this vocal is so good it's goddam insaneeee

Holydam this came out barely 14 days ago?? Should be at a bajillion plays!

https://soundcloud.com/prodsoulsss
https://soundcloud.com/1yugenn

(me)
xans in my pocket just in case
i cant see my face in the mirror see no face
n everytime it rains waiting for sum better days
n i been mixing pills its a habit i cant change

everything is blurry when im geeked its hurting :((
n i wish u were here rn dont think i can endure it :c
dont want u to worry bout the pills that i purchase <~<
dont want u to worry in the end im gonna hurt u </3

hear my voice <33
hear me shout
i been trapped in a pit n i cant get out
everytime i bleed 
i fall down 
u say u know a way out 
i just dont know how :c

(souls1)
i have no fucking clue what souls said sounds hard tho

geeked +souls1 (souls1 + yugen)

@dercept & @prodmichael

(::

you put a hole straight thru my chest
tearing flesh from the bone been prepared for the end
nonetheless ur my home u know i cannot pretend
gastrail set 2 flames making sure ill be ur end

you know i tried my best not 2 lose it
been hanging on the edge for so long and my grip is not improving
tried my best not 2 lose it
been thru all this shit before you know i dont wanna do it again

i always lose in the end ur thoughts live deep in my head
arm thru the chest watch my heart beat in ur hands
you thought you'd fool me again, but i wont give you the chance
armed to the tip watch ur blood leak in the sand

hold my head in between ur hands
we been stuck in this loop i cant see the end
no sunlight just been stuck in my head
 i watched the moon rise so many times 
wish we could do it again

no sleep i need substance i need somewhere to hide
you trusted me, broke that shit ended all in one night
shattered face tears of blood i cant look in ur eyes 
gastrail set 2 flames end it all in one night

spotify link<3

gastrail (dercept x michaelwarren)

@mental

https://twitter.com/aiu404l/status/1410259664248262660

ya i do it for my bros
n u kno i got it evrywhere i go :)
got u locked in rite wit da scope
i wont talk i wont fight w u bro..
out my way boy i kno u stay broke ..
out my way boy we givin halos
speedin down tha street u goin slow
tryna stack all da cheese all the dough
if u talk down , at ur front door

ya im wit my dogs
feel like megumi ya im wit my dogs :D
wat u want from me , we can get it all
said u hate me cause i didnt call backk
love 2 talk online boy dats all cap
ya we all kno u aint on dat -_-
goin ghost 240 n its all black
ya i wish i could take it all back :(

(wish i cld take it all back) x3

hal0 _(mental)

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

produced by @johnnyfriend

featuring @rouri404

my favorite view ft. rouri404 (johnnyfriend)

(it never gets better)
/
they stole my glow
feeling dark like everyone i know
i can't see where i go
i've been dizzy, yeah i been feeling vertigo

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth it
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

down six feet, where my gram lay
knowing that i'll probably be there one day
no friends and no family
nobody help me here

baby i'll lay here
so shut up
and i'll lay here

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

they stole my glow
feeling dark like everyone i know
i can't see where i go
i've been dizzy, yeah i been feeling vertigo

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth it
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

down six feet, where my gram lay
knowing that i'll probably be there one day
no friends and no family
nobody help me here

baby i'll lay here
so shut up
and i'll lay here

i can't be perfect
but can you tell me that i'm worth
lately, i've been feeling worthless
i've been feeling dead, i can not help it

they stole my glow
feeling dark like everyone i know
i can't see where i go
i've been dizzy, yeah i been feeling vertigo

pre save

vertigo

hellooo light music

@mental

[blxty]
i can't remember last night
blinded by the black light 
we jus took a sharp left 
like baby i don't feel right
i just wanna see you 
hop onto the next flight
everything is okay
tell me that it's alright

and now it's over
i was thinking i should try but i don't owe her
and now i'm older
shoulda recognized you make me feel colder
take the weight and the pressure
off my shoulders

[mental]
its been a minute since i felt like i was in love
cant confess its too hard for me to speak up
hate me more than any one u think of
i dont wanna be me why they wanna be us

dont think that i bleed enough
for my mistakes
every single promise that u made
u love to break
ya im hurt but ima act okay
lay on the pavement
look at me i glance away
dont wanna face it

i can feel the tears i try not to cry
wasted all my time why do i even try
said that i was fine but rly its a lie
hate it when we fight
wish it was alright

im not even started but i feel like being done
and maybe its my fault that i end up feeling dumb
u got caught up in ur pride wish this wasnt how it was
i got lost inside my mind i just cant stop feeling numb

alright ft. mental (mental)

come around (goodbyex2002)

w/ @bhertuy
prod @recyclexbin

eunhae:

when i wake up no i don’t feel okay
i don’t wanna go another day 
where i’m alone and i can’t see your face
nothing else amounts to the pain

when i’m without you it gets scary
it gets dark and my vision gets blurry
i can’t believe i saw you at that party
all over her cause you were off the molly

i can’t believe i’m going through this again
i just want to think i made you up in my head
it’d be so easy to feel something if all along it wasn’t real it’s kinda comforting
people think i’m crazy no wonder no one fucks with me
honestly i’m all alone unless i’m in my dreams

bhertuy: 

and you can say anything you want
it's not my fault I lost my all
rejects receive that's what i got 
refresh my feed that's what i lost

and i'm just thinking alright 
let me cut cut you out of my simple life 
cuz i just realised 
im the one who write 
how i still fucked up my rights
is what had got me to deny

i can't believe i'm going through this again ft. bhertuy

prod: @loe4t x @mikemrozmusic

music video:
https://youtu.be/awBQV_DPlFQ

spotify

feel the feeling (prod. loe4t x mike mroz)

cuz you deserve it all,
you know my money tall
just give me a call
you know that we could ball
yeah that's the time we on,
you know my money's long
and you changed me for the better
when you came along, so...

baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, baby i need you,

iced out my heart
it's locked up in chains,
but baby i need you
wherever you are
no matter how far
ima pullup to see you
emotions are closed off 
but when i'm with you
my feelings VVS
you can see right through
i was a demon but you saw it through
so now ima be the best that i can be for you

cuz you was there
when nobody else was
showed me love
when i ain't even had much
you built me up when the times were tough
i only hope that i can be enough babe

cuz you deserve it all,
you know my money tall
just give me a call
you know that we could ball
yeah that's the time we on,
you know my money's long
and you changed me for the better
when you came along, so...

baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, baby i need you,
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, like ooh
baby i need you, baby i need you,

so baby don't leave
give it some time;
because our love 
is enough to make this right
so baby don't leave
give it some time;
because our love 
is enough to make this right

i need u [prod. recycleBin x benji]

produced by me

lyrics:

always blessed
never down but im sad now
what the fuck
such a clown

and a letdown get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

need you right now
this a vibe now
all these other niggas hating
need to pipe down

let me hold you
get to know you
put your lips on my neck
on my clothes too

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

always blessed
never down but im sad now
what the fuck
such a clown
and a letdown

all these other motherfuckers
and they hate me
telling everybody
how you wish you didnt date me

im like damn
what the fuck
was i not there
enough

know its tough
but im stuck
all alone
out of luck

im like damn
what the fuck
was i not there
enough

know its tough
but im stuck
all alone
out of luck

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

get the fuck out my head
bitch youre making a mess
see you when im asleep
i cant do this again

said im fucking witchu
and you fucking with me
said you only want me
why the fuck did you cheat

i count my guap count my paper
wait a year swear to god
i still hate her

i don’t know you
you’re a stranger
change your hair
but you’re still a fucking
cheater

get the fuck out my face
i dont know you
give a shit what he said
what i told you

grab my hand
hold you tight
we can go now
i need you
fuck the rest
i wont slow down

hate her

prod by me
cover art by @n1ghtf0rce
shoutout lieu for helping me mix this

i hope tht u love me 2

production by https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce

:)

stream/buy

rest (plxce)

co-codependency
you take the best of me
i'm so hung up on u..

co-codependency
you took the best of me
i'm so hung up on you
always scared that we be falling thru
can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?

so it's an issue of trust
everybody's drunk with lust
we all want security
but cheat with impunity
is my commute to work now subject to scrutiny?
goddamn better stage a mutiny

so don't get me wrong, i wanna be with u
'yeah, right' then all hell breaks loose

can you be alone for five more minutes before blowin up my phone?
cus i'm fraying and stressing and twisting my stomach in knots

[produced by yung spoiler]
[art by onlyfriend]

coco dependency [prod. yungspoiler]

RIP kitsvne!
2019-2022
...
...
@ikirucollective

feel the feeling (prod. loe4t x mike mroz)

she loves boon 🖤

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