why am i alive

from dust to ash, dont you feel human ?
i dont feel like a man, just hide my silhouette
drenched my blood on my hands, i cant feel like you do
its a part of my plan

fantasize, my decline (decline) break on the way
waking up paralyzed, nah dead inside you wont know my name
we might die today, bloodied eyes full of your plague
talking to a gauge now, taking the blame you will know my name

dreading the end of the week
live a little and then let it repeat
im selling my life for a lil gram of weed
blurring myself out then go right to sleep

monday to monday with a single blink
i just wanna say i cant fucking think
i just wanna say i cant feel a thing
but its not what the fuck you think what the fuck you think no

im too lost in my mind (get away)
pulling me down i cant even climb (get away)
nothing to lose all i got is my high (get away)
lets scream our lungs out tonight

far too gone to save, realize
i seen you disappear from afar with my eyes

fantasize, my decline (decline) break on the way
waking up paralyzed, nah dead inside you wont know my name

whywon'tyou

Make It Through Fall

walked out

A Leaking Head IV: Aye Moe Kill Securîtî

Prep Wrath

dont be so mean(KZ10)

Come Over When You're Sober

save that shit (prod. smokeasac x iivi)

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

the two of us are dying soon

lyrics

broken
you were the only thing holding my life
i'm hoping
that you'd realize and take me back inside
i'm broken
you were the only one holding my mind
i'm hoping
that you would bring me back to life

you'll never know
how much you mean to me
i'll never sleep
without you in my dreams

you know that i know
when you look in my eyes
life's not the same
when you're not by my side
no one i'd rather be
spending my time
but loving you
has slowly been taking my life
know that we know
that you won't make the time
you'll never revoke
what you did to my mind
take a step back
and then you realize
the love that we had
has been buried alive

the two of us are dying

killstation - broken (prod. killstation)

NOT OK BUT ITS OK

Lil Happy Lil Sad - Find Myself

Come Over When You're Sober, Pt. 2

Life Is Beautilful

Life Is Beautiful

Taking Up Space

Downturn

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