I gave you all of me.

I allowed you to see the broken and charred pieces and knew you would not stay.

I only wanted your excuses; never counted on your love.

You showed me a better part of me, a me who learned to love unselfishly.
I knew something was missing, but I always thought you were a dream, a figment of my overactive imagination.

I blew you away because I never imagined you would be content to stay.

I hoped one day I would be through with overplayed scenarios of me loving you and indulgences of you loving me.

You never really needed me and in the end I seemed to always bleed you.

That's how deep you were in my veins. Now even a taste of you is toxic and I find myself going into shock when I can't see you.

For the life of me I can't breathe near you and my ears start to pop from extreme elevated bliss and short temperamental scenes of us ...

I am once again loss in the corners of your mind because you never leave mine without sweet elicited eruptions of butter pecan swirls wrapped tightly between hot Caramel cream....
The innocence of you and me and the ecstasy of we....

But when I open my eyes, charred roses are all I ever see





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Erotically Neurotic....

 Me loving you brings to memory the erotically neurotic silhouette of lovers’ shadows gracefully dancing to the sweet aroma of honeysuckles blooming in spring. 

 Candlelight illuminates the room while releasing the gentle persuasion of gardenia as it taunts the jealous moonlight that seeps between the sheets desperately trying to separate the two of us to no avail.
 
 I am lost in your arms and find myself gravitating into multiple semi-conscious peaks of ecstasy. Each more intense than the last leaving sweet erotic neurotic eruptions of me poured on you. 

 I’m speechlessly sending silent thank you’s to the heavens as I taste your patience and savor all the flavors of you poured on me.

 You elevate my hips; my eyes roll back into my head as I blindly see you pleasuring me speaking a language I have only heard in my dreams. My cypher releases. Once again, we are emerged in the bliss of me poured on you. 

 It’s raining now and the moon has surrendered to the sun. We don’t seem to notice that the candle has bashfully bowed down. 

 Perhaps it was confused by what started as two silhouettes’ erotic neurotic dance ending as two synchronized hearts beating as one, as you poured on me poured on you……

sweet erotic neurotic love


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Erotically Neurotic....

A thousand words lie beneath a single “I love you.” A million melodies rise from a single smile.

 I dare not waste a second more than necessary babbling heart’s confessions.

 Instead, I am found guilty of weighing down overused words praying that you hear the accompanying melody that escapes my heart to be seen through a reluctant smile.

 If by chance Love enviously denies me the pleasure of your embrace, I secretly pray this life is ended that we may begin the next as the lovers our souls have unselfishly proclaimed to be.

 I find inexplicable comfort in the joys of your touch.

 My steps are ordered by the command of the light in your eyes as they sparkle with the precision of skilled percussionists. 

 Words become useless and my heart can not muster the strength of beating and loving you simultaneously.

 For that reason I gladly choose you over a thousand beats of my heart. What good is a heart if not for loving you?

 Distance is made a mockery of by such a simple “I love you endlessly.”

Instead the stars have honored the promise of your eyes and sparkle just for me.

 The moon has insisted that it is confirmation of your embrace.

 All the while birds’ melodies provide compensation for your smile.

 That is until we meet again in this life or in the next.

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Shawn R. Lott 06.30.2013

The Travels of Love

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