[hook]
Too much pain made my love fade away
Pour a tear every word that you say
Should have understood from the first day
That every sign of your love was fake
x2

[verse]
Was fake like "I'm not sad anymore"
Like the time that I told you that I wasn't in love
That I wasn't in love
Do you really miss me?
Now that I'm so far
Or I'm just the plaster for your scar
Or I'm just the shoulder where you can cry on
I'm sorry but I don't want to carry on  

[hook]
Too much pain made my love fade away
Pour a tear every word that you say
Should have understood from the first day
That every sign of your love was fake
x2

Fade Away [prod. Native]

lyrics:
And it's dark outside
Not so far from the sky
And it's dark in my heart
You're my star star star
And it's dark outside
Not so far from the sky
And it's dark in my heart
You're my star star star

You're my star
Not so far
Girl, I swear I hate myself
For the things I can't change
Things about myself
Things about my hell
All the shit that is wrong with my mental health
Shutting down please can you come and save me?
Hate to feel like this seems like my heart hates me 
My heart breaks me
I can't find my pieces
You said a lot of things but they had no meaning
You said a lot of things but they had no meaning

And it's dark outside
Not so far from the sky
And it's dark in my heart
You're my star star star
And it's dark outside
Not so far from the sky
And it's dark in my heart
You're my star star star

STREAM

32° (prod. splashgvng & ayoleybeats)

would you, say
every, day
is harder than
the past, ey

get it, straight
ima, waste
feeling, blame
eat away

what are you doin, what are you doin this weekend, today
im crushing the pain till it eats at my veins
you know that im terrified of fuckin planes

but you get away
and leave me for grace
like every other week, you dont say

i know you dont hate
atums on the way
now im feelin good and cozy, in my brain

oh, october, is comin, im holdin on to grave
wait for the day
--

-autumn-

4x
(i need some rest)

hated everything i
fucking find about your life
about your-
puked out my stomach lines
now i’m fine
i say i’m fine
i say i’m-

swear to god i ain’t shit
showing up just to dip 
weather’s dusk
heart is thin 
i disrupt from within
shoulders touched
fuck is this?
why does love
make me sick
why does trust
never stick
just like us
i’m a bitch 
i’m a-

staring at a screen i 
cannot read i’m so incompetent 
imma take my leave i set the scene
that shit is ominous 
wash away the grease 
feeling clean is what i coveted 
shut your fucking teeth
i wanna scream
i’ve had enough of it

Leaf season w/ autumndropsdead (prod. nvki)

Produced by nothingtodo

ft. @gothurted

Lyrics:

[verse: gothurted]
I wanna disappear I don't even know why
I wanna be alone but I'm afraid to stay aside
Wake up alone
As when I went to sleep
Look at my phone
Nobody searched for me
Numb my pain
Get away

[chorus: gothurted]
I'm gonna die without ever being loved
Do I feel better? I swear that I don't even know
Life is turning gray I can feel nothing
is getting difficult to wake up every morning
Fake smiles, fake friends I'm not gonna say
How much I'm sick of every fucking single day
No missed calls, no texts, I'm invisible 
Imma die soon I think its indisputable 
 
[verse: iluvtora]
yeah i think it's indisputable, why did you reject me,
im ready for my funeral and baby you're so beautiful,
i think about u daily, my feelings are unstopable
hold my hand tight we're waiting for the sunlight
watch your eyes glow, does this even feel right
if you ask me, you're the only thing in my life
baby slow down, stab me in the back with your knife
 
[chorus: gothurted]
I'm gonna die without ever being loved
Do I feel better? I swear that I don't even know
Life is turning gray I can feel nothing
is getting difficult to wake up every morning
Fake smiles, fake friends I'm not gonna say
How much I'm sick of every fucking single day
Non missed calls, no texts, I'm invisible 
Imma die soon I think its indisputable

stay aside x gothurted (prod. nothingtodo)

To all my fallen homies, you're all pretty phantoms to me.

Lyrics:

I'm in awe of every word you say
Oh yeah, I love that part
I am the insect that is magnified
I am your bug in a jar

You saved me from my nightmares
Just another ghost I don't fear
Everything will be okay
So stay with me, always

Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could've understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could ever understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom

Well, I don't know if it's real or not
But, I'll take a shot in the dark
And maybe one day you will see
That things have fallen apart(yeah)

Black widows crawl on my skin
It's a fight that I'll never win
Joining you is the ultimate sin
You fought the fire and it did your head in

Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could've understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
Well, you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
you're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
The only person that could ever understand him
You're my pretty, my pretty, my pretty phantom
(x2)

Pretty Phantom | Prod. Dutch Revz

overthinking sucks. 


[lyrics:] 
i know you love me but i feel like you hate me
oh baby call me i feel so lonely lately
when i tell you that im fine you know im not
girl i really hate to lie but i cant stop
i dont want you to worry about me
i wasnt fucking sober for the last ten weeks

for the last ten weeks
i feel so weak
i need some weed
cus i cant sleep 
without a girl or drugs
im so fucked up
and i cant trust myself, no

turn off my phone now
i want to be alone
stare out the window
i hate to be alone
but i self isolate
i dont want to cause pain
im always in my cave
i feel how your heart breaks

spotify <3

love me//hate me (yokai)

produced and mixed by brody
4EVER

[LYRICS]

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Where did you go and why did you leave?
You carved your name in my car with ease 
Rejecting Carr like a recall disease 
I’ve been making decisions I’ll regret next week
If the weddings in autumn, I hope that you freeze 
Cause lately you’re sin and I am the priest
You pray I’m ok, but you call out my name
Rest lies in your face who am I to blame 

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

Myself from this planet being here caused me agony
Too scared to pull the trrigger kill myself inside a fantasy
Instead, wish you well when i’m dead, 
Blood scattered on my walls same walls that move sideways,
That’s my new wave, fuck all of the death,
hard drugs to get me thru the days
Fuck what i said, 
That shits old fashion to me now i think that i’ve had enough
Never really done a drug if imma keep it a buck,

Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll feel okay
Reflection stayin tainted with some flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase (x2)

[outro]
Believin that I’m seein all these walls movin sideways
Maybe if I pop another klonop I’ll be okay
Reflection stayin tainted with the flaws I hate my old face
Scrollin through the shit I said I wish that I could just erase

Sideways feat. Ila (prod. brody)

lyrics: 


HKFiftyOne : you are fucking scum put a knife to ya throat
throw your fucking body in the lake but it float,
gotta way your body down in water till it bloat
chains around your neck but i keep it underoath

you took my fucking worth, yeah you took it all way
feel it in my chest, yeah i feel it every day,
you feel like everything okay, but youll never feel my pain
never know the hate that im feelin in my brain

scum scum scum scum scum scum you fucking scum
scum scum scum scum scum scum you motherfucker



shewasinvisible: sucking up all my energy u want me to bleed out 
Didn’t give a fuck when u see a girl  scream now
I tried to believe in the good but all the world sent back was bad so I don’t care how I feel now 
I can’t even leave my house without all these fangs in my back like
Turn a good girl into a bitch then u wonder how 
The past me is gone I stabbed her in the back like 
tie the knot round my neck
sleepy hollow wants me dead like
couldn’t leave my bed like
fuck 

scum scum scum scum scum scum you fucking scum
scum scum scum scum scum scum you motherfucker x2

SCUM ft. HKFiftyOne (prod.shape)

you've been drifting off gotta stay your lane
sippin on that noff got me fucked in the brain
babe you make me feel something I can't explain
running down the field just to see you again

love is like steel, don't quit
baby please don't trip, fuck it what is the issue now
anxiety rising, might meet my demise in the thoughts right behind my brow
your iris surprisingly caught my apprise when I cry now you won't pipe down
I'm making these changes so please just be patient yes i'm all alone right now

yuh alone right now
I cannot find my way home right now
crackin that bottle, patrone right now
got me feelin wavy, this ain't the pacific
like fuck it terrific, weepings the prolific 
everyones fake yes they are parasitic
choosing my fate each day with my decisions
I've fucked up my vision, believe superstition oh

you've been drifting off gotta stay your lane
sippin on that noff got me fucked in the brain
babe you make me feel something I can't explain
running down the field just to see you again
x2

you chose not to
leaving me so blue gotta run through
all these fucking obstacles melting heart like Popsicle
baby girl is possible to dry in the rain
I just pick myself back up again; Ignore all the pain

Drifting [prod. myst]

PROD @trechorboy

Lyrics:
I dont wanna listen to you lie me
Everything lately gives anxiety
Is it just that no one fucking likes me
Dont wanna fuck things up so ill sit quietly 

Slide it
Slide it
And load the clip bitch
Red eyes
And a knife pressed against your lips

Homicide bitch
Smell the blood in the air like a faint mist
Everytime im with you make my mind trip

I dont feel shit
Way i like it
But i hate how
Im so distant


Im just a loser doing nothing all day
And im starting to think that nothings ever going change

I focus in and think about the pain
Its the only thing that ill ever embrace 

I dont wanna listen to you lie me
Everything lately gives anxiety
Is it just that no one fucking likes me
Dont wanna fuck things up so ill sit quietly

SCUM ft. HKFiftyOne (prod.shape)

shewasinvisible

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