Goth trauma bonding </3

Prod @shineghoulie
I don't want to end up in hell

Will I see the world of light?
I hate where im living now
I just want to run away
you don't even hear my sound
I hate when you're not texting me
I hate when you're not around
you've been distant lately
tell me the truth right now

and now I look foolish
just try and look at me
its not my fault I care
that doesn't make crazy
its not my fault I care
you know that doesn't make me crazy

Whyy #WoL

[07/10/23]

I want to run away
Because there’s nothing left
Just take me far away
I pray he takes my breath
When things are all in place
It may get better one day
Your motto’s saving face
I need a saving grace.

Tsukune - Nothing leftt

Prod @shineghoulie

I Can never fucking help
Ending up here by myself
I felt something if you can’t tell
Nothing around me ever ends well
What could I think?
I can’t control my dreams
You sink into my neck with your fuckin teeth
You push away from me
I’m on my fucking brink
It’s like I never help
You’re hurt in just a blink

I know that you’re the one I save
Im sick of fucking up
If I could stop you 1 more time from cutting up
I have got this one fear
I pray that it’s not true
That I just can’t move on
Cause they don’t feel like you

Stultumm

prod me!

nigga gonna talk but he cannot show a band
nigga gonna talk while im gripping on a fan
i was in the trap niggas know that im that man
his life gonna flash and then all he heard was bam
ima be so mad if i gotta ride that tram
feeling like im kendrick nigga all i say is damn
told that hoe get out yeah i kicked her off my land
nigga fuck online all my homies playing lan

ion like that hoe but she swear she wanna date
i hate my uk plug he gon keep calling me mate
bitch im picking stats ima give me a good trait
all this fucking money you would think i live with tate
nigga think he trapper but he do not got no pape
i was out here dancen but a nigga is not drake
i just saw my opps so i go the other way
he be flexing 1s man he looking just like tay

nigga gonna talk but he cannot show a band
nigga gonna talk while im gripping on a fan
i was in the trap niggas know that im that man
his life gonna flash and then all he heard was bam
ima be so mad if i gotta ride that tram
feeling like im kendrick nigga all i say is damn
told that hoe get out yeah i kicked her off my land
nigga fuck online all my homies playing lan

%⁇tram⁇% #𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐍𝐀𝐋

needed you, what happened to all your friends?

spotify

friends

Prod @shineghoulie

And when they leave I’ll never wish them well 
Throwing my shattered dreams inside a wishing well
And if I don’t succeed then I’ll just kill myself
I’d rather kill myself
I’d rather leave 

Like do you even hear what I’m trying to say?
I swear I think of this every fucking day
I know I’ll run out of songs if someone fucking stays
God’s helping everyone
But throws it in my face

It echoes in my brain that I’m a damn disgrace
Even amongst my bros I’m feeling out of place
I’ll push them all from me so that I’m staying safe
I want to run away
I want to run away

And I’ve got a habit for all of these problems
It seems like suicide’s the only way to solve them
And you say “friends are there”
Well nigga try to call em
Just try to call them

They won’t fucking answer.

Foiblee

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

aeter - skin

ALL PLATS ; https://open.spotify.com/track/0BAta0DQKBnoTyCK5C4aZZ?si=97585508e8cb482d

production by ; @intellectualarrogance
vocals by ; @sadpanda47
mixed by ; @sadpanda47

Very Rare 4 Ever / Viridescent / Despaired
{ P.S... Thank you for the recent support < 3 }
────୨ৎ────────୨ৎ────────୨ৎ────

@sadpanda47

I could tell who's a real friend
I can't change / you can change, you'll be different
yea I fell in love, I'm in love, I can't change it
Nose bleeding from your greatness, I can't change it

I gotta be real, who you tryna fake? boy ur see through
Fake niggas want me gone, girl I need you
I ain't talking ambi, all these niggas see through
Yea well are you tired?

Go get some rest
Wrong decisions, that I regret
Well push to shove, piling contempt
How would you feel? If I would've left

I feel like I'm in the wrong, but I feel I'm right
I feel like the only one that can see the light
How would you feel? If I told you that I'm one of one
How you feel? You know you're fake, you ain't one us
I've been really tryna tell these people how I feel
Give a fuck about some racks... only know the deal

I could tell who's a real friend
I can't change / you can change, you'll be different
yea I fell in love, I'm in love, I can't change it
Nose bleeding from your greatness, I can't change it

I gotta be real, who you tryna fake? boy ur see through
Fake niggas want me gone, girl I need you
I ain't talking ambi, all these niggas see through
Yea well are you tired?

Go get some rest
Wrong decisions, that I regret
Well push to shove, piling contempt
How would you feel? If I would've left

can't change ; still the same // @ayxn || (ambi) || 바꿀 수 없어

i changed it to the normal speed version cuz i felt like that was better

also yes MiSide sample

lyrics:
*unbearable moaning*
im still for now

keep on telling me to move back uh oh
aint even making sense
keep on pushing till the end
everyone push me away
feel like im put in a desert
she dont even like me, love
but everything leading me back to her

fuck this song, fuck this world
they just gon keep me on leashes huh
say you mean it and say you swear
look at me like im a bastard

see what i mean tho i hate her
i just wanna preserve, encase her
maybe im just a weirdo
episode, yeah im a filler
x2

cant decide, i hate you why
want to suicide, i cant with these lies
back of ur mind, listen close

im so broken, how terrifying
im so scared and i hate my life
swear this shit on everything, the last time ill try
everything gets worse when you're alone, i cant cry

why am i crying (me)

Noticed  (⇀‸↼‶)⊃━☆ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ + Sayou (eucliwood)

I made this as a reminder to be patient with myself. I want to remember, no one is in control of what I create but me. I may be led astray by some of the things I think but the sine of it all is what makes my art beautiful.

in nujin

dedicated to @o67 (*67)

@jamesoasis
@menthol100s
@o67
@vaylin777
@morguee
@sh1nyx

-----TRACKLIST-----

[01.]    Jus Another Day *INTRO* 💾🌤️
(SOURCE) *67 - jus another day

[02.]    Deceased 🪦🧚‍♀️🌱
(SOURCE) star67 ~ deceased w/ James Oasis & Vaylin 💀💀🥀

[03.]    Amenity ✨💍
(SOURCE) morgue *^.^* sh1ny - amenity ⋆˙⟡ (7undra)

[04.]    🌷All Good Things Come To An End🌷
(SOURCE) The Japanese House - Saw You In A Dream

[05.]    Staring up @ U 😖☁️
(SOURCE) star - nigga wanna be tame imala so bad

[06.]    She's Fading Away 😢🌈🪴
(SOURCE) Star67 & James Oasis - She's Fading Away 😢🌈🪴(prod. James Oasis)

[07.]    Yr gaze puts me in a trance 👑😵‍💫
(SOURCE) ⋆★ sh1ny - yr gaze puts me in a trance ~✿*̥˚

[08.]    lemme feel it 🪻✨⚔️
(SOURCE) morgue - lemme feel it  (prod. mira)(Base Version)

[09.]    Delusional Fae Interlude {(🧚‍♀️)}
(SOURCE) Delusional Fae Interlude {(🧚‍♀️)}

[10.]    She Don't Wna Knw 🙂‍↕️🧙🏾‍♂️⛓️‍💥
(SOURCE) star 🧙🏾‍♂️🌟 - 🤦‍♀️🔥😥❌❌ (?)

[11.]    The Girl Back Home 🌺 🌳
(SOURCE) James Oasis & ATRA$HAD - The Girl Back Home 🌺 🌳 (𝔍𝔪)

[12.]    Searched For By Many Found By None 🕊️💐
(SOURCE) skeleton - searched for by many found by none

{(◈)} 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐔𝐉𝐈𝐍 𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐘 𝐓𝐀𝐏𝐄𝐒 (੨੦੨Ƽ) 🧚‍♀️ #ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏᵍᵒᵈ4ᶠᵃⁿᵗᵃˢʸ

Sycophant

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Join The Religion #SS2017

#Lc #Rtk #Dogpound #HaveMercy #Tengoku #1692 

Beyblade, @lunarcorp1

Tsukune - Nothing leftt

Ghoulie

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