switch up make me wanna die (in a good way)

PROD BY ME (DAWSIN)

lyrics <3:

@dawsin

take that metal blade and place it into my heart
watch as my blood freezes and the blade ends up with scars
you think that you know me well but why are you so far?
you meant so much to me but i'm not even in your arms

I'll be your knight
and ill fight just for you 
for those cold eyes 
ill die just for you
will you be mine?
will you die for me too?
i wanna know why
would you cry for me too?

JUST LET ME TALK TO MYSELF
IF I THINK ABOUT IT I DONT WANT YOUR PITY HELP
IT NEVER MATTERED ABOUT HOW I FELT
YOU ONLY CARED ABOUT YOU AND YOURSELF
SO DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH
THE GUN IS SITTING RIGHT THERE ON THE SHELF
SO WHY DONT YOU JUST PICK IT UP AND JUST END IT ALL?
AND SEND IT RIGHT BACK TO HELL...

so cold like a snowflake 
i watch you fall and you watch my heart break
you can see the eyes shake and dilate
as the blood begins to spray from the neck down
I think i prefer it when im alone and not around
you seem like a nice girl but you bring trouble around
pretty silver hair Emelia please stop now
YOU'VE GOT ME KILLED LIKE A THOUSAND TIMES NOW

s-o c-a-n y-o-u?

take that metal blade and place it into my heart
watch as my blood freezes and the blade ends up with scars
you think that you know me well but why are you so far?
you meant so much to me but i'm not even in your arms

cold

(casperrr)
so high bitch i feel like im flying
u say u love me but i really know u lying
posted at ur crib, bae why u crying
u can't understand shit i say i cut the high end 

feeling low baby can't even get outta bed 
u said u hated me and now all im seeing is red 
never leaving home, im crying to myself
i can't understand your point, why can't u give me help 

posted, outside with extendos 
big bag, full of greens not no lettuce
in the stu with the homies good fellas
still sad but at least im feelin better

why u screamin whatchu fuckin mean 
i need real love not no rom of teens
i know im young but i was never a kid
nowadays im finding it hard 2 live

so high bitch i feel like im flying
u say u love me but i really know u lying
posted at ur crib, bae why u crying
u can't understand shit i say i cut the high end 

feeling low baby can't even get outta bed 
u said u hated me and now all im seeing is red 
never leaving home, im crying to myself
i can't understand your point, why can't u give me help 

(1fern)
talk shit & youre headed out the window
don't talk to me, you are not my kin-folk
2 9s yeah, we always hold akimbo
got your girl & she acting like a nympho

when i speak you respond on demand
empty ashtrays, fill em up again
so fucked up, i can't even stand
but she still askin me what's the plan

when i wake up, i'm feeling so lifeless
swear to God, i been feeling like a flight risk
can't speak cuz I feel like my brain broke
spending money on some green and a bespoke

seeing stars, even when i close my eyelids
all alone when the party subsided
i been lost & i know i been misguided
i don't really know where my fucking mind is

(casperrr + 1fern)
so high bitch i feel like im flying
u say u love me but i really know u lying
posted at ur crib, bae why u crying
u can't understand shit i say i cut the high end 

feeling low baby can't even get outta bed 
u said u hated me and now all im seeing is red 
never leaving home, im crying to myself
i can't understand your point, why can't u give me help

duality w/1fern (reijiro)

Been alone for a while i felt helpless 
didn't stop mean to question your intentions
you should've given a part of me lesser
i lost a half when i left your possession

oh i say im fine when im not 
cus i left the best part of me 
2 thousand miles away 
i swear to god when i get free 
i'll fall into ur eyes again 
surrender every enemy 
left in the trenches of war would you lay with me 

don't let me go 
i want more and i've given it all 
to the girl i adore 
im never enough 
no im never enough 
FUCK
ive tried to live it up 
but i feel like im nothing at all 
baby im such a dissapointment 
leave me with the ocean 

take me home where i belong 
i cant take it no more
a part of you evolved with me now i spread ash on the floor 
just wanna see you and im sorry love youre all that i want
ive waited years and now the months are getting harder to trust

trust
to trust
oh love youre all that i want
want
want

oh love youre all that i want

she says bless you everytime i ever open my mouth
and god i miss you theres no words to explain how

take me home where i belong 
i cant take it no more
a part of you evolved with me now i spread ash on the floor

bless you

Glaive - Fuck 'Em We Ball

Produced by mackk 

(Luvflorent)
Do you hate me?
Well I hate me 
I don’t need you 
Why you need me?

The sun stops,I’m stun locked 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Cartier frames hide my tears 
Pills in the drain, I’m so scared 
I’m always fucking anxious 
It’s why I yearn for the pain pills 
My stomach is always aching 
You said you hate me

I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 
I need Zoloft 
I need to get gone 

(Vails)
why’d you hate me?
baby thought u rated me 
I can’t breathe for real
So caught up in all the feels
Yeah

Dropping a pill so I feel levitated
I’m breaking the silence so now ur frustrated 
I promise to u since u left I’m so jaded 
these pictures of us really seem to be tainted 
I’m faded I can’t seem to cope with reality
Baby it’s hard cus u hated me actually
just cus I’m changing, and breaking 
Don’t mean you should leave me

luvflorent w/ vails & mackk - hide my tears

prod by me

lyrics - 
hold down
if you hope
maybe love
should be hound
should be hound

ill be the one you hold
when there's nothing to withhold
i feel it in my bones
that i should let you go

if i could feel right
should i be one to write
the horror that you hide
never show the light
(x2)
ill be the one you hold
when there's nothing to withhold
I feel it in my bones
that I should let you go
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flower petals ✾

bones

produced by me under the alias shauni
lyrics later


Snakes / Freeze

sorry tegan and sara for stealing your song i hope you can forgive me in the name of god

lyrics

know i apologized profusely 
but it got a tad confusing
u just dont know what ur doing to me
she must think im stupid
cause im going fucking stupid
in like everything ur doing
baby tell me do u do it for meeeee???
tell me do u do it for me?
if not i think its best if i leave

i dont mean this in no type of way
just tell me the time n place
ill be there any other day
oh
im bouta spend some months away 
but baby that is some months way
dont see any other way
I love my father, but sometimes, I want my mother's name

do it for me prod glaive

Bliss And Serenity

lurkin

sorry 2 everyone i hurt during my 2 year long benzo alcohol induced psychosis. reach out to me so we can sort it out now that im sober

Snakes / Freeze

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