prod by me
i know this is mid af but i was sad so i wanted to make something

lyrics:

havent seen you in like 6 years
thinkin bout you for like 6 years
cover my ears so i cant hear
cant feel my face
i cant see clear
ive been comin up wit my homies
everybody around but im lonely
cant lie to you
you dont know me
been fuckin up
feel like nothing
blood drip from my nose to my coat sleeve
lay in bed all day 
i dont wanna eat
put that gun to my head
i just wanna leave
put that gun to my head
i just wanna leave

i just wanna leave
im so sick of fighting
everyday the same
i can see the white lighting

coat sleeve

Orange Drink’s second release Narcolepsy takes you on an out-of-body experience as a narrator takes you on a flashback, detailing his self-implosion in 5 genre-jumping songs.

The Skies Have Turned Red

Logo, logo assim que puder
Por enquanto, tá doendo
E quando a saudade quiser me deixar cantar
Vão saber que andei sofrendo
E que agora, longe de mim
Você possa, enfim, ter felicidade
Nem que faça um tempo ruim
Não se sinta assim só pela metade
Ontem demorei pra dormir, 'tava assim, sei lá
Meio passional (por dentro)
Se eu tivesse o dom de fugir (pra qualquer lugar)
Ia feito um pé de vento
Sem pensar no que aconteceu
(Nada, nada) é meu
Nem o pensamento
Por falar em nada que é meu
Encontrei o anel que você esqueceu
Aí foi que o barraco desabou
Nessa que meu barco se perdeu
Nele tá gravado (só você e eu)
Aí foi que o barraco desabou
Nessa que meu barco se perdeu
Nele está gravado só você e eu
Só você e eu, só você e eu
Muito obrigado por cantar meu samba
Muito obrigado, muito obrigado!
Logo, logo assim que puder, vou telefonar
Por enquanto, tá doendo
E quando a saudade quiser me deixar cantar
Vão saber que andei sofrendo
E que agora longe de mim
Você possa, enfim, ter felicidade
Nem que faça um tempo ruim
Não se sinta assim (eu vou voltar)
Só pela metade
Ontem demorei pra dormir, 'tava assim, sei lá
Meio passional por dentro
Se eu tivesse o dom de fugir pra qualquer lugar
Ia feito um pé de vento
Sem pensar no que aconteceu
(Nada, nada é meu)
Nem o pensamento
Por falar em nada que é meu
Encontrei o anel que você esqueceu
Aí foi que o barraco desabou
Nessa que meu barco se perdeu
Nele tá gravado só você e eu
Aí foi que o barraco desabou
Nessa que meu barco se perdeu
Nele tá gravado só você e eu
Aí foi que o barraco desabou
Nessa que meu barco se perdeu
Nele tá gravado só você e eu
Só você e eu, só você e eu
Só você e eu, só você e eu

Eu e Você Sempre

from first to last - emily (shinigami acoustic)

Fats'e -  Scraped My Knee On The Drywall w/ 93feetofsmoke

prod. @prodbykamikaze

lyrics:

I'm sick of indulging in the same old fantasies
just to try and escape my lame reality 
they don't even excite me anymore
but I can't think of any new ones
I've seen more doctors now than grey's anatomy
trying to help me with some lame analogy
like "life's like x and you're like y so go do z and you'll be fine"
I'm sick of finding myself in the same situations
and getting caught up in these lame conversations
with people that have no significance to my life
why can't they mind their own business
I'm so sick of people spitting in my face
only to be left with the wit of the staircase
my best comebacks are never said 
they only exist in my head
I'm sick of all these lame bros roasting me
and tired of all these same hoes ghosting me 
it's got me feeling so damn lonely
am I lowkey homely
or is it that I have the emotional maturity of a kid who hasn't yet hit puberty 
I guess I won't ever know
and I'm so sick of the all this conflict
what the fuck happened, I thought we'd long resolved this
the same old stupid arguments that don't ever go anywhere 
I'm sick of thinking life is meaningless
and not only thinking it but feeling it
I always knew the hole was there
I just never knew how deep it went
and the part that's really killing me
is life's dry predictability 
sun comes up then sun goes down
sun comes up then sun goes down
so far removed from everything in my life that once gave me a sense of well-being
happiness has never felt so far away than it does today
I'll just go back to indulging in the same old fantasies
I'm still indulging in the same old fantasies

old fantasies (prod. kamikaze)

Schizophrenic Pop

Cameron Fireblood (Prod. Jakkyboi)

passing by
i stay high
never content with the shit in my life
never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
drink it away when im running these lies

i can't sleep
i can't dream
only see you from a window pane
sold my evil soul today
i hope it fucking goes away


ill never understand
how you could be this way
i take my time
and im hoping that you would change
smoke a spliff
till im out
and im balling now
got all this cash
spend it fast
make it back
in a day
and im going on my way
take another to the face
see your love in all the rain
try my best to hide the pain
but im never blunt
i could never tell you 
how i feel inside
cuz that shit stay in my mind
you can see it in my eyes
hoping that ill be alright
hoping that you find that guy
knowing he wont treat you right
but i know to you its a game

take a blunt
to the face
swear im high like every other day
wish i wasn't like this way
smoke until my feelings fade
doctors say its not good for me
i'm a mess in this world
i'm depressed like i should
everything 
that i say
never comes into play
i talk to myself
a lot
remember everything
remember who i was 
the man i used to be
but now i'm falling fast
i swear i can not breathe

i know 
i'm not good enough
i swear i'm not enough
these emotions i have
never fail to impress me
i know im not the best
but at least im trying
im crying for you
on your doorstep and you
never cared you just sat 
and you laughed in my face
like that party you had
didn't click in my head
that i was only ever there just to be your comfort

passing by
i stay high
never content with the shit in my life
never learned how to tell you my goodbyes
drink it away when im running these lies

i can't sleep
i can't dream
only see you from a window pane
sold my evil soul today
i hope it fucking goes away

passing by (prod caspr)

we all fall down (prod. yz)

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Curtains
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Song on spotify
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iTunes
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Wanna Leave me Ft. Sadboytripp (prod. Curtains x 5head)

Worst 4 U (feat. Yung Blasian) (prod. Yago)

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from first to last - emily (shinigami acoustic)

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