vocals, mix, instrumental by me

lyrics:
nani wo kitai shitenno
I told you how i felt, dakedo why are you
just clinging on, what are you waiting for
I'm so far gone
ima yokunasasou 
baby

don't catch me waiting, im drunk,
right now im just staving it off
i can't walk right, i can't walk right
too complicated, i'm talking circles
just taperin off
red traffic light, red traffic light

got my mind on the gas, going 90
thoughts up in my head, ima OD

fallin in the sheets, blackout tonight
you really wanna talk, but it dont feel right
taikutsu demo, raishuu ni shitemo
watashi kimi dake no urami datta

nani wo kitai shitenno
I told you how i felt, dakedo why are you
just clinging on, what are you waiting for
I'm so far gone
ima yokunasasou 
baby

got me, fighting, back for my life again
roses, im tired, of holdin on to them (2x)

i stopped looking at messages
then i tore off my bandages
peeling slowly, don't fight the bleeding
couple several occasions, where i can feel the sensations
just coming back, like for no damn reason

got my mind on the gas, going 90 (drivin slow, i'm on my own )
thoughts up in my head, ima OD (i don't wanna be alone)

fallin in the sheets, blackout tonight
you really wanna talk, but it dont feel right
taikutsu demo, raishuu ni shitemo
watashi kimi dake no urami datta

nani wo kitai shitenno
I told you how i felt, dakedo why are you
just clinging on, what are you waiting for
I'm so far gone
ima yokunasasou 
baby

Kitai "Expectations" (Original Song)

I Wanna Kill You - Takayan (Cover)

Rumor - Police Piccadilly (Cover, Original Arrange)

It's Okay to Envy - Takayan (Instrumental)

Capybara With The Yuzu On It

Homie Said He Was Bustin It Down

vox/production/lyrics: me!

lyrics:
(chorus)
im a runaway
should i run to you instead
did you wanna play
i know you aint never said
nothin, you aint say nothing
should i start something
should i start something

zutto runaway
sake nomeba ii 
sugu ni escape
ikeru basho mo nai
itte, nandemo ie
nandemo ii, nandemo ie

(verse 1)
time that i want, but i can't freeze up
you know what im saiyin, but i can't
freiza
try to thaw me out, like a leftover
iced out, like mcdonalds sweet tea yuh

we can do a couple queues yea, try to stop
when we lose, tie a new pair of shoes
so we run it back, run it back

tsukarete kara, aisu
kashita jikan o kaesu
ichinichijyuu naisu
yasume, yasume

(pre chorus)
keep me in touch
i'm just scared i might be too much
maybe that i've done something wrong
so i'll run away yea,
know i'll run way yea

(chorus)

(verse 1)
1, 2 itsumo ki mazui kedo,
nankai mo sasoeru chance attanda
shouyu, shoppai aji dou iu imi darou?
kou iu kizu ga itaku natta

time that i want, that i can't cook up  
well done steak, cause im actin all tough
all i want is a little time for me
don't have to talk, we can chill silently

(chorus)

(outro)
1, 2, you dont know i want to
hit you up, nankai mo
tie my shoes, yuh, ima runaway, yuh zutto runaway

Zutto Runaway

NewJeans - New Jeans (Jersey Club Shido Remix)

We Making It Out The Chinese Restaurant With This One

hypochondriac - brakence (cover)

Jikoushokai Preview

[Shido] Boku wa Hatsune Miku to Kisu wo Shita

Instrumental: Yasupochi
Vocals & Mix: Me
Lyrics: Ashe

Ye~

[Shido] Ib - Gary's Theme "Fighting For You" (Cover)

Vocals & Mix: Shido
Instrumental: Osamuraisan

[Shido] Sugar Song to Bitter Step (Acoustic Cover)

One of my favorite track from a game I'm playing

[Shido] Grandma (Nier Short Cover)

The feels from Katanagatari hits me like a bullet

Lyrics:
All my, pieces fall in place,
I used, you, for my own
Can, you think I, used you for love, is it fine, if I fall too?

All I, wanted was revenge,
So please let, me go now, you're free from me

You are no longer, just a pawn
Keep living on

[Shido] Katanagatari OST "Togame" (Original Lyrics)

[Shido] Sorry for Being an Ordinary Magical Girl (Male Cover)

[Shido] Shelter (Cover)

[Shido] Zedd - Stay Acoustic Ver. (Male Cover)

[Shido] Nier - "Song of the Ancients" Devola Ver (Short Male Cover)

Just added+fixed a few things

Lyrics:
Yes it's been forever since we last met
But I'm hoping that you haven't changed at all yet
And I know that all this hope is in my head
But I can't help but to think
I can still come home to see you again-

Through the endless waves of scenery I see
None at all reflect on who I used to be
I've changed alone but to regain what I have lost,
I'll find a way to bring myself back home
Jump through my fears if that's the cost

The chance to find you again
is my one and only goal
Even if we start as friends

I can't turn back
One ticket on this track
Can't stop me now
Please take me home

How to Come Back Home (Original WIP Updated)

Post Malone - Deja Vu (Short Singing Clip)

Excuse my tiredness, this is a song about wanting to be closer to someone who's cold to you~

Lyrics:
All the time, I pass on by
I wrap myself around your shoulders
All the time, you brush me off
I wrap myself tighter, in case you got colder

But the more I come close, to warming your clothes
The winter would only get stronger
The wind in your hair, cause you didnt care
Since autumn was already over
Let me tell ya

Cold can be hell, if you dont have someone else
To rely on for, such a lonely war
If you fight by yourself, but you could have someone else
Like maybe, someone like me

"Warm Clothes" short original recorded on my phone wowie

oshiete moratte mo ii?

Dont let me touch FL or this happens

Okaeri Nasai, Goshujin Sama

Musictober? Soundtober? Welp anyway, this was inspired by Philip Glass's compositions.

森の中へ Mori No Naka e "Towards the Forest" Original Comp

Sometimes, to make a new discovery is to discover a part of yourself that you've never seen before. The treasure you seek is guarded by your own fears, and so you must embrace the unknown to find the pleasant surprise of wonderful sights that no other human has ever seen before.

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