sylvie

+ lose it all +

if you tell me where
i got so much shit that i cannot share
you got problems and i got spare
so dont make me
lose it all
lose it all

if you couldnt tell
if you share ill share it all
do you feel at all?

i want it
i want it
i want
to see you let go

((if you tell me where
i got so much shit that i cannot share
you got problems and i got spare
so dont make me))

i want it
i want it
i want
i want

((lose it all
lose it all
lose it all
so dont make me))

lose it all
lose it all
lose it all

lose it all
lose it all
lose it all

so dont break me
so dont break me

<3

lose it all

@dobimusic
@itspinkybitch
play at max volume for maximum emotions

dobi - as we hang up a picture feat. azziah (remix)

happy new years
im having fun lmao
@jedwill1999
@camouflybeats

jedwill - garden (shameless. remix)

+ icarus +
moving on
a part of me hates how this shit turned to gold
walked out of heaven 
as i lose control
pardon me
its a part of me

holding on
you said it was easy
you said it was gold
so close to the sun 
and ill follow you home
but your just out of reach

~ will you stay ~ 

so please don't go
so please don't go

icarus

@50landing
@50landing
@50landing

chaotic cover/remix
<3

re:set (cover) - 50landing

guitars by @buzit0 <3

+ indifferent +

youre indifferent
im falling i feel alive
you told me "higher"
im sorry i failed you now 

youre so insistent
thats its all gonna be alright
for a second
then i watched it all burn

i watched it burn
you dont know how it felt to me
i watched the sunset
i wanna be alive
you dont know how it felt
i know how it felt to be alone

be alone
to be alone 
be alone

youre indifferent
im falling i feel alive
you told me "higher"
im sorry i failed you now

indifferent

safe with me

6/8 + 217.5
4/4 + 140

hbd mum thanks for everything <3

you know i'm just not about it
you tell me i'm not around it
i couldn't be 
i couldn't be
i couldn't be 

but you're safe with me
while the sea turns a royal
hoping we fall asleep 
just hoping we fall asleep

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you see that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

don't you know
how hard i tried
to fall in line
and stay inside
this empty place 
why'd you follow me?
why'd you follow me?
was it all for me?


you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

safe with me

artwork by @reksi420

=- inbetween -=

until i come through
you know it's hard
and i'll stay up
at night
i'm not gonna lie 

and i want to be the perfect me
i feel like i'm not in between 
you say that i'm gonna lie
but just follow me to the end 
you say that's it's all pretend
and i can't
wait for you
wait for you

i think i'm going insane
oh cause your so far away
snow covered roadways 
i dream
holding your hand
so follow me

these curses
keep me awake
i wish i knew it was fate
instead i fell inbetween 
what's right or wrong 
how would i know?

cause you say i'm not
and why you gonna lie
i don't know if i
wanna repay 
you

==i found you==

i'll call out 

i'll fall out

i'll call out

afraid now

==i found you==

inbetween

garden

hypochondriac (cover)

hyacinth --- artwork by @reksi420 --- additional guitars by @buzit0

you're my hyacinth  
that got away
from our promises
our promises

you're my hyacinth
growing out of place
I hope to god you'll stay

and i remember
wishing you were down by the lake
oh no
couldn't keep you up from drowning away
at all
finally gave up on your life
so don't wait
it's all good

now it's november 
and we're sitting outside in the rain
our voices tremble
you're whispering
!that's not what you said!
and i remember 
hoping that it'll come to an end
as we sway in the wind
close our eyes
as we sing 
about

and i can't believe 
your safe in my arms
time stops
to breathe
so just sway in the wind 
and don't worry
cause you've become so sweet
close your eyes 
fall asleep
have i found what i need?
as it rains down
i'm feeling all the pressure in my veins
now
i'm holding every moment to my chest
hearts beating with no rest
i've finally found my end

you're my hyacinth  
that got away
from our promises
i'll promise it

you're my hyacinth
growing out of place
I hope to god you'll stay

<3

hyacinth

windflower

@viznode
@viznode
@viznode

art by https://x.com/_exaflares

windflower

shameless. & viznode - windflower

drowning

dont make a sound
lets not make a sound
what about if our spirits fade?

please dont turn around
please
i dont want our luck
to fall
into faith and heavy burdens
so how about love?
it's tough
dont you know that it ruptures 
our hearts
into pieces

so tell me your secrets
was it all a lie
i dont wanna lie here
so tell me why
oh why
was i after your heart

dont make a sound
lets not make a sound
what about if our spirits fade?

dont make a sound
lets not make a sound
what about if our spirits fade?

drowning

influence - additional vocals by @pookikitty

so wait
another moment it's not too late
tearing apart 
we are losing faith
hold out your hand
lets run away

insane
yell at the sky
it's not the same!
crowded, encircled 
cry our names
look at my eyes 
don't turn away! 

right now you're
bleeding
our hands are
pleading
why is it
raining?
of all the places
let's not erase this

you're my influence 
you showed me hearts don't rot away
so hold my hand 
why so suddenly?
you're my influence 
oh tell me how u felt with me
when it all went to nothing
it didn't seem like it would all just go away
just go away
just go away
just go away
my influence

youre my hyacinth
that got away
from our promises
and ill promise it

youre my hyacinth
youre growing out of place
i hope to god youll stay

we're bleeding (just go away)

we're bleeding (just go away)

we're bleeding (just go away)

my influence

as our veins run dry
as our hearts collapse
and our worlds collide
where's the afterlife?

as the garden sleeps
and the oceans bleed
dont you worry dear
you're my everything

you're my everything

i looked in your eyes
and saw the world
collaspe
collapse
collapse

my influence

influence

haze

uneven, undone
it's helpless 
oh, love
we'll drown in the waves
pretend we're ok
our lungs out of air
we're fragile so scared
so don't let me go
now it's all just a haze
its all just a haze
its all just a haze
its all just a haze

we fell out the sky
so helpless
come, love
lets not make a sound
hide away from the sunlight
its burning our skin
so fragile, so thin
please dont let me know how
its all gonna end!
how's it all gonna end?
your eyes they see it
clearly
clearly
so fearfully

uneven, undone
it's helpless
oh, love
we'll drown in the waves
pretend we're ok
our lungs out of air
we're fragile so scared
so don't let me go
now it's all just a haze
its all just a haze
its all just a haze
its all just a haze

the path of patient expectation
you will not always be lost
we're right here
simply living
living

haze

come find me

it's silent
i can't hear you!
just wait a minute 
for a moment 
it crossed the sky

so lay your hands
oh so gently on my shoulders
so come with me
please come with me

i'll find you
i'll find you
i'll find you
i'll find you

additional vocals by @pookikitty

come find me

reach into my soul
 and set me free

intertwined
let me breathe
around my neck
could you please
let go of me
let go of me
set me free

i'll let you know
i'll let you go
don't wait for me
reach into my soul
and set me free

its already done
so fly away
you wont break me
reach into my soul
and come with me

reach into my soul and set me free

nothing will compare

and it must be upended
we're just our of sight
hating out presence 
its hard to apply
to say
the sky turn a royal blue
and there goes the stars
procceds to heaven
our spirits are lost
again

(let go of me)
(hyacinth, in grief)
(in fumes and fire)
(let go of me)
(of effervescence, beyond reach)
(set me free)

break my bones until im numb
now nothing will compare
compare
tell myself that im not enough
now nothing will compare

i held out my hand
i frightened my saviour
with blood down my neck
again

break my bones until im numb
now nothing will compare
compare
tell myself that im not enough
now nothing will compare

nothing will compare

mirame

one of the orignal concepts/recordings of "hyacinth"  ~ 2021-2022

you're my hyacinth
that got away
from our promises
our promises

you're my hyacinth
you're growing out of place
i hope to god you'll stay

i'll let you go
i'll let you go
i'll let you go

so hold on tight
i won't let go
the ocean tides
bring me to shore

<3

mirame

I'll see you again... 
VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8pIFCW3RfvY
#MultiverseVistas  #Castorice  
CREDITS
------------
MUSIC:
@aspectt
Aspect (https://x.com/aspectsound)

@viznode
Viznode (https://x.com/viznode) 

@shameless_wav
shameless. (https://x.com/imshimi)

VOICE: 
@kanalia_s
kanalia‪@kanalia_s‬ (https://x.com/kanalia_s) 

ARTWORK 
Machi Mile (https://x.com/machi_mile00)
MOTION GRAPHICS/DESIGN: 
desktopGeneration (https://x.com/dsktpGeneration)
[Artists from desktopGeneration]:
choco (https://x.com/chocographix) 
Zeth (https://x.com/ZethZ161)
Wsx (https://x.com/Wsxmoe)
TAKADA (https://x.com/takada_dot)

METAMORPHOSIS

@viznode
vocals by - @pookikitty

this song was algorithmically generated entirely in *patcher*

INTERMISSION
INTERMISSION
INTERMISSION
INTERMISSION
INTERMISSION

script

even though we're half the world away, music brings us together for just a moment.

oh, ariel (VIP)

this is for u
~~~
but still i'm, hoping, that all this pain
could somehow fade away

persisting, im dreaming bout the fucked up trials but i messed up,
and i cant stop falling~
 
but now you're gone
but now you're leaving
cause i messed up,and i want it back
got this fire, but its burnig out
so hold on
now you're gone
~~~

shameless.

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