My heart

I wanna feel your love
Deep inside where my heart beats and pumps with only The hope of feeling your love
I wanna live
But only live by your side
Let my conscious subside into suicide where it'll find your love in the afterlife 
Because when our palms are interlocked and time clocks
All I can think is... No 
I say no to the time passing because time ticks so fast 
I hear a tick and you're here
A tock and you're gone 
Kissing you sometimes feels like the last song and it's scary
Trying so hard with my feelings to marry to just burry 
Underneath a quick smile
Romance piles in my thoughts
Shocking myself with talks that only my soul had ever heard 
And now you've learned
You've learned my ways
You've learned my being
And for you, being me
That's all you could ask
So when it comes to loving you it's not a hard task because
For once, just waking up in the morning is good enough.. For someone 
For someone to look at me and say dang I love that girl and gaze 
Gaze ever so beautifully into my eyes
Instead of trying to penetrate what's in between my thighs
Making me feel like I can fly
Allowing me to never again have to wonder why
Why all them were the same before
Because they're not anymore 
Now that you've walked in my heart and locked the door all I can say is 
I'm thankful. 
Because with every breath of knowledge held deep between my breast 
As we hold each other chest to chest im reminded that you cannot do better than the best and what's more superior than the love we share
I've searched the planet here and there just looking for our love when all along it was right where I left it
So I had to resurrect it
And I promise now to protect it 
Validated now by self love
Educated by Gods love and 
Never separated is our love
You're amazing.. And not just any type of amazing
You're the type of amazing that makes me wake up in the morning with joy
Oh yes, this has surpassed temporary happiness
Overcome past sadness
For your type of amazing comes once in a lifetime
And I'm glad that lifetime Will be spent with you
Because there's nothing else I can do 
It's not something I can choose
But if I had to.. Id choose to love you
Because loving you is not my hobby
Though I love doing it even on my spare time
It's not a lullaby 
Though I love thinking of it at nighttime
But it's become my lifestyle because you see
A lifestyle is a style of life
And that's why my inner being has become grown to love the idea of being your future wife
Not now of course but down the line 
And it'll only get closer with time
Because time is on our side 
With every sunset and every moon rise 
We rise.. Together... Forever... 
And that's why these thoughts lather my heart and cleanse my soul
Washing away terrible nightmares untold 
Of what could happen
Or what should happen and the forsaken what would happen
For I'm focused on what is happening and that's love
And for me, that's enough
So you can think of this as poetry dedicated to
Or even think of me as a love drenched fool but there's one thing that's everlasting and everyday new
And that's the statement. The fact. I love you.


My Heart

Once upon a time a guy said that he loved me 
And of course being the dummy I believed him
Sunk like quick sand into his hands 
Held nothing but the sin 
Of lust and infatuation  
A drop of temptation 
And as I stood there beside him I swallowed a little bit of hesitation 
As he asked the question will you marry me 
I felt my knees get weak
My heart tweak
And a lump in my voice made it hard to speak
But suddenly mumbled out a strong yes. I said a yes to the thought of loving someone forever
But who knew I would spend forever with him. Cause I knew that I could have him whenever
It was just a matter of how I felt within
Because loving is easy but marriage is hard
And when the rough times gets going, I needed to know that the rough wouldn't tear us apart
Nowadays divorce is the dessert to the full course meal
Can't imagine the hurt and devastation that the word marry must feel
To some it's a game, now ain't that a shame
Cause the word marriage can be ripped up and spit out and the love remain
So someone tell me, is it a forever thing
Does marriage only mean something because we both wear our rings
On our left hand finger with a last name changed
Supposed to be faithful but you both play games
And then 7 months later signing papers
Now that's real lame 
I can't get down with the get arounds because my love is too real to not have you feel
Every ounce of emotion, every thought of commotion, every touch, every whisper, every wave in my ocean
Because the ocean in my heart runs deep and wide
And I took from an elder a while back old and wise who said
Take care of what you have now because it can be gone quick 
So I don't understand how these men and women can go out and do what they do then be back to their lover again. To me it's just sick. 
Stay true the hiccup in your heart that makes me smile because after a while that hiccup because a person. They call you fools in love because sometimes you won't think clear
You'll say what's on your mind without any fear
Without any holding back, without any thought to it
Because it's so easy to be sparaic and clueless and just do it
So yes, I'll be the fool. I'll be the dummy
But one thing I know, is that.. That man, will always love me.

Marriage

LALA.mp3

This is my spoken word piece titled "Love".  Let me know what you think!

Love

Sorry for such bad quality but soundcloud wouldn't let me directly upload it. So I was forced to record the song live. Hope you like it anyways! (=
-Koya

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Still developing my rapping/singing skills while mastering my spoken word ability. I love music and poetry. You're Welcome!

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