Slow Poison

even though you used to call my name, 
i turned a cheek; i looked the other way
my hands are weak, my soul is laced with shame 
'cause i'm the only one whose left to blame 

it is what it is

Spotify: https://play.spotify.com/artist/6dJ1iY51ZgNt93gelvdF3k?play=true&utm_source=open.spotify.com&utm_medium=open

link to buy >>> https://vague003.bandcamp.com/album/thank-you-vague003-discography

vocals : @onlyevva

piano sample : @tul-pa : https://soundcloud.com/tul-pa/tulpa-friends-of-mine

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where do i go? (ft. tulpa and onlyevva) (NOW ON SPOTIFY AND ITUNES)

Juice WRLD - DARK PLACE (SuicidalEdit)

Legends

juice wrld - legends :(

dream of her

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

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Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

cet album est pour toi

my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you
my parents didn't want me why would you
you're the best so i will do, what i will do, for you

i've got problems in my brain, you,
help me ease the pain, 
help me numb it out when i been cryin in the rain cause
i've got these demons that i can't shake

show me what i face, show me what you love, promise not to break my heart </3

you deserve better

you deserve better (p. ocean)

Hope this helps the ones using drugs as a method to cope!
@keegan-hay3s

Bad Habits ft. Keegan Hayes (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

Some boring, Love Stories

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Life Is Changing | Feat. raynadayz & kinshii

i can't sleep (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

prod: @mental
mixed: @mental and @kammichaelmusic

mental was here OwO

Worried (prod. mental)

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~Lyrics~

There's a war inside my head
And I'm drowning in regret
When the lights come down, got an empty crown

My body's missing pieces
Can't pull it all together
My body's missing pieces
I wish I could remember 

My body's missing pieces
Can't pull it all together
My body's missing pieces
I wish I could remember

There's a war inside my head
And I'm drowning in regret
When the lights come down, got an empty crown

Gouldian Finch 3

empty crown

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YAS - empty crown

Now on SPOTIFY & APPLE etc.

Produced by: @otterpop123 Feat. @beabadoobee
Suggested from Martin <3

Lyrics:

Hook

Dont stay awake for too long
Dont go to bed
Ill make a cup of coffee for your head
Ill get u up and going out of bed

v1
I don’t wanna fall asleep
I don’t wanna pass away
Thinking of r future cuz 
Ill never see those days

I don’t know why this has happened
But I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best
But u know that I’m not perfect

Ive been praying for forgiveness
you’ve been praying for my health
when I leave this earth
Hoping you’ll find somebody else

Cuz ya we still young
Theres so much we haven’t done
Getting married
Start a family
Watch ur husband with his son

I wish it could be me
But I won’t make it off this bed
Hope I go to heaven so I see u once again

Ya my life was kind of short
But I got so many blessings
happy u were mine 
it sucks that its all ending

v2
Im happy that u here w me
Sorry if I tear up
When me and u were younger
U would always make me cheer up

taking goofy videos
And walking through the park
U would jump into my arms 
Every time u heard a bark

We would cuddle in your sheets
Sing me sound asleep
And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03

Sundays go to church
Mondays watch a movie
soon you’ll be alone
Sorry that u have to loose me

death bed | Feat. beabadoobee

i know you so well, so well
i mean, i can do anything that he can
i've been pretty

i'll be feelin' pain, i'll be feelin' pain just to hold on
and I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

the vocals are from a cover of "jocelyn flores" by xxxtentacion performed by phelto

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QkFSyHHRiU4

i know you so well

Produced by @user-949132137
Featuring @kammichaelmusic and @beabadoobee

Out on Spotify and Apple etc.

God can heal anything & everything

talk tomorrow | feat. Beabadoobee, Kam Michael (M.E.)

$olenza- Heaven or Hell (prod. Raspo)

i'm so sorry </3

ft. @powfu @mishaal

produced by con

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@rxseboy x @powfu x @mishaal - when we were 16 (prod. con)

drowning in my car because i opened the sun roof while its raining

another Powfu x Rxseboy collab with them lofi romantic vibes <3
Produced by Kiyoto <3

Slow Poison

Shahzaib Rizwan