deer in the

produced by me ^^ <3

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Lyrics -
i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls
i didn't wanna text you
too long
that i didn't really see you
won't lie yeah, i've changed a lot
spent the summer with myself and all of my thoughts
bring another bottle
i could really use one
but it's something that i never really talk about
never really saw the same
never really felt the pain

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

i just watch u cry
you do it all the time
i'm here cause i like you
it ain't a lie
focus how to breathe
i need u for some venting
look at me i'm worth
more than i really think
knock me down until it hurts
i'm omw to brink
i'm omw to edge
i'm omw to learn
i'm omw to death 
i don't wanna make this turn, no
i don't wanna make this turn
i don't wanna hit the dirt
i don't wanna make it worse

i just don't understand
i left it in your hands
you left my heart tainted, don't know where i am
but i ain't fuckin' healed yet
but you act like you don't see it

you don't deserve the praise
you didn't wanna change
you gave it all up for a little bit of fame
and i just don't wanna feel shit

i just don't really need this, no

late calls (feat. heylog)

i'll make you my only purpose

prod. acey 
master: @vito2300

cut me open
let me feel you
ripping up my skin
i’m a masochist at best
i let you come right in 
pulling out my heart
(i let it happen)
lying in the dark
(i heard you laughing)
chain me up so tight 
that i can’t feel my wrists 
and let me stare at you 
in anguish 
losing oxygen 
i’ll treat you like a god 
just let me worship 
leaking blood out at the sermon 
put me down right on my knees
and i’ll be good for you for certain 
let me prove to you i’m worth it 
i’ll make you my only purpose 
i’ll be waiting till the winter ends 
just let me be of service 
look at me now 
i’m fucking collapsing 
i don’t wanna feel fucking anything 
every time i dream i’m fucking relapsing 
sipping it straight fucking kerosene
look at me now 
i’m fucking collapsing 
i don’t wanna feel fucking anything 
every time i dream i’m fucking relapsing 
sipping it straight fucking kerosene
(let me be that once, once
and let me feel your touch
and let me be your crutch, crutch
until you’ve had enough)

sermon

sermon (prod. acey)

ayesha x righteous

no ids

deer in the headlights (noah thomas)

prod lllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

produced by logan

if you need me i wont be there
when you wake up, in front are stairs
have to hold back on what i want
i would love to be this blunt
save yourself
dont die in my arms
if word got out, youd be behind bars
save yourself
dont bleed in my arms
if you got out, youd be behind bars

i know something you dont know
i know i know i know i know
think im stupid? ive watched you close
im watchin watchin watchin been watchin
hows the weather over there
tell me why the fuck you scared

scared

I dont wanna wake up
laying alone, always dreaming about your touch
i'm getting used to isolation, i don't feel nah
reminicing about your love

i see you standing there, you're with someone else
you see me glancing but your acting like you couldn't tell
yeah, i feel like the weather getting colder,
yeah, i hope i forget you when im older, yeah
i've been drawing pretty pictures on my wrist with a razor
i don't need to call yeah i know that you wont answer me
just tell me what i don't see
woah

about your love

skele - about your love (prod. remghost)

lyrics:

I just landed in atlanta and its very nice
and I got a uk bitch that look like scary spice
I got faded on my jet because im scared of heights
balenciaga beneath my jewellery cause im scared of ice 
keep this shoulder bag beside me like im afraid to fight
she jus lickin on my shit like she afraid to bite
damn I blew it in this whip its like a starry night
she said baby stay the night I had to drill it

if u want to
I just need someone to talk to 
smoking in the cayman and I blow it out the sun roof
I got 20 bands in the back these valentinos
I line up my shot n then I shoot it like a free throw
she wanna fuck the crew that girl had wanna fuck the migos
I zip up my acne and I lace my ferragamo
he said they together but she told me that u not tho
if its on my money than I need that shit pronto
when he say he ready we come thru and then we damage ya
I been sippin drank and it been draining all my stamina
fashionnova model at my crib look like an angela
if her uber here im gonna kick her out and banish, banish

I just landed in atlanta and its very nice
and I got a uk bitch that look like scary spice
I got faded on my jet because im scared of heights
balenciaga beneath my jewellery cause im scared of ice 
keep this shoulder bag beside me like im afraid to fight
she jus lickin on my shit like she afraid to bite
damn I blew it in this whip its like a starry night
she said baby stay the night I had to drill it

YYZ --> ATL (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:

and i pour it up
then i pour it out
crossed up crossed up 
i been sitting down
10 racks on my body right now lets go
fucked up on the molly right now lets go

i was someone else
living like this started killing myself
big dope bags started killing my health
every single bitch i meet is never here to help
soon i was someone else
i see all these fucking black bags on the shelf
this shit feel like a shield to all the damage i been dealt
this the only time i really feel like myself
soon i was someone else
its true pain was all i felt
and its you up inside my mind right now
can u come down we can talk this out

i was someone else
guess im all by myself
baby im barely movin like damn
i just leveled up again i mean damn

she gon flip around when she fuck me 
i put 700 on this bubbly 
think im comin down im feelin cuddly
i got wang on top my shirt u wearing stussy 
i left plenty bridges burn im never going back
all this addy turn me into an insomniac
all this kush im blowing fucking up my cardiac
soon enough you see the top and be like there he at

i was someone else

i was someone else
living like this started killing myself
big dope bags started killing my health
every single bitch i meet is never here to help
soon i was someone else
i see all these fucking black bags on the shelf
this shit feel like a shield to all the damage i been dealt
this the only time i really feel like myself
soon i was someone else
its true pain was all i felt
and its you up inside my mind right now
can u come down we can talk this out

some1 else (jabarionthebeat x moneyevery)

lyrics:

i guess that were not so long ago
time moves fast but the brain moves slow so
tell me if you heard this song before
and are you gonna say its not there anymore
honestly i got this wrong before
but i started getting right late night on the weekend
where was all the courage you had showed me on the weekend
i just doubled up and now im going off the deep end
i think that we all been there before
i know its a little late night but im good for it
i dont really worry bout the price cause im good for it
every time she wanted something nice she know im good for it
i guess that were not so long ago
time moves fast but the brain moves slow so
tell me if you heard this song before
and are you gonna say its not there anymore

bruised and bleeding its in my head oh
barely breathing im barely breathing
the exact same feeling i remember from before im
barely breathing i cant take anymore

i just stepped outside the building right into the rain
and im blowing skunk pack blowing propane in the wind
told me solve my problems where the fuck do i begin tho
if u aint wanna see me why the fuck you let me in tho
she gon let me fuck and tell u she been on the menstrual
freaky bitches good in bed but always temperamental i swear
we go out to eat and she gon fuck me for a bento box
and she got a man but she gon love me for the things hes not
i got people counting on me so i gotta claim my spot
i got people counting on me so i give it all i got
she said baby i wish you would quit all dat n just smoke pot
honestly the pressure got me doing anything i got
never thought id be accustomed to fast life
shit like all this percocet and drank had helped me sleep right
in the studio i feel im under heat lights
me and jabari locking in like every week night

bruised and bleeding its in my head oh
barely breathing im barely breathing
the exact same feeling i remember from before im
barely breathing im barely breathing

i guess that were not so long ago
time moves fast but the brain moves slow so
tell me if you heard this song before
and are you gonna say its not there anymore
honestly i got this wrong before
but i started getting right late night on the weekend
where was all the courage you had showed me on the weekend
i just doubled up and now im going off the deep end
i think that we all been there before
i know its a little late night but im good for it
i dont really worry bout the price cause im good for it
every time she wanted something nice she know im good for it
i guess that were not so long ago
time moves fast but the brain moves slow so
tell me if you heard this song before
and are you gonna say its not there anymore

nirvana (jabarionthebeat)

lyrics:
i just got my mind back n i aint tryna do u wrong lil baby
i just got my shine back n i feel the world is mine lil baby
when im dead n gone i pray to god that they remember me
when im dead n gone i pray to god that u remember me
walking out the club im doing these drugs these people handing me
i remember walking out of my house with stains outside my jeans and
i cannot forget when i lost hope u still been there for me
even if we separated now i hold you so close to me

i remember way back when
i aint like to say i need help back then
u had looked deep in my soul back then
honestly the love still there in the end
ya i see the instagram with all your friends
shit i thought id always be urs in the end
buying u some christian dior in the end
bet they still think that we together in the ends
and this is just a love song baby
maybe u should call me sometime soon
shit i know i check those daily 
inside and my skin feel scaly
i wouldnt be fit for the grind if it wasnt for u
lop side on my face and my brain go zoom
i been mixing up drugs on the daily
cant text cause my hands all shaky

i just got my mind back n i aint tryna do u wrong lil baby
i just got my shine back n i feel the world is mine lil baby
when im dead n gone i pray to god that they remember me
when im dead n gone i pray to god that u remember me
walking out the club im doing these drugs these people handing me
i remember walking out of my house with stains outside my jeans and
i cannot forget when i lost hope u still been there for me
even if we separated now i hold you so close to me

remember me (jabarionthebeat)

guitar by saints tomorrow :D
prod me
sorry love u :/
thank u all for da support mwah
love love love
<3
lyrics:
couple big songs
but the same old me
n
talking to my friends 
drains all my energy
n
ik of this place
thats filled with memories
n
im so toxic 
way to often
its my tendency

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

n i been fucking over 
all my friends in the process
n im not being rude
im exploring my options
n i dont sleep right
cause it fuck with my conscious
4 leave clover
but i fucked up n lost it :/

i been bored 
i been chillin at da skate park
n i even if tried im pretty sure i couldn't skate far
they say that lifes a movie 
i dont think that im the main part
1 day ima skip town get away inside a freight car

n i could sing 100 songs
n i could think 100 thoughts
n i could right 100 wrongs
but my lifes fucked 
so it wont be long :(

n if im being honest 
i just needed a friend
n i been tryin so hard
to get this weight off my chest
n i been tryna write songs
catch a breath 
i only like my hooks so here we go (again)

hook

deer in the

shane