still come back to this like every day, one of the most beautiful peices of music i ever heard <3

why he be deleting this shit this is his best shit

blushes and mascaras

sometimes u need somebody <3

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSSitiPh2wg&ab_channel=%E3%83%87%E3%83%BC%E3%83%A2%E3%83%B3Astari

prod/mix - @anxietyattackss
guitar/master - @youngburial

lyrics:
feel invalid in a darkroom
i've been grinding in the new house
i've been posted on the front porch
making bangers up like all night
i'm drinking seltzers in a dark room
i feel ur hand upon my shoulder
yeah i've been staying up like all night
pressure building in the corner

it kinda feels like it’s been 4 o clock like all night 
i don’t wanna see the sunrise, the sunlight always hurts my eyes  
been cooking a lot 
try to keep up
run out of time now
i’m coming to life 
the future is mine, 
ive been on my grind now 
& i still fall asleep with the lights on
i hate it when i do that


arson green nostalgia

invalid in a darkroom w/ Anxiety Attacks!

[Verse]
We are great simply because
We are not what we are not
A hostile country to none
But a home, a home for all
How sweet if we can have
Lines in our map expunged
I feel I feel there will be
Peace if only we sing

[Chorus]
Take North, take South
East and West out of our Map
Let's have a list of sports and songs that make us
Have fun... Have fun... Have fun...
You see, now we are one
Everybody... Let us have fun...

[Verse 2]
I am because you are
You are because I am
So why please tell me why
Do we at times tell lies
That we are blacks or whites
And say such things like these:
She's that, he's this
They are, rather than sing

[Chorus]
Take North, take South
East and West out of our Map
Let's have a list of sports and songs that make us
Have fun... Have fun... Have fun...
You see, now we are one
Everybody... Let us have fun...

[Bridge]
Of course, we are of diverse culture,
Also, differently religious,
But we have shared integration,
That we must give consideration
Whenever we make decisions,
To distinguish our traditions,
We must make this resolution,
To add this to our constitution:

[Chorus]
Take North, take South
East and West out of our Map
Let's have a list of sports and songs that make us
Have fun... Have fun... Have fun...
You see, now we are one
Everybody... Let us have fun...

Take North, take South
East and West out of our Map
Let's have a list of sports and songs that make us
Have fun... Have fun... Have fun...
You see, now we are one
Everybody... Let us have fun...

[Outro]
Everybody... Let us have fun...

Take North Take South.

things will never be the same.

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/2c0ba6'>download here</a>

lyrics:
if you could just

understand whats in my head
im lost forever ive been mislead
ive lived ive died and i have bled
for all the words ive left unsaid

memories they cloud my mind
all of the people i left behind
at least i can say that i tried
its not my fault now let it die

if i left this place without a trace
no one could even recognize my face
why do i feel like a fucking disgrace
lay me to rest and cover my grave
 
i cannot feel
im only good at hiding and im
glad that you remind me of the
things i left behind me

this bed
that i lay in
only holds me back
and these walls just cant protect me
youre not the only one who left me 
[all alone]

why do i push away the 
people who stood by me
things are different now im better
at least thats what i like to tell myself

take my word
i know it hurts
forgive yourself
let it go



fade to black

limited edition hoodies - bit.ly/2CIKS2v

Stop caring bout my health
Quit faking all you've felt
We're not special I've been dealt
Too many cards to hold as well

Fuck off and burn in hell
Beat my face into the ground
I'm still waiting for the sound
Of bullets exiting your mouth

Bite the curb and sleep well
Fight hard like you've felt
All the pain on her shelf
I don't fucking know half

bite the curb and sleep well

lyrics:

(scum)
can you tell me where the time went
cause i feel like it wasn't well spent at all
i've been staring at the clock 
screaming why don't you stop
you're moving way too fast now 
and i don't think i could ever catch you
cause you move way too fast and i know i won't last
you move way too fast and i know i won't last 

can you please slow down?
can you please slow down?

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
i'm not sure what to believe 
sometimes i'm not sure you even know me 
i won't pretend to know how you feel
just try to say exactly what you mean

i'm not sure where i've been
you're permanently on my skin
i'm not perfect, never been
least i'm trying to do this
least i'm trying to do this 

cause you move way too fast 
i just wish this could last 
cause you move way too fast 
i just wish this could last

too fast w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. fats'e)

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

no samples
prod. @93feetofsmoke

I'll be the interlude you never asked for
and make it hard to catch your breath
I'll make u learn to hate your head

I'm that sleepless night u have so often
when the pillows just wont get comfy
and the past creeps up to haunt me 

you're the shadow by my favorite river
playing tricks in my peripheral
at least whats left of it

at least whats left of it

at least whats left of it

the interlude you never asked for

i miss u w/ yungjzaisdead

My heads against the wall again
And I don’t bother
Checking on my phone at all
Don’t wanna try love again
Cuz the scars run too deep
And I can’t ever sleep as it is

You have your new friends
And I’m happy for that
Got ur whole life ahead
Hope it’s good, I’ll be glad
And lately I just stare
And reflect on my past
Wonder how my life
Got So far off the tracks

Blade against my wrist again
And it’s been harder
Trying to be sober at all
The future makes me scared as shit
Cuz the past fucked me up
And I think I’m just better alone

Isolate myself again
And I don’t bother
Trying to get better at all
It’s just a lie I tell my friends
So they don’t have to fret
Til I’m laid down to rest
At the end

head vs. wall

i been off the drugs
for the whole night
pain it cuts me up
till the sunlight
i can't go to sleep
can't shut my eyes
fuck is wrong with me
feel so numb inside
what the fuck is wrong with me
i can't find my inner peace
i been lost all nineteen years
just fuck me up and let me bleed

yeah baby pour me up
i don't wanna feel anything no more
i just wanna lie down maybe smoke some weed in my room
let my demons in through the door
i know i'm a fuck up
i know i'm a waste
i know you don't ever wanna see my fucking face
and maybe it'll stay that way forever 
maybe imma drown in this rainy weather girl
keep my heart sitting beside your bed
let me in your dreams, let me in your head
you were my angel but lately you've been turning red
i've been feeling empty bout everything i'm alive but i'm still dead

wtf is wrong with me (prod. jakkyboi)

convolk - A Million Messages; No Response [prod. deject]

planet blackstar (prod. irby)

a place where i belong pt 2 (feat. supachefm)

i am not shinigami, just a fan
reuploading songs w original covers and titles
enjoy :)

i miss u w/ yungjzaisdead

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