The Epitome of Depression

KILL YOURSELF Part I: The $uicide Saga

KILL YOURSELF

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Gray/Grey

KILL YOURSELF (PART II)

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My Liver Will Handle What My Heart Can't

KILL YOURSELF (Part III)

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[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]

hate me or love me
no i don't care it's the same thing
.45 in your face have a great day
*59 be the set bitch i stay grey
okay here i come with the AK
okay Yung Plague got a blank slate
no cake Yung Plague got a blank plate
so grey Yung Plague got to break banks
no pain but i numb myself anyway
renegade gotta get away so i levitate
the human race gotta find a way to renovate
keep it simple bitch i think i'm fuckin Hemingway
gotta find a bitch that i can penetrate
let her know i ain't goin to inseminate 
separate then tell her to go meditate
she got depressed and overdosed now all she do is vegetate

[Verse 2: $lick $loth]

okay hold up
run up in the spot this a stick up
tie the bitch up
time to re-up
hit em with that onomatopoeia
when i speak up bitch i'm Jesus out the freezer because i'm fucking cold
dead
better yet a threat to any motherfucker coming at the fucking set
the $carecrow made out of roaches and locusts
smokers who make waves like Moses no motive
fuckin some coeds that think i'm a poet
but fuck it i pour it til i'm slumped and loaded
reachin my lowest they think i'm heroic
funny to me but they think that i'm chosen
illusions illusions pollutin the humans
one bullet away from my problem's solution
sippin on Houston while i rot and ruin 
almight *59 bitch i die for my union

Now the Moon's Rising

TO HAVE AND HAVE NOT

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[Verse 1: Yung Mutt]

Ruby steady swervin down this muddy road
whip got like 100 spokes
my gas tank needle doesn't show how much gas i'm about to blow
told $lick don't roll down the windows
we'll probably drown just for your info
he rolled the bitch down and let in the minnows
the velvet seats ruined 
they used to be pimp though
swam out the whip
hold my breath 
count to 10
guess this it so we left
got to swim to the surface before we start breathin in water
looked up and saw the sun fade i'm a goner
lay me down along the bottom of the lake
forever hauntin Pontchartrain until i rise up out my grave

[Verse 2: Yung $carecrow]

comin up out them ditches under bridges in the 7th Ward
lurkin back out the cut
creepin with Mutt ridin down St. Bernard
xanax bars
chevy cars
plenty broads
curve em all
was born to to fall
on a good day i crawl
that cocaína drippin out my nose
pour my 4's in Aquafina
it ain't no secret everybody know that ima a fiend
that weapon keepin 
always sleepin with my loaded nina
Yung Emphysema always smokin on that Hiroshima

UNDERWATER MALIBU

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[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]

i got a drip catch me duckin
all of these bitches ain't fuckin me no
can't hold a conversation with no one but my cousin
he tell me don't worry the money is comin
these bitches is comin
the only question i got now is will i see it before i end up dead in the ground?
lay low at the bottom of a tulip bed
they know Ruby got a lot of useless thread
cut me open let me rest
there ain't nothin in my chest
a hollow cage that caused my death
i'm hauled away just pause my breath

[Verse 2: Yung $carecrow]

woke up dope sick with a cut wrist
lil bad bitch sayin here's a plot twist
when you cut it you weren't even a lil piss
just a grin on your face sayin watch this
now i'm sittin back thinkin how sick am i?
but that went away the moment i got high
i'm sayin' now what it do? who are you?
get the fuck out my livin room
get the fuck out my mental too
what bitch? you can't hear when i talk to you?
now i'm back to square one with my hand on the gun
mommy screamin son don't do it
i love you
don't do it
don't do it
don't do it
i can't help this feelin
don't you see that i need all these prescriptions
this ain't no livin
it's a vision of the vicious cycle that is my addiction

LOW KEY

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[Verse 1: Lord of Loneliness]

allow me to collect myself
i'm all over the place
put my brain on the shelf
throw me away
throw me away
my hands always hiding my face never knew why
i guess it's cause i feel erased
sever new ties
i'm best when i feel i'm replaced
get the glue
might have to clean up this mess tonight
black skies
not a star in sight
that's why i get scarred from light
my demons escape to the place where there's blue skies
they leave me behind with no trace
get the noose tied
my neck snapped and my body hangs in the new light
the end only comes when it's time

[Verse 2: Yung Lowdown]

baby, i've longed to see you
baby, can't think of nothing but you
i'm caged in
walls cave in
sinking I, I can't swim
do you think of me when you're fucking him?
do you think of...
...because it's only you i want
i'm hurting, i can't front
seems like i can't get enough of you ripping me apart
you got me broken and on my own
hoping you call my phone
wait, you're blocked because i'm trying to move on
to be frank, i fell in love with a hoe
but, i need you

Eternal Grey

LEAVE YOUR THINGS BEHIND II

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[Verse 1: Ruby da Cherry]

wake up with an ache that fades
pop two pills with gatorade
round my neck hangs gator fangs
might reveal more at a later date, but i don't know
Yung $now kind of go with the flow
bring a hoe back stage
tell her "tell me everything you know about life"
then i bounce
Roxy's hitting hard
i'm feeling fucking sick
ima have to smoke a half an ounce just to balance it out
Ruby backing out
Ruby blacking out
falling fucking deeper 
I think Ruby cashing out
the grass is always greener when the gave is lacking crowds
look who's laughing now
an audience cracking up
you can let the curtains down now
i wallow in sorrow
ain't no tomorrow
missed a call from $lick and woke up in a gown, how?

[Verse 2: Lil' Remains]

i just bought 10 Roxys
call up Oddy then i crush it up
Chronic laced with something
I'm like fuck it let me hit the blunt
rolling down your block 
it ain't shit for the set to crush it up
told that bitch "get out my ear"
she need to chill and hit the blunt
xanax bars up in my drink
before i pour 'em, crush it up
we never fucked with you fuckboy
don't act like you can hit the blunt
take that motherfucking bat upside your skull and crush it up
so full of them drugs, i might throw up
i knew i shouldn't have hit the blunt

O PANA!

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[Verse 1: Lil' Lonely]

Ruby stay at home on a Friday night
hoes blow up my phone
tell em that i'm quite alright
i might forget that my pimp game is weak sometimes
and if you slip you fall in love
now she's gone
now i gotta ball
flex on Adderall
sex on Tramadol
i guess i'll try em all
as i recollect the records i collect
most of the artists wished for an early death
i will give it my all
yes, i will give it my best
anything to replace all the static in my chest
but i know she won't be home
i feel so fucking broke
i'm lethal
i'm bleed foam and seep smoke

[verse 2: Anthony Mars]

trying to join the 27 club
so many times tried to get off the subs
yung inebriated/lil' half cut
both knees are shaking from the mass drugs i put in my body everyday
daily
ex on my mind when i start masterbating
somebody save me because i have no patience
when it comes to death i'm not trying to be waiting
not trying to be slaving for no vacation
not trying to be you or that bitch that you're dating
save all the faking
i'm just rolling, smoking with my two cups
still losing
in between if i will fold or blow up $uicide is what I'm choosing

LUCKY ME

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[Verse 1: Big Grieve]

creeping out the motherfucking tomb
lil' $lick been cursed since the womb
riding in the vette in the projects
couple pills in me with a cocked tec
trigger finger itching from the hi-tech
junkie with a $uicide mindset
aiming for a motherfucking cops head
murder! murder! murder!
now they're all dead!
burning the crucifix
spit on your grave, lil bitch
$carecrow don't give a fuck
eyes rolling back while i'm whipping the lac
we the sharks and we smell some blood
underwater full of slaughter
Grey *59 the gods of horror
kill the priest and burn the alter
see the greys creeping out the corner

[Verse 2: Yung Mutt]

pussy tryna throw some shade, but i'm shrugging
throw shade at ruby you gon have to find a way to block out the sun or something
now that pussy boy struggling
mutt in his bitch now that pussy boy wondering
cut in his wrists got that pussy boy stumbling
all these suckers wanna hate
i ain't gonna lie it makes my fucking day
if it fucking escalates hand Yung Simmie a banana clip
yelling out RIP as the chopper spray
7th ward lord got a grave full of fuckboys buried by the lake
7th ward lord gotta pay
if you want to be a boss hog instead of a fucking slave

275 $UICIDE (FEAT. YUNG SIMMIE)

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[Verse 1: Northside Shawty]

it's that motherfucking hot boy bouncing off the northside
fuck em like KY
murder with no alibi
pawn to the game
hit a vein with a prick
might leave you rotten with them maggots in a ditch
but you got to be real to be a northside killer
got to be real to be a 7th ward hitter
got to be real to be a west bank killer
$uicide off the porch
we them triple 6 sinners
migity motherfucker what don't you understand?
i'm slickity sloth the fucking slenderman
motherfuck you
no i can't fuck with you
i done glo'd up and you acting real bitter
child ass motherfucker let me call a babysitter
before you throw another shot maybe you should reconsider
we the grey to the grave, the clip to the mac
we the ones who run the race
you the ones we overlap

[Verse 2: 7th Ward Lord]

yung pimp from Gentilly
where the concretes littered with them empty Philly blunt wraps, where the liquor floods
racks in my safe kept safe
7th ward by the lake
come and see bitch i'm sick like a plague
hold up lil woadie
that ain't what he told me
uptown killers by the river is nothing holy
except for your white T
red dots bleeding in the hot sun
time to grab an ice tea
survival is unlikely
gorilla in the tank yelling "where they at?!"
reminiscent of the 1990s
platinum fucking blades chopping up the tracks
hoodrats acting fiesta
murder murder nightly
if you from the 7th ward won't you make noise?
them fucking grey gorillas by the lake, $uicideboy$
if you from the northshore won't you make noise?
them fucking grey gorillas by the lake, $uicideboy$
if you from the west bank won't you make noise?
them fucking grey gorillas by the lake, $uicideboy$
if you from the crescent city won't you make noise?
them fucking grey gorillas by the lake, $uicideboy$

ELYSIAN FIELDS

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[Verse 1: Yung $now]

fucking with the clique, we got a problem
throw em in the dirt and then burn up a fucking dollar
show em what he's worth when he's six feet in the earth
since birth yung plague been rising up out the bottom
all hail the one with the long tail
7 headed dragon breathing fire
make you all bail
all hail to the frozen shogun
slice a frozen ocean open
throw em in and then claim it was all a tall tale
no treasure in my chest
all that is left is a half blacked heart that's decaying
it barely pumps
blood stuck in clumps
what i'm paying for pills all this pain should be numb or delaying
that's it!
i've had enough i'm going to grab my wrist and slash it
don't need a napkin
put me in the casket
ruby dead and bloody matching with the fucking maggots

[Verse 2: Pontius Pilate]

god of the sun 
bitch i shine like the summer
gripping the ak
hanging out the hummer
sent here to make all these pussy boys suffer
reign over the grey and strike fear with the thunder
i am the darkness and i am the negligent
now you not relevant
out of your element
father forgive them for thinking they testing me
father forgive them whenever they rest in peace
smoke in my lungs swallowed pills in my throat
my antidote for that murder he wrote
stuck on this road, i just want to go home
stuck on this dope, and i can't leave it alone
knot in the rope
end my life with a slice
flies will arise when i die by tonight
live by the knife, bitch i been paid the price
you can see death when you look in my eyes

WATER $UICIDE (FEAT. CHRIS TRAVIS)

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[Verse 1: $lick $loth]

pale faces that surround me
eyes looking like round three
cup looking like nose bleed
only sipping hydrocodeine
Da$h riding, ruby sitting shotty
they said "you see em?"
i said "i got 'em"
bottom lurkers
snakes out the lake
ball and chain ain't no escape
fuck the fame i just want the change
fuck the name i just want a grave
spit in your face
grey be the apes
you sipping grape? i don't want a taste
cooking dance when i cook the base
hit the lace, now i'm feeling spaced
you see the tape where the bodies lay
you say you real but i see the fake
fuck out of my face
yeah, so
am i in love with drugs? yeah hoe
all my plugs got a mug on the record
war zone in the slums like a desert

[Verse 2: Oddy Nuff da $now Leopard]

$uicideboy$ still alive
why haven't they died?
17 more minutes until i'm bled dry
got to get my head right
tighten up the noose, now my neck's tied
no more breath hiding in my lungs
i'm feeling calmer
i am the shepherd with a flock of sheep claiming they want the slaughter
fathers sacrificing their daughters so their sons don't have to be offered up
i often off em anyway because i am the sole marauder
i toss em off and sail away to the devil to barter
take em underwater
take em to the alter of hell and let them wander while the devil separates the martyrs
whoever's left will be turned into walkers and crawlers
wait until the sky is darker
now they are ready for departure
ruby the fire starter
ruby the one who lets em all burn
screaming "Ruby fuck my bitch!"
i tell em all to wait their turn
snap my fingers
now they're feeling how the flames burn, then i extinguish them and assume that it's a lesson learned

UGLIER (FEAT. DA$H)

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[Verse 1: Yung $carecrow]

bitch boy back up off me before you catch these hands
you're in the pit
don't give a shit and off a couple tabs
extend my fist and bust his lip
fuck no, i can't relax
put on my mask and rob the trap just so i can relapse
coming to end your fucking life
straight out the fire to terrorize
look in my eyes
this your demise
fuckboys going to die
straight out the wild
bound for the mile
$lick the mortified
the devilish child with a crooked ass smile
welcome to the night

[Verse 2: Shawty Burn-a-Church]

grey blade
grey came rag wrapped around my face
yung plague dodging ammo
animal instinct to erase
dragon asking blunt in my fucking talons
grab em
drag em to the fire
let em burn up
we ignite em
plague robbing grave
laced blunts with fuckboy brains
plague up in flames
let the ash rain
ash king reins
plague so fucking insane
don't touch my fucking lane
don't brush my fucking mane
go tuck your fucking chain 

I WANT TO BELIEVE

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[Verse 1: Romeo da Black Rose]

catch me in the back in all black
i be that shadow hovering just like the shallow end bubbling up with blood and guts
i used to be known as a shark attack, but now i'm hot like the cherry on my bitch's blunt wrap because i am the wave
yung plague the hurricane
i am the wave as i crash on the shore flooding the trail you paved
move out my way bitch
i'm making a stain
bleach aint the way to remove all the grey
hating because i took the wind out of your sails
now you're dried up and salty because i am the wave
i was the shipwreck, but then i sank
full moon hope you don't cry wolf
high tide in the snake's nest i'm the mongoose
sunset you can see the blue sky dilute as i blow another grey cloud
hanging my noose

[Verse 2: Yung Christ]

fuck do you mean we not running the scene?
took us only one year to be underground kings
straight out of hell with the intent to sell
yall been doing this shit since the year 2012
fuck do you mean when you say you don't see us
that grey that surrounds you created by Jesus
but Jesus is me i'm Yung Christ
i'm that leader
better be careful when threading that needle
word around town lil slick got a murder charge
whipping cop cars while i'm gone off them xanny bars
don't you fucking reach for life
bitch take this knife
tape his mouth and cut the lights
time for the last rites

ECLIPSE

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[Verse 1: Lil Famine]

smoke lines on my face from the cigarettes always burning
combination of the drugs and the chronic got me slurring
it's that don't fear no busta
187 a sucka
kill a motherfucker
climbing out of nothing
me love to kill a rat
me smoking on a sack
turn me into psychopath
chomp chomp
eat another xan
me don't fear no man that can bleed like i can
rag on my face like i am taliban
this lean is the ocean and i am the sandman
hold up let me glo up
ruby with the stance while my eyes steady rolling
oozing get the bands while i stick up and i hold em
screaming "fuck the man" when the middle fingers go up
that redrum that redrum
written all on my bedroom

[Verse 2: The $uicidal $hepherd]

i been picking flies off the eyelids of sinners' kids
coming to claim your religion
opinion formed by television
never listen to the voices inside of your fucking head
i died and now i'm dead
what is life when you're in debt yo the reaper?
fuck a hole dig deeper whether it is in the ground or spread apart by bitch's fingers
let me linger
hook, line, and sinker
trained by the teacher
raped by the preacher
not saved by the leader
put a blade to his neck
told him "run away and never look back. that's a threat"
then i turned to the flock and said "you're no longer oppressed"
but they follow me anyway
never taught to think for themselves
belt tied around my neck
i'm the $uicidal $hepherd
$now Leopard bounce a check
hot boy bitch i'm peppered
never gave a fuck what i bitch boy got to say
he can never levitate from out his motherfucking grave

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[Verse 1: 7th Ward Charizard]

Bitch, i be that 7th ward dragon
Make a wish, I'll fucking grant
$uicide taken for granted
Burn a fuckboy until he's blackened
Burn a fuckboy until he's charred
7th ward charizard
Bitch, i break the fucking law by pulling over cop cars
Fuck a pig trying to cuff my wrist
Then he saw the slit
"oh shit! this that oozing motherfucker from the pit!"
7th ward lord grab his sword and sliced a fucking bitch
Now I'm swerving in the 'vic about to ride off of a cliff, bitch

[Verse 2: Lil' Half Cut]

Break the law say fuck a pig
Always on that devil shit
Killers from the northside rolling in the 7th bitch
Buck em down and bust em
Baptized in that tussah
Half cut getting masked up coming to rush 'em
Passing judgement on a bitch
Throw em in the river
$uicidal killer better known as $lick the ripper
Stoned to the bone
Me and oozing got the thrown
All alone with the tone
Let the bullets take me home, yeah

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VERSE I: RUBY DA CHERRY

they figure me a dead motherfucker
romeo da black rose
shedding petals
hold me over until they finish digging me a hole
i need a new beginning so i tip toe behind my foe's bitch
unzip, i'm throwing it into that bitch's hole
calling all my enemies the same place where that dick go
fuck an online pussy boy 
talking shit
acting like it was a brick thrown through a window
sticks and stones might break my bones
but words will never hurt me
some slick hoes might catch me froze but soon they will desert me
get rich blow that smoke in o's
don't ever act so thirsty
sick diss though
fuck all this 
slowly die before i'm 30

VERSE II: SLICK SLOTH
isn't it so convincing how that blade slide across my throat
coke residue all in my nose
couple graves dug for my foes and it goes on and on
my girlfriend calling my phone
ain't seen her in about a week
this depression got me weak
ever wake up everyday and you want to die?
life going good 
can't figure out why
blank walls all around me keep the pills near by
play with the nine and then i close my eyes
$uicide only thing gonna gratify this urge to leave
can't you hear my plea?
i'm down on my knees

Tape

KILL YOURSELF (PART IV)

[VERSE I: $LICK $LOTH]

eyes stay bloodshot
both on fetty wap
let them roll back while them drugs do their job
same motherfuckers thinking that they still hot be the same motherfuckers i can't see at the top
6 double 6 til my crucifix
diagnosed a lunatic
blood on me no need to rinse
been dead for years no need to slit
suboxone strips so i don't slip
but all my cravings still exist
shit
sometimes i just need that fix
sometimes i just need that drip
voices say you need that bitch
convinced i'm made to die with it
scripts stay piled up with my sins
sniffing them pills all i feel is bliss
falling from a cliff no saving $lick
fate laid out no changing it
found my piece
accept it
that i am my own apocalypse

[VERSE II: RUBY DA CHERRY]

digital villain
the sin of the internet
your wifi password is incorrect throw up the set
G59 in full effect
cigarette smoke silhouette
me and slick sloth in the trunk of the vette with pouya in the front headed straight for the check
stains on the blades
no that ain't wet paint
that's your favorite fucking rappers brains on the pavement 
typical drug addict
fictional love at it's finest
i'm pissing away my whole life and it's fine because ruby the cherry is physical
i'm just a piece of shit trying to shine
ignorant swine
what a pitiful try
bitch i'm ripping out spines
$OUTH$IDE$UICIDE
sifting through pine just so i can get high one more time
let me shout i'm high til i die

KILL YOURSELF Part XVIII: The Fall of Idols Saga

I AM THE APOCALYPSE

[VERSE I: Lord of Loneliness]

It's lonely at the top
all of my enemies have been defeated
the crown has been sitting on my head for too long
it's starting to give me these legions
don't follow the crowd
the crowd is misleading
stay solo
surrounded by all of my demons
licking my wounds as they deepen
constantly feeding them all of my secrets
007
i got the golden gun
i got the golden
im busting
open up the door
I'm at my breaking point
I cannot take this shit no more
I'm ready to fucking explode
open up
knock knock
here comes the glock cocked
9 mili pop pop pop
oh no
making a mess
my aim ain't the best
I guess I should clean this all up and go home

[VERSE II: Yung Mane]

Percocet, Roxycodone, with some Xanax that I had crushed up in some dust
elevated to another dimension so I got a limp in my strut
I do not care to be here or be there
in the mean time, it seems that I'm stuck
swerving and crashing
that dying little bastard
Yung Christ, you address me as such
crazy little demon
they wave when they see me
face tatted from ear to ear
northside boy with a glock sized toy
if I cock it there's going to be tears here
manic depressive
when life is in session, I hide in a room that's as dark as me
dollar sign - B
and it's still F-T-P
fucking G-R-E-Y till I R-I-P

The Epitome of Depression

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