Love this song so much, it means a. lot to me and is dear to my heart.

🫀🫀years later and this is still so amazing

@candiwing-menger bruh he a pedo tho plus i knew him personally tf

I just love how it progressively gets louder as if it only gets worse

i hope you're okay

i love you more than i thought was sober
you’re a flawless gem
i can see you in my smile

its your cartoon eyes
when you ask me if
when you ask if you can stay the night

i hold you close as we watch the ocean
under all the stars
we collapse through time and space

you kiss my neck
then whisper in
my eager ear

"will you fucking eat me out?
mother fucking eat me out
will you fucking eat me out
while my favorite shows on?"

eat me out demo

There’s a real feeling of despair but also hope in this track.

Telephone Screams demo

vulnerable people aside treacherous seas

we would make an EP but i think we're both too impatient for that so!! :p

lyrics:
You expect more of me than I could ever meet
Everything I do is never quite complete
I know I disappoint you but I'm trying as hard as I can
You'll never care and I'll never understand
Please just give it a rest and don't expect the best
For I know you'll expect too much and I'll just let you down
I'll just let you down

I want to tell you that I need you to be proud of me
I know it's annoying and I'm sorry please don't hate me
I'm sorry
Without support, this is so hard, it's so hard
Will you believe in my vision
I need to stop wishing
It's so hard

it's so hard

your bones brittle and
your skin covered in marks
control everything
cause i wanna take my time
you're my favorite
person to talk to when i wanna die
when im high with you
all i wanna do is kiss you
sober dreaming
isnt what im feeling now
now things are different
they're always changing when you get so bored
this is the last time
ill think of wanting to call you mine
ill wait for nothing
while you wait for me to come around
he'll change his mind
like every time he did before

pic by rob
http://oldcondom.tumblr.com/

u made me so tired

gnaw (alex g)

#2- The Loner(s)

smoked so much till i could feel something
the cold resided i'm erupting
cleared the dew as a drip to the ground 

take my heart and twist my tongue
rip my teeth out one by one 
squeeze my arms so i don't feel so numb

did you know i'm not great at communication, i sit alone but my mind's abrasion wears me down

did you know, i'm too scared if scaring you off so i'll just leave

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

where did you go, and what did you do
with all the time you were too scared to move
and what is it like to be by yourself
for three and a half years
for roughly three and a half years
if we could just pretend that i went to college
and that is why you, you haven’t seen me
i wanted to go, but not for this long
i over did it
why did you say that i was one in a million
because i believed it i thought i had something
that you were too scared to lose
so if we could just pretend that i went to college
or traveled abroad and did something different
anything but just sitting at home
for three and a half years
writing song after song after song
so what is it like to be by yourself
and not feel like you’ll die
around everyone else
i thought i was one in a million
well thanks for nothing
yeah thank you
thank you 

if we could just pretend

catnaps in an abandoned parking lot

hello! 
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that's where I will be uploading for the most part.

being dead is still better than being me (demo)

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