cordyceps feat. Xen0christ

cursethesemetalhands* ft. Sharni of Blind Girls.mp3

also produced by @xen0christ that boi insane
lyrics
burst out the cage spells of death i'm the mage 
conjure rage 
blowin smoke out my face 
harness carnage y'all bodies lay dead in my wake
swoosh on the chain
blowing propane
combining four elements avatar aang
my wave it insane
100% chance i'm holding the strange
feeling okay but still lookin enraged
hair in my face like the bitch from the ring homie pale as all fuck but im still fuckin real although somewhat deranged
fade into grey
my plug got the hook up it from outer space 
the alien strain
unpronounceable name
exponential pain
fade into the light 
the flashbang it pop off rob you of your sight
dip wit the cash and i dissipate into the night 
rollin on kanedas bike 
knuckles with welded on spikes
lsd spiking your sprite 
wait till you trippin and chase you around with the butterfly knife 
hollow tips ignite
straight to the eyes
there is no point in you being alive
‎as the planets align
i summon the power of 
the cosmic divine
the force of the galaxy now at my hands lower entities render unto me the humans they run round like rats like the virus the earth has contracted as my final act is descending eradicate every being 
omnipotent tactics
‎ballistic attacks yeah they spastic
‎your last moments are hectic 
surrounded by panic the blackest of magic seep into your arteries dissolve your molecules shouldn't have started me

xen0christ with a kunai knife, bout to take your life
sever your spine
gouge out your eyes
siphon your blood then i turn it to wine
killer kakashi i'm seeking revenge on your body nobody can stop me i go kamikaze
explosions dispersing my body in trade of your life
leaving you fucked up
you ain't got a reason to be hating on me homie so just back up
second guess the bloodlust, bloodless is your body when i drain the blood from the main vein in your heart fast
swing around my knife and leave a new gash
beating on your brain and causing whiplash
under so much stress i cause a sweatstache
Inflicting the hurt like i'm johnny cash
lethal incisions when i make decisions i test all your limits
sword to your head make you wish you were dead i'm undead can not understand whether i'm dead
water whip it, fish it then i fillet
slit your throat and watch the red, it glistine
drippin vital liquid, my tradition
if you don't believe me ask my competition
look in my eyes, this your demise
this time you'll die
purp in my eye reading your mind
pain is my life
pain is my name, i got no gain
so i'm just left with the pain
call me insane, call me deranged
soon you'll be feeling my name
look in my eyes, soon your dead body be covered in flies
eating your flesh, while it still fresh
then they give birth in your chest, leaving a mess
coroners guess that you'll be dead so i don't fret, i don't stress
call me insane, call me deranged
soon you'll be feeling my pain

itami ft. xen0christ

i don't know how to relate
to the things that i loved and the friends that i've previously made
just constantly stifle the hate
i push it deep down and i chase it with benzos until it ferments and make my stomach ache
if i can't numb it then i start to shake, the cycle is fucked and i cannot escape
fuck up and get fucked up
is all that i am
every one of my friends fucking names, conveniently all end in azepam
when i envision my future
i do not have a chance
i'm constantly burning down bridges, and pushing away my friends
when will it end
when will it fucking end
fucked up relationships hating myself again scheme on my fucking end warzone inside my head pills til my nerves are dead white sleeves they all stained red don't leave my fucking bed remove my fucking head
and i bottle it bottle it bottle it up, just one more bottle to fuck myself up
just one more pill, just one more bowl, who am i kidding i'm taking it all
lie to myself every day
telling myself that it maybe just maybe it'll possibly all go away
i cannot wait to fade
i cannot wait for the grey
i cannot wait for the day where they slide me in cold and then they press incinerate
i love the flames and the way that they lick my face
erase my being and don't leave a trace
i don't know how to relate
i don't know how to relate 
everyone generate hate
and i don't know how to relate
i cannot wait to fade
i cannot wait for the grey
i cannot wait for the day where they slide me in cold and then finally those fucks press incinerate

produced by https://soundcloud.com/s-tat-ic
shoutout @Rivilin for mix & mastering x

i'm sorry i just can't prod. s†a†ic

fuck i look great when i’m faded
fuck out my face i can’t take it
fuck out my face with that fake shit
i’m really just here to get wasted
when did i fucking naked
when did we get fucking wasted
fuck i look great when i’m faded
i’m not selling no more i’m just chasing

fuck all the shit that you said
looking back now it still burn in my head, fuck 
i dunno how i stood it
fucking delusional fucked with my head, yuh
when i said love i meant it
doesn't mean shit to you just admit it
you made me wish i was dead
Nowadays i pour up leave you on read
nowadays i ball out fuck with ten
nowadays laugh when u pop in my head
2cb up my nose followed with ket i forget the regret tuck it under my bed 
guillotine droppin and kissing my neck
pick my head off the floor fill it with lead 
lsd slipping down under my eyelid they roll all the way back come back around red
ketamine enter my system like nightly i cannot survive without it in my head
everyday fading i'm self medicating i cannot remember when i wasn't dead
mentally numb the emotion has fled 
rikodeine drop when i get out of bed
when i wake up yeah the first thought i got is to cop a bag burn it fall asleep again

i don’t think i can be sober again
i don’t think i can be sober again
i’m not addicted specific prescription i’m fucking off my head
substance don’t matter it’s all just collateral
life is bilateral
hate being sober i hate being clean
hate all the shit that’s been weighing on me
hate all the shit that has made me a fiend
i hate waking up from my dreams


i don't think i can be sober again
i don't think i can be sober again
i can't remember the last time that i wasn't 
fucking off my head
fuck it i'm chopping up again
fuck it i'm pouring up again
i might just drop one in again 
i might just hang with your girl again
i've given up on sobriety it isn't necessary
fucking february turning into august all the shit i've snorted all of it imported wickrs blowing up my phone but i ignore it
fuck how i'm feeling that's not important 
fuck off my feelings that shit overrated
i'm never stoked unless i'm sedated bumping off the blade and blocking out faces
my ip blocked you can't trace it
my homies stocked if you chasin
multiple substances lacing
fucked awful person but i embrace it
attitudes fucked man it so abrasive
try to get close bitch i will evade it
shadow clvn stab to face and twist
drain all your blood n we dip

d҉i҉s҉c҉o҉n҉s҉o҉l҉a҉t҉e҉

d҉i҉s҉c҉o҉n҉s҉o҉l҉a҉t҉e҉ ft. bunny

chemical diet for two 
when you look at me do you see past the drugs we do
feel like i’m trying for two 
i feel my heart rotting from being exposed to you
i’m sorry that i struggle to leave my room
i’m sorry anxiety stops me from seeing you
you could tear me in two 
back of my mind i know that’s what you’ll do 
no idea what is true 
just know that that your words contradict what you do 
what do you think is true
say you love me and then fuck all my friends that’s cool
tell me you’re sorry then do it again
fuck me up 2019 the new trend
substance abuse is my best fucking friend 
substances never let me down like them 

how can you mean what you say 
if you look for others when i look the other way
i have to get away
before i end everything 
i need to get away 

everything’s fucking fake 
everyone’s great till there’s nothing for them to claim 
i have to get away 
before i end everything 
i need to get away 

something made you spend the time
was it for real or was it to get high
no matter the answer it probably a lie
no matter the answer don’t know why I try
i sit alone in the dark through the day, all thoughts of you  weigh on my spine 
opioids constantly throughout the day, trying to push it all of my mind 
slowly and silently i will decay in my room, feel free to resume, whatever is it that you do, before i mistakenly wandered in front your point of view 
i was at my lowest the day i met you and then you took advantage so beautifully too, in such a way i could never hate you it’s so typical all this residual hatred unbearable taunting me hauntingly what can I do 
my fault for settling for someone like you 
my fault for thinking that your words could somewhat resemble the truth

i feel my heart rotting from being exposed to you prod. jody

take a swim in the ocean
far as I can with a straightjacket wrapped round and locked round my back
dive off a long pier and just kick straight down to the depths to the cold where no light can be found
to be food for the anglerfish that is my final wish
blue cold and numb, eaten away and shit
i'm just a centipede plagued with a need to feed 
curled in the mud, praying someone will step on me
evil is always around, discarded at birth, didn't want to be found i reside with the worms in the scum and the dirt
a mercy kill's what i deserve, blow to the face with a mace and then kicked to the curb
blood on my face i can feel my heart race 
panic heart pains wrists maimed
shit
taken too many seraquil again 
‎fuck mane lungs strained rug stained blood stained smoking on a quarter just to feel okay
‎balance it out with balloons and some oxy dont touch me i'm toxic bitch noxious unconscious not willing to function
just let me waste into nothing bitch no interruption
just let me decay
decompose in peace 
fuck life just delete me
the one thing i’m seeking 
shot to the brain til my cranium leakin and brain fluid seeping 
just leave me
i hope the voices that haunt my thoughts pour out the exit wound 
i hope they find you and haunt you too
plague your whole being consume every part of you

sfweeb💢

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