caterpillar (@stellarmunbeatz) sped up 8 cents

song abt a boy i liked <3

i can see u sitting on the table
i wish tht u were there waiting for me
but ur with her now n i dont mean a thing to u
was i js a fling to u
was i js a one night thing 4 u
tell me so tht i can move on
i dont care abt my heart i can take it
did u think abt me when ur w her u replaced me

fling

lyrics:

the mirror stays honest
i try n i listen to the truth
n they all say to look at the bright side
cold hearted north star
guide me to the selfless, deserted, n lonely truth
its the cold hearted truth
n ur misunderstood 
yeah i feel for u

u can fry me in hell with the voices n angels
i rly dont care
i wish tht i had meaning or purpose
no its all been deserted

cold hearted breathless i fell for a serpent
snakes in the grass n they come for the fragrance 
deep scent aroma it sneaks past the skin 
i fell for a guy now i cant even think
wizards old spell i was cast to a love spell

try im hungover i cant even think
now the pressure is real i cant comprehend
my eyesight is logic my brain says its fiction
cry cuz i don’t understand a thing
why in the world is this all so confusing

self reflection (owleeng dollategabeatz)

this that off the dome shit shoutout dollategabeatz

i think these are the lyrics:

wicked old crone sitting on the porch all alone
her shotgun loaded since the last lit torch
she listens to the radio and waits for the lord
not knowing tht he wont come home
hes gone bby pls let go
youve grown way too old

take 3 pills idk what i took
when i hear her voice i get so shook
so i take 3 more now i swear she cant look
the voice is there but the photo getting blurry
ten ten ten
i been spending bens ben ben
now i need a pen pen pen
writing lyrics like im Shakespeare 
going crazy like a maniac
n i feel the stars like a zodiac
im zooming right thru in my pontiac
coming up w rhymes like a brainiac
i know that i shouldnt always always act like this
n ik i dont deserve anything 
if u shoot my brains out anyday ill take it

wicked old crone freestyle (dollategabeatz)

a song i been working on except i sped it up like crazy lmao (releasing soon)
prod @krmeee

shoutout to them the beat is crazyyyy

deja vu (kuromee) sped up 800 cents

prod @1foxglove

lyrics:

bby could u tell me where were going
i think i deserve a lil better than what im getting
like pls js tell me where were going
fireworks at 한강 
im getting everything i ever dreamt of
nothing can compare to what we had love

난 널 사랑해, 너도 날 사랑하길 바래
bébé ne me laisse pas partir
อยู่กับฉัน
อยู่กับฉัน

i dont wanna let u go no way
stay w me bby everyday
i wanna see ur face when i wake up
i wanna see u next to me
bby hold this ring n stick to me

fireworks at 한강 (shvrpness fumiko) demo

lyrics:

i fell for those wicked eyes
cant believe youve got me this time
n i rly wanna forget all abt u
but its hard to do tht

so tell me all abt the trinkets n magic
i wanna figure out js wat this love is
n i rly wanna know what the purpose of my life is
n i rly wanna know why u always acting selfless
n ik u didnt know me before
if u knew me youd know why i do this for
ik u tht u think im cold hearted n reckless
im js the product of the cards tht i been dealt with

i been thru so much idk how to approach u
i jus wanna be a normal girl
i wanna fall in love like the other ones
u tell me tht im nothing like the other ones
nothing like the other ones ?

so tell me all abt the trinkets n magic
i wanna figure out js wat this love is
n i rly wanna know what the purpose of my life is
n i rly wanna know why u always acting selfless
n ik u didnt know me before
if u knew me youd know why i do this for
ik u tht u think im cold hearted n reckless
im js the product of the cards tht i been dealt with

normal girl ❀ (innerpeace x gfy)

self prod lil acoustic vent thing

i used to find love so scary
would u believe me if i said i hurt her
let her go even tho i loved her
n ik it wont make sense 2 u
sometimes even i can’t understand
its so hard to figure out what the heart wants

theres no reason u should stay
but im glad tht u do
i feel this way all the time
ik it makes u upset to see me like this

n i dont even kno wht i feel anymore
i need u near me to guide me thru this
yk tht ive nevr been this alone
yk it kills me so slowly
i wish i had u at times like this
times like this
break me to bits
guide me to sanity i need u rn

use me up yk im scared of love
u can js throw me away in the end
now dont act so innocent yk it works out tht way
yk everytime i fall in love i js get thrown out the way

scared of love

prod @ydustin9

for 2 days straight i been stuck on the road
im crying all alone im fading my glo
times like these i wish i fkn had u
w u by my side i could do anything boo
now i toss n turn til the sunrise
looking at the photos of u n im starstruck
i js wanna tell u how i feel but it wont be enough
my heart races 4u yk tht i love u

fading my glo (ydustin)

prod @godraysss

lyrics:

im telling stories abt money im the bank teller
im w gang n we gon buy some coats for rainy weather
brother turned on me so he met up w the grim reaper
thats jus his fate im not fessing ever

u wont catch me lacking i stay plenty packing
everyday a reset so i keep a stacky
everyday could be my last so i keep a blicky
they say im 2 quiet so i max the dB

aint no way i let u win u a faker
everyday i sin til i meet my maker
i wont let u win u a bitch u a poser
acting out in public gotta keep my composure
talkin bout money im a money maker
say u fw me u a bitch u a chaser
aint no way i believe her
im a money maker

money makerrrr (gxdrays)

sample - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kw-CBm9kq-k

lyrics:

its a rainy day i dont wanna be here
n yk tht i luv u still so yk the pains still there
u break my heart 2 a million pieces
im still in luv w u so break me 2 pieces
talking to the knife like im talking to the mic now
figured out a different way to end it with no blackouts
n yk tht i luv u still so yk the pains still there
n yk tht i luv u 4ever so pls js tell me u luv me 2

random freestyle on a beat i made

prod @notee1 x @seroewav

lyrics:

i been thinkin of everythin tht i would say 2 u 
if i evr saw u again
dreamin of evrythin we couldv been
but u js smile n laugh

dreamin of the things we couldv been
evryday i wondr y u left me in the bin
throw me in the bin 
treat me like trash 
i dnt deserve all ur luv anyway

i hav been thinkin of the way u make me feel
butterflies in my stomach everytime i speak
omg fuck my hearts so weak (everytime i speak)

butterflies (brodie lee seroewav)

https://soundcloud.com/1ri/demo

kick my feet in the dirt
at least it doesnt hurt as much
as u said it would hurt
but ur smile still feels like a punch
and i wanna be her
because shes the one person i like
if u have to compare
shes the stars im the void in the sky

iris demo cover

ill always b there for u

lyrics:
bby ik i hurt u real bad
get a bag n spend it cuz im sad
jus kno tht im hurt when im mad at u
even if ur mad at me kno tht ily

now ik i rely on pills too much
n i take it when i crave ur touch
need some more need some more
need some more to fill my heart

i got sm shit tht i dont wanna lose
n i grab on so tight tht it makes it a bruise
n u say tht im hurting u
bby im loving u
ik tht it seems like i dont even care abt u
jus kno tht until i die ill always b there for u

im not living right

lyrics
i dont rly kno u
i dont even hate u
ego by my side i dont see it in a clear view
they say to dismantle 
but it helps to see the rear view
pills in my mouth help me handle all the worst moods

anger aggression i feel like ive known em
im mad at myself but u see me as ur foe and
ion rly think i got an answer for ur question 
im in a bit of pain but ill get over ill show em

she say im the worst yeah
i already knew it
told u im the worst
when it comes to showin love n
i still rly love u
wont let myself hurt u
ik im the worst so
u can say goodbye soon

anger n aggression

prod @krmeee

your hands running down my spine
i think ill be alright
my heads in the clouds, my body with you
do what you want im safe with you

now ik what u wanted from me
ur hands all over my body
do what u want, as long as u dont leave me
was it rly true when u told me u need me

n i knew from the start tht u didnt rly like me
clench my heart n i folded my skin whenever ur near me
u take advantage of the fact that im craving some company

skin (kuromee) demo

lil acoustic thing from my heart <3

lyrics:

i never asked for u to kiss me
i dont need ur petty words
when u told me that u love me
i was lying on a hearse 

its the way that u try to do everything for me
i don’t understand but if it makes u happy ig

i try n try to understand 
but the words ur saying just cant reach my mind
n i feel like im living a lie
cuz whatever ur feeling im not feeling at all

its a lie what u said
i would never try to hurt u im sorry if i did
its a lie
i couldnt help it
i dont feel the way u do 
but still i love u tho

i think that u should reconsider all the words u said to me
that left a scar on me okay, 
it left a scar on me okay
u know that i cant face this kinda shit at all today

its the grey area

ive seen the darkest light consume u
i dont think its much to ask
how will i ever feel happiness
if time has fled the task

and u told me to find solace 
but all i found was this hurt
its like nothing ever makes me feel alright

and when i try to find the answers
n its always all the same
all the pathways lead to nothing
except a bullet to my brain

why do u keep on telling me 
thats not ever the answer
im so lost n now idk where to look anymore 

i cant keep looking over, n over n over
i need closure n ur making it so hard for me
u want me to be alive but thats not gonna happen
i always end up hurting everyone, i hate the way it is

petty

prod @prodjayysoul @sennaiidesu

lyrics:
if i never spoke
would u think im perfect
i cant stand the violence
im a neutral person
tell u what my heart says
it told me tht i love u
think ill have a heart attack
if im not beside u

bby tell me im worthy
i spent all my life tryna be useful for something
chasing my own tail
had to figure out my purpose
whenever im around u
i cant help but be nervous

i see the stars in her eyes
think i fell for her lies
feel so sad when u cry
like bby are u alright

swear id lose it all to be w u again
i got all these feelings locked up in my head
n theres nothing i can do to make amends
u broke my heart when u said this was the end

i see the stars in her eyes
think i fell for her lies
feel so sad when u cry
like bby are u alright
x2

if i never spoke
would u think im perfect
i cant stand the violence
im a neutral person
tell u what my heart says
it told me tht i love u
think ill have a heart attack
if im not beside u

bby tell me im worthy
i spent all my life tryna be useful for something
chasing my own tail
had to figure out my purpose
whenever im around u
i cant help but be nervous

i see the stars in her eyes
think i fell for her lies
feel so sad when u cry
like bby are u alright

her eyes (jayysoul sennai)

prod @yurkiez @riojssr

lyrics:
i cant fall in love im falling up
i got sticks to shut em up if they get loud
n i told this girl i liked her i lied
i only love my money n my pride
lately i been catching 💤’s u b catching L’s now
if they wanna talk down then we going down now
told her i dont want commitment cut the ties down
i rly had her crying on the floor i wanna die now

last time i fell in love it was a ride
i get the same feeling when im high
lately i been on some shit that make me fly
when she ripped my heart out, know i cried

she used to make him happy
lately she been feeling gloomy
got her feeling like she nothing
goddam this blicky took her everything
n ya she took off her wedding ring
i thought that he meant everything
i thought that he meant everything

gl0omy (yk jssr)

prod @yokulol

lyrics:
i got this feeling in my chest that i hate
said to count up to a 100 but i wont
theres no point of making me feel any better
'cause the only thing that i deserve is this bad weather

why you always talking shit
dont got no accomplishments
still you think that youre the shit
just get the fuck out of my head

i threw a punch on the ceiling fan
my wrist bleed think i need a hand
if you ever wanna make me feel better
lend a hand <3
give me something, a compliment
i swear its not an ego trip
i wish that i could smile someday
i jus wanna be yours today
jus call me yours baby today

ego trip (yoku)

prod @prodmelik

i stay up all night i told u im crying
sometimes it feels like im slowly decaying
tryna be there for myself it aint working
something in my heart surely is changing

still dont rly know what its like to be loved
everyday i talk to u i end up feeling worse
draw a blade to my chest put me in a hearse
cry late at night while im writing this verse

and u told me someday itll be better
i tried everything i let go of ur sweater
feelings frozen im feeling under weather
now im shifting thru time ill be gone by december

n i tried to find the real u
its so hard when u dont trust im tryna help u
ill stay here said that ill always b there 4u
n u said its getting harder to live for u

and i know how hard it gets
i felt for u thought u felt the same
u didnt even reply to my texts
u asked me why im sad i said that ur the one to blame

something in my heart (melik)

prod jewelryboy

lyrics:
i treat you like a god
i worship every part of you
im just a dog you played my heart
im such a fool for you
and even in death
the marks will stay
here
forevermore
u leave me with scars
so i will never forget u

say ur always just here
waiting for me
leave the scars on the shelf
knife on my wrist

even in
sickness and death
i said
ill always love u too

in sickness and death (jewelryboy)

I got a heart, and I got a soul
Believe me when i say, I'll use them both
We made a start
Be it a false one, I know
Baby, I don't want to be alone
So kiss me where I lay down
My hands pressed to your cheeks
A long way from the playground
(I have loved you) since we were 18
Long before we both thought the same thing
To be loved (and to be in love)
All I can do is say that these arms
Are made for holding you, oh-oh
(I wanna love like you made me feel)
When we were 18

one direction- 18 cover #sheapstyle

prod jewelryboy

lyrics:
am i good enough
to be a forever piece
i wanna hold your hand
i need you next to me

i think i figured out why
you fucking left me
maybe i couldve done better
im fucking sorry

still regret all the words that i said
i stayed quiet while youre hurting in the head
i didnt know any better
i was just 16
if i could turn back time
i wouldnt leave you

i wouldve kept you real close
i cant forget you
i made 100 songs i still cant leave you
cant forget you, still cant let u go, i fucking need you

we were side by side, im always stuck2u
bby i need some more tell me im worthy of you
i cant let you go, feel your arms in my dreams
right now i need you the most

i reflect on our love, youre the one i trust, 
pull a gun to my head
i can take it, my love

oh its you that  i need the most
i keep saying that 
though i know its fucking hard to believe

confession (jewelryboy)

cover of https://soundcloud.com/m2ntal/sca

lyrics:
i feel like i could sprout a pair of wings
and fly its so embarrassing
i cry and laugh at everything
but im too scared to speak

so ill stay quiet wait for you to say
the things that ive been too afraid
to let out of my stupid brain
but u see right thru me

i missed you more than words could express
it punched a hole into my chest
i still remember when u left
i cried all night till i could sleep

so just imagine my surprise
when we took back all our goodbyes
i pinch my skin and rub my eyes
i cant believe its not dream

m2ntal scaredy cat cover

prod @prodjayysoul @ripwarheart @txqiio

lyrics:
winter love bby do u feel the bliss now
i got scars but dont know what to feel now
i keep trying my best to be yours now
and this time ill be yours now

winter love bby do u feel the bliss now
i got scars but dont know what to feel now
we can talk later bae can we kiss now
i keep trying my best to be yours now

and i really dont want anything at all
youre the only thing i crave give my all
write a list for my love
giving gifts out of love
really dont want anything at all

now we back to the basics
i got scars in my heart cant replace it
try to bandage all my cuts i cant fix it
try to fix all mistakes i cant take it
i wont run away from love i will face it !!

<peter pan dialogue>

winter love bby do u feel the bliss now
i got scars but dont know what to feel now
i keep trying my best to be yours now
and this time ill be yours now

winter love bby do u feel the bliss now
i got scars but dont know what to feel now
we can talk later bae can we kiss now
i keep trying my best to be yours now

and i really dont want anything at all
youre the only thing i crave give my all
write a list for my love
giving gifts out of love
really dont want anything at all

sheapy

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