what

my first ever live show! 

(some are missing because some are unrealeased and the released ones are not on soundcloud) (sorry i will do better at putting my music in one place) 
LOVE YOU ALL

PAYU& MUSIC NIGHT 5/26

hotpink.mp69

prod etc by me :@

]]]]]]   i-i-i-illghosts 
my charm is back think i wanna write about u 
im so attached please dont leave here im still new -
- ill deny until i dont have feelings for u i can soak it up
 and say i never thought about u if u get sad ill write about but tbh i dont think that i will tell u
dont talk to me 🤨i like it better when we talk less🤨 but if its ok but in my head we re kinda more than friends
dont wanna see u if u confessed ill guess ur lyingcos i dont think im attractive and i slouch alot am i good enough
i need to get this out my headbut u look good w ur new hair 
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confessionsoftheindenial  this song as a whole is v out of character
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1s8sS-Ezegf1wc8cP7YpnwlUqPS3tusfb/view?usp=sharing


:-] s/o tendō forinspo on jap piano

Charm '~'

check out their bandcamp: https://nounss.bandcamp.com/
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i do not own this song and im not trying or making any money off any of this, if any artist has a problem with having their music on here please feel free to message me and ill remove it as soonest posible, thanks for checking my page out, have a great day!

Nouns - I Feel As Though I've Failed

BETTER VER: https://soundcloud.com/afamana/go-ahead-lose-a-friend-remix

I’ve been thinking about you lately 
And the thoughts just drive me crazy
Cause you’ve been talking about me daily
Like we never really met

They all act like they don’t know me
And the thought just drives me crazy
Well I guess they just don’t deserve me
As I say it all over again

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend 
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Go ahead lose a friend for your boyfriend
Just don’t show up and think that I could be your bridesmaid

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Just don’t show up when you’ve broke up and you’re lonely
You’ll probably miss me and say shit things like you’re sorry

I thought we were kinda pretty
And the thoughts just drive me crazy
But I don’t care about you lately
They said I should act more friendly 
(so)
Maybe ill dive right in the pool of telling myself
I’m not the fool
Maybe ill dive right in the pool of

Try living in a new city
Again and again and again

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend 
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Go ahead lose a friend for your boyfriend
Just don’t show up and think that I could be your bridesmaid

Go ahead lose a friend for your girlfriend
Everyone around me all just acts the same
Just don’t show up when you’ve broke up and you’re lonely
You’ll probably miss me and say shit things like you’re sorry


Bet if I told them I cried
They would know that you lied
So go put up a smile
And live a good lie

Bet if I told them I cried
They would know that you lied

Grow up grow up
This songs for you
This songs for her too
Maybe I’m not the best
But at least I’m not a mess for you

sadi

go ahead lose a friend

hellooo (lyrics below)

its been so long 
your hairs gone long
we never talk cos it seems so wrong
still sing the songs
we sang along to
and no-one knew
they dont need to

we never talk
cos it seems so wrong
we act as if 
we dont get along
think its better for now
but i feel so numb
how about you?
how are u?

why cant i just tell my day to you
just like we always do
and youll tell ur day and we’ll be okay
but now it sounds so rude

guess we’ll never be the same

u act like u felt nothing?
but i swear we felt something
what was that for?

was it true, i have no clue
u could tell it just between us two
i want to talk this through
we need to talk this through 

why cant i just tell my day to you
just cos i want to
we’re better off just thinking we both changed
dont u think that too?

guess we’ll never be the same
and ill always feel this way

and ill always feel this way
but im hoping im okay
ill be okay , ill be okay

numb

anjay sadi

https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap

go ahead lose a friend /remix\ ft. shadeeqap

half-assed remix w shitty 808s

shadee : https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap

shadeeqap - numb (eggboi remix)

https://soundcloud.com/shadeeqap
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[Lyrics]
i think its cool that we care about eachother silently
its getting dark but its so hard for me to fall asleep
cos in my mind ur still the guy i know u used to be
失敗したけど謝った方がいい

drink coke 毎日
カルピスを飲んでしまって
smoke cigs 毎日
talk about me cos i wont be there

u think ur so damn cool and think u have a clue 
but you
smoke cigs 毎日
talk about me cos i wont be there 
cos i wont be there

in my mind ur still the guy i know u used to be
i dont mind if we dont meet till we get our degree :(
i know love is the answer
but i dont think that counts for you 

drink coke 毎日
カルピスを飲んでしまって
smoke cigs 毎日
talk about me cos i wont be there

u think ur so damn cool and think u have a clue 
but you
smoke cigs 毎日
talk about me cos i wont be there 
cos i wont be there 


# artcover.lyrics,instruments by shadeeqap

drink coke 毎日 -shadeeqap&afamana

octi - Need 2 Glo Hardcore #freestyle @byyykramer

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