(Intro)
I can't handle it, I can't handle it

(Hook)
I can't (yeah, huh) be replaced! (nuh uh)
You can try, I'll laugh in your face (ahha, haha)
All them other guys fuck niggas anyways (yea yeah)
It ain't no surprise, I knew you'd leave me someday (someday)
You are not my world (uh-uh) just another girl (yeah huh)
You are not like a pearl (nah), I'll throw you away (uh-huh)
Swore I'd give you the world (what?) now you make me hurl (uh huh) 
Thinkin' bout you anytime (uh-huh) any motherfuckin day
I've been through this too much, uh-huh, I know all the tricks
"I-I think we should" shhh, I won't let you finish it
You can suck a fucking dick, not mine anymore, bitch
You can find another one, and slurp all over it (bitch)

(Refrain)
At first, you were heaven-sent, now you're the devil's pet (yeah)
What the fuck changed? Deceipt, I have seen, need receipts, I can't handle it!
I can't handle it, I can't handle it! I can't handle it!

(Bridge)
Too much on my mind (yeah) at one time (yeah)
Too much on my mind (yeah) at one time (yeah)
All my friends think I'm fine (no) I'm not fine (no) 
You should take a look inside my mind (yeah)

(Verse)
She tried to gaslight, bitch, I invented that (yeah)
She tried to take it all back, now it's real bad (yeah)
Said fuck it, designer on the bag (uh-huh)
I just dropped a fuckin’ rack, nah I'm lying, ha-ha (ha-ha)
Let me keep it a stack, I just dropped a hunnid on some Nike Tech
Bought some Dior, blowin money in all the stores (yeah, uh)
“Let me get a piece of that”, bitch, getcha hands back (bow!)
You think I'm lying bitch? You think this is cap? (yeah, bow!)
Let's take a trip to the bank (uh-huh) show you where my money at, money at
Run up on me, bitch, I ain't scared to attack
Touchin' my chain? You gon' die tonight, yeah (graa, graa, graa)

(Refrain)
At first, you were heaven-sent, now you're the devil's pet (yeah)
What the fuck changed? Deceipt, I have seen, need receipts, I can't handle it!
I can't handle it, I can't handle it! I can't handle it!

I CAN’T HANDLE IT :(

(Intro)
Out of touch with my feelings, I can't help it if I'm happy or sad
Today I cried for no reason, made me feel like a psychopath
I should hate you 'cause I love you, and you should hate yourself for treating me like that
We both know we wanna love you, did you know they have a name for that?

(Verse)
I know I’m not at the top of your loved one's list, I get it whore
There’s a knot in my stomach and it’s begging for, and it's begging for
You to give me a clue, what you wanna do? Am I doing something wrong? I don’t got a clue
I can’t say it to your face, that I cannot do, I think that we are through, I’m crying in the booth
Keep thinking shit funny, little bitch, I’m not a dummy
Freestyle in the motherfuckin’ booth, I don’t give a damn about you
I was daydreaming about you in class one day, back when I loved you
Wish it was the same now, but now it’s fuck you
Fuck you, you just use me anyway, use me anyway
I find it fascinating that you get high off your own supply
Die, bitch, two shots to the head, oh shit, to solidify I'm dead
I'm dead and on my gravestone, it'll say I was shot in the head
In the head, in the head

I THINK THAT WE ARE THROUGH :/

(Intro)
Oh, fuck..twenty..twenty..
One, two, three

(Hook)
So let me tell you how it is to live like me
I don’t think you understand, this shit isn’t easy
I was on my fuckin’ knees begging her to stay with me
Never again, ooh, wee, I cringe every time I think about that memory
“She only wants you for your, uh, money
Your jewelry and accessories”
Tell the Devil, “get off my shoulder”, get the fuck away from me

[Verse]
You would never know, uh, ever know
What it’s like to be like me
I wish I could destroy all the memories

(Never, ever, forever)
(Be like me) (I don’t think you understand)
(To be like- to be like me)

Honestly, thought we were meant to be
Actually, God had a different plan for me
Paranoia on my mind, let’s switch for a day
See the world through my eyes
You will not feel the same, ay

[Hook]
So let me tell you how it is to live like me
I don’t think you understand, this shit isn’t easy
I was on my fuckin’ knees begging her to stay with me
Never again, ooh, wee, I cringe every time I think about that memory
“She only wants you for your, uh, money
Your jewelry and accessories”
Tell the Devil, “get off my shoulder”, get the fuck away from me

FROM MY PERSPECTIVE (outro)

I don’t know what to talk about
Look at my bank account amount
F-f-fuck that shit I don’t want the clout
H-h-hit from the back, do the dash, I'm out
Smarter than me? I’m havin’ doubts
Dumbass bitch can scream and shout, come on hoe, let it out
Do you wanna see what I’m about? You tried to scream? It’s not allowed
I won’t let ya, it’s not aloud, lil bitch, come get disemboweled
I bet your friend group would be proud
Switchin’ the flow just like an optic
Ice so cold just like the arctic 
Uhm, load up the gun, it’s getting hectic (tuh-tuh-tuh)
Where’s my mercy? I need a medic (wah-pow)
Where is Percy? I need a Jackson (yeah)
You wanna fuck? Let’s make it happen (uh-huh)
Gettin’ her wet? Where is Poseidon? 
Eren my ego the size of a titan
Thinkin’ they know me? No they don’t 
All these bitches are fuckin’ jokes (Switch it up!)
Y’all no fuckin’ fun, buncha fuckin’ nerds
My throat fuckin’ hurts, this shit feels the worst
Let me drink some water now, quenchin’ my thirst, um
Stop clutchin’ that gun bitch you ain’t shootin’ first, um
Get a grip, bitch (get a grip)
Where is your drip, bitch? (where is your drip?)
Are you ****, are you *****? What the shit, bitch? 
Zip your lips bitch, get off my tip, bitch
Don’t switch sides now you fucking witch
Which bitch should I take for the weekend?
Blinding lights? Sorry that’s my neck, bitch, I'm from the east-end; from Manhattan
I’ve been all around the state like a president
Yeah, that’s my residence, at least, back then
For my whole damn life been in rat-infested towns with the city crumbling down
I don’t get an award? Bitch where is my crown? (where?)
I survived this long, goddamn, I hope we meet again, my old friends
I hope we-I hope we-I hope we meet again, my old friends
I hope we meet again, my old friends

BANK ACCOUNT AMOUNT

(Intro)
Can't comprehend- can't comprehend the trouble you're in 
The trouble you're in, can't comprehend, the pain I'm in
The pain I'm in, the pain I'm in-

(Verse)
I don't wanna be friends anymore, do not message me, dumb little whore
I've ran out insults for these dumb fuckin' bastards, it's backwards
You need a hazard sign written on your forehead, get ran over by a red truck
I want you dead, spread-spread out on the ground, maybe drowned
Somehow, was it me? I'ma be locked up in the pound if they ever find out 

(Bridge)
Really hope they do now, how could you do this to me?
I can't believe this, I can't believe this, baby

(Verse 2)
These are the games I don't wanna play
Go up in flames, but that's okay
I poured the gasoline anyway
I started this shit, okay
Shouldn't have gone with that bitch, no way
I was wrong, it's alright, it's okay
Laid-back with the gang, I got Jose
Logan, Dominick, and Isaiah
Uh, uh, uh-huh, uh, uh, uh-huh

(Verse 3)
That girl is no bueno, said that in the last one, you know I'm right though
Eenie meenie miney moe, blowin' her back out
Take the tens, not the four or the fives, now
Fuck a girlfriend, I don't got a girl, so
Am I fine with it? I'll tell you right now
I'll tell you right now
I can't handle it, let me speak my shit now

THAT GIRL IS NO BUENO

(Chorus)
That girl is no bueno
Make your mental explode, volcano
Don’t fool yourself, she’s a devil with a halo 
She gon’ rob you of all of your pesos
Might snap and kill a Pedro, like Thanos
This gon’ be a wild ride grab the nachos

(Verse)
Wanna run a fade now, okay vamos
He think he Macho, he just an actor though
I already know he a noshow, I’m on go, oh no
Here we go again, you should be a comedian is what he told me
Back then, it’d be easy, money rakin in
I’m still a clown nowadays with the pounds, in the bank 
Breaking down inside with a smirk on my face
Hold the tears, gotta hide, can’t show, no way
Gotta keep face, I gotta keep face, can't show no pain
I'm a broken clown with the money in the bank
Send me to the pound if they find out I did it anyway
Run you over wit' a red truck, kill you every day, any day, bitch fuck you (fah, fah-fah-fah)

(Chorus)
That girl is no bueno
Make your mental explode, volcano
Don’t fool yourself, she’s a devil with a halo 
She gon’ rob you of all of your pesos
Might snap and kill a Pedro, like Thanos
This gon’ be a wild ride grab the nachos

(Outro)
That girl is no bueno
Make your mental explode, volcano, volcano
Don’t fool yourself, she’s a devil wit' a- wit' a- wit' a halo

DEVIL WITH A HALO

(Intro) 
I got so much fuckin’- tired of this shit, man 
Don’t try me, nigga 

(Chorus: bigshot) 
Attempt to try me I know that you can’t (know that you can't) 
Got enough money, book a flight to Japan (Japan) 
Pull it out leave 'em running like a bunny be a man (man) 
But we can square up, leave you crying where you stand  
And you better duck ‘cause I won’t hesitate 
Leave you in the past, old news, like the renegade dance 
Gotta educate; try to be me but you can’t replicate 
One of a kind, I’m a soldier, delegate 
Dammit, delegate 
Representative of my crew, I’m the wisest and illest, and brightest 
No comparison not in the slightest 
An American? Yes, I’m the finest 
A gentleman? Uhm, I may be biased 
Yeah, I might be biased a little bit, at my highest, I still shall not quit  
I ain’t tired of it till I’m proud of myself, I won’t stop bitch I've been through hell 

(Verse: Corgz) 
Been through hell? I've been through hell 
You don't know what I’ve been through 
You don't know what I’ve seen (what I’ve seen) 
If you saw half of the stuff, I saw you would think that it's a dream (a dream) 
Had to build all of the stuff I got from the ground all the way up (way up) 
If you saw all of the stuff, I saw you would think that I'd give up 
But you know I won't cause I'm a fighter 
We stay lit up just like a lighter 
Vocals so cold just like the arctic 
We flying up just like a pilot oh 
You know that I will never give up on my dreams 
Gotta stay fighting for all of the stuff that i believe 
Making all that money to take care of all my family 
You know, I might go and buy something nice for me 
Might get a ticket to Japan I think that it'd be nice 
 
(Chorus: bigshot) 
Attempt to try me I know that you can’t (know that you can't) 
Got enough money, book a flight to Japan (Japan) 
Pull it out leave 'em running like a bunny be a man (man) 
But we can square up, leave you crying where you stand  
And you better duck ‘cause I won’t hesitate 
Leave you in the past, old news, like the renegade dance 
Gotta educate; try to be me but you can’t replicate 
One of a kind, I’m a soldier, delegate 
Dammit, delegate 
Representative of my crew, I’m the wisest and illest, and brightest 
No comparison not in the slightest 
An American? Yes, I’m the finest 
A gentleman? Uhm, I may be biased 
Yeah, I might be biased a little bit, at my highest, I still shall not quit  
I ain’t tired of it till I’m proud of myself, I won’t stop bitch I've been through hell 

(Verse 2: bigshot) 
Back-to-back on a track with Jack, with a Big Mac, wit’ a big magazine you get clapped at 
Bust at, talk that shit you get blasted, like a tat-tat-tat-tat-tat-tat-tattoo 
Who are you? Blue's Clues, Scooby-Doo, let’s find out who! Who? Who?! 
Ratatouille; someone’s controlling me, someone check my chef’s hat please, please, please! 
There’s a damn rat inside of this B, B, B, B, B! C’mon, you want to throw down? 
You can get folded with ease, yeah, we can try that 
Oh, where ya mind at? Hm, musta lost it, go ‘head, find that, oh- nevermind that

FLIGHT 2 JAPAN (with Jack)

(Intro)
See life from a different, uhm, perspective and shit
Like, listenin'- uhm, I dunno, when you see everything that's going on and you're kinda just like
"Damn, nigga", ahaha, 3rd person shit

(Chorus)
Everything seems so different from a bird's eye view
You remind me of a girl I knew
Listen to all her stories, it hurts to do
What am I supposed to do? Would've proposed to you!
Can't be composed when he flirts with you

(Verse)
I don't know how to handle it
Doesn't matter what your response is, I'm still gonna feel like shit, bitch
Please don't switch, you're the stitch for my scars bitch
Fuck that shit, went and got rich, now I need a mansion for all of this
Everything seems so different from a bird's eye view
From a bird's eye view

(Chorus)
Everything seems so different from a bird's eye view
You remind me of a girl I knew
Listen to all her stories, it hurts to do
What am I supposed to do? Would've proposed to you!
Can't be composed when he flirts with you

(Outro)
Yeah, from a bird's eye- yo, life seems different from a different perspective
When you're not in it and you're like, damn, shit

Bird's Eye View

Oh! Okay, hold up, uh, uhm, yeah, uh, okay! (Bitch)
I just bought a plane ticket, out to Texas (uh-huh)
She just bought ya boy a jacket (yeah!), I’m finna flex it (uh-huh)
Just took a drive with Thomas (goddamn), in the Lexus (oh, yeah)
I remember this motherfucker named Alexis 
He was on my dick over some dumb shit 
He was mad I was fucking around wit' his slut bitch
I’ll never let nobody hear this shit! (No) I’ll never air it out (Woah)
I’ma air you out (yeah!), everybody the fuck out! (the fuck out!)
Uh, uh, yeah, I’ma reload this clip, uh (click-clack)
Start unloading it, uh, graa-graa-graa! You feel that shit? (bow)
Huh, yeah, I know you do, ho (yeah) Butt-fuck you, oh, yeah
You gon' get [?] to the walls
Paint you like a poster all up on the walls
Uh, all up on my walls, all up on the-
(Fuckin' on my drawls) (She fuckin’ me in my drawls) (Fuckin’ em on the wall)
I got blood on my jeans (damn, damn, damn)
That’s your mans, B-blood on my jeans (whos is this?), the fuck away from me
I’ll kill you right now, uh-huh, yeah, yeah, B, 
Tell you what you fuckin’ need, is it love or fantasy? 
Tell me it’s hard to breathe, heart to heart, ecstasy 
Think you'll leave me alone, okay?
You wish you were like this, but you got no friends bitch
She just passed me her weed, I'm finna smoke this
I’m kidding, who is listening? I’m a good kid
You ain’t hear what I said, so, let’s pass over it
Do you think you'd believe it if I told you this?
Most of my songs are freestyled I can't write shit

OFF DA DOME (freestyle)

(Intro)
Got a bullet for my valentine
Light me up, like alkaline
Got no bow, Cupid got no bow so he carry a .9

(Chorus)
Cupid got no bow so he carry a nine
And he got a bullet for my valentine
Woke me up like Frankenstein
Light me up; Alkaline
She from the other side
I call her Coraline, cause she got them button eyes
Look inside I lose my mind

(Post-Chorus)
I think Cupid messed up this time (oh my)
Shot the wrong one guess love is blind 
What is the reason can’t seem to find 
God sent me a demon next time be kind 
Now I sit back let it unwind (unwind)
I don’t sip jack, but she seems confined (confined)
Or assigned to all the drugs in her life (life)

(Verse 1)
Life is a game full of pain and strife (uh-huh)
Five more lives that’ll cut like a knife (uh-huh)
Take my life, Walking Dead, Clementine 
In my head it gets dark sometimes
So I combine these words and make 'em rhyme
I’m a walkin’ paradigm in his prime
Success is a ladder I’m willing to climb for you, Coraline

(Chorus)
Cupid got no bow so he carry a nine
And he got a bullet for my valentine
Woke me up like Frankenstein
Light me up, Alkaline
She from the other side
I call her Coraline, cause she got them button eyes
Look inside I lose my mind

(Verse 2)
Keep in touch, with my circle, why?
No sleep, ooh, I write in journals, why?
Keep those feelings deep inside 'til it comes time to release them
I try to hide, keep my pride
You wouldn’t know if I cried
You wouldn’t know when I tried to make this work you don’t care, Marce, bye

(Outro)
Bye, baby, bye
Had to let you go and I might cry

Bullet for My Valentine

INTRO
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

CHORUS
One outfit gon cost your rent, bitch
And I’m fucking yo bitch while I’m watchin’ Netflix
And I’m grabbing her tits while I choke her neck, bitch (yeah)
Kick her out the crib when I’m done with that shit
No one night stands here dumb bitch
Don’t fuck exes, no forgiveness
(But I’ll fuck your ex when I know you miss it)
Imma give her that pipe (pipe)
Back in the days, my homie used to bring in dirty sprite (sprite)
Kill any fuck nigga or a pussy in sight
(That’s just one of the causes)
(These bitches make me nauseous)

VERSE
I don’t wanna bore you, I’ll spare you the details
But I’ll open the door to you and say that
“The plan got derailed”
Side tracked like a side hoe that doesn’t show
‘Cause she’s in jail, “I was on crack”
Thats what she wrote in her suicide note
Sent from hell, my bad, shouldn’t have read that
The more you know, I gotta go
Break free from the soul tie
Call up Marcel, do it for me now
“Date me for the rest of your life”
Are you crazy? You better see yourself out

BRIDGE
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

CHORUS
One outfit gon cost your rent, bitch
And I’m fucking yo bitch while I’m watchin’ Netflix
And I’m grabbing her tits while I choke her neck, bitch (yeah)
Kick her out the crib when I’m done with that shit
No one night stands here dumb bitch
Don’t fuck exes, no forgiveness
(But I’ll fuck your ex when I know you miss it)
Imma give her that pipe (pipe)
Back in the days, my homie used to bring in dirty sprite (sprite)
Kill any fuck nigga or a pussy in sight

NO FORGIVENESS

CHORUS
So, somehow I’m the problem (problem)
I’m sorry I can’t solve ‘em (solve 'em)
But, bitch the world doesn’t revolve around you (revolve around you)
Now that the day is "Judgement", you won’t amount to anything
Wedding ring, took into account too, but they hate when I sing
Fuck the whole crowd, ooh

POST CHORUS
But I’m not scared, I’m not scared
Been through it so much that I don’t care (I don't care)

BRIDGE
Been through it so much that I don’t care
I don’t like to fight, it ain’t fair
I will win every time, no doubt in my mind (my mind)
You’re the one who should cower in fear (ho, ho, ho)

VERSE
Yeah, I'll make it rain, dear (oh, wow)
Catch me out in public, get to running, try to jump me, bitch, if you dare (oh, oh)
Yeah, I switch the flow on you dummies (oh, oh)
Got your hoe clothes looking bummy (oh, oh)
Yeah, I’m rocking designer, Hilfiger, Tommy (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Your girl’s entire closet full of off-brand Armani (damn, damn, damn, damn)
Lean got me moving like a Walking Dead zombie (ah, ah, ah, ah)
Gun with a beam take your head off cleanly (bow, bow)
Gun with a beam, uh, show up in your dreams, Freddy Krueger if you see me
Jason Vorhees, machete, cut your head off cleanly
Said that already, I had to revisit it
Your girl stick to me, just like a sickness
Jumping from man to man, she a disease, bitch

CHORUS (x2)
So, somehow I’m the problem (problem)
I’m sorry I can’t solve ‘em (solve 'em)
But, bitch the world doesn’t revolve around you (revolve around you)
Now that the day is "Judgement", you won’t amount to anything
Wedding ring, took into account too, but they hate when I sing
Fuck the whole crowd, ooh
But I’m not scared, I’m not scared
Been through it so much that I don’t care (I don't care)

NOT SCARED

INTRO
Hold your hands in the air and just keep 'em there
Put your hands in the air, man of the year right over here
If you're looking for a problem, I found it, ho

VERSE
Load up the gun, put it in the air (yeah)
Copped a Rolex for fun, they stop and stare (yeah)
My personal gain, no, I will not share
It seems you're new to this game
Well, life ain't fair

Really hoped that you learned your lesson 
Take your head off, Smith & Wesson
My voice don't really suit my lyrics (Huh?)
My face doesn't really match my appearance (Huh?)
You wanna try me? That shit hysteric (Huh?)
I took your bitch, interference 
You got something to say? C'mon let's hear it (Yeah)
C'mon kid, don't play. I'm hearing crickets

Yeah, say it to my face (Yeah)
I got connections all over the place (Yeah)
You better pipe down 'fore I let you get laced (Yeah, yeah)
Bill Cosby in this bitch, date-rape (Hah)

Shoot the gun in the air, you doin' too much
Ray Charles with my wrist, 'cause the glare too much
Damn right I'ma ball up my fist and punch
I'ma fight when my fist is empty, uh
I'ma shoot til my clip is empty, uh
Might break my wrist and shoulder, uh
And then I'll blow out my ear drums
Your familys not too safe, uh-uh
Keep Benjamin in the safe, uh-huh
But you can't take it to your grave, uh-uh
I'm blessed for life like, hello, hey
Spoiled brats in my ear like "I got Versace, ayy"
You like to flex what you got in a safe
I like to flex what I wear any day

In The Air

CHORUS
I shouldn't care about her so much
She's a big pain in my ass (Oh, uh)
But if I tell her that I'm the asshole (Uh)
So I give up on her forever
And I'm done feeling shit for this bitch whatsoever
You doing too much for me to shut up
And you don't do enough to keep my mouth shut
That's a contradiction, an oxymoron

VERSE
I can see a moron through these f**king lens
I can see a moron through my glasses (You)
I can see the serpents in the grass, bitch (Me too)
I hope that you leave me, I don't want you (Damn)
I'ma release this when you're gone too (Yeah)
Everything makes perfect sense when I hear it back (Yeah)
Except for when I said "Opposites Attract" (Goddamn)
But I was right, "she's a fucking whore"
"She wasn't mentally ready for me, I heard that before" (Get it?)
All you do is disappoint me, why do I have faith that she'll change?
Cause all of them before her stayed the fucking same

CHORUS
I shouldn't care about her so much
She's a big pain in my ass (Oh, uh)
But if I tell her that I'm the asshole (Uh)
So I give up on her forever
And I'm done feeling shit for this bitch whatsoever
You doing too much for me to shut up
And you don't do enough to keep my mouth shut
That's a contradiction, an oxymoron (Damn, I see a moron)

OUTRO
(An oxymoron)
(An oxymoron)

OXYMORON

INTRO
Huh, yeah, and that’s for real
That’s for real, oh
That’s for real, uh
That’s for real, uh
(It looks like you lost another one)
C’mon, mm

CHORUS
If they knew what I did, it’d be over
Right before it started, time moves slower
When I get in my head, the light is closer
Feel uncoordinated in a coma
I might end up right there, no diploma
This is how I almost died, I tried to warn ya
My suicide (My)
That senior night (Suicide)
My suicide
That senior night (My suicide)

VERSE
Clues are hidden in plain sight
Now I’m too bedridden put up a fight
I hope I don’t make it through the night
None of my wrongs turn to right
What do I achieve if I leave?
Pay for the sins up my sleeve?
“Maybe just apologize for the lies”
You know I can’t do that
“But why?”
I know that I can’t do that
“Tell me why?”

BRIDGE
I’m not a very good guy
“But you’re funny and always happy”
Wow, you’re blind
“Well, tell me something then, from your eyes”
Do you even know what happened that night?

CHORUS
If they knew what I did, it’d be over
Right before it started, time moves slower
When I get in my head, the light is closer
Feel uncoordinated in a coma
I might end up right there, no diploma
This is how I almost died, I tried to warn ya
My suicide (My)
That senior night (Suicide)
My suicide
That senior night (My suicide)

Senior Night

It's been a while now
It's been a long time..haha, here we go, fuck

CHORUS
Hah, you must think I'm stupid, right? Ain't that the reason?
'Cause no way I'd let it past me, again
So just go and call a taxi, my friend
I hoped for something better in the end
Like a girl who sends me letters or likes my friends
'Cause what is this I'm getting? Not what I planned
(Maybe I need) a new setting, and find my right goddamn footing in the spotlight

VERSE
Too much to unpack, I'm gonna need some help
Every day it's the same argument, I'm starting to lose myself
I began to lose my sanity right when you came in my life (Ayy, ayy)
I'm tired of the fighting every single day and night (Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh)
I'm tired of the fighting, I don't want to talk no more (Hell, hell nah)
So please don't hit my line, lose my number fucking whore (Hell, hell nah)
You crossed that line- Looking for closure? It's over
Cross my heart, hope to die, so my life might be over
And my souls in the sky, and it's tainted forever (forever)

CHORUS
Hah, you must think I'm stupid, right? Ain't that the reason?
'Cause no way I'd let it past me, again
So just go and call a taxi, my friend
I hoped for something better in the end
Like a girl who sends me letters or likes my friends
'Cause what is this I'm getting? Not what I planned
(Maybe I need) a new setting, and find my right goddamn footing in the spotlight

The Reason (Curtains Rise)

CHORUS
"Oh, he's a good kid, he'll never do nothin'" (Oh yeah)
Protect myself, cause I'm totin' on somethin' (Oh yeah)
Kel-Tech hit ya mouth, .38 to ya stomach (Oh yeah)
Wanna bet? Call your bluff if that's how you comin' (Ah, ah)
We gon' pull up, b-bitch, get to runnin' (Yeah)
You done fucked up, lil shit, we hunting (Yeah)
Why would I lie about my life? The real shit eats me up inside (Ba, ba, ba)
No I don't got a reason, I keep it real until I die (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
And every bar I've ever spat has always happened in real life (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
You would take those insults back if you looked into my eyes (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I've had writer's block for the past few months, and now I let it fly
Let my thoughts fly

VERSE
It's been a long time since I felt this way
I wake up with migraines, body aches
I wonder if I should say it to her face
This for all the brothers that got fuckin' played, ay
You can forgive her, I sure as hell don't
I can't believe this fuckin' hoe
He wanna try me? He get deleted (Fasho)
I grab the stick and face fuck your main bitch (Gahlee)
Look in my eyes, bitch, you talkin' to Satan (Graa, graa)
Think I'm playing D&D with these dragons I'm slayin' (Ayy, ayy)
I'm against gun violence til you on my porch (Uh-huh)
These hot ass bullets gon' burn and scortch (Uh-huh)
I'ma get on yo ass then you have no retort (Yeah)
Shot in the face and the body contort (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Your mother shoulda learned to fuckin' abort
Now, how they gon' take a dead corpse to court? (Haha!)
I'm asking ya mom the same fuckin' question (Yeah)
I'm grabbing the Kel-Tech, .38, 'Wesson (Uh-huh)
We out in New York, not in the west end
You gon' bend to my sword, without a question
Yeah, you gon' bend the knee cause I'm the king and you're a peasant (Haha!)

CHORUS
"Oh, he's a good kid, he'll never do nothin'" (Oh yeah)
Protect myself, cause I'm totin' on somethin' (Oh yeah)
Kel-Tech hit ya mouth, .38 to ya stomach (Oh yeah)
Wanna bet? Call your bluff if that's how you comin' (Ah, ah)
We gon' pull up, b-bitch, get to runnin' (Yeah)
You done fucked up, lil shit, we hunting (Yeah)
Why would I lie about my life? The real shit eats me up inside (Ba, ba, ba)
No I don't got a reason, I keep it real until I die (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
And every bar I've ever spat has always happened in real life (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
You would take those insults back if you looked into my eyes (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
I've had writer's block for the past few months, and now I let it fly
Let my thoughts fly

Writer's Block

INTRO
Hah, you in my ear with it, I told em "butt out"
You in my ear with it, I told em get out
They in my ear with it

VERSE
They in my ear wit' it, I told 'em get out (Get out)
It ain't your business, how bout you butt out? (Butt out)
Your life is an illness, need to be put down
I have to live with the way it is now 
I look at the cards that I'm dealt with 
How could you ever be so selfish? 

Nah, I'm lying (Uh-huh) 
I already knew this (I did)
I already knew this (I did) 
I already knew this (I did)
Tired of the saving face
Tell me, how was the fall from grace?
I'll tell you, not so good for me
I know you looked the other way
I know you couldn't handle me
Tired of the mockery
I'll tell you what inspired me
I met this girl named..
I laugh and have fun by myself
But it gets ruined when I think about it
No, I don't wanna think about it
No, I don't wanna think about it (Oh, oh)

Illness

ILLNESS (prod. @chxsebank)

(WAHOO! FORE!)
I'm way too high
I fly so fuckin' high I defy (I defy)
Gravity, Newton would be fuckin' mad at me
Issac can suck my dick 
Sir Issac Newton, bitch, you sound like a prick
He ain't never had no pussy so he's mad
It's bad

He didn't have kids and he never had a wife (Fuckin' virgin)
I'm a certified hater for my whole fuckin' life (Damn right)
I must be trippin' bitches bitchin' 
Bitchy boy get a life (Graa)
I'm on yo ass now and I know you got some lice (B-baow!)
It's over wit now, I hope the Doc shock you back to life (Uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh)
Man, I fuckin hate Newton, I fucked his mom (His MOM?)
Yep, she got the whole yard stick, joystick, long dick, ice pick
Chopsticks, breadsticks, fishsticks, jumbo shrimp 
The point is we ran a train on her and she took everybody's long ass-

(WAHOO! FORE!)
I'm way too high
I fly so fuckin' high I defy (I defy)
Gravity, Newton would be fuckin' mad at me (Mad at me)
Issac can suck my dick 
Sir Issac Newton, bitch, you sound like a prick!
He ain't never had no pussy so he's mad
It's bad

(Bad, bad, bad)
(Bad, bad, bad)
(Bad, bad, bad)

F**K ISSAC (Issac Newton Disstrack)

Oh, woah, oh-oh, woah-oh
Oh, tell 'em the story, oh
I miss my home (I miss my home)
Can't go back home, can't go back home
Can't go back home, can't go back home
It's not the same (filled with pain)
It's not the same (filled with pain)
It's not the same (filled with pain)
It's not the same (filled with pain)
Keeping a smile (please, stay a while)
To hide the pain (feeling is vile)
It may take a while
If I fake it long enough, will I go insane?

ʜᴏᴍᴇ (intro)

CHORUS
Who you foolin'? (Who you foolin?) 
It ain't me (Better not be me, ho)
Yeah, who you foolin'? Cause it ain't me
I'm not the one to be deceived (Uh-oh)
I'm not the one to be deceived 
You can't play a player I've been playin' this whole game wrong
You were the best at being the worst, damn, that's an oxymoron
You're a walking contradiction
Face pretty, when you open your mouth it all goes south
What the hell are we talking about? You don't deserve your name out of my mouth

VERSE 1
Time to show myself some more respect that you never gave me (That you never gave me)
Give you a piece of my intellect, I'ma make you hate me (You and your little sister so ugly)
Shoulda gave myself some more self-respect and never let you date me (Never let you date me)
I'mma air it out since we talkin' bout all the shit we did: I'ma say it out loud 
Ask me to hang out then go with your friends from night to day
Sleep all day so anyway we couldn't fuckin' play 
Then complain when I want one day to be with my girlfriend, hey
What's the issue? I just miss you, I don't get it, okay
Thats what my mindset was when we were going through that shit
But now that we're out of it, I'mma take this chance to shit on this bitch
It was all them foster homes, wasn't it? Maybe they rot your brain
Or was it the lack of a father? He left your mom deranged

CHORUS
Who you foolin'? (Who you foolin?) 
It ain't me (Better not be me, ho)
Yeah, who you foolin'? Cause it ain't me
I'm not the one to be deceived (Uh-oh)
I'm not the one to be deceived 
You can't play a player I've been playin' this whole game wrong
You were the best at being the worst, damn, that's an oxymoron
You're a walking contradiction
Face pretty, when you open your mouth it all goes south
What the hell are we talking about? You don't deserve your name out of my mouth

VERSE 2
Wonder how it feels to know that you're nothing?
Call up Nat and you'll ask her that and I'm sure she'll know
How wrong I was about you, I don't doubt you wouldn't change from now
You'll be the little slut forever, we know, oh no
Surround yourself with people that are toxic, don't ya know?
I'm out of Rodrigo's hex, or whatever the hell he put on me
I swear that Mexican Ninja Turtle done put a spell on me
Where your homies now my guy?
They all left, wanna see you die
You two have a lot in common, actually
You have shitty lives, you're manipulators, and, let's see
You both have families that don't wanna see you succeed
They both plotting on your downfall, just like me

CHORUS
Who you foolin'? (Who you foolin?) 
It ain't me (Better not be me, ho)
Yeah, who you foolin'? Cause it ain't me
I'm not the one to be deceived (Uh-oh)
I'm not the one to be deceived 
You can't play a player I've been playin' this whole game wrong
You were the best at being the worst, damn, that's an oxymoron
You're a walking contradiction
Face pretty, when you open your mouth it all goes south
What the hell are we talking about? You don't deserve your name out of my mouth

ᴏ𝔁ʏᴍᴏʀᴏɴ² (extended)

CHORUS
Who you foolin'? (Who you foolin?)
It ain't me (Better not be me, ho)
Yeah, who you foolin'? Cause it ain't me
I'm not the one to be deceived (Uh-oh)
I'm not the one to be deceived
You can't play a player I've been playin' this whole game wrong
You were the best at being the worst, damn, that's an oxymoron
You're a walking contradiction
Face pretty, when you open your mouth it all goes south
What the hell are we talking about? You don't deserve your name out of my mouth

VERSE 1
Time to show myself some more respect that you never gave me (That you never gave me)
Give you a piece of my intellect, I'ma make you hate me (You and your little sister so ugly)
Shoulda gave myself some more self-respect and never let you date me (Never let you date me)
I'mma air it out since we talkin' bout all the shit we did: I'ma say it out loud
Ask me to hang out then go with your friends from night to day
Sleep all day so anyway we couldn't fuckin' play
Then complain when I want one day to be with my girlfriend, hey
What's the issue? I just miss you, I don't get it, okay
Thats what my mindset was when we were going through that shit
But now that we're out of it, I'mma take this chance to shit on this bitch
It was all them foster homes, wasn't it? Maybe they rot your brain
Or was it the lack of a father? He left your mom deranged

CHORUS
Who you foolin'? (Who you foolin?)
It ain't me (Better not be me, ho)
Yeah, who you foolin'? Cause it ain't me
I'm not the one to be deceived (Uh-oh)
I'm not the one to be deceived
You can't play a player I've been playin' this whole game wrong
You were the best at being the worst, damn, that's an oxymoron
You're a walking contradiction
Face pretty, when you open your mouth it all goes south
What the hell are we talking about? You don't deserve your name out of my mouth

ᴏ𝔁ʏᴍᴏʀᴏɴ²

CHORUS
Wake up, I believe I have no supporters, I'm lonely
Self-doubt is eating at me, ADHD, anxiety
I guess it runs in the family
Overthinking won't let me sleep
Overworking now I can't breathe
God knows it ain't fun to be just like me

VERSE
I'm sorry if you look up to me
I'm not a good role-model in the slightest
Sure, I'm confident, not self-righteous
Still don't have the words to be nice with
Done too many wrongs, and all the lies with
All the shit I said and it's mixed with
Evergrowing dread and the hatred
I have for myself
It's too late to fix it

CHORUS (w/ Jack)
Wake up, I believe I have no supporters, I'm lonely (lonely)
Self-doubt is eating at me, ADHD, anxiety (ADHD, anxiety)
I guess it runs in the family
Overthinking won't let me sleep (Can't sleep)
Overworking now I can't breathe (Can't breathe)
God knows it ain't fun to be just like me

ꜱᴇʟꜰ-ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ

CHORUS
Reach out for...
I reach out for your (help), for your (help)
"Do you have any in store?"
I'm stuck in mental jail
"Well, how long are you in for?"
18 years so far and it's not looking too well
Tell the taxi, "Crash the car"
Lyft me up from this hell

VERSE
Traumatize another person?
Temporary problem, permanent solution
Why would I conclude my story?
Whoever wrote it must'a reviewed it poorly
Don't believe in nothin' like that
Choose my own path, get up and fight back

Don't take shit from nobody
Fuck wit' me? Prolly, no

Stay ten toes no matter what
And I'll take yo' ass down no matter what
I swear I ain't with the talkin' tough
You fuck with us? We'll call your bluff
I'm all with the internet beef, royumi, RIP
Know you might think this shits corny
But I don't give a damn
I ain't with the talkin' tough
You fuck wit us? We'll call your bluff
See, I'm stuck within the rough
I have a reputation to uphold
So, no, I can't be vulnerable
I wanna say it out loud (But, I can't no, no, no, no, no)
I can't get it out (I can't get it out, no, no, no)

CHORUS
Reach out for...
I reach out for your (help), for your (help)
"Do you have any in store?"
I'm stuck in mental jail
"Well, how long are you in for?"
18 years so far and it's not looking too well
Tell the taxi, "Crash the car"
Lyft me up from this hell

ʀᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏᴜᴛ

INTRO
(Looks like you lost another one)
Here for everybody else, I don't think about myself
Never-ending cycle, it's so vile, I call out for help

CHORUS
I'm only here to be the people's man
(So) who would lend a hand to me?
I'm the shoulder that they cry on
I don't want them to feel bad for me
If the boulder that you lie on, rely on
Just ends up broke in two (broken too)
Where's the hope in your mind 
When something you lived in all your life gets broke into?

VERSE
Feel like a loose screw (What did I get myself into?)
A hot mess, I'm in distress
I'm in need of help from you (I don't know who to talk to)
Looks like I'm on my own (I don't wanna be here)
Looks like I'm all alone (I can't shed a single tear)
What if someone's watching me? Can't let em see me down
What if he looks up to me? Gotta hold my head up and I can't drown

What if they knock me down? (Get up you better fight back right now)
I'd rather sit here and cower (No, come on, I know you got the power)
The power? I lost it, and my courage I don't doubt it
I'd rather sit back down and let my problems just wash over me
Can't fight this war anymore, I lost all my resistibility

BRIDGE
"You got so many supporters!"
"We all love you, please, don't go!"
"We will be with you forever!"
No, you won't, I already know
(Never-ending cycle, it's so vile, I call out for help)

CHORUS
I'm only here to be the people's man
(So) who would lend a hand to me?
I'm the shoulder that they cry on
I don't want them to feel bad for me
If the boulder that you lie on, rely on
Just ends up broke in two (broken too)
Where's the hope in your mind 
When something you lived in all your life gets broke into?

ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ'ꜱ ᴍᴀɴ

Yearning for validation as a child
Top of the class
Valedictorian style
Anything to make my parents smile
Straight A's yes please - Bust my ass off while
I'm getting heart broken left and right
Man, how the hell could you sleep at night?
Funny thing is that I couldn't stomach the pain
And my anger was brewing, 2020, I said screw it
Said some hurtful things if I could undo it


I'd make those songs even worse
And by worse I mean so good that it hurts
Like I threw 'way the Trojan and made a love potion with your baby momma
If you thought you were getting an insight of my mind
Not this time
I swear to God, I've done it all
I should put down the mic and start to withdrawal
Myself from this game I've been here for way too long
But I got so much to say just not the right words at all
So in this game I live and this life I lead
Well I'm only getting started so.. pick up the curtains please

ᴠᴀʟᴇᴅɪᴄᴛᴏʀɪᴀɴ

Guess I gotta respond to this motherfucker... everyone of these bitches blowing up my Twittah talking bout some "he dissed you" "he destroyed you", STFU.

INTRO
Haha
(Issac can suck my dick) Fuckin' pussy

CHORUS
Yo, it's Issac here, I'mma make this nigga disappear (Try it)
Talkin' bout my love life?
Bitch, didn't you drop some tears
Over like three girls in a single year
Cunt ass, cuck ass, I'mma make you disappear

VERSE
I'm gonna tear you limb from limb and 
Make you have sex with John Lennon
I know you don't like women, but, men
Men, men, that's your preference
Hold up, shit, I lost my accent
I'm gonna call the four horsemen
To take your ex bitch, make her a whore and
I'm gonna make you watch it and make you like it, hoe

CHORUS
Yo, it's Issac here, I'mma make this nigga disappear (Try it)
Talkin' bout my love life?
Bitch, didn't you drop some tears
Over like three girls in a single year
Cunt ass, cuck ass, I just made you disappear

Make You Disappear (bigshot Disstrack)

Everything 100% real and half of it happened today smfh fucking cocksucking red haired fuck

INTRO
Man, these police, you ain’t protecting us
(Some white kid just paid them off, dog)
You protecting the white and rich kids
All those people who lost their lives
Families that suffer cause you ain’t put the suspect away?
But it’s fine, right? It helps you sleep at night? It’s all about the money, anyway


CHORUS
Uh, in my neighborhood, no equality
Fuck the police, paid off easily
In my neighborhood, no apologies
If you’re rich enough, get off scott-free
But if you’re white enough, no questioning
But if you’re brown enough, when’s the sentencing?
But if you’re black enough, court hearing
(Hate to be) in my neighborhood
(No equality) in my neighborhood
(They don’t care about us) in my neighborhood

VERSE
So a brown boy on my block starts to shoot up acting reckless
And by shoot up I don't mean the heroin in the syringe, bitch
What I mean is, several shots fired at two white kids that were tryna buy some vapes, shit (And guess what?)
Swiftly taken to jail, life sentence, you get bent over and raped, bitch (Don’t drop the soap!)
Mexican, his next of kin, and all of his details shown
But this white kid hit a girl, it was quiet, nobody knows (Pronounced dead on arrival)
But in my head I'm feeling violent cuz why is it so fucking racist, oh?

(Race of any kind should be dealt with equally but…)

White kid got a dad who's rich and his whore wife at the throne (Money money, bitch)
If I fucking see you again, you get your ass beat in, oh… (Is that him?)

CHORUS
Uh, in my neighborhood, no equality (I wish there was)
Fuck the police, paid off easily
(Heres the money… Keep it on the hush! Shh)
In my neighborhood, no apologies (Sucks to suck)
If you’re rich enough, get off scott-free (What the motherfuck?)
But if you’re white enough, no questioning
(You’re free to go)
But if you’re brown enough, when’s the sentencing?
(FBI, open up!)
But if you’re black enough, court hearing
(Hate to be) in my neighborhood
(No equality)

OUTRO
That’s my neighborhood, that’s my neighborhood
Paint the picture, oh

That's My Neighborhood

INTRO
Damn, it’s all these fuck niggas, man
Goddamn, it’s all these fuck niggas
Ayo, Connor, fuck you (Bitch!)

VERSE
Pussy boy scamming me? (Try it, bitch)
Hoe, run your fucking money (God, ayy)
Connor, you can’t scam me
I’m the master of deceit (Ayy)
Hope your girlfriend gets pregnant
I’ll turn her into swiss cheese (B-b-baow)
Pussy on my hit list and shit list
Pussy, try me (Try it)
Called you out on your bullshit now you block me?
I knew this fuckin’ ****** since the ninth grade
I’ve had it with these pussies tryna try me
Tryna… tryna try me

VERSE 2
Sorry! Your mom pack hitting right now
Miguel tried it he got shut down (Bitch)
Connor tried it he a fucking clown (Bitch)
Your moms legacy got passed down
Remember science class?
When I beat ya ass?
All fun and games up until now
No guidance headass (Nope)
Your sister got ass (Yup)
So you know Brian had to beat it down
No, I ain’t lying
Y’all ain’t live together
Dick had her crying
Fucked her in my sweater
I’ve had enough, y’all piss me off
Better think about me next time you cough

Scam Artist

Ay, listen up
If you single, this one for you
And if you in a relationship this one ain’t for you
Man, shut the fuck up, pipe down

CHORUS
Put that dress on, girl
Then you rock my world
Get you diamonds and pearls
And a rose, both versions, girl
Got you a dress and a ring
You looking perfect
You could dress in bummy clothes and I’ll still sing
My baby worth it
24-karat gold, baby, you deserve it
You can ride this ride, this hoe ain’t outta service

VERSE
You too beautiful for me, yeah
I’m a screw up
Hope you know that I’m so lucky to be your man, uh
Hope you know that I’ll never leave, no matter what the case be
Wanna wake up with you next to me
Said I wanna look up and know that you got me
Tell the world I’m hung up on those that don’t want me
Air my dirty laundry out, you can’t use it against me
Love, you know what I’m about, don’t test me
Never mess with loyalty
Let the boy fuck around and, damn, he’ll see
Give him his education, Lauryn Hill (Miseducation)
You see this fist? Teach you how it feel
Fuck with my baby, and you’ll get killed (You can get killed)

CHORUS
Put that dress on, girl (Fine as hell)
Then you rock my world (Mine as well)
Get you diamonds and pearls
And a rose, both versions, girl
Got you a dress and a ring
You looking perfect
You could dress in bummy clothes and I’ll still sing
My baby worth it
24-karat gold, baby, you deserve it
You can ride this ride, this hoe ain’t outta service

WORTH IT

7.25 🪐
producer/lyricist/vocalist

ITMOAL, u&ialc, WAITY - https://soundcloud.com/igoesding
Snippets or Non-Official - https://soundcloud.com/bigshot-unreleased

CURRENTLY WORKING ON:
- #1 Duo: Mixtape (Summer, 2024)
- The Moon: Mixtape (???, 2024)
- Marshall’s Journal (Album 2024)
- Identity Crisis 2 (EP 2024)
- Underground (Single)
- 4th of July (July 4th, 2024)

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