[+] popping these pills cuz im dead inside
*produced by @scottysplash *

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LYRICS:

I just need to go get my bread
but u wanna fuck with my head, right?
Bitch I got hands, who you textin right
I want you all in my bed tonight
I wanna know what the sex is like
Poppin these pills cause I'm dead inside
Don't gotta tell me, I'm never right
I'm never right, I'm never, I'm never...

How the fuck you think I ain't notice?
Bitch I been focused on my path
and that's a fact but I know you laugh
the most when you're just really sad
that's the pain that I should have
when you're not here..
when you're not here to give it back

Tell me you want this don't wanna fuck it up uh
I wanna bitch now, I wanna bitch I could love
I don't really know who to trust now
You took my heart it's a showdown
Thinking of you on the road now,
but I really think I should go now, I should go now

Baby ion got much time left
Lemme see u in that sundress oh
Take ya time girl I'm up next
See the future... but it's all red

I keep falling, you can't keep calling me
I do this often, but you be haunting me
I wasn't ballin, now I got bands on me
I do this often, I swear she don't want me

dead inside

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dead inside (prod. scottyplash)

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another lonely summer (prod. chanson)

Fall Apart Ft. Lil Narnia (Prod. IOF)

Lyrics:
i swear im really trying to get better every day
all the words i spit end up sound the fucking same
cause of all the stupid things that will always plague my brain
they just snipe out all the goodness but im OG in this game

but when i try to set the loadout all i ever get is errors
so i walk into the battle with this existential terror
and i know that i wont win because im not equipped like ever

so done with myself but heres your christmas song
i just hope that youre good and youre getting along
i know shits hard to see when youre lost in the fog
i just hope that my words can still help when im gone

keep your head up its not too late for you
theres still so much to see and still so much to do
i can help from above and make sure you get through
because life is worth living i swear that its true

its christmas again
i hope youre good my friend
i hope your soul will mend
i swear its not the end

i dont wanna ruin your good time
im just tryna save you from my mind
i know you wish that you were good, you were fine
ill just stay in my line, i wont talk, nevermind

"you should be happy so why are you not?"
i love all my people cause loves all i got

so done with myself but heres your christmas song
i just hope that youre good and youre getting along
i know shits hard to see when youre lost in the fog
i just hope that my words can still help when im gone

keep your head up its not too late for you
theres still so much to see and still so much to do
i can help from above and make sure you get through
because life is worth living i swear that its true

It's Christmas Again

its christmas again.

Decaying slowly 
i don’t think that they know me 
I’m a problem 
Unworthy 
Might just drown in Jersey 
I try so hard to make ‘em understand all  my pain but
Al the time they run away 
Gotta get help they can’t stay 

My bed feels like my hell it’s destined 
I don’t know where to breathe I feel gone
In my depression 
I feel so cold 
My body is like stone 
I barely eat 
I’m always alone 


Remember smokin  cigs on the bench outside 
You held my hand and looked into my eyes 
the brisk air hit my face when I began to cry 
But you held me so tight yeah so tight 

(repeat chorus)

drown in jersey (prod.Wizard)

somewhere you’ve abandoned

[+] once im gone...
* produced by raspo beats *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgmZyfdadp4

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LYRICS:

[intro:]
you just read my pages like a magazine
if I was in your head, im the last thing
one day im goin be there like a movie scene
I just hope you're with me cause you wanted me

[verse 1:]
hand stuffed in my pockets
and they filled with scripts
I done did my first
and u did your fifth
you don't know it hurts
but I wish u did
don't act like u surprise
you not innocent
now its been getting cold and I can barely breathe
u looking at the sky while u talk to me
im thinking bout the past, speaking honestly
and I just need some change if u stay with me

[chorus:]
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
im just so attached to ya
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
im just so attached to ya

[verse 2:]
rain falling on my cheek uh
ima wipe it off like the days of the week uh
I know that it hurts cause we barely sleep
I gotta be high just so I can eat
money in advance just for poppin out
tryna play me like a fool what u talking bout?
yeah I see thru the fakes yeah they walk around
just like you and me just like you and me
but they aint for the team, they aint for the green
we been poppin 30s like you poppin 10s
and u might fuck wit us but we is not your friend
every time they cross me they try make amends
well boy im coming different I won't play pretend

[chorus:]
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
once im gone, there ain't no coming back
and u did wrong, so I should show my back
but, I just get attached to ya
im just so attached to ya
im just so attached to ya

glue (attached)

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written, recorded, and published by @foreignforest and @fatherfuneral
produced by @scottysplash

lyrics:

foreign forest:
build me up and you break me down
oh you build me up and you break me down
but you never know i don't make a sound
but you never know i don't make a sound
build me up and you break me down
oh you build me up and you break me down
but you never know i don't make a sound
but you never know i don't make a sound

so many things i'd rather do instead
than be locked up in my head
gotta take a pill just to fuckin' rest
only thing that keeps a barrel from my fuckin' chest

deep october:
can't count on the rain
i can count on the pain though
i've heard a lot of awful takes
all of them sound the same though
i need rules and laws to break
as i slip thru a k hole
that looks a lot like your halo
angel
i saw your face in a dream once
i stalked that memory for three months
years go by, you still look the same
as you did that time you said we could make it
but, no. 

foreign forest:
build me up and you break me down
oh you build me up and you break me down
but you never know i don't make a sound
but you never know i don't make a sound
build me up and you break me down
oh you build me up and you break me down
but you never know i don't make a sound
but you never know i don't make a SHH!

deep october:
i know the place where you go when you hide
i know you'll face it alone when you die
i know the place where you go when you hide
i know you'll face it alone when you die
die
hide
when you die

i saw ur face in a dream once ft. deep october (prod. scottysplash)

cyzun -

Im tryna sober up
its hard when im so fucked
the darkness is is mentally draining
so tempted to fill up my cup
the drive in my head is corrupt
honestly who gives a fuck
99 on the dash and its raining 
somehow im alive and it sucks

heartavenue -

somehow im alive and it sucks
crush it and put in my cup
what is this its not love
i think ive had enough
and im sorry didnt make it babe
passing out love
 another moonlit alleyway
caught a glimpse of her givanci frames
inside the shade
a crossroad sat alone
I signed an early grave
and I guess it was my best bet love
I get way to fed up love

(ad libs)

im tryna sober up
its hard when im so fucked
these that woods im in is draining
so thats why I fill up my lungs
all of this and for what
honestly who gives a fuck
faded switching lanes its raining
somehow im alive and it suck

cyzun -

Im tryna sober up
its hard when im so fucked
the darkness is is mentally draining
so tempted to fill up my cup
the drive in my head is corrupt
honestly who gives a fuck
99 on the dash and its raining 
somehow im alive and it sucks

sober up. w/ Cyzun (deadspyro)

Lyrics:
Feelin like a low down, ghost town, leave em on the road now
Packed up all your stuff, and you left me all alone, My flow, it goes, you dont keep it on the low
I can tell girl that you want me cause you leakin through your clothes

Got a bottle full of gin, while I'm locked up innis bih
Cause I'm 'fraid to go outside, shawty you know how it is
Better not breathe in the air, that you poison when I'm there
Cause I'm choking on your lies, and you know that it ain't fair

Baby you dont gotta cry tho
You still by my side tho
Always gotta wonder now what's runnin through your mind tho
Maybe we'll get high tho
Laugh about good times tho
Up until I panic and I pass out on the ride home

Cause I know you'll keep me, safe-from-all-of-this
And I know you'll lead me, close as I can get
You cant see me reach me, pour a cup of gin
But I'm faded lean be, spilling down my chin

drown in jersey (prod.Wizard)

shewasinvisible

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