Heaven

Skeleton

Things

Big One

I'm scared to death of losing you
Not for anything real, it's just the thing that I do
My anxiety's got the best of me today

I'm scared to death that you're gonna change
Really drastically, not the natural way
And it's fine, like I said, I'm sure it's not gonna happen at all

I'm scared to death that I'm just a bore
That one day you'll realize that you want something more
"It's okay," you said, "That's not gonna happen to me"

But I see it so clear, since I can't come to you
That you will decide that this thing you can't do
And I'm scared to death of when that day might arrive

Scrd To Dth

The stars don't look so different, but they lead to where you are
I fell in love with Spaceboy and Spaceboy stole my heart
And I used to be indifferent, but those were different times
I've been moved and I've been changed and I've started to cry
Oh my God, look at the sky and find me there

Spaceboy put on his space boots and stepped inside his ship
He was flying over Atlanta, when his rocket it got hit
And he met me on the driveway and hugged me from behind
And ever since that day Spaceboy hasn't left my mind
Oh my God, look at the sky and find me there

After a short while, Spaceboy put me in a chair
He said, “Do you want to see everything?” I told him, “Take me there.”
So we flew out in his rocket through the whole damn galaxy
And I fell in love with Spaceboy and he fell in love with me
Oh my God, look at the stars and find me there

And we crashed inside that spaceship on Planet 39
The outside got so beat up, but on the inside we were fine
And I promised dear old Spaceboy that I'd love him no matter what
There wasn't any kind of changing that could hurt that kind of love
Oh my God, look at the sky and find him there

The stars don't look so different, ‘cause they lead to where you are
I fell in love with Spaceboy, and Spaceboy stole my heart
And I used to be indifferent, but those were different times 
I fell in love with Spaceboy, I am his and he is mine 
Oh my God, look at the stars and find us there

Spaceboy

I've been moving for the longest of times
I haven't done that much, I just need to rest my mind
So I call and we talk about the stars
I stopped smoking cigarettes, I stopped crashing my car

Wasted, oh my God
One more night like this again
Wasted, oh my God

Come with me and we'll go find a place
Where we won't answer to no one, we can just go fly away
To the mountains where we'll be free and wild
We will never have to grow up, we won't have to lose our smiles

Wasted, oh my God
One more night like this again
Wasted, oh my God
It has happened
It is happening again

Amen

Tasted Wasted

Oh my God, what are we doing here?
I've got a lot of things to say but I can't make them clear
I just want to be at home alone with you
But instead we're on the telephone, talking of all of the things we'd do

I'm a ship sailing out to sea
But I've lost all of my sails and now my rutter's floating free
Could you be my crazy captain for a while?
We could go on forever 'cause this trip is finally gaining some miles

Come down
Stay with me
We won't be lonely anymore
Come down
Stay with me
We won't be lonely like before

Oh my God, what are we doing here?
Because it feels like I am dreaming, will I wake up and realize that you're not near?
So I pinch myself awake
And call you and realize that this is better than any dream I'd make

Ahab

Getting high and getting into the Cure
A whole lot of shit we should do but we're not really sure
If we're living it right, if we're really alive
I've gotta find myself before I go out tonight

Getting older but we're not growing up
"Oh my God," everybody here is just so fucked up
I am sick of getting wasted and dumb
I wanna get over this, I wanna grow up

I'm living a lie, saying I don't really care
I just wanna relax, pretend that I'm not really there

Getting drunk and now we're dancing around
Everyone laughs like we are all fucking clowns
We don't wanna die, but we're not really here
Maybe death's the only thing that we don't have to fear

And I'm not ever gonna die

Robert Smith & The Drunk Punks

Maybe my brain is not as dark as you think it was 
Maybe I am just cynical, maybe that's not bad, it's not bad at all

Maybe my head ain't alive or dead at all 
Maybe it's somewhere in between, where I don't have to think about anything 

Maybe my heart ain't the work of art that you said it was 
Maybe I am just body parts made to die and rot and feed other organisms

caro