trust me w/ cavasoul (prod. eric godlow)

crumbling

crumbling.

@shikixo
@kindahaunted
RARE VID: https://youtu.be/YXwdBd9copk
lyrics:
baby i don't wanna eat i wanna fade away
i don't wanna fall asleep i wanna die today
i been smoking on formaldehyde it eat my brain
and ik yr fucking him so i just lie awake

well like i guess we were in love until we fucked it up n lost it
i been staring at my ceiling waiting on an open coffin
sick of these 4 walls and the agony of silence
i think i'ma be alright as long as i stop lying
everything i touch been turnin to gold i feel like midas
i can't fall asleep cuz in my dreams yr always dyin
baby why u cryin?
baby r u proud of me?
i did everything i said i would to those who doubted me
but i know u see me with a sold out tour
but i cut 13 lines and i cut 13 more
and i regret it everytime u knock i open the door
tell the boys pack their bags, they're all goin 2 war

4 leaf clover, bby i been feelin lucky
u can take the pain away, it gets replaced with all this money
u cut thru me like a razor cuz u kiss me, leave me bloody
i been gettin better on my own, don't tell me that u love me
u shouldn't tell me that u love me, i don't wanna find out
just a whisper while ur leavin, i don't wanna cry now
i don't wanna know the truth, think i need to lie down
i was thinking u were mine now :'(

and i think something's wrong w my head
i can't go thru that again ;)
i need some rest i'm braindead
need something for the pain

formaldehyde (prod. taylor morgan) [vid in desc.]

Stepping Stone w/ Idkconundrum (prod. King Theta)

i guess we have no choice.
when the world comes to an end.
I wish we had another day.

I Wish We Had Another Day W/ sace6

@emptychest
@noxious-nights
@northshoremusic
@failure404

(Ally)
talk about action, talk about problem
what do you know if you cannot solve em?
talk to my blank, im going insane, i need some recollection
weathers gloomy like my life, wont talk if its not my mind
walking backwards just to get to you, talking backwards just to get my head straight
my eyes been glowing and im popping over counter shit
i dont know what to say i think i messed the timing up
food kills how i feel in advance, i pop 2 pills in advance
late at night when i do my dance, no one can see me so i do my best
reinventing my shit popping off on a bitch mmm
i been watering my shit just fine so dont even ask me
in the backseat im fucked up and im nasty
empty
girl if my uber driver said im doin fine i told em say that

(nox)
i aint got shit to prove
i know who the fuck i am
regret some things that i do
but i did it for this cash

spending money like a fool
but i always get it back
grind like i aint got no roof
im still sad but i hide that

i hate how my eyes get wet but i don't cry
she looks at me but she can't be by my side
i've always been feeling like i'm meant to be alone
so i just write down the pain on my phone
i stare at the ground cuz im on my own
i don't hear u i got my earphones
i hate how life gets monochrome

i prefer staying silent
razor blade on my tongue
you tell shit i don't buy in
my trust is black like my lungs

my thougts get violent
i could kill myself when i'm young
i see clouds in the horizon
i only seem to smile when i'm drunk

(Kev)
I think a lot about what’s in my brain
Feelings cloud my judgement almost every single day

People say I’m completing driving myself insane

Pull me out the water n put a bullet in my brain
Think about how we could’ve gone our separate ways

Fix yourself, I got nothing in my brain
All the answers to my problems are just locked up in my brain

I know
I know

(epitomeoffailure)
i know that you want me back
but know that i don’t need that
still you’ll come crawling back
knowing me i’ll cave under the pressure and crack

letting go is one of the hardest things that i’ve come to learn to do
when fate and morality come to a crossroads and you don’t know what to choose

Backseat w/ emptychest, noxiousnights, The North Shore (ft. epitomeoffailure) [+ Caprichioni]

Engineered by floret
mastered by floret
produced by floret & venus
written by floret 

lyrics:




i can't take it back when i was younger
yell out the top of my lungs like i'm bolder
fresh out the streets like you think you know her
dumbass and freak your such a loner
fuck up you feen you are a loner
head out the door just like your father 
drugged out in need just like your mother 
fuck up and feen you are a loner 

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer 

take it when you tell me that young again 
say that were better of just as friends 
i've been broken down just meet me in the end
what did father say when you gone now
i dont wanna say this im in love now
break me down you fall in love
100 times you blame your mom
like i guess ill never be like me again 
what you do spite me blame my friends
take this pill youll be dead again 
hate everyone fuck your friends 
its over its over

from the tree tops run me down
burn this place straight to the ground 

cause loves not real and i know why your lying 
fuck up past and i know why your crying 
why your crying why your crying 
write my life like your the author 
life has so much more to offer
spoken lies like your own father
wrote my life like im the author 
know that life so much offer
offer,offer

love is dying

Produced by @irby314 & @jolst
Mixed by @decksmusic
Additional vocals by @prodhorosha
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli

LYRICS
Wounded at a young age
Had nobody I could turn to
It’s sickening the things you did
And how I learned through
The example you set
I thought I was a black sheep
Turns out I’m just like the rest

Of my family tree
Rotting from the inside
Branches devoid of leaves
So please
Don’t ever idolize me
These eyes have seen more pain than you would believe

I’ve got a damaged brain
There’s not much can be done
After all I’m just a product
I’m my father’s son
I can’t cope with this all on my own
I kill myself slow
Insisting all the while I’m not suicidal
It’s hard to match expectations I put on myself
I took a step
I took two steps back
How will I know when it’s bad enough to need help
I thought I was a black sheep
Turns out I’m just like

My dear old dad
He was the man of the house
He wasn't often around
Guess what that makes me now
As if the world’s against me
I only rely on myself
Turns out I’m somebody else

Listen on Spotify!

Black Sheep (Prod. irby & Jolst)

bad dreams

song of the summer meet rock bottom
with my main man @ejcarrmusic
ep in two weeks !!!
enjoy <3

lyrics:
blink your eyes and it’s here
the pit of all the years
immune from any ending
think fast your stories changing
so sort through the jumbled mess
of old times and stale regrets
as long as you get
what all this truly meant

take a breath
and walk those steps
as you fear the depths
of whatever comes next

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind

go ahead

sometimes its on your doorstep
sometimes u take the fall
i took it on the shoulder
i lost myself in it all
and it gets hard to recognize the person that i was
i said goodbye a hundred times and never understood

the reasons beneath us
you’ll never forget how it feels
a sequence of treason
could never bend us to my will
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good?

how am i meant to say goodbye
open my mouth with just one try
to let go of a person
that means more than
i could ever describe
no choice here
disappear
into anything that’s left
anything that’s left in your mind
its hard to fight the future
past tense would hardly suit us
how did i say goodbye so many times
and finally let go for good
bye
bye
bye
bye

formaldehyde (prod. taylor morgan) [vid in desc.]

Shiki XO

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