Sherif xr

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my broken youth lays inside...

XR 2021

OVERTHINKING

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she said she don't fw pisces...

XR 2021

HIGH BEAMS

@user-856514666
this was hella fun 2 make I was spinnin around on a chair the whole time

Blood paints this house thought we could make it out
Ripping off my face 20 gauge in the mouth
Always speaking all my thoughts out loud
If i'm going out now would you still be proud?

Chasing feelings that I know were never real
Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel
Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here
Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill

Life been making no sense
Yea I been fucked up if you noticed
Writing in my room feeling hopeless
Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest
Bones rest

I'm always saying too much know I can never hold my tongue
Want it bad but I know you're not the one
Laying cold bleeding out in your tub
Hate myself think I do it for fun

In it too deep I been fighting for a second of space
Thought that i'd be over this but certain things you can't replace
Yea we both know things will never be the same
Six feet deep yea just put me in my grave

Chasing feelings that I know were never real
Everytime you coming back around I forget how to feel
Staring out my window wonder how the fuck I ended here
Looking in the mirror your the only one I wanna kill

Life been making no sense
Yea I been fucked up if you noticed
Writing in my room feeling hopeless
Yeah lay me under dirt let my bones rest
Bones rest

porcelain

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bones rest (yungspoiler)

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gimme least a minute...

XR 2021

VHS LOVE

everything you do [w/xona] (ON EVERY PLATFORM NOW!)

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don't leave me...

XR 2022

SABOTAGE

prod. sherif xr
s/o her-b for playing the guitars for me since i broke my wrist haha

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gnawing on your face...

XR 2022

music videooo

ADDY & NIC

lyrics:
i just blacked out, too much beer in my head
if i'm not careful i'll be dead
that's what my mother said
fuck that, it's really hard to stay sober
you can say 'i told you so' when it's over
i'm a lover not a loner
you're not a lover, you're a poser
i'm an alcoholic, you're a stoner
i feel fine but i hate being alone

i'll see you when you wake up baby
kiss me through the phone
i've got some shit to deal with now i'm on my own
prepare the celebration cuz i'm coming home
wait! you say you love me but it never shows
i'm up, we're loud
we dance around
but we're never going down
my voice, the sound
give me a crown
if you're still sleeping on me you're a clown
you're a clown, ima send you down
won't see you round cuz you're in the ground
i need to get on the grind like mince
that bar was a wreck
we crash then we sink

lover loner

lover loner (prod. waystalker x bleachcraft)

this isn't what i typically make but i lowkey just wanted to vent and thought it was cool so i hope u guys like it to ♡

lyrics:

if you love me let me die
‘cause i just need some piece of mind 
its tryna take my soul away 
and this time i’m letting go

‘cause i had it 
i got habits and they tryna take my soul away 
and this damage to my conscious
it makes me feel like i’m nothing to nobody 
am i somebody to you?
take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon
they say life is just for fun but i been suffering 
way too long now i’m too far gone

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget 

and nothing ever changes
i’m stuck inside this daydream 
and there’s no one left to save me 
and you know that the feeling’s haunting 
i’m so hollow and as the pieces fell in place i burned alive 
there’s no where left to hide
tell me do you despise me so blindly 
so blindly 
i’m trying 
i’m sick of fighting 
there’s nothing here for me 
close my eyes let me fall asleep 
‘cause honestly i’m not the person on the inside out 
i look away but i still see the things you’re telling me now 
eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all
and by the time they find my body it’ll be cold to the touch 

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget

all plats :D

if you love me let me die </3

at least i know how u see me now ヾ(*´ ∇ `)ﾉ

prod/written by me and @cbrtrsh
twitter.com/cbrtrsh

lyrics:
but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

live your life on the run
you cant change what you've done
you're so paper thin
plastic on your skin
said your dad has a gun
i don't know what i've done
go ahead and burn a bridge
see if i give a shit

at least i know how you see me now
hands on my waist till you bring me down
from my high horse you think i should beg for it
friends think i'm out of my mind

but you know when you feel it for the first time
such a shame that you can't change who you love
i got caught up and chased down by the city lights
i met you and i knew that you were the one

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bridges

produced by xona | guitar by oc

@prod-oc

-lyrics-
i could barely see, you’ve been on mind and I’m drowning in the deep
end, where our love could have never came to meet, I’m reaching for the home that which you been on to me
me (x8)

yeah, i would’ve gone
if that’s what you want
yeah, tell me the wrongs
of what i could have i done?
yeah, im gettin so lost
yeah, i needed to hold on
yeah, grabbin my arm
mm, no i needed someone else
yeah yeah, there’s nothing better than to fall in
my hands go cold with the velvet
of your clothes I’m just waiting for the outlet
we stay so far, now that it’s been helpless
now that it’s been helpless (x4)

with the windows locked
I pray the safety of us
missing all of my friends
and every bridge that I’ve cut
hoping you understand that you still got all my love
got you all on my mind never losing that trust~
I can’t decide what I do
I’ve fallen right here where you started too
I am no different, just human like you
I just own up my own problems, no queues
something bout the days I couldn’t get it off
my body is getting weaker, I’m afraid that I will rot
maybe i don’t go outside enough or had a hug
i’m getting so much closer and closer to drugs

standing and hoping you decipher the words
the fear and the terror you left with a burn
I can’t fathom on what you want to me turn
it’s like this love is just made for a curse
I’ve had enough
back, back when I thought it was okay
I’m coping hard and I think I’m ‘bout to break
no, no tears rolling down my face
counting the days that I wish I could erase
-

bringing out the worst of me paralyzed by you
nothing seems to be like the honest truth
nothing like the honest truth
wonder by the end of time will i have to look
if you’re still right there and what it took
if i knew what it took

singing what’s deep in the lair i could take that step
I’m not really prepared but I’m feeling reckless
what you feel is the question..
seeing with the way you act, i fear an attack
even without a word i feel the tension
tearing up all my friendships..

i see the spiders crawling my walls
silhouettes of you i might drop
and i can’t stop…
i might fall (x8)

spiders IV

lyrics:

i can't wait to tell my mother that i made it
i would rot in bed and i got tired of the same shit
you told the others you were balling but you faked it
need me a wheelchair cus i can't stand the fake shit
i took a cold shower, everything is painless
reminisce the days when i was kinda famous
now i keep it lowkey, staying nameless
i'm not good w recognising old faces

stabbed my self in the back cus i hate him
i was getting too lit and it was dangerous
i would try my best to make the day painless
ended up like a zombie, i was brainless
can't wait to text her saying that i made it
we were getting too close then i ragequit
had to cut the crap and give myself a facelift
my phone buzzed, it was just another payslip

he want some money for his service so i paid it
2000 on a pair and i paid it
i tried to help myself already but i caved in
i nearly lost to my ego but i tamed it
seek truth, you will find me, no arrangements
i'm hanging with a freemason
why i'm sober when my bros are getting faded
i had to sort myself out cus i was lame

my mind is my home and it got raided
i ain't giving nothing up to the bailiffs
i was chilling with a pint n katy baylis
i was chilling out but i was really aimless
why my bro dressed in white like a racist
ima whip the foreign but i ain't a racist
i've been making money on a daily basis
i pay in cash so nobody's gonna trace it

i keep the peace, i don't do retaliations
i feel sad when i'm looking at my nation
i need an out so i'm keeping good relations
it's going south and i'm losing all my patience
i need a payment, i don't have no patience
if you got some criticisms you can say them
i'm always talking bout bands cus i make them
they tryna pay for a feat but i don't rate them

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/sanriorose/setup

made it

made it (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:

i'm livin' in a grave that i dug for myself
not really livin', yeah i really need your help
i got no feelings now i'm back inside my shell
i'm waving goodbye now, i really wish you well
yeah, 20 pints down, i'm not thinking anymore
i'm protected from my demons while unconscious on the floor
i need self control but i've always wanted more
gimme all you got, even if it breaks the law

yeah my heart has lore
i hate that story, i burnt that book
i've been losing sleep while looking for what she took, yeah
i've been in the kitchen but i can't say that i cook, yeah
i've been mixing up potion
skin's gone dry yeah, i really need my lotion
thinkin' 'bout dying, i can't shake it off
it's a really boring life, need to put it back in motion
if you see me coming up then i'm causing a commotion
searching far and wide for some love like i'm sailing in the ocean
you cannot blame me, my life needs some jazz tonight
gonna take my feelings, leave them in the past 'fore i die
you won't see no tears on my face while i'm alive
this feeling will consume me, i'm gonna close my eyes
even if you use me, i could never cry
i don't even think that i can love but i can try

grave ft. darza (prod. ninewaters)

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Sherif XR

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