Made for me

Don't Say

w/ @t1gerstar
cover art by @aithuia
prod: me & @aithuia

lyrics:
(polar)
you think im perfect, im not perfect
you think it hurts, but on the surface
its not bad

try and lie and say its worth it
close your doors do i deserve this
its not bad

you love to play
you love to play
and i can tell that
you hate the way
you hate the way
you recognize my
every mistake that i make
its amplified by every word that you say
and im feeling the weight

its not bad

(tigerstar)
tell me all the things you want and i'll try to be that
get rid of and scrap the shit that has no meaning
promise im alright
i'll be good for awhile
until i become someone who you would wanna
save a seat and space for and more cus u want me here
everybody wants that one person they know they can't have
but its really not bad
its just that i made it up in my head and you dont see it

even if the surface says a different thing
if i was really suffering i'd suck it up and say
it's not bad

Im trying not to freak out even though its the worst pain
I can hold your hand and bleed out and i would still say its not bad

surface w/ tigerstar

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way to go (p slicky)

Seltzer

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Lyrics:
I get home 
Telephone rings
Im convinced that there’s a spirit inside 
I’m convinced that there’s some meanness in me 


I can’t take 
That all things end
I’m convinced that there’s a magnet inside 
Pushing good, pulling bad things in 


But if it pleases you, honey
If it pleases
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 


I said something
I shouldn’t have had
I get scared that well I need you too much
I get scared that maybe needing is bad


And I get numb
And we do it over and over again
When it’s bad I just push it inside
Is it bad that I just put it inside?


But if it pleases you, honey
If it pleases
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 
If it pleases
If it pleases
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it 
Well, I’ll do my best to bear it
 
If it please
If it please
If it please
If it please

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coogie

Stream

Doc Whiler by Alex Banin
Written Alex Banin
Produced Aly Lakhani & Max Vossberg
Extra Vocals greek
Mixed Aly Lakhani 
Mastered Matt Hennessey for VSOP Studios

Doc Whiler

VIRGINIA CREEPER

Sandhills

Back Then

Future Reference

Searching For Yourself (feat. Raveena)

produced/mixed by @daywxtch
written by @daywxtch

_________________
i need to find me, quit tryna find you
i did my due, i did my due diligence
but it couldn't even fix this affliction i've been feeling
i just wanna get fucked and sedated

don't ask me to be here, i can't feel
I CAN'T FEEL!

two am, i stay up
i just wanna feel young

i wake up tryna fuck in the function
can't function without my phone
i don't answer questions, can't handle it
i like to bite my tongue

don't come to me with problems, i won't solve 'em
probably make it worse
pep talking myself, i'm tryna make it out from worse
i'm so tired of running from what i did, but i'm taking it to
the grave

pick it up
i'll pick it up

don't ask me for something, you can teach yourself
i'll be there to help, don't have anything else to do
when the world revolves around you
you'll find a way to me
and baby who's to say that i'm not faking this
the older i get the more it hurts and the more they break me in
wish i could revert, but it's set in stone
in fact it's in the pavement
course it's gotta be the very one i walk one
tired of people thinking that i don't even try hard
tired of people thinking that i don't even know how
agonizing their trivializing is 
to me

find a way

Aphid (feat. Dijon)

The Burden of Fever Dreams

WANNAGO?

Priorities

Come On (You Know That Im A Fool)

Wheel

Untitled

A Museum Of Contradiction

Isn't It So Convenient

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I would love you anyway
Even if you cannot stay
I think you are the one for me
Here is where you ought to be
I just want to satisfy you
But you're not mine, I can't deny it
Don't you hear me talking, baby?
Love me now, or I'll go crazy

Oh oh, sweet thing
Oh, you know you're my everything
Oh oh, sweet thing
Oh, you know you're my everything

I wish you were my lover
Act so undercover
To love you, child, my whole life long
Be it right or be it wrong
I'm only what you make me, baby
Walk away, don't be so shady
I don't want your mind, don't want your money
These words I say, they may sound funny but

Oh oh, sweet thing
Oh, you know you're my everything
Oh oh, sweet thing
Oh, don’t you know you're my everything

You are my heat, you are my fire
You make me weep with strong desire
To love you, child, my whole life long
Be it right or be it wrong
I just want to satisfy ya
Though you're not mine, I can't deny it
Don't you hear me talking, baby?
Love me now, or I'll go crazy

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