SHEKUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

prod: z3nny!
feat and mixing: @dthxrgt

Relying on a memory
To bring me back 
I wish I could see the unseen
Apart of that
You’re red and blue like you’re 3d
I’m about that
And I just wanna feel release
I could relax

Now you act different around me
I dont get that
It’s cold but we’re still on the beach
The sand is black 
Heating up with every degree
And the tide catches
The sea is aquamarine
And I like that

If you’re forcing me to leave then you really
Dont deserve to ask me where I’ll go 
Cus you really don’t deserve to ever hear from me
You have no tact 
When did we become enemies? 
We have have no chance

We would share some
Pure moments
The soul
Perfectly in balance 
I should know
Better
Than to befriend of a ghost
The aches are repeating again

Feels like I’m living in a dream
Or a flashback
I didn’t even fall asleep
My beds intact 
You should clarify what you mean
I dont get that
But u just keep on distancing
Im getting sad

And if you’re opening up wounds that were older
Scar that’s on my shoulder with 
Bruise that I sewed up 
Only cus I trusted and believed
You had my back
But you keep leaving me to bleed
Why’d you do that

How is that looking out for me?
What’s up with that?
You really dont know everything
So take it back
You really got me bout to freak
Out about that

I just crave some permanence
The Earth splitting off its axis
I should know 
Better than to befriend a ghost
The ache is repeating again

And now im waiting on some rain
To clear the fog before I hit the wall
I dont get it all

I remember that over and over again
I would write the ink out of my pen
And never face the consequence
Of my actions

Teal

a song about the inevitable future
remastered on iris <3
produced by: me
featuring: @dylanlongworth
mastering: @josuanatanaell

instagram: instagram.com/jacynyte
spotify: sptfy.com/jacy

lyrics:
so tell me whats next
ive been lost in our laughter
and im just afraid of losing you again
and i wish it didn't matter
but time's going faster and i spend it in my head ohh
girl tell me what comes after
tell me its not the end

so as the days go by
think of all the memories dont say goodbye
dont leave me behind
now im slowly watching you leave
knowing that nothing could ever be what we had
just leave me in the past now, i cant shine in the background
just tell me whats next

so tell me whats next
ive been lost in our laughter
and im just afraid of losing you again
and i wish it didn't matter
but time's going faster and i spend it in my head ohh
girl tell me what comes after
tell me its not the end

dylan:

afraid of losing what we started
now it really dont matter cause i dont know where your heart is now
since you departed im stuck on the ground and exhausted
thought it was all in my head but you hurt me regardless
dont tell me what comes after lets just play pretend
that all the bad shits passed since we wont reach the end
and i hate to go back but i dont wanna live without you 
i dont think that i would ever fall in love again
this hurt in my chest its buildin up
id die if u left please give a fuck
ill try to defend and build the trust
so tell me whats next lets work on us

what comes after w/ Dylan Longworth

@ayeokah

lyrics :

(epic intro)

Wake me up
When it's all over
When i'm sober
Had too much
I'm on a sofa
Getting fucked up
Out my head
I can't think
Can barely blink 
When i'm so far gone!
Don't need help
All by myself

Give me a couple of hours
You want the world then it's ours
Talk about sweet and the sours
talk about buying you flowers

I wanna give you my all
But you knocked me down when I fall
Wondering who can I call? 
Cause I've had enough of it all

Think she can read my mind
Think she can use my time
Oh why mine?
Oh why mine? (x2)

(epic okah sounds)

Wake me up
When it's all over
When i'm sober
Had too much
I'm on a sofa
Getting fucked up
Out my head
I can't think
Can barely blink 
When i'm so far gone!
Don't need help
All by myself

SOFARGONE! (p. Okah!)

nytingtondropstheirsword.wav (my personal fav)
produced by @avit69 @zekzo099 !!!
bg vox by @josuanatanaell
mastered by @avit69

instagram: instagram.com/jacynyte
spotify: sptfy.com/jacy

//
lyrics
i scream so loud but the silence cannot make its way out
im breaking down and its not what you think its about
i just wish it would get colder (j-j-jacy)
leave the rain and the tears for my shoulders
but theres really nothing special about them
i got those words on repeat yet i doubt 'em

i know it could be anyone
im thinkin everyone could be just like me
theres nothing bout the way i sing
about the way i move and talk, i seem okay
it could be anyone
im thinkin everyone could be just like me
there's really no one like you
and there's no one i'd choose to be but you
but you (it could be anyone)
i can't be what they wanna see (i'll always end up someone like me)

ill wake up by your side
say those words that clear my mind
only comfortable at night
half awake, no i dont mind
ive been losin my mind, i dont needa think right
but its killin me slowly
scramble words in my head, ive been pullin on threads
i dont know where they're goin
meet me in another life, see me on the other side
where my soul is showin
i've been thru it all twice, but it's coming to an end
and my sword is broken

i know it could be anyone
im thinkin everyone could be just like me
theres nothing bout the way i sing
about the way i move and talk, i seem okay
it could be anyone
im thinkin everyone could be just like me
there's really no one like you
and there's no one i'd choose to be but you

broken sword (AViT + zekzo)

https://soundcloud.com/prodbyaustyn
https://soundcloud.com/corefish
https://soundcloud.com/swazyhq
https://soundcloud.com/oldcollin

[austyn with a y]
cause when the world collapses
and the sky it falls
i’ll be the last remaining
till the curtains close
it’s so exasperating
when my feelings bubble up
so sick and tired of fucking up
yea, i think i had enough

[corefish]
the Sun's bright
the sum ain't right, I don't know why.
I'll tally up all the Adderall and take my time
you left me blind my sanity is somewhere dying
you tore the lines reality is just a lie

face down on the tarmac
hope they find me downtown with a rucksack
I won't be lying roots down I wanna tame that
I just wanna find a loose crown
Maybe step up out my house x2

[swazy]
fallen grace feel my heart beating out of my chest
i can always go up but i cant lie i always be scared of descent
i been way too up i can feel the air taking my breath
you can take my face away i dont really care about the people ive met
what i been seen cant tell no one
finna die on my own time and probably tell no one
its just the way that i move
sorry if i hurt feelings over the things that i do
i be so damn tempted to jump from cliffs
if you see me in the sky just know i got through

[oldcollin]
it always gets worse before better ill give it some time
was it something i said or maybe did something that you didnt like
how the fuck am i supposed to help when you when all that you say is that youve been alright
didnt think i was learning my lesson when you turned the question into a fight

if you want it you got it im not tryna piss you off
paranoid but nobody is stopping the way you talk about all that you lost
was it really that hard to just tell me what you want
only hit me up when you been falling apart

[yungmaple]
never really felt this lost
worst case happened yea look what it cost
everything fell apart
felt so safe right in ur arms
now my world is collapsing
i flew too close to the sun
my wings burned up in ashes
god damn im just tryna hold on
hold up lemme flex right quick
not bought, just brand new whips
never thought itd end like this
your're gone, im fine, not missed
bout time im finally happy
now that ur outta my life
switched up got a new bad bitch
now im not wastin my time

fallen grace (austyn with a y + corefish + swazy + oldcollin)

can u tell me? + levonn

001

@luvkurtis
@drmabeats


me 💫

I’m just tryna keep it going
But you knew that
And I’m not tryna go through this shit no more

And I’m just tryna take this time, for myself now
Don’t worry about me 
Ima walk out this door
On my own 

Yeah this relationship a vibe 
But we need it we need it
Yeah we gotta take this time baby
Just believe me

We gon be alright
Like we said we would

I’m yours, your mine
We can’t make it up

But see now yeah I’m pissed off
What the hell was I tripping off
Now I’m fucking up again cuz I can’t understand my withdrawls 

And I know just who I am yeah what the fuck
That be damn problem
And I can’t let this shit end me let it test me 
better get to solving

You know you are
And yeah I know too

And you can’t make it too far
If you don’t go through it

Baby you’re gonna be a star
I’m not gonna hold you

But you’re gonna have to start
It’s gonna be hard, but this is art


kurtis 💫

so hold a shade above my head
you fucked me up and did it over again 
cause i been feelin numb
walkin round im nauseous 

wait wait wait
got sum shit i wanna say 
she been tryna fucked me over 
in every single kind of way

no darlin not too late
to change 
i know you have it 
have sum faith girl

dont say u lost it that day
kinda find a reason to stay
and if you gave me a chance
i would take

start. w/ kurtis (prod. drmabeats)

Mastered by @noraevelyne
Ill have lyrics some time soon hopefully :)

promises + nora evelyne  (xnull + yametsu)

//boy who caught fire

rics:

traxee you're a hypocrite
and she's a liar
you're the boy who's catching fire

but you want you all to yourself
limb by limb i cut them off until i crawl

you're the boy who's on fire
you're the only one i trust
and i got pockets full of desires
something tells me it's not about us
(it's not!)

sonder, what the hell was i thinking for?
eye to eye i do not envy
face to face i just see me
if you couldn't tell 
i've been struggling to remain
intentional thoughts inside my lap
stars on my shoulders i need to remap


always try to play me like a god damn game
fools gold, baby im not that lame
$150 to my name
let's hitchhike to the moon again
nothing matters anymore
if i get what i deserve 
that's my faith restored.
tell me how i can fail again

treat me like a hypocrite
i didn't mean what i said
i can't fathom who you are 
sonder
grey matter inside my head

----------------------------------------

sonder

weather w/polkadot, kirame (myoso)

OUT NOW: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leytonxswazy/im-sorry-that-u-tried

produced by @swazyhq

lyrics:

the blossoms always sprung
locked in ur bedroom in the spring
hide so they won’t find us
cry while i take the bus home

i tried to write it all down
so i could get it all out
i tripped and dropped all of my pages
fly away as i fall down

get back up i don’t know how
the rain on my window sounds so loud
lately i’ve been sleeping to ignore it 
face down in the front yard while it’s pouring 

cause i can’t afford the time that i’m stealing
late night while i’m staring at the ceiling
is it real or just a feeling
can anybody hear me

i never took care of myself 
you saw and you would always try to help
no one tried quite like you did
but i’m not something you can fix

now i see the whole time i was sick
you always stayed right by my side but that’s not a way to live 
i don’t wanna make u cry cause it’s nothing that u did 
i’m just sorry that u tried i was living out a lie

i always hid it all under the surface
i should’ve called it off u don’t deserve this 
but how could i stop us from falling we were perfect 
we couldn’t help but give it all swear we were burning

i’m sorry swear i didn’t try to call u
my finger slipped while i was tryna change the volume 
i know i’m in the wrong, shoulda made it stop but i went too long
now i never wanna hear that shit again, i hate all my songs 

now im back got me thinking of the past what i did wrong
come in last all the chances that i had, call this shit off
got me sad, all the times i let you down got me pissed off
wrote it down, swear i’m gonna drown in the list of

i cant look back, swear i’m doing what i have to do
i lost my track, really thought that things would last with you
hiding when i go out, crying in the bathroom
you don’t ever slow down, life is flying pst you

im sorry that u tried (p. swazy*)

/ "shay-ku" 
/ sheku#5061

nefarious supply

"lesath" - out now!

@alteria_cool

start. w/ kurtis (prod. drmabeats)

sheku.

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