Beat made by DutchRevz. Vocals and mastering done by me

MEAN [Prod. DutchRevz]

The original beat was done by Evan Cernetic. mixing, mastering, and cover art were done by me. This was originally the 1st song I ever made.

NIHILISM HILL [Prod. Evan Cernetic]

The original beat was done by ROKUJIZOU. mixing, mastering, and cover art were done by me. Got new equipment when I did this project.

link to my yt channel : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeuZZs68ka-W99uHHnEPd-g

link to original instrumental : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K8l00e6snIc&list=PLwatVp0wBXGNzTNnBtCx5l8FVvcepn0P-&index=5

roku jizou's channel : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeuZZs68ka-W99uHHnEPd-g

Vows [Prod. by ROKUJIZOU]

original beat made by trulyakira, everything else by me

Song that plays when a fish sees the aquarium light [PROD. trulyakira]

Just the instrumental if you dont like my vocals

Pick Me (instrumental)

Pick Me

rain check volume 1

GOOD 4 ME

Better for you

How do you do it
Your always on my mind
Now I see it
A blessing in disguise
Why do I feel this
This pain that’s deep inside
When he calls you “his”
When you should’ve been mine

Oh if it’s me that gonna have to stay and run (stay and run)
Oh won’t you please make it just be easier said than done

If I can’t be in a world where I’m holding you 
(Where i’m holding you) (Where i’m holding you)
All I can see turns into blue turns into blue
There ain’t nothing (there ain’t nothing)
there ain’t nothing more i can do
But to try make his world better for you

How does he do it
Does he love the way you smile
If I’m different
Why am i there when your down
If I don’t fit in
I’ll leave to make some room
For your story, that only fits for two

Oh if it’s me that has to stay on the run
Can it just be easier said than done

If I can’t be in a world where I’m holding you 
(Where i’m holding you) (where i’m holding you)
All I can see has turned into blue turned into blue
There ain’t nothing, there ain’t nothing
there ain’t nothing more i can do
But to try make his world better for you
(better for you)
But to try make his world better for you
(better for you)
But to try make his world better for you

Better 4 U

Music produced by me
Video made with FL Studio ZGameEditor Visualizer plugin

Video effect author credits: 
Youlean Image Rotation - Youlean 
FrameBlur - Cynex 
TextTrueType - Ville

Lyrics:

Stuck in suspension,
In the water’s reflection.
I can see I ain’t your type,
But I’ll still sing the songs you like,
In every dimension.
You’ve got my attention,
But it all ends the same way,
It’s the consequence I’ll pay.

Tears lost in the rain,
Why don’t you feel the same
As I do (as I do)?

When we hop out, we’re blending in,
Better keep it low brow, we can’t hint.
Always ride alone now, I can’t win.
Water’s getting cold now, I can’t swim.
Love would keep me happy, keep me bliss.
Better you don’t know how, you make me wish.
All the lonely nights now, I reminisce.
All the smallest details, I pray you miss.

So please,
Can you hear me?
Can you hear my heartbeat pound?
When you’re there, I find my smile.
So please,
Can you heal me?
I’ve been falling twice as hard.
Even when you’re here, I feel apart.

Tears lost in the rain,
Why don’t you feel the same
As I do (as I do)?

When we hop out, we’re blending in,
Better keep it low brow, we can’t hint.
Always ride alone now, I can’t win.
Water’s getting cold now, I can’t swim.
Love would keep me happy, keep me bliss.
Better you don’t know how, you make me wish.
All the lonely nights now, I reminisce.
All the smallest details, I pray you miss.

Between atoms,
Between hearts.
Better dance
In the dark.
Stay away,
Stay apart,
Like the space
Between the stars.

SHADE IMRAN

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