EUCALYPTUS

eyegore

GⰗNEFUBAR THE WORLD

(prod. LAC)

lyrics:

lately i just wanna die
take a hit to kill my mind 
time n time n time again
fuck i am not fine 
fuck let me rot n die
when i close my fuckin eyes
every single time 

suicide take my life away 
let me fucking die today 
idk what else to say 
my life just fuckin sucks 
drugs dont help my pain 
i get high n feel the same 
i just wanna numb my pain 

mary jane helps me feel okay
getting me through my day 
am i finding my way 
all alone inside my brain 
self annihilation cuz i cant afford vaction
getting high up in the sky thats my destination
6 feet underground 
thats where i belong
am i crazy no i am just a lil insane 
smiling thru my fuckin pain 
staying in my own lane 
get tf up out my way 
all it takes is one spray 
you gon lose your fuckin face 
so you best remember my name

lately i just wanna die
take a hit to kill my mind 
time n time n time again
fuck i am not fine 
fuck let me rot n die
when i close my fuckin eyes
every single time 
i just wanna die 

pull up to the function
i got angles watchin my back
fuckin with the wrong one
i got demons that will attack

lost inside my mind 
wondering why
i just wanna die all the time
jesus will you hit my line 
i am fighting to survive
praying that my stars align 
yet to come is my time 
time to shine im divine 
loading up then cock my nine 
shoot it at my fuckin mind 
if i die thats alright 
if i die thats alright 
if i die thats alright
if i die thats alright 
if i die thats alright 
if i die thats alright 
if i die 

aiming at my head 
wishing i was dead again 
kill myself im bored of it 
waking up i feel like superman
btc i am the man
running around with world in my hands 
all of this power i hold 
turning my pain into gold 
been thru so much my heart is still cold 
i am the man or so i been told 
all of this shit that i know 
i learned it all on my own 

suicide take my life away 
let me fucking die today 
idk what else to say 

lately i just wanna die
take a hit to kill my mind 
time n time n time again
fuck i am not fine 
fuck let me rot n die
when i close my fuckin eyes
every single time 

i just wanna die 
cross my heart n take my eyes
all i see is fuckin pain
howd it ever get this way 
mary helps me thru my day
yea her name is mary jane 
yea she helps me fade away
outter body im in space 
shit i think my weed was laced
in that blunt that i faced
if i die thats alright 
if i die thats alright 
if i die thats alright
if i die thats alright 
if i die thats alright
if i die thats alright

i sink into the abyss. i hear chatter all around, yet still nobody to talk to. is any of this real? the sadness i feel, its so blissful yet so miserable. im stuck inside of my head, a comfortable bed, the smell of death, and i lay here until my brain fills with lead.
my walls painted red, all i ever dreamed 
was to not live in this fairytale. its so cold, skin turned pale. gather around my soulless body and let out your pity. im a dead man walking upon this lively city

sewerperson

shilohhollow

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