Maybe she was gone for a bit
And afraid to admit she was wrong
And maybe she let go just to quit
And moved out to where she belongs
She thinks she fell in love with a witch
The way he spells out that she's wrong
I feel like he's too evil for it
Cast aside with a magical wand

Chalked up driveway
It feels like an ocean
Caught me looking sideways
Provoking emotion
Ask what's the commotion
I’m stuck in place
Don't know where I'm going
You say it’s all for my sake
So I still stay here frozen
While this gap keeps on growing

This feeling I’m loving must fall
The holes and blood on the wall
Reminding why we once fell out of love
I’m tired of reads and blocked calls
Reminding me of all my flaws
Try to tell me again what to think of

Maybe she was gone for a bit
And afraid to admit she was wrong
And maybe she let go just to quit
And moved out to where she belongs
She thinks she fell in love with a witch
The way he spells out that she's wrong
I feel like he's too evil for it
Cast aside with a magical wand

charmer

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

20🎉
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cover art by: @linkedwinters & myself 

lyrics:
You’re my starlight, my waypoint to home.
You brighten my darkness, when you keep me close.
Celestial radiance, the way that we glow.
You’re my starlight, see you wherever i go.
Comfort in the night sky, as supernovas untold.
You’re my starlight. [x5]


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originally written & performed by myself for bitbird’s “create together vol. 4”

starlight ✧₊⁺

always feel like i'm late to everything

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+Selfish+

thought i'd be fine by the next day
so what changed in me? (i'll never know!)
"guess you'll find out" they said
well i failed and i won't now

and you should ask your friends
how they feel about this
'cause you just can't tell
even if you wanted to

and it hurts to see
i washed offshore
i don't feel it anymore
and i've fallen a thousand floors

'cause it burns to be
a shapeless soul
can't touch it anymore
can't see it anymore, oh
(i wanna see you find out )

i think i figured me out, now
i don't give a damn and run away
and when it gets too tough (for me!)
i crawl back to safety

and it hurts to see
i washed offshore
i don't feel it anymore
and i've fallen a thousand floors

'cause it burns to be
a shapeless soul
can't touch it anymore
can't see it anymore, oh
(i wanna see you find out)

i wanna see you try
i wanna see you find out
i wanna see you try
i wanna see you find out
+++

Selfish

wishingthere

original by @iameden

the cordons drawn
the eyes are wrung
the song is sung
the bloody morning
a face of god
its all it was

and i loved him
and i killed him
i loved him
i killed him

a night at court
hollywood
thats all it was
a violent mess
sing down the lens
thats all you get

and i loved it
and i killed it
i loved it
i killed it

i could use a call and some old friends
the sky was on the floor cant see no end
and they said where you been i said nowhere
been trying to figure out where the hope went

im a glimmer in the night
you can pin your hopes to
im a refraction of the sky
you can pin your hopes to

violence dec2023 2.61+1.mp3 (cover)

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Contemplate

sorry for the lack of releases i don't get inspired when i'm not suffering

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+Entropy+

And you wanted it to stop
I couldn't give you up
I wanna run off out
But I couldn't even walk
At all

And you ask why-
And you ask me-

And you ask why-
And you ask me why-
And you ask why-
And you ask me why-
And you ask why-
And you ask me why-

And you wanted it to stop
I couldn't give you up
I wanna run off out
But I couldn't even walk

And you ask why-
And you ask me why-

Think you should feel fine
I can tell when you lie
Cause you just can't find
Maybe it's in your blood?

It's in your blood
Yearning for the other side
Of a fence that you built up
Up with all your might

And you wanted it to stop
I couldn't give you up
I wanna run off out
But I couldn't even walk

And you ask why-
And you ask me why-

Entropy

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violence dec2023 2.61+1.mp3 (cover)

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