POV: The blanket is scratchy, the ceiling is bare and the guilt is there._part2

Lights Are On

Lights Are On (Instrumental)

GLASSY SKY - yutaka yamada

Ive got some friends that Id like to see
So tell me now why I should not leave 
I’m sick and tired of this same disease
And everynight I Dream of sleep, to be asleep 

It’s been some while, we don’t speak 
Memories fade, they hide from  me 
Sometimes it hurts me that I can’t believe 
In somewhere better where you might be, where you might be 

The days get numb oh they get so cold 
And Nineteen years starts to feel too long 
I Ink my skin, for one more soul 
A Friendly dark, a whole new hole, A whole new low, 

I said I’d try, and I try my best 
But I can’t fix what I’ve been left
I like my self as good as dead 
I like my self as good as dead, not quite yet

Not quite yet 
Not quiet yet 
Not quiet yet 
Not quiet yet

nineteen, forever

Orlando

Rules

Sandy

Guts

Music Box

hotline (edit)

hotline

Tsuioku Mezameru Tamashii - Yasuharu Takanashi

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
tags



Not Allowed

Ice Age: The Meltdown

Goodnight Sweet Possums (From "Ice Age The Meltdown")

Louder Than Bombs

This Night Has Opened My Eyes (2011 Remaster)

Rocket

Poison Root

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dont smile at me

hostage

Well... it's been a while, and in light of the 6 (!) month hiatus here on SoundCloud, I wanted to make sure the wait was worth it. I've taken a few of the comments on "The Moon Rises" into consideration: this song is quite a bit longer and it features a female vocal! *yay* And I will be posting the Karaoke version soon.

Please welcome the newest member of ponyphonic: Christina!

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Lullaby for a Princess

Just as she promised, Luna stood her ground and refused to lower the moon. Faced with the collapse of the delicate order they had worked so hard to build, Celestia was forced to do the unthinkable. Unable to fully utilize of the elements of harmony by herself, she used a fraction of their power to imprison her sister in the moon, saving the world, but at a terrible cost. The harmonic bond between sun and moon was broken forever; now, the elements lie dormant, awaiting new bearers. In time, the darkness in Luna's heart will begin to wane, but with it, so will the sealing spell that holds her in the moon. In a thousand years, she will escape, weakened but still powerful, and the world can only hope that new ponies will be found who can wield the elements and save Luna from herself.

But Celestia's thoughts turn again to the present. It will be centuries before she can see her sister again, and for that, she blames herself. Surely she had seen the signs? She thinks over and over of the things she might have said and done differently. But despite her own sadness, she also longs to reach out and comfort Luna, and in this mix of bitterness, tenderness, and very distant hope, she looks to the moon and begins to sing.

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Fate has been cruel and order unkind
How can I have sent you away?
The blame was my own; the punishment, yours
The harmony's silent today

But into the stillness I'll bring you a song
And I will your company keep
Till your tired eyes and my lullabies
Have carried you softly to sleep

Once did a pony who shone like the sun
Look out on her kingdom and sigh
She smiled and said, "Surely, there is no pony
So lovely and so well beloved as I"

So great was her reign and so brilliant her glory
That long was the shadow she cast
Which fell dark upon the young sister she loved
And grew only darker as days and nights passed

Lullay moon princess, goodnight sister mine
And rest now in moonlight's embrace
Bear up my lullaby, winds of the earth
Through cloud, and through sky, and through space

Carry the peace and the coolness of night
And carry my sorrow in kind
Luna, you're loved so much more than you know
Forgive me for being so blind

Soon did that pony take notice that others
Did not give her sister her due
And neither had she loved her as she deserved
She watched as her sister's unhappiness grew

But such is the way of the limelight, it sweetly
Takes hold of the mind of its host
And that foolish pony did nothing to stop
The destruction of one who had needed her most

Lullay moon princess, goodnight sister mine
And rest now in moonlight's embrace
Bear up my lullaby, winds of the earth
Through cloud, and through sky, and through space

Carry the peace and the coolness of night
And carry my sorrow in kind
Luna, you're loved so much more than you know
May troubles be far from your mind
And forgive me for being so blind

The years now before us
Fearful and unknown
I never imagined
I'd face them on my own

May these thousand winters
Swiftly pass, I pray
I love you; I miss you
All these miles away

May all your dreams be sweet tonight
Safe upon your bed of moonlight
And know not of sadness, pain, or care
And when I dream, I'll fly away and meet you there
Sleep...

POV: The blanket is scratchy, the ceiling is bare and the guilt is there._part2

Khedixi