Give it a week and she come back around just to give me this feeling of purpose again

THE FUTURE’S STONE HOW WE ETCHED OUR PASTS TOGETHERRR

always coming back to this song when i need it

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Keep your head down
Deep in dirt I could barely breath but Ill surface soon and relive the pain
I might stay infected but heaven knows with my straightened spine i won’t die the same
Words would hurt but ive grown immune and I like it when she get mad at me
That had worked once i won’t lie but im back revived and im starving
And everything I did was for you but im just an object
You embody evil from the hate that u harvest 
I would give my life to keep you safe I promise
But u knew that and still u wrote my fate for ur benefit
God save me Ive been lost
Every night I spend inside this wetlands swamp
Im in my head honestly I feel regret
Though Im at home and safe again
But Im obsessed with the life we missed

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

Show me ur strength Via my frame
Gimme everything I beg u do not refrain from using me
Deep in the corn I would summon some
Only when in danger id be having fun
Dont pay attention when I scream bloody murder
Secretly I pray they take it further for research
I read the books they told me I shouldn’t worry
I guess ive been in my head while I was planning February I know
I couldn’t hurt
So u preaching to choir
And I loved me first
So betrayal could not survive here
stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

Ive always felt like a target
I don’t wanna fight I just want u to be honest
If I had some life left to live she would want it
The way that she mutilates me she’s like an artist
The hardest thing to face in this life is the damage
Damage u create it out weighs every lesson
Every time she breaks me I feel my heart ravaged
But god I love a woman that puts me at disadvantage

THE HARVEST (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

Huh Im pouring out this bottle till I feeling myself
Bruises on my chest from the last night out
Cuts on my thighs from my own damn self
The hardest part of it all is admitting that u need help
They see me on live
They feel me on live
But I was so drunk
But I was so high
This 55 inch emulate the coast line
While I record pain yea I expose mine

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

Hear my words and find peace in our anger
Its funny how after all of this time im now a stranger
The second I lost u I feel life grew so much bleaker
Now the way ur so appalled by my smile I feel like a creature to u 
If I do not awaken
Lay me down gently
Please do not protect me
The ghouls that dissect me
And I know I hide my emotions
But its in the benefit of enjoying the moment ya
I dont get along with no one this easy
So Tell me ur motive before I fall in love

Though its not easy its not that easy but it works
U could tell im fighting shit and honestly it hurts
I throw my heart outside my window and go berserk
Just know the doom I make u feel I felt it first
Oh Amanda I was broken before I knew u and u helped me
The hardest is tryna prove to loved ones that u healthy
With snot pouring out my nose and half my liver virtually melting
Ur voice sounds nice but I dont listen to what u tell me

BERSERKER (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

Im ashamed that I indulged
I just liked the taste
While the sweat drips down into the flesh its like game
Plus he had some fight
It just made it right even though its still wrong
Blood drips down
My legs and I cry
Not because hurts
But because ive never felt like this in my life

Safely indulge in this curse with the lights out
My form is skews in moonlight while I cry out 
The pain is a right of passage if ur apart of my house
Its heavy on the shame when dragging bodies to the hideout
Take in the lore its all fact its not to scare
Honestly at face value its there to warn you
Cause none of my kind would’ve chose this affliction
Its a cycle of nature and god is the culprit

Plague had hit the town
And prayers couldn’t be found
I could feel my heart pound
Lord save me ive drowned
God forgive me I had made it halfway
Thru the mist I was hit by the fruit of my fate

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

Rest when u can cause the morning is nigh
Transitions cost u a portion of life
Please dont revolt I guarantee u will die
Ive seen the consequences before my eyes
She turns to me
And asks for my advice
In all honesty
U dont know what you’ve sacrificed
She takes her life
And I knew she would
With this curse bestowed
U carry ur sanity alone

 theres nothing here to hide from
its just rain
its just angel tears for someone that died
we can improve
its just pain
and it hurts but i know it subsides
Ur just like me how u hate bad news
Turn off the tv cause im on channel 5
Its 9 bodies in protected parks
This is reality so of course it gets dark

WEREWOLF IN PARIS (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6

Oh Septembers gone but I still think about it
Ssri’s might help but still my visions clouded
U do not see my fight cause still I smile
Last time it had been genuine I cant account
I put these drugs on my tongue and pray to god it help
It doesn’t but up in this studio I can feel myself now
I haven’t eaten in two days and my breath is foul
But I am not tryna impress no one im just being myself
Won’t you take ur time with me
Past events make trust hard to believe in
Ive been healed but still I bleed
Please take precautions loving me

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
I dont wanna hurt anymore yea
And I dont wanna try anymore yea
I would accept my fate while I lay on the floor in this mess I have built here
U Use ur body we dont use words here
My fate has taken all of me
Free will never meant too much to me
I always make the wrong decisions anyways
So I sit back and let life create

wrote this song around 7 oclock this morning
with the drapes open on a wednesday while its pouring
how can i live like this
i was waking up at like 4 oclock
now im sleeping in but im up by 6
how did i do all this shit
without ever leaving my room
none of my friends are bumping my shit
but im still on the move
still on the move
mid afternoon but im still on the juice
my baby confused
she tell me i live like theres nothing to lose

SEPTEMBER P2 (NEVRFALL)

lyrics:

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me
Oh it is
She Just like me uh uh
What a plight uh uh
Its already so hard to Like me

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
Woah huh ok
Maybe I would sleep better If I dont drink
I could see shapes laying frozen awake
Could u teach me how ur mind so blank
Why would I love when its taken away
Why would I fight if I could die any day
I could take vitamins and go lift weights just to walk out the gym and feed a car to my face
Maybe I like what u do to me cause I feel least she pick me to be hurting again
Give it a week and she come back around just to give me this feeling of purpose again
Maybe id follow my heart for a change if I really believed it was worth it again
But honestly I think its better to wait for the moment ur ready and certain of it

Sleeping beauty don’t wake yet
Cause The world won’t accept you yet
Take your time you will heal thru rest
And ill be here when u take those breaths
And ill be here up until ur last
The futures stone how we etched our past together
I could cry but ill save my breath
Cause when I fell it was by her hand

SLEEPING BEAUTY (NEVRFALL X BRANWEN)

lyrics:

When the church bell touched ground
I would never have thought id do it myself
Though the message still holds ground
the mascots bring hell
The afflicted heal so the sermon pours out
And once again our faith restored in post draught but I know
As human nature its only time fore this fell
When poisoned hands disguised in robe reach out

With whiskey in my veins I load my gun and block doors
The mass had turned to murder in the coldest of its forms
This sense of comfort is glass built
And this island weather is in stand still
With this demon strapped to our free will
No one is safe we learn as our blood spills
But faith sparks as u grab my hand
We’ll take the ferry to find solace mainland
Take my word
Ill keep u safe
The apocalypse 
Is another day
A man of faith
Or a man with doubt
We all will pay while 
The truth is laid out
Pure blood sits in the church together
The closeness I had felt feels misplaced in this nightmare
At least it hits me while I lay here
As god has willed me I remain here

When the church bell touched ground
I would never have thought id do it myself
Though the message still holds ground
the mascots bring hell
The afflicted heal so the sermon pours out
And once again our faith restored in post draught but I know
As human nature its only time fore this fell
When poisoned hands disguised in robe reach out

While we decide our fate
I grow restless the longer we wait
Seal my fate
Im so tired of this mess we’ve made

SAINTS AND SINNERS (SPLASHGVNG)

lyrics:

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

mm and if my body rots will u lose hope
put it back together for me and we can pretend
I still look the same as back when we were just friends
my heart is still intact and I would do anything for u
mm dont face the door focus on staying warm
weve all been here before but that doesnt make it easier
broken but wanting more they had to silence u and
i couldnt take the pain of having to know i cant help u

halfway around the world and still alive
what do u think about when im not there for u at night girl
leaves fall and the worlds starts dying
even though its cold I feel ur touch and I ignite love
plants get sick and his skin starts growing mold
candle wicks light the forest path to his home
its all gone to shit in the welcoming of the snow
fingers frost bit while he rests in this white cold

CONSIDER IT A LESSON (ERIC GODLOW)

lyrics:

We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

Coppered eyes
Cold hands and a broken smile
I guess I just think its funny how
Ive only seen him when he’s turned around and running in the wrong direction
Oracle
I could see him thru the costume
What a fucked up face u have to match you its disgusting
Run away from blame u guised monster
We dress up nice to break down tonight
And we know well be drunk when were home well be high
As he stumbles he falls and he thinks to himself
Why do I take aim on myself
He saw the ripper thru the window looking out
In the bay soaked wet in the rain
He steps forth to introduce himself
The waves crash thru the house

If I could tell the future I would stop it
Stay inside tonight the storm is coming
And I would rather die for u live id give my life to buy u time if u needed it
The notes they leave behind are what haunts him
A devil come to life in silk clothing
And every single time he dreams he wakes in sweat thru out the night and lays there frozen

I SAW THE RIPPER (ERIC GODLOW)

its complicated ..

lyrics:

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em
 
I cannot bank on myself cause I couldn’t tell u how long I’m breathing
Process the words that the masses tell u and prove them weaklings
I’m at the point where only god can save me cause I reject the treatment they propose to me cause I’m happy bleeding
The devil told me I was born to demon
Crawl forward on ur fractures
I can feel the wrath of god thru her bullet words
Time and time again I am stripped of rest and happiness
But we all got our pain so ill shut up cause mine is nothing special

I could never tell if they love or hate me its complicated its complicated
All I know these drugs help me out with thinking i swear they save me oh I know they save me
I just need a push to wake up and take em just to motivate me now im motivated
Pouring out my soul is too hard when conscious so I do it faded and the product pays me 
She tell me that she loving on me regardless but I know she faking oh I know she fakes it
Tell me how u really feel off this ace I swear I could take it promise I can take it
With everything in my life im complacent if I was here now id be crying shaking
Im searching up effects for the shit im taking and its all just bad but damn still I take em

complicated (sorrow bringer)

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