thankful for u so much this is lovely ❤️

Heavy heart, no sleep, teary eyes but YOU JUST HIT ME LIKE A COMET with this song . 😭

originals

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epic art @cm2064

San Holo - Black And White (IAMVAST Remix)

Piece Of Me

guitars by @buzit0 <3

+ indifferent +

youre indifferent
im falling i feel alive
you told me "higher"
im sorry i failed you now 

youre so insistent
thats its all gonna be alright
for a second
then i watched it all burn

i watched it burn
you dont know how it felt to me
i watched the sunset
i wanna be alive
you dont know how it felt
i know how it felt to be alone

be alone
to be alone 
be alone

youre indifferent
im falling i feel alive
you told me "higher"
im sorry i failed you now

indifferent

safe with me

6/8 + 217.5
4/4 + 140

hbd mum thanks for everything <3

you know i'm just not about it
you tell me i'm not around it
i couldn't be 
i couldn't be
i couldn't be 

but you're safe with me
while the sea turns a royal
hoping we fall asleep 
just hoping we fall asleep

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you see that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

don't you know
how hard i tried
to fall in line
and stay inside
this empty place 
why'd you follow me?
why'd you follow me?
was it all for me?


you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

safe with me

artwork by @reksi420

=- inbetween -=

until i come through
you know it's hard
and i'll stay up
at night
i'm not gonna lie 

and i want to be the perfect me
i feel like i'm not in between 
you say that i'm gonna lie
but just follow me to the end 
you say that's it's all pretend
and i can't
wait for you
wait for you

i think i'm going insane
oh cause your so far away
snow covered roadways 
i dream
holding your hand
so follow me

these curses
keep me awake
i wish i knew it was fate
instead i fell inbetween 
what's right or wrong 
how would i know?

cause you say i'm not
and why you gonna lie
i don't know if i
wanna repay 
you

==i found you==

i'll call out 

i'll fall out

i'll call out

afraid now

==i found you==

inbetween

garden

hyacinth --- artwork by @reksi420 --- additional guitars by @buzit0

you're my hyacinth  
that got away
from our promises
our promises

you're my hyacinth
growing out of place
I hope to god you'll stay

and i remember
wishing you were down by the lake
oh no
couldn't keep you up from drowning away
at all
finally gave up on your life
so don't wait
it's all good

now it's november 
and we're sitting outside in the rain
our voices tremble
you're whispering
!that's not what you said!
and i remember 
hoping that it'll come to an end
as we sway in the wind
close our eyes
as we sing 
about

and i can't believe 
your safe in my arms
time stops
to breathe
so just sway in the wind 
and don't worry
cause you've become so sweet
close your eyes 
fall asleep
have i found what i need?
as it rains down
i'm feeling all the pressure in my veins
now
i'm holding every moment to my chest
hearts beating with no rest
i've finally found my end

you're my hyacinth  
that got away
from our promises
i'll promise it

you're my hyacinth
growing out of place
I hope to god you'll stay

<3

hyacinth

https://ffm.to/basalt 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

everything is different now
_________________________________

blood it crusts the mantle, sequence in stairs

tephra crests the marrow, applique if she cared

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me i won't open wide
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

and i told you that day, and the rust fell that may,
and the ash coned and the steel groaned saw your visage through the smoke one last time
now it's unrequited, wasn't your onus, thank god you were honest
I'll hull to the harbor i won't surrender what i had promised, won't embed it against you
but nothing can change the fact that i trust you
and nothing can change the fact that i love you

stare at the asphalt, refuse to bloom

won't cherish the basalt, a pyrrhic sige there 
backstitch the petiole, oblique she's the heir 

wading through traft bullaces solely reverie

can't rathe to rue it's ellipsis, who are we?

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me magma hit my eyes
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

faltered all at once the walls i'd woven pylons corrallings,

the fumaroles atoned it billowed oxidized recoiled on hem, i'm still terrified

but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me whither watch it writhe
but you don't know me, you don't know me, you don't know me and i'm terrified

vain to scrape the tungsten, abjured alloy, but I'm just like them, no I'm just like them




contains vocal samples by https://www.youtube.com/@SouliaSora

basalt

i love this song so much, have a future bass edit of it

OG: https://soundcloud.com/surrealrecordings/overspace-jenceno-outerbound-feat-slyleaf

jenceno & overspace - outerbound feat. slyleaf (dossyx edit)

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out in the deep waters you keep all of your secrets
far from me, and i cant keep on hoping you'll return
and in the past i didn't feel complete
now i know why

i'm cold without you here
constantly filled with fear
and you promised you'd stay near

so where are you now 
i don't know how i managed 
to let you go
live out on your own
and ive traveled the seas
but there's no sign of me 
or you
or where you've gone to

and its cold without you here 

so cold without you here

and its cold without you here

and i know, that you're gone
never to be found
but it's hard to break free
without you here, it's hard to breathe
feels like the waves are crashing in

and its cold without you here

how come you promised you'd stay near
where you now
i don't know how i managed
to let you go

live out on your own
once again 

yet i swore id protect what i had left
and now i have nothing
and its cold without you

Buy/Stream

Without You Here (w/ N33T & pooki)

where do we go?

https://soundcloud.com/akiraflay
https://soundcloud.com/jayparmesan

Lyrics:

[Jay Parmesan]
Wildflower, roses
The wind will not follow you home
Sitting on branches,
The forest your throne
Treetops are seesaws,
I cannot see what you have gone,
Now I’m alone

Lost me in thickets and paintbrushes,
So overgrown
Colored by scarlet, no stranger to thorns
Faint glow of white that you left here,
Is keeping me warm, my only repose

There’s a moon child,
She’s somewhere out there,
Waiting for me,
Wrapped up in sheets,
Of silver and gold and precious debris
Calling to me
Calling to me

She says,
“I love you, I love you”
How softly she speaks,
“Come set me free! Find me alone, dancing in shadows of the willow tree”
How sweetly she pleads

Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[Akira Flay]
Static electricity, one touch
And I’m free falling on my knees,
Heart fucked
Underneath I’m bleeding deep,
I hear you calling
Calling out to me
Living in my head for free, you’re stuck,
While I’m trying to living out my dreams,
Soul crushed
Baby you’re the air I breathe,
I want it all, wanna give more than I take

[Jay Parmesan]
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

//listen//

MOON_CHILD (feat. Jay Parmesan & Akira Flay)

TRACK 3/4 ON GRADIENCE

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Bendel & Lizdek - Here, Now

ye lmao
time to move on
made this early last year

//a song i never released and never finished//

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Free Download

Shameless. - I'm Falling

we fade // N33T feat. Mizu

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art by:
https://twitter.com/cowfee_chan

where do we go?

shameless.

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