My pillow all wet
Cause my eyes won't stop dropping tears down
Is there any place
For the lonely or it's their fate to die 

I'm in vain thank god she texted
Otherwise another night would have spent crying good
I don't wanna express my feelings 
Cause you dont understand mine at

All
And it's not your
Fault

My pillow all wet
Cause my eyes won't stop dropping tears down
Is there any place
For the lonely or it's their fate to die 

I'm in vain thank god she texted
Otherwise another night would have spent crying good
I don't wanna express my feelings 
Cause you dont understand mine at

Fault

Not Your Fault

I've been getting calls in the late night
From the haters, so I call it the hate night
Hating as they can't get on same level as mine
Twice the numbers, so I call it the hate night

I've been getting calls in the late night
From the haters, so I call it the hate night
Hating as they can't get on same level as mine
Twice the numbers, so I call it the hate night

I've been getting added to the groups even though I leave
They get me added again over thousand message I don't even read
Ready to apologise for the mistake but I don't believe
Niggas calling me for a fight I don't have time to see, yeah

Pussies pull up in a car, stop it in the front
Tells me to park stood straight, thinking I am done
Not scared, I am ready to fight you all one on one
You a goon, don't care imma father's son

I swear I respected you all as my homies, homies
Whom I call in the fight as the bois, bois
But you still stuck in jealousy like lil kids
You wasting my time in your bullshit, yeah

Rising up, getting girls, money bath, isn't it why you all jealous
You can do it too, work hard to develop
All my life I've been so careless
For myself too bad for others angelic

I've been getting calls in the late night
From the haters, so I call it the hate night
Hating as they can't get on same level as mine
Twice the numbers, so I call it the hate night

I've been getting calls in the late night
From the haters, so I call it the hate night
Hating as they can't get on same level as mine
Twice the numbers, so I call it the hate night

Locked doors, sat in couch for hours crying
Hoped parents should have left me for dying
Misunderstand me all you want but I ain't lying
Haters show fake love but I know they green eyed

After I do the contacts they wanna be my friend
Now my friend, they wanna pretend
Looking back ain't my type I want it to end
They wanna end it all, saving their asses in the end

I will keep grinding until I reach towards, towards
My dream where what I buy you can't afford, lambos
Killing haters negativity with a sword
I believe in me and waiting for future reward

When I say shit I always stick with it I make commitments
Love to hangout with people having broad mindset, so brilliant
Yes I'm addicted to pussy some girls mainly women
Always on my work, no matter what happens I'm never quitting, yeah yeah yeah yeah

I've been getting calls in the late night
From the haters, so I call it the hate night
Hating as they can't get on same level as mine
Twice the numbers, so I call it the hate night

I've been getting calls in the late night
From the haters, so I call it the hate night
Hating as they can't get on same level as mine
Twice the numbers, so I call it the hate night

Hate Night

Done Crying

Hate Everything

Should I stop loving you
Can I even stop loving you 
Once I find a way to do that then no matter how much you bear pain I can't fuck with you 

My love life's fucked 
My love life's fucked
With love I am so done
That I can't fuck with none 

Don't wanna be addicted to the blue pill
Wanna know how can i forget her still
I am your emotionally first kill
Hold it proper dont let my lean spill

When I leave make sure you have no question
I am not the one to answer bitch you ain't special
Why do I make art answer came from the heaven
This ain't hobby this is my fucking passion 

I know you think
I know you think I'm creep
Baby peek inside me deep
But you never wanna see









MY LOVE

Whatsup Newarra?
Wats good SXP?
This one for the special one, for my girl
Lets do this (ohhh)

She said, she would never 
make me cry
Now 
she wish I die, die

I wanna be a rockstar 
Wanna fuck a pornstar
Race, in a nascar (car speeding)
Hide diamonds in the backyard

Look at my eyes wet girl
Look at how numb I cry (I cry)
Make me feel your love girl
Miss me (yeah) before I die

Viens running blood low
My body can't handle more (ohh)
Soul don't wanna live no more 
Everybody make me go

I don't wanna leave this world so soon
I don't wanna go nuts, na na (nah)
God can you less this pain
I wanna feel her hug, na na 

Why oh why
Sometimes I wanna die
To numb to cry
How long can I stay in this fight, (ooh oh)
(oh aww) Is it insanity livin a fantasy
Act like they mad at me
I just be blowin weed 
Like I be sady
No cap needa baddie
Roto with a fatty (oh)
A stogie

Down on my doly
Like they all told me
Still score with a goalie
Demon on head neva folding


She throwing soft balls
Don’t wanna catch a case
I got no glove couldn’t caught
Still touching base to base
Comin home with the sauce
Shawty wanna taste
Nah
I be on my way
So sick gotta green face

Takin liquor straight
No job
No car
To slow for paper chasin
Nah wait I’m on internet time

I just wanna shine
Neva gone sign on that dotted line
I’m here bout my life a demon gone try
But I’m finna fight
With the weight of the light

She said, she would never 
make me cry
Now 
she wish I die, die

I wanna be a rockstar 
Wanna fuck a pornstar
Race, in a nascar (car speeding)
Hide diamonds in the backyard 

(YEAH)

She Wish I Die

Super Sonic (feat. Newarra)

Pain Bitch

On My Mind

Rides At

NUMB is about feeling everything and nothing at the same time.
Giving too much, losing yourself, and going silent inside.

If this song hits you, you’re not alone.

🎧 Headphones recommended  
💔 For the broken & the quiet ones  

#Numb #Trap #TrapBeat #HipHop #Rap #MelodicTrap #MoodyVibes #ChillRap #CloudRap #LoFiTrap

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NUMB

Lonely Nights is about being surrounded by noise but still feeling alone.
Late texts. Empty rooms. Thoughts that get louder after midnight.

This one’s for the people who stay up too late,
scroll too much,
and think too deep.

🎧 Headphones recommended  
🌙 Best played at night

#LonelyNights #Lonely #LateNightVibes #GenZ #SadVibes #EmoRap #EmoTrap #SadRap #Heartbreak #Alone #MidnightThoughts #NightDrive #LoFiVibes #ChillTrap #Underground #IndependentArtist #IndianArtist #NewMusic #SoundCloudRap #EmotionalMusic

If this feels familiar, drop a comment 🌙

SXP

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