It's just me and no one else in the night
If just me's enough that's alright
It's just me and no one else in the night
m
It's just me and no one else in the night
I am not the mark left by the knife
I am all I need to get by
m/m
If just me's enough that's alright
That's alright

Now a nymph, below the crypt, all the gauze they dressed you in
The long alone; the nothingness, you’re underground and sick with it
Open up your shaking legs, imitate the start of it
This is not a way to live, is there more?

Disappear into the swarm
Forget your old name, leave your home
We will keep no earthly form
I am here after seventeen long years
Are you into me?

Disappear into the swarm
Peel the skin, feel the blood is warm
Drink from me like there’s no more cuz there’s no more
Hush, I’m here, it’s been seventeen whole years
Are you into me?   

In your room, a change in mood, a pull to run and join the brood
From the gore of your heart spills another you, let her go, turn her loose
An opening up, run me through, out of bed, I’m gone by noon
Virgo’s base, wet wings brand new, hum a song for you and
 
Disappear into the swarm
The plague is vital, you are home
We are just this single form
I am here after seventeen long years
Are you into me?

Disappear into the swarm
We were finished when we were born
Chase the light like there’s no more cuz there’s no more
Honey, I’m here, it’s been seventeen whole years
Are you into me?

The Solopsist/Emergence Of The Brood

Holding The Rope With Both Hands

Sleep on this bed
Tossing and turning you'll never figure out a way
Harder to be free
When you look at me
Hoping to find me awake on this lonely bed

Sleep on this bed
Tossing and turning you'll never figure out a way
Harder to be free
When you look at me
Hoping to find me awake in this lonely bed

And it's true
You will drift away
and I would mind
Yes, it's true

And I know
You will drift away
Don't you drift away
Don't you drift away
No I would mind
Here's to long life
You will drift away
and I would mind
Here's to you

I know
You will drift away
and I would mind
Yes it's true

I know
You will drift away
Don't you drift away
Don't you drift away
No, I would mind
here's to long love
You will drift away
and I would mind
Here's to you

Milk

Acrossways

Love You

Three Thirds

I Don't Like To Fight Anymore

Please Say Something

Oh Why

Rainbow

Bird Wont Fly

All Bloody

A Green Field

REUPLOAD because the mixing wasn't too good

Alive (Hum)

you used to call me pretty things
now you hardly call me at all
what happened, what happened?

everything i am
take it all apart
everything i am
anything you want

everything that's good
you could find elsewhere
everything that's good
doesn't live here

Pretty Things

does it feel the same to you? 
the hopelessness in wanting it to end 
will you do just as i do? 
i'll quiet my head and come back to bed 

does this all feel new to you? 
the finding a place, the clearing of space 
would you like to see me soon? 
i'm not at my best, but who's at their best? 

i can say that i'm alive 
but that's a simulacrum 
i'm a trick of the light 
nothing but a phantom 

but in the back of your mind 
i'm something more than all that 
another round in life 
thanks for tonight 

hey, from me to you 
i think we need a week 
to bring things back to earth 

ok 

let's get help for you 
and let's get help for me 
there's thing's we've got to do 

ok 

does this look red to you? 

ok 

when i say that i'm alive 
it's now i think i mean it 
a self that i've defined 
in our one bedroom apartment 

our rosemary plant died 
that made you pretty upset 
give it another try 
thanks for tonight

Alive (Now, Roar)

Naked, bestial, and far away from loving shores
Wounded creature; all she knows is she wants more
Empty, windswept, burning lonesome on the moor
Turning, turning, dressed as if she’s just an
Infant person, pining for the water’s lore
Rippling notion, memories of petrichor
Are they different? She and the girl who came before?
Second growing, scars a book on which she swore

Are you finished up?
Whatcha gonna do?
Are you going home?
Can I come with you?

Neighbors on the porch?
Cross the avenue?
Have you got a bed?
Is there room for two?

It said

Lover look me over
Find yourself a home in
The notches up and down my spine
Prove I am not a waste of time

Lover, look me over
The troubles that I cope with
From a poisonous time when I might think
“Fuck the meaning into me”

Lover, look me over
Grope for deeper knowing
The border region in between
The meeting place of you and me

Lover, look me over
I’ve been out to the ocean
And in my time away at sea 
I’ve reckoned the darker parts of me

Love, I am the ocean
Spit water out, you’re choking
On the salt of ancient misery
Drowned forever now in me

Love, I am the ocean
The path to where you’re going
Tie a rope around your waist
And leap into the crashing waves

Saw me listing, wand’ring through a field of waste
Asked me quietly, “So how does  your own heart taste?”
“Bitter, Bitter,” I say, stumbling through the dark
“But I like it. It’s bitter and it is my heart.”

...and because it is my heart

As a nymph, discomfort in all the gauze they dress you in
All alone and innocent; you’re underground and sick of it
Open up your shaking legs, arms outstretched, make a wish
This is not a way to live, is there more?

Disappear into the swarm
Forget your old name, leave your home
We are not that earthly form
I am here after seventeen long years
Are you into me?

Disappear into the swarm
Peel the skin, feel the blood is warm
Drink from me like there’s no more cuz there’s no more
Hush, I’m here, it’s been seventeen whole years
Are you into me?   

In your room, a change in mood, a pull to run and join the brood
From your heart spills another you, let her go, turn her loose
An opening up, run me through, out of bed, I’m gone by noon
Virgo’s base, wet wings brand new, hum a song for you and
 
Disappear into the swarm
The plague is healthy, you are home
We are just this single form
I am here after seventeen long years
Are you into me?

Disappear into the swarm
We were finished when we were born
Chase the light like there’s no more cuz there’s no more
Honey, I’m here, it’s been seventeen whole years
You can stay with me

Emergence Of The Brood (demo)

You called your shot, you killed a doe
You ran it in
Is that what you want? You make it real
I can’t bear it

So I’m gone

You called your shot, you made it so
Still pushing the knife through the skin
Does it look like it? Sound like it?
You won't face it

Run from it

Those eyelids open to the blue of diamond

All new, that’s nice
On my own time
Still the ache stays
Alright, okay
New touch, new place
One that you hate
Pink lips, soft skin
“Happy with it?”

Because I look like it, I sound like it
You’re taking in everything I give
Till you look like it, you sound like it
Because when you take, that’s your best

Poor you, so hurt
This world’s the worst
Black sky, dead earth
Every bad word
So hurt, poor you
"What can you do?"
Make those bad dreams
I had come true

Poor you, so hurt
Meaningless words
I tried, it got worse
You spit, you curse
So hurt, poor you
Can’t stand what I do
Happy with her
The rest’s on you

Get your wish
Get your wish
Get your wish

Trophy/Oracle's Prediction

Braid my hair my love
I want to know your name
No matter how it was
It won't be the same

Come to me Horatio
Tell me about the ghost you know
Watch the men beat the tar out of love
And I’m on my own
The poison of the season is control and
It looks like gold, and it feels like gold

Come to me Horatio
I don’t need the memory, let it go
Watch the men beat the tar out of love
And that’s the way it is
Don’t wanna waste time thinking about the dead I
Don’t want to spend a second in the red

I am not the type to take a photograph
Fire’s only hot because that’s the shape of it
The axe is just a tool for cutting wood
I only gave you two cuz you said I should
I am not the type to burn a photograph
Fire follows me cuz that’s the way it is
I pick up the axe, I like the feel of it
The culling of the trees that mark the way of death

Come to me Horatio
Forget about the ghost you know
This is how we beat the tar out of love
Now I’m on my own
The ocean and evening of the soul
I’m here, I’m here

Kiss me deep Horatio
We can make the body open up
This is how we beat the tar out of love
And it’s on my skin
It isn’t where I go, it’s who gets in
And I look like home, and I feel like home

2nd In The Red

Naked, bestial, and far away from loving shores
Wounded creature; all she knows is she wants more
Empty, windswept, burning lonesome on the moor
Turning, turning, dressed as if she’s just an
Infant person, pining for the water’s lore
Rippling notion, memories of petrichor
Are they different? She and the girl who came before?
Second growing, scars a book on which she swore

Are you finished up?
Whatcha gonna do?
Are you going home?
Can I come with you?

Neighbors on the porch?
Cross the avenue?
Have you got a bed?
Is there room for two?

It said

Lover look me over
Find yourself a home in
The notches up and down my spine
Prove I am not a waste of time

Lover, look me over
The troubles that I cope with
From a poisonous time when I might think
“Fuck the meaning into me”

Lover, look me over
Grope for deeper knowing
The border region in between
The meeting place of you and me

Lover, look me over
I’ve been out to the ocean
And in my time away at sea
I’ve reckoned the darker parts of me

Love, I am the ocean
Spit water out, you’re choking
On the salt of ancient misery
Drowned forever now in me

Love, I am the ocean
The path to where you’re going
Tie a rope around your waist
And leap into the crashing waves

Saw me listing, wand’ring through a field of waste
Asked me quietly, “So how does your own heart taste?”
“Bitter, Bitter,” I say, stumbling through the dark
“But I like it. It’s bitter and it is my heart.”

AND BECAUSE IT IS MY HEART

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