Hey, 
 My name is Shayde Hodgson-Gulson.
 I am totally out there.
 I love myself, although i do have flaws.
 I absolutly dispise the two words 'junkie' and 'slut'.
 I am a nice person if your nice to me and make a good impression.
 If i hate you then dont try to fix it i hate you for a purpose.
 I have a reason for everything i do.
 I read peoples body language and there emotions like its the newspaper.
 I tend to make an impression on people, that I can't explain. I'm hard to leave.
 I need to just stay single for a bit and go with the flow, don't rush anything before it reaches it's own time.
 I want to find real friends, i bearly have many real ones.
 I miss my mum i want to get to know her.
 I have really bad anger issues, schitzophrenia and MPD .
 I don't show the pain I really am experiencing and I do that because I don't want to burden anyone else with my SHIT.
 I push those away that mean something to me, I push them away so that they don't get dragged down with me.
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 Thanks for reading,
 ShaydiieeBabiiee

Shaydeo Gulson