
I dont think there’s anything to say in this moment
U would grip my hand and now im asking u to hold it
I guess u had taught me what it feels like to be broken
Back into the rain once again im still soaking
I spent the winter in vermont yea
Talking to myself we along yea
U wont even notice that im gone yea
Even when she does she’s moves on yea
I just turned the room into a candle light vigil
I paint the 7 seven sigils somewhere right around the middle of it
Glyphs on the walls and this book in my hands
When the dead come to life I will make sure they dance
Turn my face into mold
And Ill walk with the souls
In the dirt in the grave
Ill be cradled by the cold
By the lake on the road
And the pavement is old
Pack away my bones and try to bring me back home

I spent the winter in vermont yea
Talking to myself we along yea
U wont even notice that im gone yea
Even when she does she’s moves on yea
For 30 nights that alright yea
I know the passion running dry yea
Instead of friends we have fights
And I know Its not out of love u just tight with me

vermnt (jabarionthebeat x kxvi)

lyrics:

Its my 25th I feel old as fuck
Pitbull in space how I dog it up
Im off 20 blues ya im hard as fuck
His bitch stories lyrics that im making up
Vodka bottles that im throwing up
Im so NV bitch throw it up
Two asian girls sipping soda cups
My dick breaking out how I bust a nut
I could break if u would breakdance and id fire back with a finger tut
Got the Lettuce on me im playing puck
Got the money on me like im saving up
And Its Black flags that im waving up
And my pants sag but im fat as fuck
And my phone ring thru all dial tones
Cause that sound reminds me im not alone
Not alone
Im not alone
U had dropped by my request
I heard that shit it was gay as fuck
Half the city verse half the city but half the city dont know me
And 3 quarters city dont like me really so half the city dont owe me
I love my city but beef in here dont move me shit is so corny
So I stay Low key like a child lock 
And my getting at it just getting by
Big NV TEAM6 up on my casket when I finally die
Emotions piled up in hard drives
I will flood the earth when I finally cry
Maybe shit just hit different cause my 24 is my 25
Not alone
Im not alone
I know im not alone

toofiveski (nico north)

lyrics:

Green leaves In twilight
Reflect off the moon Into sunshine
The streams bleed Thru the belt line
Which I drink As a white wine
Ill lead Grip his hand and take my mine
The pine trees guide us thru the grape vine
Here time spent well is when I waste mine
As plates shift and replace the state lines

Nose bleeds plague us in the day time
Use vague speech to navigate the landmines
Our teeth retract as we can feel their blood dry
Our hearts succumb to curse as all the love dies
Baby id have told you sooner if u wanna know
But I dont trust myself enough to visit u at home
I feed forever on the corpses of the lesser known
Id have burned myself alive before I let u go
I had to let u free to find ur passage on ur own
I bite into her brothers neck it gives like styrofoam
I feed forever on the corpses which u give the go
I dream forever of a life in which ill never know

Green leaves In twilight
Reflect off the moon Into sunshine
The streams bleed Thru the belt line
Which I drink As a white wine
Ill lead Grip his hand and take my mine
The pine trees guide us thru the grape vine
Here time spent well is when I waste mine
As plates shift and replace the state lines

nest of the night owl (nico north)

lyrics:

Last show I had in Vegas
I know you would of made it
Life made u need sedation
Dont fret u dont sound crazy
Dont fret u dont sound crazy baby
I get that that better than u thinking
U know that chaos made me
U know that sorrow raised me

This function could not hit the same when I know u aint going
Its funny since I show out for u by foot when nights are snowing
I guess I dont deserve the same at least that’s what u showing
U leave when it hit the fan but show up only when I make motion
I will not just be your superman because u  need a shoulder
But I fold like origami as soon u say ur coming over
The rocks u kick at me when bored gon hit me like they boulders
I know u never mean it to but actions mute the vocals

Last show I had in Vegas
I know you would of made it
Life made u need sedation
Dont fret u dont sound crazy
Dont fret u dont sound crazy baby
I get that that better than u thinking
U know that chaos made me
U know that sorrow raised me

vegas *u dont sound crazy* (nico north)

lyrics: 


The vacuum will suck me in
And spit me out a different man
My atoms lay rearranged to project a soul that’s been born again

Life inside this vessel gets so lonely looking back at earth
5 years to a term out in outer space aboard the challenger
Every time I stare into the stars I feel my stomach hurt
Just tell me u miss me as I float across the universe
Slops thru these tubes feeds into my bodies stomach purse
A shame the life we live trained 20 years to reach this calibre
Comet belt blues leave me a raw emotion scavenger
Ground control will navigate our course im just a passenger

Nights get cold
In this worm hole fold
20 minutes go by and she’s 20 years older
Old Voice notes
Feed my heart pure gold
Im a century away but I feel so much closer
With Airlock engaged 
I see the world as my stage
Sure its crazy fucking work
With even how much im paid
One wrong move
And im nailed in my grave
Ive been weighing out the peace of it with heavy blind faith

Life inside this vessel gets so lonely looking back at earth
5 years to a term out in outer space aboard the challenger
Every time I stare into the stars I feel my stomach hurt
Just tell me u miss me as I float across the universe

captains log 248 (nico north x eric godlow)

lyrics:

A quick assessment of any plan out of town
Looks like just another lonely ride home to her
The pretty white lights hang from the veranda
And they light up faces that slur out the words
“This year felt so long but somehow we all have survived
If next year is this hard then fuck I think id rather die”
So lets relive and regret cause there’s a year's worth of it and we only got time
But If it took us this long to recover then winters gonna eat us alive

The empty roads
Of the oceans coast
Provide shelter for
Her spent wary bones
In attic suites
When ur all alone
Will u remain headstrong
Or will u long for home
Id like to think that by spring were fine
but winters gonna eat us alive.

winters gonna eat us alive

“This year felt so long but somehow we all have survived
If next year is this hard then fuck I think id rather die”

winters gonna eat us alive

winters gonna eat us alive (nico north)

lyrics:

Drop in this bitch like nuke
My diamonds so sick they covered in puke
Tight around me like noose 
Sewer hell stamp on me like news
I got a bag in the bitch u broke
I got the weather it’s raining fo sho
Posted in Montreal sat in the smoke
Pass you u blunt and I’ll definitely choke
And I definitely don’t
My bitch deduced I’m definitely cold
U hate on me that shit definitely cope
Hit up his bitch and she definitely soaked
I used to smoke Reggie now I’m finally blowing strong
I rolled up this cookie in a tube like Cinnabons
She always gotta go as soon as we finally getting on
Lately feels like me myself and I don’t get along
I am not tryna put my pain on here it’s who I am
I hit the beat 20 times I’ma hit it again 

Big boss shit in here it’s me and like 30 friends 
My Name on the list so much I drew it in wet cement
I seen u stressed out lately it’s sad
I’ll teach u to put it aside and relax
I roll up this blizzy it’s big a bat
She facing the shit and I’m not even mad
How does it feel to free of the past
It’s hidden behind smoke fumes from the gas
This could be u all the time
Shit u just gotta be mine
It’s ok just say the word
Then shit I will change ya whole life
Fuck it lets get it going tonight
I’m coming by in 10 be outside
Swear to god Imma open ur eyes

Drop in this bitch like nuke
My diamonds so sick they covered in puke
Tight around me like noose 
Sewer hell stamp on me like news
I got a bag in the bitch u broke
I got the weather it’s raining fo sho
Posted in Montreal sat in the smoke
Pass you u blunt and I’ll definitely choke
And I definitely don’t
My bitch deduced I’m definitely cold
U hate on me that shit definitely cope
Hit up his bitch and she definitely soaked
I used to smoke Reggie now I’m finally blowing strong
I rolled up this cookie in a tube like Cinnabons
She always gotta go as soon as we finally getting on
Lately feels like me myself and I don’t get along
I am not tryna put my pain on here it’s who I am
I hit the beat 20 times I’ma hit it again

ur so cope

lyrics:

1942 she need it so strong
I could wait in bed and keep the lights on just so u know
The pour on her can burn right thru the telfon of ur soul
Memories retracted from the Nikon when getting home
Take me back to February baby I could feel the cold
June just breaks my spirit lately I guess im just getting old
Fuck these reinventions you keep pushing I would rather mold
Dirt seeps in my pores as April weather starts to melt the snow

This parking lot full of empty cans
Served the purpose of youthful ignorance
Still I crave that cradle of innocence 
As my problems drown me in a wet cement

1942 she need it so strong
I could wait in bed and keep the lights on just so u know
The pour on her can burn right thru the telfon of ur soul
Memories retracted from the Nikon when getting home
Take me back to February baby I could feel the cold
June just breaks my spirit lately I guess im just getting old
Fuck these reinventions you keep pushing I would rather mold
Dirt seeps in my pores as April weather starts to melt the snow

the mid year_interlude

lyrics:

Hell had swallowed poison flesh and bone then it spit me out
These fires singed my body as I slid out of this birth canal
I rip the cord from out my tummy just like Im blowing speakers out 
Then wrapped it round the delivery doctors throat fore he could curse out
These stems cells in my body charge my powers up the secrets out
I burn thru triage doors with just this acid im Secreting out
U prayed u the pain away just to Slaughtered by a cretan now
This red beneath my shoes aint even fashion im just bleeding out
The breastmilk ive been drinking full of sewage im a demon now
I psyop code blue patients and security like gangnam style
U could not fill my shoes if I can son u like a hand me downs
I used to jack my pulse to pay attention
We get it now
Riding round the future in a fiat we not touching ground
Rockets in my boots turn both my shoes into some diamond mounds
This blaster by my bicep turn my enemies to granite clouds
I breath in powdered shells and spit em back out fucking tracer rounds

high priestess_intro

lyrics: 

Maybe I fake it Maybe Im really ass
Drunk calls faded Ion even try to text
Fully committed But I didn’t know the half of it
Drug addict I should’ve stayed in class
A good night to me is one where I came off crass
But Ion get no help Im focused on getting it masked
When god feeds me signs Im focused on blowing the stop fuck it vroom 
When god takes away I focus on getting it back way too soon

We all bleed so what the difference between me and you
Maybe I talk maybe I walk in a way u wouldn’t too
Really im so self conscious for someone working this job I do
Maybe im mad at the world but fuck it I gotta keep my cool
People I know live so much different then what I had learned in school
I gotta keep receipts for taxes they gotta keep a tool
I wish we all had similar starts I wonder what choices change
Life like starting a game of chess that luck gon rearrange
We are born into pain
The cause may change its all the same
We are programmed to think but these thoughts might just kill ur brain
How the fuck pure thought forms like love get used as words in vein
U get fucked up while people pray still time passes the same for us
Its nonsensical 
Take a step back and look my way
Im toxic
Im fucked up
Im certain that my lucks up
I will sail thru this drama
Dont sweat it I skipped the sauna
Rollin up this marijuana
3 in my face this Ganga 
She dropped in dolce and gabbana
Money from pain get spent up
8 balls laying on dressers 
Ion gotta try to impress her
Rap shit leave me fed up
Im Sick of tryna get my bread up
But still I refuse to let up
People I know had got leaded up
People I had known turned veggie
But these people I know resent me
I got regrets in plenty
Is this where god had sent me
Ally I know u got me baby 
U the only one to accept me
Looking past all my faults
Every single time u call 
I get a break from it all
But still Im thinking like 

Maybe I fake it Maybe Im really ass
Drunk calls faded Ion even try to text
Fully committed But I didn’t know the half of it
Drug addict I should’ve stayed in class
A good night to me is one where I came off crass
But Ion get no help Im focused on getting it masked
When god feeds me signs Im focused on blowing the stop fuck it vroom 
When god takes away I focus on getting it back way too soon

jonestown

lyrics:

would u sacrifice knowledge to be blissful
no one in their right mind would say no 
but still we grow attached knowing damn well
they we gon lose it anyways in death so
I will take time to be in her schedule
While we navigate our way through the limbo
When the leaves of the fall turn to dead snow
I will hold u in its blizzard while we die cold

in the messages u sent i feel the anthrax
only text conversations keep regret stacked
But only phone calls can let you hear the voice cracks 
And only FaceTimes can catch u holding tears back
U had pulled me up to heaven by the boot straps
And u’d be crazy if u think I would forget that
but everything i’d pulled from out the fire deep down 
had grew a grip on me i never could defeat now

would u sacrifice knowledge to be blissful
no one in their right mind would say no 
but still we grow attached knowing damn well
they we gon lose it anyways in death so
I will take time to be in her schedule
While we navigate our way through the limbo
When the leaves of the fall turn to dead snow
I will hold u in its blizzard while we die cold

frozen in the garden

lyrics:

I could see andromeda above me
If u aint detached than I must be
I gave you the toolkit to judge me
So How could I be mad at the post feed
If I thought higher of myself id get a nosebleed
I could shoot her down and still she post me
Ghosts damn near the only ones to ghost me
Im relaxed when im with u I fuck her slowly
Pour one out off of the mezzanine for old me
Roll one up inside the studio for new me
Turn that stress into some how the fuck they lose me 
I dont know
If u love enough at certain times u gotta let it go
If u love too much and second guess it u will never know
Sorority party girls up in this mix look like they let it snow
I done spent a year in the pits of hell and Imma let it show
Maybe im the one maybe not its a winding road
I done took an L like wheel of fortune that’s just how it goes
Now I start the wave like knees are tucked screaming Geronimo
This shit just the product of me skipping plans and staying home
Welcome to the end of the beginning now we in the rows
I done found a spot thats hard to fit in like 11 toes
Heel flips in dock shoes the way that I been breaking souls
I protect my vibe like prison bars and castle moats
And that’s the way it goes
Anything I do this time around I never take it slow
If she come around to chop it up then imma send her home
I got work to do im scheduled to get into my zone
And that’s where I prefer
Free from out the grips of negativity and Lucifer
I done open projects when I feel them there and let it purge
All this at the cost of only me that’s ever getting hurt

long time coming_outro

lyrics:

Breathe 
Do u remember how to breath
Please ive collected for the feed
Now eat
And feel ur jaw come unslack
Rein over this land once more is taken right back

Carpets of rain hit the back bar cement
It’s now 2 in the morning girl where have you went
Cry her family and friends but she’s already dead
Thus the search came and went cycling over again
Posters of persons they once thought alive 
Have succumbed to the weathering and bridge water tides
Locked away in this port town I plain-sightly hide
For the reaper of lochmoar has taken they’re lives

I could feel my heart try to fight the divide
Why was I ever cursed with this plight
3 floors beneath the shipping route
I indulge in ripping innocence from out of you
Twenty names crossed thru with ink all ive left is two
Ur sacrifice is not in vain for it completes the ritual
soWhat would u have thought if I explained how I was saving you
Others felt the pain ur feeling now and all of them integral
To finish what ive started I will just need tonight
I shall grant u your death before taking my life
Our hearts feed our blood thru these runes with this knife
And the image of lochmoar shall then come alive

Carpets of rain hit the back bar cement
It’s now 2 in the morning girl where have you went
Cry her family and friends but she’s already dead
Thus the search came and went cycling over again
Posters of persons they once thought alive 
Have succumbed to the weathering and bridge water tides
Locked away in this port town I plain-sightly hide
For the reaper of lochmoar has taken their lives

beneath lochmoar in eternal slumber

lyrics:

2 in the east 
3 in the blunt
Blue in the cheeks
Blowing on runtz

Ok im charged up
Like drake said no one could starve us
I got my bread up
She getting fed up
I got my walls up
I keep it quiet I hate being brought up
She tryna flick up
Pose for the picture im throwing the bird up

Rolling up grass im ripping the turf up
U getting mad im just getting turnt up
Got me a bag and blew it in 48 hours im getting my purse up yea
I got my worth up
Expensive ass restaurants keeping my shirt tuck
Im a young fuck up
Fucking it up all the way to the Bank of America
I am the shit im the enema
Oh course I been cold im from Canada
I keep my drink at my side in the studio shit help replenish my stamina 
Its 12am on the east coast now
This old ocean breeze dissipates my clouds

Ok im charged up
Like drake said no one could starve us
I got my bread up
She getting fed up
I got my walls up
I keep it quiet I hate being brought up
She tryna flick up
Pose for the picture im throwing the bird up

Maybe I burnt this bridge we walked
But lately I couldn’t help but myself
Yea I’m on the asteroid belt
Lately I couldn’t ground myself
Give me a second hold up
I need a minute to calm myself
I had a vision I seen myself
I was the wave just being myself
All of us eat i surround myself
I need help here breaking the bread
Many had left but family stayed 
I will make sure u fill the plate
I propose a toast to all the honourable who stayed
Fuck all that getting close we came to pave the way

Its 12am on the east coast now
This old ocean breeze dissipates my clouds

Ok im charged up
Like drake said no one could starve us
I got my bread up
She getting fed up
I got my walls up
I keep it quiet I hate being brought up
She tryna flick up
Pose for the picture im throwing the bird up

17 years

lyrics:

Trace out my skull in the hospital bed
The key to survival is locked in my head
Plagued by the virus they wander the streets
The Antidote spews from my veins to the sheets
I thought id save us from specieal decay
Well I guess I will at the cost of my grave
Heroes are never subject to the lights
Im sucked of my life and im tossed to the night

Baby dont u worry I will make it back home safe
Things dont look the best but u know me ill find another way
Scalpels line the table by my bed next to the air tanks
I rip thru my cuffs and puncture both and take they’re life away
Struggling out the stretcher I rip feeders from my airways
U should call ur children now since Ur all gonna die today
Magma guards my heart
My steps explode
Theyre blown apart
This is nothing u could stop
My sight is gore
My voice is war
U should Learn to step aside
This poison pride just cost your life I
Locked u to my vision crumbling buildings where u hide
Watch I rip his skin from his face
Bare Witness the death of a race
The Human expiry date
The planet shall finally heal without you in way
And I shall remain

Trace out my skull in the hospital bed
The key to survival is locked in my head
Plagued by the virus they wander the streets
The Antidote spews from my veins to the sheets
I thought id save us from specieal decay
Well I guess I will at the cost of my grave
Heroes are never subject to the lights
Im sucked of my life and im tossed to the night

betrayal reserved for a hero

lyrics:

Cracks glow
Thru the wood floor
U had dropped ur halo
Here it’s cut throat
Maybe u should go home
To a safe zone
Where u can unwind
Cause here our worst shows
Why u think the rooms cold
Its from the guilty
The malice of the hungry
Just their stuttered speech
Will Hit u like a Gut bleed
Its pain they reminisce at night
Their time has been up
With just the anger left inside they fuck the earth up

This bitch is perced up fuck it tho she turnt up
I keep my shirt tucked
Im mobbin when we burn up
This Porsche need coffee colour seats we doing donuts
Its like the parties just for me whenever I show up
Ya and I keep one rolled up
In case I gotta smoke up
This shit is from Mother Earth I learned me how to grow drugs
Real life some shit u can’t escape I call it crop dust
Im tryna make waves I cant be giving no bowl cuts
Amends were proposed but fate keeps other plans
Of course i would’ve stayed but its late and I am spent
Ill wait until I cant
But I know ill see you again
Awake my brain enhanced
I think until it cramps
My scope inside of the sand
I just blow until it jams
Im feeling like son of sam
They gotta cut off both my hands
Just to keep my shit at bay
Just to feel like they are safe
If they tryna take my spot well
They gotta take me out of the way

Cracks glow
Thru the wood floor
U had dropped ur halo
Here it’s cut throat
Maybe u should go home
To a safe zone
Where u can unwind
Cause here our worst shows
Why u think the rooms cold
Its from the guilty
The malice of the hungry
Just their stuttered speech
Will Hit u like a Gut bleed
Its pain they reminisce at night
Their time has been up
With just the anger left inside they fuck the earth up

kidney shot

imp blood

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

folk song from the settlement on the edge of the earth (eric godlow)

cover art: Joey600

lyrics:

somethings never end
me n jabari tap in something sacred in the wind
that just cause we friends
ion expect you understand
underneath these lights inside club she hold my hand
lime mixed in my gin
baby i want that again
smoke floats up in the pitch black sky
my eyes roll back and i start to fly
blood falls out when i try to cry
at least im safe when im up so high

life works so differently
without half of me in my company
i got parts in place
of my memories
you see circuitry in my extremities
electricity
in my arteries
big crystal core
for my centerpiece
im feeding off of its energy
i transfer out my humanity for this shit
you got options
girl u got to
hear me when im talking to you
not to often
we was ok but when we were
it was so fun to love you
ill evolve
activate myself inside this tent come one and all
i smoke too much sticky its impossible to fall
if you dont take the shot then its impossible ball
if you dont hold her down then go find someone to call
lately somethings changed inside my soul im feeling off
sit inside my room and started seeing thru the walls
fire in my throat just keep on burning thru the halls
coughing up this sute and scales are poppin out my jaw
ancient foreign texts begin to pop up in my thoughts
symbols of the void begin to surface on palms
thought i had sometime before im back where i belong
hope my shorty know i wont gone for very long
i promise u the first to see me soon im layin low
la summer nights are always harder when alone
love you see you soon is always harder from the phone
fixing what we got is even harder from the tone
answer me i know u fucking home
i just want you to see what i hide
im 12 feet tall from the thighs
pale blue skin no eyes
the flesh doesnt treat me right
crack skulls just to eat their minds
and i dont even like to fight
but she dont wanna hear it
damn

i was home alone in a jam
rain hits my face i remember who i am
jabarionthebeat you already know we going in
comets out my window touching down to scorch the land
i was in my zone going ham
she told me i changed she dont remember who i am
but i could feel the chakra in my hands
i just got some sewage on my pants

me n jabari tap in something sacred in the wind
that just cause we friends
ion expect you understand
underneath these lights inside club she hold my hand
lime mixed in my gin
baby i want that again
smoke floats up in the pitch black sky
my eyes roll back and i start to fly
blood falls out when i try to cry
at least im safe when im up so high

breaking the exosphere (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

im so misunderstood i dont get it
im ok im alright im pretending
open the wash i got puke on my linens
drink is good but tomorrow unforgiving
u aint mean to send it whyd you write it
u couldve been so clean without replying
mixing up drugs i like to feel like im dying
stand back watch me fuck this up without even trying

i cannot lose my rules dont follow rules that you would follow
i cannot break my heart my love my bad my heart is hollow
i am not tryna argue with u why u goin full auto
even though im just ice with u i feel more like gelato
what is this place my love i feel were being followed
plenty people u know i know turn up in the grotto
im not tryna be one of them  man im barely good with potholes
this route we should not go she want to ok
i guess we could check it out
i wonder what well see
how far it go down
im kickin out debris
what is that light did u make it down safe
lantern fire running up the propane 
blown back i feel the heat from  the flames
ill come back whenever it looks like it is safe
ill come back i promise u gon be ok
said and done i barely recognized the face

im so misunderstood i dont get it
im ok im alright im pretending
open the wash i got puke on my linens
drink is good but tomorrow unforgiving
u aint mean to send it whyd you write it
u couldve been so clean without replying
mixing up drugs i like to feel like im dying
stand back watch me fuck this up without even trying

3 (eric godlow)

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