letting go is still hard…. (ocurie + shirui)

mastered by me & we mixed our vocals
featuring da brodie @xxomm <3
produced by @5is + @user-733302066
[hook]
i’m so done
you can rip out my vocal cords
pull the trigger to your gun
my bloods all on the floor
i'm so done
you can burn up my corpse
i don't want it all to catch up to me
my nails dig in the ground desperately
[xxomm]
no i dont wanna fall again
i know i cant take it
all that shit it feels so #wasted
i feel so misled
but i cant face it
no, no
rain on me bitch no i cant take it no more
cant believe that all i ever wanted was your love
gave you all i had and you still went back on my trust
gave you all i had but it still wasnt enough
no ill never be enough
sick and tired of your love
i really thought that i fucked up
but i just had to look above
[hook]
i’m so done
you can rip out my vocal cords
pull the trigger to your gun
my bloods all on the floor
i'm so done
you can burn up my corpse
i don't want it all to catch up to me
my nails dig in the ground desperately

vocal cords

vocal cords + xxomm (pk1mp x backxster)

happy valentines day @8clockwork I love my boyfriend so much ❤️

if you ever asked me something, you know that i would do
you know id do it all, because you know I love you
if im with anybody else, they make me feel like nothing
even when i felt like nothing, you made me feel like something
you gave my life a purpose, you make living feel like its worth it
when your not here its like nothings working

(you make living feel like its worth it
if you ever asked me something, you know that i would do
you know id do it all, because you know I love you
if im with anybody else, they make me feel like nothing
even when i felt like nothing, you made me feel like something)

if you ever asked me something, you know that i would do
you know id do it all, because you know I love you
if im with anybody else, they make me feel like nothing
even when i felt like nothing, you made me feel like something
you gave my life a purpose, you make living feel like its worth it
when your not here its like nothings working, you make living feel like its worth it :D

https://soundcloud.com/8clockwork2/valentinesday24

#meow 🐾

purrpose 🐾 (clockwork ♡)

mastered by @prodamira

srry for the long break but I’ll try to post more

LYRICS :

Why u so dead to me 
Feel like ur my enemy 
I be feeling bad so u just got the best of me
Say that u love me like what do u mean 
Why u tryna fw me like bih ur in the way
Keep my heart locked up where im feeling safe 
Say that I fucked up and it’s my mistake
Ask how I’m doing I pretend I am ok

I’m tryna go get better 
Like no n fuk the love letters
When time fly by I can’t forget her
Like n no just keep my sweater
Remember the times that we were together
My heart feeling empty it light like a feather
Stay on the grind no matter the weather 
Making the money like bih I forgot her

#mental #blxty #emoplugg #diaryplug #draxx #draxxnb #sad #emotional #wild #depressing #kiryano #yandere #covenant

love letters (decago x fr4nkii)

@anti-light
@blazedini
@2adore
@dami4k
@soxxinger
@ohman-goddamn

@anti-light
baby i know that you want me
tell me how you'd love me
show me how you want this to be in your view
though, my life's like a bad dream
tonight it's just you and me
save me from my past sins and tell me the truth
baby i know that you want me
tell me how you'd love me
show me how you want this to be in your view
though, my life's like a bad dream
tonight it's just you and me
save me from my past sins and tell me the truth

@blazedini
Your heart look like amethyst 
I need you right by my side 
I dont need no therapist 
Baby you bring luck
Baby I bring love
Our heart align yea we never rust

Baby you’re are my stan
I hope you understand 
Your live is in my hand
There’s no amendment 

Our love is crystal clear
Future is coming near
Listen to my vocals and swing along~

@anti-light
baby i know that you want me
tell me how you'd love me
show me how you want this to be in your view
though, my life's like a bad dream
tonight it's just you and me
save me from my past sins and tell me the truth
baby i know that you want me
tell me how you'd love me
show me how you want this to be in your view
though, my life's like a bad dream
tonight it's just you and me
save me from my past sins and tell me the truth

@2adore
got me singing songs
how could feeling this be wrong? 
so many words i wanna say 
what are we waiting for? come my way 
thinkin like i do, yea, you know its true
take me so high, it's only you and i 
just say it
stay right here
now tell me whats on your mind
be my dear
stayin side by side
wanna spend this night together you and i 
just be mine

@anti-light
baby i know that you want me
tell me how you'd love me
show me how you want this to be in your view
throw my life like a bad dream
tonight it's just you and me
save me from my past sins and tell me the truth
baby i know that you want me
tell me how you'd love me
show me how you want this to be in your view
throw my life like a bad dream
tonight it's just you and me
save me from my past sins and tell me the truth

Spotify

Bad Dreams w/ blazedini + 2adore (dami4k x wintfye x frozy808)

@sh1nuchi
@anti-light
@1kise
@8chzfondqkhd

[shinuchi]


I could take you out today
give me a time girl, bet I'm on the way
I could be your leading man, lets make a movie
you can grant my wishes like a genie

we don't even need to conversate
those eyes of yours I can't escape
its alluring, yeah
slowly pulling me in

I've been so cold
I need you so
during freezing nights
when I'm all alone

cause this city kinda boring
but I could be your tour guide
lemme take a xanny
find myself so lost in your eyes

yeah, I swear that she an angel
point me to your ops, I got the semi on the table
I swear that she an angel
she a princess that they talk about in fables

[kise]

Oh girl it’s you
I swear it’s you
I’m feeling you
I swear it’s you
Don’t make me choose, cuz I choose you
Girl I’ve been waiting patiently 
Don’t stress it’s just you and me
And I don’t ever want you to leave
Oh girl I’d take it all back
If I could just have
You laying with me
You laying with me 
I feel all your love and it’s all for me
You made me open up and that’s hard for me
Girl there ain’t nobody else it ain’t hard to see
That’s it’s just you and me

[anti-light]

baby you're pulling me in, i wanna be with you
all the time, reunite with what's been missing my whole life
girl let me take you to the castle gardens
treat you like divinity, with me there's never heartache
the way you smile at me, fixing your eyes on me
out of body and mind, completely lost in your gaze girl
a million flowers ain't enough, i'll bring this universe to your hands
hours at a time passing by in our soul dance
shining like an angel, you're the light in my view
blowing out this candle, throw myself into you
i got zero doubts, when i'm standing next to you
and i know we can do anything together, know we can't lose

angel ft kise x anti-light [dec3m]

leap year ep

0:00 - solo
0:53 - w/ @liamtakeover
1:44 - w/ @liamtakeover
2:29 - solo
3:21 - w/ @rewind214
4:16 - w/ @1ddvaa
5:09 - w/ @1ddvaa
6:03 - w/ @ouniiixd
6:45 - w/ @liamtakeover
7:51 - w/ @liamtakeover
8:42 - solo
9:21 - w/ @m2monroe
10:10 - w/ @m2monroe
10:59 - solo
11:49 - <3

winter 2k24 (liamtakeover, rewind, lifess, monroe, ouni)

@decago
@1akura

can u teach me how to love when im afraid of it all i
dont have the words on how to say it at all i
wish i could see your face and say its alright i
this back and forth i swear its always a fight i

yeah i could never fight you
we say the same things it was all to spite you
i dont even like you 
lie and i see right thru
i just wanna turn this around baby follow me now

so go, tear me apart
maybe this season we can restart
i just wanted all of you
baby lets just see this thru

i cant help but wonder if i do the right thing maybe i could see you this whole time
yeah i know its time to move on but i cant get out my mind

can you teach me how to love when im afraid of it all i
dont have the words on how to say it at all i
wish i could see your face and say its alright i
this back and forth i swear its always a fight

i cant help but wonder if i do the right thing maybe i would see you this whole time
yeah i know its time to move on but i cant get out my mind

do the right thing (decago + akura)

this ones been in the vault for a minute ;pp
featuring @rewind214 + @1kise + @heroz2299 + @valberrie <3
@valberrie also does the @souls0ciety tag :3
produced by @prodjayysoul + @7sabrr7 ^_^
[chorus]
and you said i'm hated
you're scared cause i'm famous
what about the love that you painted
makes me sad that you hate it
please come n let me show you
show you what we can do
fly you to malibu
i'm scared to make a move
[verse]
you said that you hate me did you really mean it
you say you was selfish you hurt me, you didn't see it?
locked me in a cage threw the key away i need freeing
i need a wizard to help me with this needed healing
you'll never get me back
you'll never get a text
i'll no longer be sad
while you're still perplexed
[chorus again]
[rewind]
i know that you hold me back
left you in the past
know we'll never last
no point digging up whats passed
i was wrong though, ill admit that
you were wrong too, shouldnt have did that
but im still getting to that big bag
i was hitting opens now i hit saks
i wish i could forget
just want you out my head
thoughts of you in my bed
but done wishing that im dead
say that i hate you but i hate me the most
i dont want you to go
so ill hold you close
[kise]
just tell me what you want, make this easier on me
i know i lie a lot, it makes it hard for you to see
i’m in love with you, but you’re not with me
now i’m, i’m turning blue, like i forgot to breath
yeah
i swear i need everything
she fell in love with me
and i don’t want nobody else
i swear you’re all i need
said i don’t want nobody else cuz you’re all i need
[heroz]
percys fucking up my guts i dont care tho
i fill that boy up with lead just like rambo
like why u let me go
two more years my heart broke
pills in my system overwhelming all my sorrow
[valberrie]
guess u can’t move on cuz why u act like u so hated
keep on going back and forth i swear that ur just wasted
it’s complicated, and u act like u hate it said you’d give me all ur love i swear that ur faking
but i got attached
all your words are in my mind and now i can’t forget
all these pills i drown my sorrow fuck a relapse (i do not take pills please i was lyricless)
u did me wrong but i still don’t wanna ever see u sad
my heart’s in pieces and i hate whatever that we had
[chorus]
and you said i'm hated
you're scared cause i'm famous
what about the love that you painted
makes me sad that you hate it
please come n let me show you
show you what we can do
fly you to malibu
i'm scared to make a move

let me show you

on spotify >.<

let me show you + rewind, kise, heroz, valberrie (jayysoul x sabrr)

@1akura @prod_dxvi
I guess you called it, just say you told me so 
You can’t be honest, keep hitting newer lows
I’m still falling, I just wanted you to know
that you can call me, you can call me
I guess you called it, I can’t leave the thought alone 
don’t know if I want this, these feelings I don’t even know 
there’s no resolving, I’m losing all my fucking hope
You ran right past me, you ran right past me 
I gave my all and you shunned me 
I-I fall don’t call you don’t love me
I used to think your words were touching 
now I know they mean nothing

i keep on falling faster to no point in return
u know its all a disaster
no feelings left me hurt
i have no light to guide me when the world turns dark
i shoulda knew from the beginning that you had no heart
no i dont wanna hear ur voice ever again
u cant ever take back the words that u said
they're cutting through my heart like a blade so deep
cutting through my heart with the words u speak

angel ft kise x anti-light [dec3m]

sh1nuchi

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