produced by 6houl

(felt like that my whole life, go away) 
(felt like that my whole life, omg wesley) 

Wanna know how i’m feeling 
I’ll probably say i’m fine 
She think i don’t got feelings 
I don’t really know why 
I don’t really want no dealings 
It tend to mess with my mind 
Why you wanna get revenge ?
And pretend like i’m a lie 
I don’t think i’m alive 
Felt like that my whole life 
Felt like that my whole life 

It’s too late now i’m soul tied 
You was plotting on me the whole time 
I’m going in with no guide, no guide 
Bae you got the wrong guy 
I don’t think i’m your type  
I’m freezing with no ice 
I don’t even know why
Took me a while to realize 
I ain’t okay with lies 
Yea that’s what i despise
That’s one thing i don’t like 
And you could come my way 
Cuz i promise i don’t bite 

Bae you could come my way 
I was trippin i was in space 
When you showed up i went blank 
I ain’t know what to even think 
When you leave me i feel drained 
You know that ain’t a good thing 
I cannot hold your pain 
It’s enough on my plate 

Got none, i don’t really got none to say 
Ion got much 
I didn’t wanna get you out the way 
But you gotta move if you in my way 
Really wanna go mia 
Really wanna go to a different place 
I’m on the loose lock me in a cage 

Wanna know how i’m feeling 
I’ll probably say i’m fine 
She think i don’t got feelings 
I don’t really know why 
I don’t really want no dealings 
It tend to mess with my mind 
Why you wanna get revenge ?
And pretend like i’m a lie 
I don’t think i’m alive 
Felt like that my whole life 
Felt like that my whole life

And the source know that i tried 
She got really beautiful eyes
And i had to tell her no mas
Cuz i’m knowing that she ain’t mine 
Switch sides i’m like oh my 
Ran away with all my time 
Stay away if you don’t mind 
Hit my phone i don’t decline 
Just walk away from the line 
Just walk away from my life 
It was dark but i see light 
Wanna know what it feel like 
Wanna know what it feel like 

It’s too late now i’m soul tied 
You was plotting on me the whole time 
I’m going in with no guide, no guide 
Bae you got the wrong guy 
I don’t think i’m your type  
I’m freezing with no ice

i don't think i'm alive

produced by 6houl

(wesley) 

Sometimes, i feel like flying so high 
I don’t wanna be around, nobody 
Baby i’m stuck in my ways, don’t stop me 
Wanna know if i’m okay ? i don’t know probably 
No i’m not alive, ima dead body 
I was tryna run from your love, but you got me 
Baby let’s go outta state, to hawaii
No i’m not really the games, so don’t try me 
No cat but i got 9 lives 
She bout ready to be my wife 
I lost count it’s way too many lies 
If you look in her eyes she’ll leave you blind 

I been told you i’m not them other guys 
You lash out so now i’m traumatized 
You got one more time, after that im cutting ties 
You stuck in my mind, you ruining my life 
You must’ve been naughty cuz, you wasn’t nice 
You blowing my phone, i don’t know what you want this time 
You got a look on your face, when i let you know that i wanna die 
Baby you fine you look great, you already know that you a dime 
Just stay on the sideline 
Watch me on the frontline 
I’m finna roll the dice 
I’m finna stop trying 
My love not declining 
Pop out bray wyatt 
My mind is a riot 

(my mind is a riot) 
(one more time) 
(i’m finna stop trying) 

Snapshot like my iphone 
Shows over baby, you set the tone 
I’m off the grid overboard, leave me alone 
Nothing left in my system, i’m skin and bones 

Sometimes, i feel like flying so high 
I don’t wanna be around, nobody 
Baby i’m stuck in my ways, don’t stop me 
Wanna know if i’m okay ? i don’t know probably 
No i’m not alive, ima dead body 
I was tryna run from your love, but you got me 
Baby let’s go outta state, to hawaii
No i’m not really the games, so don’t try me 
No cat but i got 9 lives 
She bout ready to be my wife 
I lost count it’s way too many lies 
If you look in her eyes she’ll leave you blind

(i’m truly free)

9 lives

prod kenzee & bark

(woah)
(wesley) 

i know what’s right 
i feel it, all the time 
demons in my head all night 
you said you done ? alright 
control alt delete ya, out my life 
why you wanna hurt me out of spite ?
rip my heart out my chest, i’m dying 
you just hit a roadblock, stop sign 
baby i’m running, out of time 
(baby, woah, woah, baby)

running, running 
baby, you stunning 
and i love it
i ain’t do nothing 
do you like brining me real low ?
don’t kill, my vibe 
your very bad at lying 
i been said don’t cross the line 
wanna suicide when you cross my mind 
fake smiles i don’t like those 
babygirl i don’t like you 
no i don’t want no title 
you think i’m wrong but i’m right tho 
no john cena, don’t wanna fight you 
you mad again, what i do ? 
look in my mind it might fry you 
i was willing to stick beside you 
i’ve had enough, i’m done with y’all 
iso sniper i know ball 
i’m so closed off so many walls 
we learn and grow it’s not a loss 
break my heart, you get tossed 
another one gone, oh my gosh 
you keep breaking in, my thoughts 
blow my brain, mind rot 
(mind rot) 

i know what’s right 
i feel it, all the time 
demons in my head all night 
you said you done ? alright 
control alt delete ya, out my life 
why you wanna hurt me out of spite ?
rip my heart out my chest, i’m dying 
you just hit a roadblock, stop sign 
baby i’m running, out of time 
(baby, woah, woah, baby)

out of spite

prod barkonten, rochambeau & whine

(woah, yea, hey) 
(ok, wesley)

i can’t leave my house 
i don’t wanna go out 
i don’t know what’s that’s bout 
i’m trapped, help me find a way out 
tossin and turning, what i’m gon do now ? 
outta body, i need to cool down 
like bass, you too loud 
you really got me wowed 
way too much you too wild 
wan’t my background, check my file 

check my file 
do not dial, my number 
sometimes you know, i wonder 
when you gon wake up from your slumber 
it’s too hot, i got sunburn 
i tried everything but it don’t work 
i try to not worry 
i’m dead but i’m not buried
no rush but i’m in a hurry 
pick up your pace, you moving slow 
been waiting all day, i’m bout to go 
rather just go, yea 
i’ve hit a new low, yea 
needa get up off the floor 
let me tell you, i’ve seen this before 
let me tell you, i know how it goes 
(know how it goes) 

i can’t leave my house 
i don’t wanna go out 
i don’t know what’s that’s bout 
i’m trapped, help me find a way out 
tossin and turning, what i’m gon do now ? 
outta body, i need to cool down 
like bass, you too loud 
you really got me wowed 
way too much you too wild 
wan’t my background, check my file
i can’t leave my house 
i don’t wanna go out 
i don’t know what’s that’s bout 
i’m trapped, help me find a way out 
tossin and turning, what i’m gon do now ? 
outta body, i need to cool down

i can't leave my house

prod barkonten, lavish & 406ahmad

(know we living lavish) 
(woah, yea, okay) 
(okay no, yeah) 

i’m off the wake 
what am i gon do today, yea
you should go away, yea
you mess with my mental state, yea
watch it all turn gray, gray 
risk my mind, no way no way 
i don’t really care what you say 
not in the mood i don’t wanna play 
my hearts all black just like a escalade 
i’m so annoyed get out my face 
i’m in the void it’s a very dark place 
no i do not wanna live that way 

i got angels and demons on my side 
lost track, of time 
ain’t see nun, i’m blind 
i wish i, could rewind 
sometimes i can act, a lil fried 
we’re done, say your goodbyes 
if i was to try again, i’ll die 
it’s just a process, it takes time 
you have no idea 
they say, that i’m a preacher 
been scared like, i’m reacher 
you cannot ball, you on the bleacher 
i’m love sick, heavy fever 
i need distance, like reverb 
no i don’t ever wanna, see her 
you got a new man but i’m way cleaner 

i’m off the wake 
what am i gon do today, yea
you should go away, yea
you mess with my mental state, yea
watch it all turn gray, gray 
risk my mind, no way no way 
i don’t really care what you say 
not in the mood i don’t wanna play 
my hearts all black just like a escalade 
i’m so annoyed get out my face 
i’m in the void it’s a very dark place 
no i do not wanna live that way

(no, no, hey, hey)

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