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Infinite October

(Prod. CRÜXX)
lyrics/
You came in my life and you brought it to shreds
Now i just want to go count up the dead 
feeling so lost and I can't find my head 
look at the bottle I'm fresh out of meds 
dead presidents is all I see 
feeling so bleak come take a peak 
you don't want to walk with me 
depression seems to follow me 
Step into the mind of a cut throat 
got pain in my chest I've been alone 
calling out but ain't nobody home 
cold weather no I don't know 
even though I'm lost I'm gone get it though
don't no time for a pitty hoe 
talking drugs as a means to an end though
fucked myself popping all of these benzos 
acid tabs I can't think 
tripped so much my minds been tweaked 
alls I do is overthink 
anxietys been on the brink
I can't speak 
panic starts to enter me 
keep that strap right next to me 
take one step and death you'll seek 
You came in my life and you brought it to shreds
Now i just want to go count up the dead 
feeling so lost and I can't find my head 
look at the bottle I'm fresh out of meds 
dead presidents is all I see 
feeling so bleak come take a peak 
you don't want to walk with me 
depression seems to follow me 
I cant see I've been so lost I cant breath 
alls I want is to find peace 
my own family leaving me 
so I just go 
I'm all alone 
fuck boys gone get overthrown 
won't stop till I've been throned
AK's busting at you're dome
home alone
I don't know 
feeling like I got to go 
feeling so low 
trying to grow
ive been on this sunken 
as time flies by I watch the sky 
rain clouds form is it my time 
as I sit back close my eyes 
I'm still going to get what's mine 
You came in my life and you brought it to shreds
Now i just want to go count up the dead 
feeling so lost and I can't find my head 
look at the bottle I'm fresh out of meds 
dead presidents is all I see 
feeling so bleak come take a peak 
you don't want to walk with me 
depression seems to follow me

GREY TIDES (Prod. Crüxx)

IG: https://www.instagram.com/shade666apollo/

Prod. @marrasfall
Mixed & Mastered by @obscurity-834349275
Cover Art by https://www.instagram.com/dieserfreigeist/

Lyrics:
Fell from grace in my younger days
And ever since then, soul locked in a cage
Always had this hate, don't think that'll change
My heart impaled but I rose from the grave

Fell from grace in my younger days
And ever since then, soul locked in a cage
Always had this hate, don't think that'll change
My heart impaled but I rose from the grave

Waltz through the cemetery on my worst days
The whispers of the dead remind me that it's okay
To feel this way 'cause the pain will go away
But until then, gotta make the most of the wait
Am I supposed to feel the world's weight on my shoulders
Am I supposed to, with age, keep on getting colder
I wish it were a phase how I'm plagued
By the dark thoughts occupyin' space in my brain
The light never makes its way
The light never makes its way through and so I remain
Forever tethered to the pain
Couldn't cope so I became
A masochist of sorts
Life's a bitch and a whore
I just tell her give me more
Let the blood pour and I'll make sure the torture morphs
Into a horrible amalgamation
The gory silk unfurls
I'm released from the cocoon
Ready to fuck up the world

Fell from grace in my younger days
And ever since then, soul locked in a cage
Always had this hate, don't think that'll change
My heart impaled but I rose from the grave

Fell from grace in my younger days
And ever since then, soul locked in a cage
Always had this hate, don't think that'll change
My heart impaled but I rose from the grave

Mentally unwell
Stuck inside this hell
Kill you 'fore I'd ever kill myself
Life is so damn swell
Down here, forever dwell
With the decay, where my angels fell
How am I, don't ever tell the truth
Lie through my teeth
As I yell inside and scream internally
Reflection temptin' gruesome scenes
Hate everything I fuckin' see
Don't fuck with no one new I meet
It's hollowness inside of me
I swallow pride like every week
When losses knock me off my feet
Bloody hands typin' on the keys
My final thoughts, then I delete
The passages, the hope in me
It flickers dim but still I see
That there is more in this life for me
I lost my hope, afraid the void in me
Is stuck within eternally
But in turn, I see
When the bird's eye POV is reached
The inferno burnin' underneath the surface
That's what makes me me
It's the struggle, the flame, the burning heat
The constant pain, only way I see
That I fell in Hell to become its king
When my demons knelt, that is the moment I finally felt free

Impaled

Official Lyric Video

Impaled (Prod. Marrasfall)

IG: https://www.instagram.com/shade666apollo/

Prod. @marrasfall
Mixed & Mastered by @obscurity-834349275
Cover Art by https://www.instagram.com/dieserfreigeist/

Lyrics:
I will phase away
When the time is day
Let the macabre replace
This facade
Erase the fake
I'm out of place
Erase the fake
I'm out of place

I will phase away
When the time is day
Let the macabre replace
This facade
Erase the fake
I'm out of place
Erase the fake
I'm out of place

Reaper with the scythe on me
A walking memento mori
Animal instinct leave murder scenes
Listen closely you can hear the screams of the dead
Then again
That might be the voices inside my head
Wading through pools of red
Bone crown I'm the king of dread now
You ain't shit to me you not a threat
I went ahead and stripped the threads
On all my screws still knocked 'em loose
To the floor by my blood stained boots
Light or dark it's time to choose
I saw the sun start peakin' through
I dimmed it all a darkened hue
'Cause light just leaves my vision skewed

I will phase away
When the time is day
Let the macabre replace
This facade
Erase the fake
I'm out of place
Erase the fake
I'm out of place

I will phase away
When the time is day
Let the macabre replace
This facade
Erase the fake
I'm out of place
Erase the fake
I'm out of place

Entranced by the wickedness
Take me to the realm where the witches live
Then let's begin the ritual one that'll cure my sickness
Far away from this existence it's
Not for me too much monotony
What a bore what a chore
To create a sense of harmony
With this immeasurable dichotomy between them and me
No greater distance paralleled by anything at all
I wanna fall through the floor
Awaken in a new world
Where the sun don't show its face
Dark clouds take its place
Wanna watch it all decay
Wanna go far away
Into that rather haunted space
Where the shadows come to play
And the buried rise and wake
Where the demons show their face
And the angels fall from grace

I will phase away
When the time is day
Let the macabre replace
This facade
Erase the fake
I'm out of place
Erase the fake
I'm out of place

I will phase away
When the time is day
Let the macabre replace
This facade
Erase the fake
I'm out of place
Erase the fake
I'm out of place

I will phase away
When the time is day
Let the macabre replace
This facade
Erase the fake
I'm out of place
Erase the fake
I'm out of place

Phase Away

Phase Away (Prod. Marrasfall)

IG: https://www.instagram.com/shade666apollo/

Prod. @marrasfall
Mixed & Mastered by @obscurity-834349275
Cover Art by https://www.instagram.com/dieserfreigeist/

Lyrics:
Lurk through the night
In the shadows, outta sight
Got you lookin' petrified
My scythe catch you by surprise
Fear in your eyes
Like a deer within headlights
Opposition filled with fright
Channel darkness from my mind

Lurk through the night
In the shadows, outta sight
Got you lookin' petrified
My scythe catch you by surprise
Fear in your eyes
Like a deer within headlights
Opposition filled with fright
Channel darkness from my mind

Make your head float like a kite
Hanging Balloons, it's flyin' high
I pull up, the end is nigh
You won't be identified
Off the scene, they gonna need street sweepers
Police sketch look like the Reaper
Crypt Keeper within your speakers
This a hearse, not a two-seater
Crush the Earth, I'm the world beater
Death himself, yeah, it is me sir
Shinigami, the soul eater
Dumpin' sand from hourglasses on my leisure
Demon Feeder
Welcome you to Snuff Film Theater
Every drop another heater
Sendin' spirits through the ether
Blood is fallin' by the liter
Killer, constantly I'm eager
To make you teeter on the edge of life and death
Then watch you take your final breath
The end of days, I'm the bigger threat
Eliminate the population and I still ain't break a sweat

Lurk through the night
In the shadows, outta sight
Got you lookin' petrified
My scythe catch you by surprise
Fear in your eyes
Like a deer within headlights
Opposition filled with fright
Channel darkness from my mind

Lurk through the night
In the shadows, outta sight
Got you lookin' petrified
My scythe catch you by surprise
Fear in your eyes
Like a deer within headlights
Opposition filled with fright
Channel darkness from my mind

In the pendulum pit, a swing and a miss
Try to be me, guaranteed you get hit
But the irony, you ain't got no hits
Life throwin' haymakers, take 'em on the chin
Another day, another sin
Only darkness lies within
Overtakes my cranium
My reflection, who is him
He lookin' back with a ghoulish grin
Ready to take your life, you step, it's fin
Gonna need that so you fit in
When you swimmin' with the fishes
And the rigor mortis hittin'
So don't unleash the beast
He's best kept hidden underneath
Scattered remains of the deceased
Fasten bones into armor pieces
When I arise
Lookin like the Skull Knight steppin' on the scene
Quite a sight to see
The gargoyle perched, lookin' down on thee
Last thing you'll see 'fore you RIP

Lurk through the night
In the shadows, outta sight
Got you lookin' petrified
My scythe catch you by surprise
Fear in your eyes
Like a deer within headlights
Opposition filled with fright
Channel darkness from my mind

Lurk through the night
In the shadows, outta sight
Got you lookin' petrified
My scythe catch you by surprise
Fear in your eyes
Like a deer within headlights
Opposition filled with fright
Channel darkness from my mind

Lurk Through the Night

Lurk Through the Night (Prod. Marrasfall)

IG: https://www.instagram.com/shade666apollo/

Prod. @marrasfall
Mixed & Mastered by @obscurity-834349275
Cover Art by https://www.instagram.com/dieserfreigeist/

Lyrics:
Already know the name is Shade
Ghostrike be my blade
Draped in that Decay
But you the one who waste away
Made it out the grave
In the shadows where I stay
Dug one for you to lay
Now watch the light begin to fade

Already know the name is Shade
Ghostrike be my blade
Draped in that Decay
But you the one who waste away
Made it out the grave
In the shadows where I stay
Dug one for you to lay
Now watch the light begin to fade

Stay posted where the darkness vast
I don't see the sun no more
They really test my patience fast
Might not let 'em live no more
Got way too many blades that's stashed
If I pull one, send you to the morgue
When they test me, can't help but laugh
'Cause in the end, they always fold

Already know the name is Shade
Ghostrike be my blade
Draped in that Decay
But you the one who waste away
Made it out the grave
In the shadows where I stay
Dug one for you to lay
Now watch the light begin to fade

Already know the name is Shade
Ghostrike be my blade
Draped in that Decay
But you the one who waste away
Made it out the grave
In the shadows where I stay
Dug one for you to lay
Now watch the light begin to fade

Nowadays, feelin' cold
In my heart, there's a hole
Spirit, it was once whole
Only shards of my soul
Remain, bad thoughts in my skull
In pain, you feel that tenfold
When you start gettin' bold
Now your card gettin' pulled
All talk, it was all for show
You should've kept that on hold
How many times were you told
You should've already known
Sealed your fate, 'twas foretold
In a hearse, off you go
Sinkin' six feet below
Now you are just a ghost

Already know the name is Shade
Ghostrike be my blade
Draped in that Decay
But you the one who waste away
Made it out the grave
In the shadows where I stay
Dug one for you to lay
Now watch the light begin to fade

Already know the name is Shade
Ghostrike be my blade
Draped in that Decay
But you the one who waste away
Made it out the grave
In the shadows where I stay
Dug one for you to lay
Now watch the light begin to fade

Already know the name is Shade
Ghostrike be my blade
Draped in that Decay
But you the one who waste away
Made it out the grave
In the shadows where I stay
Dug one for you to lay
Now watch the light begin to fade

Already know the name is Shade
Ghostrike be my blade
Draped in that Decay
But you the one who waste away
Made it out the grave
In the shadows where I stay
Dug one for you to lay
Now watch the light begin to fade

Decay

Decay (Prod. Marrasfall)

IG: https://www.instagram.com/shade666apollo/

Prod. @marrasfall
Mixed & Mastered by @obscurity-834349275
Cover Art by https://www.instagram.com/dieserfreigeist/

Lyrics:
I wish October was forever
I wish it were October forever
I wish October never ended
I wish October was never-ending

October Forever

October Forever (Prod. Marrasfall)

https://soundcloud.com/salivagrey
https://soundcloud.com/netuhbeats
https://soundcloud.com/yungvenxm


Permeate all the flames
Light it up engulf the hate
Integrate all the pain
Birth creation, captivate

Talk tough but you ain't bout shit
Too tough then you locked up bitch
No wins, we gun lose our shit
Smoked out, so we act up ye

Fuck around we gun live hoe
Life shorts so we live slow
Gassed up opened tripled eyed
Boy I move slow cuz my gas tight

Yuh

Fuck around
Life is what you make it g
Death inbound
Its coming you cant stop the heat
Only certainty
6 Feet deep
Why we walking dead
Bitch I'm sick of dying
Ima live
Past my dying breathe

It's act 2 Sloth and that Grey hoe
Living in love with the grave tho
Fuck around ending my day know
That I may go ain't gon stay no

And I'm fucked up when I wake up
Wish I ain't but that's my luck
Walk around with that blade tucked
And I may cut through my make up

And I pop another bottle
Drive drunk tryna slide home
Face down up in the pot hole
Can't get up imma die slow

I been so sick of me dying
Can't live but I'm trying
I swear on my mama
I'm better than this

Stuck at the bottom
Ain't never surviving
I look in the mirror
Can't never forgive

Life is what you make it
I been feeling anxious
I see is death is in bound
Now we face to face bitch

Here my soul go take it
I'm already caved in
Listening to my doubts
Ain't gon fuckin make it

Talk tough but you ain't bout shit
Too tough then you locked up bitch
No wins, we gun lose our shit
Smoked out, so we act up ye

Fuck around we gun live hoe
Life shorts so we live slow
Gassed up opened tripled eyed
Boy I move slow cuz my gas tight

Yuh

Fuck around
Life is what you make it g
Death inbound
Its coming you cant stop the heat
Only certainty
6 Feet deep
Why we walking dead
Bitch I'm sick of dying
Ima live
Past my dying breathe

Embers

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Embers w/ Saliva Grey (NetuH X VENXM)

Risky tikky time bomb
In my fuckin mind-gone
insane in the brain,
Its looking like im gon sign-off
,But I wont, Im the goat
This a different man talking now, this the fuckin yolk
Im the core of ya soul,, evil when it knows
Good before the blood splatters on the fuckin snow
You're rotten to the core
Even god and i know  
Im holding through you on that pen before the 5-0
Arrive at the scene with a pistol eyed rope
Hanging me like noosence but im in the rhyme zone
So im taking up that glock and I blow their time off
Blood splattered on the wall make their bodies cough 
Im gonna message them I mean it
Write their names in red I screen it
Post it on the net and Bee it to a line where im more needed
psyche when im righteous feeling manic with a glow 
It's crazy it's obscene it least I keep it  underground

TRASH GANG AMV

SOULCALIBUR (PROD. WXRST)

BLOOD SOAKED PILLOWS (prod: aragoth x mizzy jones)

BERSERK ft. FXCKJAMiE (PROD. WADJET)

galaxie criminelle

anamaria freestyle feat. oxykodone

THEFALLWILLKILLYOU

BILL $ABER // @billsaberdotcom
DEVIANT // @deviantraps
ART // DOUG KEATING (DK92)

TRASH

THEFALLWILLKILLYOU FT. BILL $ABER (PROD. DEVIANT)

No one understands the way I feel and I don’t blame you
I just wanna smile someday and feel it in my heart too 
But the demons that I carry won’t ever let me sing a happy tune
I try to bury all the voices with the echoes off ur love
But I can’t feel it anymore cuz ur gone and it hurts
Pain is toxic to the brain
it’s a never ending curse, I know
I just wanna stop the time
throw it in reverse n go

Fuck this stupid life
It’s not worth it in the end
I don’t even feel like I’m alive 
Think it’s better if I’m dead

I know if you were here you would’ve tried to save me
But I’m worthless as I am now grab the knife I think am ready 

I wonder if your waiting
Or if I’m off to nothing 
But I rather rest in darkness
Then live with all the suffering

I’m a lost soul 
I’m a black hole 
Deep in darkness I’ve been drowning 
N I lost hope
You wanna die bro?
I’m afraid so
That’s what I told my best friend about a year ago
x2

LXST SOUL (Prod. ApolloYoung)

*cough* uhg 

Lyrics:
we ride or die
got no alibi 
yea we own the night
stay cold like semper fi
bitch i told you twice
fuck you won't sympathize 
i don't need those vibes
i stay by my side            

i been doing this since like 3 am
i been taking hits now my sights won't set
dopamine and bliss i'ma slit a wrist dissect
you not fucking with my kicks but i'm fucking with your kids mindset
Eiffel 95 with the sfx
i been Michael with the slide cos i'm bad on set
keep it solo when i'm high mirror my duet
committed mental suicide then i got that check
riding fast burning rubber like my lungs on speed
i get some cash then greed i need some pcp
i got a bucket list a drugs an a ecg
it clocking 303 my heart be pumping keys
fuck

splitting
key locks
i'ma deep fuck
in my Rebocks
eat rocks
running each dog
till they see god
epoc
ghillie in the mist
we deceive cogs
part the machine
they the cattle
for the queen
i'ma reject
i don't need your respect
keep it close to my soul
that's my fucking secret
i don't plan on getting old
and losing all my meaning
i'll be seeking 
i'll be fiending
fuck

i like how she thinking
make shit complicated don't it
she like what i'm drinking
she just want a night up on it
we the Ronin
you'll see me roaming
we be Ronin
we overdosing yuh

we ride or die
got no alibi 
yea we own the night
stay cold like semper fi
bitch i told you twice
fuck you won't sympathize 
i don't need those vibes
i stay by my side             

we ride or die
got no alibi
yea we own the night
stay cold like semper fi
bitch i told you twice
fuck you won't sympathize
i don't need those vibes
i stay by my side 

kill a track done it
now i be closing the distance
see the black coming 
who knows if i ever existed
split timelines
we split lines every time
i'll cover this case
if you cover my mind
with cement i repent
for the mask i was sent
but it stayed so
i use it abuse it
and fade

every light that i see
just send another ray
and they cut through my flesh
we the best fillet flayed
not afraid to get wet 
so i swim in the shade
on the drink not extinct
i just lost track a days 
couldn't think at the brink
in a cyanide haze
going blind by the sight of my ways
so said fuck it i'll up it and take

Phase Away (Prod. Marrasfall)

Shade Apollo

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