Soft Boy, Hard Exit

He called it love when I stayed small.
Now I’m volume. Now I’m storm.
💔🌧🕯
#HeLovedMeSilent #UrbanSoul #808Confession #LoFiHeartbreak #QueerRNB #RealOnMute #GlowUpFromSilence #NeonTruth #NoMoreHush

Missing in Me (male)

He said “This is love” ❤️‍🔥
I said “Then why does it feel like jail?” 🚪🔗🩸
#YouCalledItLove #💔OrLove #TrapSoul🖤 #UrbanScars #RedFlags🚨 #QueerVoices🌈 #ToxicAesthetic🔥

You called it love

🩸 “Wrote it in blood where your scent still lives…”
3:14 AM. Rooftop rain. This letter? My first scream in Sunday best.
Pain don’t echo loud—unless it’s inked.

📄 #FirstPage #BreakupAnthem #QueerRnB #RedInkRealness #UrbanHeartache #SoftBoyHardExit #ToxicLoveLetter #808AndTears #RooftopConfessions #SadWithStyle #StillBreathingInInk

First Page

✝️ He said it was love. But it felt like exile.

From pews to pain, from gaslight to gospel – this is my confession.

🎧 “Gaslight Gospel” out now.

#GaslightGospel #QueerRNB #DarkSoul #ReligiousTrauma #Exvangelical #SurvivorAnthem #LGBTQMusic #CinematicSoul #BrokenFaith #HealingThroughSound #UrbanGothic #SpokenTruth #ChurchOfFire #ThisAin’tHoly

Gaslight Gospel

🩸 I still taste you.
📍Motel lights. Empty bottles.
💊 His hands felt warm — but not yours.
👻 I’m not lonely. I’m haunted.

#QueerPain #HeartbreakAesthetic #ChemLove #DarkPop #TrapSoul #UrbanSadness #PoppersPoetry #ToxicLove #LubeAndLiquor #GhostYouStillUndressed #MotelConfessions #LGBTQVoices #EmoR&B

I still taste u (empty bottles)

Missing in Me (female)

He ghosted me while breathing.
So I buried the boy in me that stayed.
💔🖤 Not your fix. Not your flame.
This pain got a beat now.

#NotYourBoy #ToxicLoveAnthem #808Accountability #UrbanRNB #BlameMeToo #QueerStorytelling #TrapSoulTruth

Not Your Boy

💿 Paranoia Loves Me Better – Queer Trap Soul Confession 💔🌒

He said “relax”…
But his silence screamed louder than truth.

This is for every boy who got ghosted mid-‘I love you’.
For the nights you slept next to suspicion,
and called it comfort.
For the fake friends, the soft lies,
the crown-wearing lovers who let you drown.

808s beat like a nervous heart.
Falsettos crack like promises.
Whispers echo the gospel of queer survival.

“Paranoia Loves Me Better” is not just a song —
it’s a cinematic breakup spiral from the closet to the club,
from trust issues to truth-telling.

🎙 Urban R&B × Trap Soul × Queer Gospel
🎧 Written in the rain. Sung from the wound.
💔 For every boy who ever said “you okay?” and got left on read.

#QueerRNB #ParanoiaLovesMeBetter #GayHeartbreak #TrapSoul #ToxicLoveSongs #808Confessions #WhisperFlow #LoFiGospel

Paranoia loves me better

💊 WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS
This ain’t a breakup. It’s a relapse.
Ghosted veins. Motel nights. 808 panic.
He was the high — now I’m the crash.
Trap-soul for the heartbreak addicts.

🎧 Queer. Raw. Cinematic. Unfiltered.

#WithdrawalSymptoms #QueerTrapSoul #ToxicLove #HeartbreakAnthem #RelapseMusic #LGBTQArtist #EmoRNB #AltRNB #BreakupTrack #QueerVoices #DarkPop #FalsettoConfessions #LoveHurts #PostLoveTrauma #AddictedToYou #EmptyChestAnthem

withdrawal symptoms

🔊 NEVER SENT – voice memo ballad for the brokenhearted at 2:47 AM
shirtless. chain on. hoodie smells like him.
this ain’t a song – it’s the message I never sent.
recorded in the silence between relapse and regret.
queer heartbreak. raw voice. barefoot truth.
if you’ve ever typed “come through” and deleted it… this one’s yours.

💔🕯️🌧️
#NeverSent #QueerRNB #MidnightConfession #VoiceMemoVibes #LoFiHeartbreak #GayRnB #ToxicLove #RainyBeats #808Soul #UnsentMessages

Never Sent (2:47 am)

A dark love letter whispered on 808s.
This isn’t a breakup song — it’s the last thought before the fall.
Voicemails, falsettos, ghost texts, and rain on a bridge.
For the ones who wanted to leave — but stayed anyway.

“I made peace with dying. But not with you.”

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#TrapSoul #QueerRnB #StillLovingYou #UrbanConfession #GhostLove #MentalHealthMatters #LateNightVibes #LoFi808s #HeartbreakBallad #LGBTQVoices #RainySoul #SuicidalButSoft

Still loving you

I wrote it soft.
But the storm wrote back.

„Rain on the Letter“ is a cinematic soul confession wrapped in whispered verses, falsetto pain, and gospel rain.

It’s the sound of a queer boy breaking quiet.
A breakup that never got closure.
A letter never sent — but never unread.

🎙️ Written, wept, and whispered by Fabri
🎛️ 808s, lo-fi rain & layered harmonies

—

💔 For those who fold their heart and call it art.

#RainOnTheLetter #QueerRnB #LoFiSoul #BreakupSong #808Poetry #GayMusic #NeverSent #SoundCloudRelease #SadBoyEnergy #WrittenSoft #UrbanConfessional

Rain on the Letter

🎧 Goodbye finally (Remastered)
by Shar Do

This isn’t closure. It’s combustion.
A queer requiem in falsetto and fire.
Written in whispers, shouted in scars.

This track is for the ones who screamed in silence.
For the boys who were loved in hiding and left in daylight.
For every goodbye that burned louder than love.

🕯️ Genre: Urban R&B / Queer Trap Soul / Gospel Noir
🔥 Mood: Cinematic. Emotional. Unforgiving.
🏳️‍🌈 Themes: Shame, rage, rebirth, queer survival

“You won’t forget me – you’ll speak my name.”

🩸 Trigger Warning: emotional abuse, queer trauma, suicide references

#QueerR&B #TrapGospel #GoodbyeFinally #SharDo #LGBTQMusic #UrbanBallad #CinematicSoul #FireAsRebirth

Goodbye Finally

I write poems that bleed truth and emotion ✍🏽❤️ – and transform them into songs with the help of modern AI 🤖🎶.
My music is born at the intersection of soul and code 🧠✨, where ancient feelings meet futuristic tools 🌀🛠️.
Rooted in queerness, healing, and raw honesty 🏳️‍🌈💫, I craft sonic rituals from my own words – reshaped, reimagined, reawakened 🔁🗣️🔥.
Each track is a spell 🪄 – composed in collaboration with intelligence, both human and artificial 🤝🤍.
Berlin is my grounding point 🌆, but my voice reaches across dimensions 🌌.
Welcome to my world: where language becomes rhythm 🕊️🎵, and technology becomes a vessel for spirit 🌐🧿.