a poem about suicide.

lyrics:

you got the 
right type of wrong
can't take that back
that love's gone
leave cuts in both of my arms
I'm bleeding
(yuh)

it was like that 
right song
in that 
right place
with that
wrong drink
and that
right face
it's so 
hard to know what you
can't replace

and now the world is crumbling and I can't escape it 
so

the demons inside me
they dance around the yard
the angels they stand there
and taunt
like prision guards
I just need to get
this message out
but it's so hard
to even formulate my sentences
(yuh)

the myth of a happy life 
it lives inside your dreams
we all know we die
and then there's nothing left
to see
I'm ending my life
cause no one would begin
with me

the other side it calls
it's beckoning

and now it's over
folding
falling apart

you took every part of my soul
and ripped up both of
my hearts

you made a monster
tears falls
out of my eyes

oh "kali ma"
you ripped my heart out
I saw you take a bite
(oh woah, woah)

the demons inside me
they dance around the yard
the angels they stand there
and taunt
like prision guards
I just need to get
this message out
but it's so hard
to even formulate my sentences
(yuh)

the myth of a happy life 
it lives inside your dreams
we all know we die
and then there's nothing left
to see
I'm ending my life
cause no one would begin
with me

the other side it calls
it's beckoning

demons & angels

ALL PLATFORMS

demons & angels (xlilgx)

did you know @guavaiced was so good at mixing? 

@heyhxnter eeeeee

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Candy ft. heyhxnter (prod. ado)

abstract gardens

emotional turmoil

LiL HeKtiK - Eye Drop in Paris

Sung By - J-Tre & Twelve 
Mixed By - J-Tre & Twelve 
Mastered By - Mvzi

[Lyrics]

(J-Tre!)

Only at night 
We be on and off  

Talking to my friends like we cooling off 
I be on FaceTime all day running on 
I don’t give a fuck 
Watchu said 

That shit was crazy 
You wanted my baby 
I almost said maybe 
Shit was crazy I know 

It be past 10 
Ill be racing I’ll show you the basics 

I’ve been overheating 
Your calls from the basement 

He’s only a friend 
I’ve been hearing from cases 

I know you want me to fuck off 

Yo you never gave a shit 
Stupid reply when you hear my text 
when I say why 
You don’t know what's next 

(Twelve)

I said baby this that nighttime vibe shit 
keeping me alive shit 
talking all day just to leave me in the night and 

on and off 
that’s what we are 
can’t understand how we 
last so long 

baby you divine and 
keeping me alive and 
loving all day just to 
leave me in the night and 

leave me in the night 

(J-Tre!)

Only at night 
We be on and off  

Talking to my friends like we cooling off 
I be on FaceTime all day running on 
I don’t give a fuck 
Watchu said 

That shit was crazy 
You wanted my baby 
I almost said maybe 
Shit was crazy I know 

It be past 10 
Ill be racing I’ll show you the basics 

I’ve been overheating 
Your calls from the basement 

He’s only a friend 
I’ve been hearing from cases 

I know you want me to fuck off 

Yo you never gave a shit 
Stupid reply when you hear my text 
when I say why 
You don’t know what's next 

(Twelve)

baby ima keep it real uh 
this how I feel  
I got in the way 
when I should’ve made a deal 

you say that my heart cold 
it ain’t cold 
cause baby its your own fault 
not my own 

now I’m sending text text text 
you reply it ain’t all that 
fuck this screw that 
I should’ve known 

I should’ve known 
nowhere to go 
thinking bout the times 
you’d pick up the phone

(J-Tre) 

It be past 10 
Ill be racing I’ll show you the basics 

I’ve been overheating 
Your calls from the basement 

He’s only a friend 
I’ve been hearing from cases

Fuck Off Ft. ilytwelve (Prod. Scandi)

3. Fell In Luv <3 (prod. pinkgrillz88)

2. Atari! (prod. ElliasBeatz)

One Small Step  +@uhh.donn+

con esto me despido, no hablo de mi música, hablo de ti, me despido de ese sentimiento, a ese amor k algún día sentí x ti, a ese Mako k creyó k eras la persona ideal, a ese Mako k creyó k podías cambiar... seguramente si lo hiciste, si cambiaste, pero tengo k entender k ahora todo es color azul, cuando alguna vez fue de color morado... me duele, odio la forma en la k te amo, odio amarte, odio sentir odio, odio... nunca odiaría a una persona la cúal alguna vez, me hizo sentirme amado, nunca haría eso, pero no significa k tenga k seguir así... ahora tengo más edad, tu tienes más edad, yo no soy el mismo y tu no eres la misma. Si la vida decide unirnos algún día, k así sea, pero si decide alejarnos, k así sea.

KUROMI (1)

prod @aezhangg

bukowski was right u will lose it all
ur leaving me behind because i want more
(aaaaa i want more)
how tf does that work
as a kid i was playing with worms
things have been looking up since since "eat worms"
they want me to stay in the same place, the same spot
ive been peeping the hate, i can spot
its alright thoooo im not tryna spar
really appreciate that call one day ill pull up to taiwan
i told bro hes the one
i cant go any longer no more
i wanna cry i wanna burst out of my armor
told my brooooooo this shit is hard it sounds like whitearmor
ill make it far but i knooooooow ill lose everything in the process
my uncle lost everything he got processed
i get meat from the butcher its not processed
its pure protein
everything uve done to me i processed it
i feel like i cant even walk i need prosthesis
had to cut them off they dont keep promises
she said im a monster, i was about to choke on the lid
i had a lead and then i choked with the lead
i was a kid im not longer a kid
it was a joke im no longer kidding
lost my weights i feel like rock lee
gonna gain dont feel like robbing
for a second i was the old me
where are my people i cant be the only
i know im at the start i just beat onyx
if they dont wanna fuck with me ill start beatboxing
bro ur mindset is old its a fossil
god complex ill make it for sure
like my auntie died ill make a fortune
half of my songs are not even in tune
ill die a funny ass way like looney tunes
feel like lil pump i flex like ouu
im really nauseous i wanna puke 
i know its nonsense to talk with u
i dont got a choice so how can i choose
when im begging i dont choose
i live the same life im stuck in a loop
tryna get out of here im tryna get out with you

2. Atari! (prod. ElliasBeatz)

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