The Sadness Will Last Forever ~

Music For Performing Arts

"The Bloody Wedding" Theme

Mayssa Karaa- Concerto pour une voix (Saint-Preux)

A little medley of two songs during the concert at the MuziekGieterij 9th of Feb 2011

Black Eyes - Bella Ciao (Live @Muziekgieterij)

02 Ahlah Barison

The Train Leaves At 8

Diese Aufnahme entstand 1906 und war Bestandteil der laufenden Plattenproduktion für Emile Berliner. Die Schellackplatte wurde 1908 in Hannover gepresst. 

Enrico Caruso - La donna è mobile (1906)

“Tome of Stars” is a 100 sonnet journey, equal parts art, therapy journal, and exorcism, both a celebration and an elegy, a single narrative arc tracing the birth and death of a relationship. All poetry by Stargazer. The verse and accompanying synthetic art and music are public domain, CC0, with no restrictions on use. Nothing is monetized. See below for links on how to access the print, PDF, audio, ePub, video, and music files. 
Website: https://www.tomeofstars.net/

The third section of “Tome of Stars“ is “Sporogenesis”, a haphazard chronicle of the years 2011–2020. It marks a shift from the cataclysm of “Senescence" into a period of withdrawal and emotional hibernation, its eleven sonnets seeking to reflect the padam of the collection’s bharatanatyam-inspired structure.

This sonnet explores the speaker’s self-aware reckoning with his long-standing tendency to deify the woman he loved, casting her in the role of savior, goddess, and mythic figure, and his effort, however conflicted, to return to a grounded, human perception of her. The poem navigates themes of projection, disillusionment, grace, and enduring affection, set within the tension between the sacred and the profane. Though the beloved remains luminous and transformative, her divinity is now deliberately framed as metaphor rather than ontology. The language moves from confessional regret to philosophical insight, and finally to a kind of devotional realism, as the speaker attempts to honor not only the ideal he has constructed but also the mortal woman behind it.

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Lyrics

Forgive the burden anguish laid on you,  
A fool, I named you savior of my soul.  
Convinced your star could all my storms subdue,  
I failed to see no part can fill a whole.

Cruel time’s harsh hand has hewn away the stone,  
Exposing human flesh, both real and true.  
Flawed gem, no goddess sits upon her throne;  
Soft blemished beauty blends to fashion you.

You’ll ever burn with brilliance, sublime bliss,  
A curse and blessing woven into one.  
But now I seek the substance of your kiss,  
A woman’s vibrant heart beneath our sun.

To walk, to talk, to touch each day and night,
Your mortal glance still renders darkness light.

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Internet Archive
Book of sonnets:
https://archive.org/details/tome-of-stars/

Music:
Item 1, Anthesis: https://archive.org/details/Anthesis/
Item 2, Senescence: https://archive.org/details/senescence_tomeofstars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://archive.org/details/Sporogenesis_TomeOfStars/
Item 4, Anemochory: https://archive.org/details/Anemochory_TomeOfStars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://archive.org/details/Quixotosis_TomeOfStars
Item 6, Scripture: https://archive.org/details/Scripture_TomeOfStars

Bandcamp:

Item 1, Anthesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anthesis-item-1-of-tome-of-stars
Item 2, Senescence: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/senescence-item-2-of-tome-of-stars
Item 3, Sporogenesis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/sporogenesis-item-3-of-tome-of-stars
Item 4, Anemochory: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/anemochory-item-4-of-tome-of-stars
Item 5, Quixotosis: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/quixotosis-item-5-of-tome-of-stars
Item 6, Scripture: https://stargazer-elentirmo.bandcamp.com/album/scripture-item-6-of-tome-of-stars

Incarnate

Hope is limited

Elsiane - Nobody Knows

La nuit était ancienne
Quand le feu l'entrouvrit.
Ainsi de ma maison.

On ne tue point la rose
Dans les guerres du ciel.
On exile une lyre.

Mon chagrin persistant,
D'un nuage de neige
Obtient un lac de sang.
Cruauté aime vivre.

O source qui mentis
A nos destins jumeaux,
J'élèverai du loup
Ce seul prortrait pensif!


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Darkside - Trumphession

My Love Is A Bulldozer

Venetian Snares - Deleted Poems

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Guitars: Hazem
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