b okay

prod @lost8

feels like you don’t care
what i’m tellin you
that’s fine
ima find sumn else to do
shits been to rough to handle
to tell the truth
but everything feels fine
when i’m with you 

i know you don’t feel the same
but that’s alright 
i don’t know
i feel fine when i waste time
i can see what’s going on
i turn a blind eye
i know it’s not the best for me
but it feels right


way she look at me
make me feel like i’m the only one
i’m tryna stay around
but i can’t give a fuck
tellin me there’s a reason
i’m not finding one
tellin me to hold on
but i’ve seen enough


like wait don’t go
i’ll put my feelings on hold

lost8 - you dont care alt mix ##BLOODGEMM

ihad a song idea but it didnt work & now i dont kno what 2 do with dis anymore

pocky x perfect (PxP) #instrumental

katyperry last friday night remix

(vol. #​‎3)「I'm A Half-Failed Magical Girl, But That's Okay!!」

ifeel like i'm jus taking stuf way more srsly than i shuld, i jus wna hav fun making stuf so i hope u guyz can understand if its not super good. my standards r way 2 high 4 me 2 reach atm. onna positive note tho, TYTYTY 4 300 followers !!! that means a lot 2 me i never got 2 say taht yet but luvlvulvu u guyz luv my frends luv

*i was gna give dis song an extra day of revision but accidently posted it out of impulse & impatience so sory if sumthings seem off 😭 (if i ever make an ep or album, i'll replace dis with a way better revised version 4sure)

-

Dear M,

i'm out here
can u hear me
out of breath
i'm so useless

rite after

i hear ur "i.l.y."

then i can cry

luv it when u say my name
i stand afar .
feeling like im not enough
r u proud of me ?
alwayz coming back 2 u
ur noticing !!!
sumtimes i wish that i knew
wut u think ???

open up ur arms
& catch me wen i fall
i hope that it's not 2 late
2 fix my heart
this time i wont
let the wrld fall apart
this time i wont
let ur wishes come undone

i'm out here ,
can u hear me ?
out of breath ,
i'm so useless ...

rite after

i hear ur "i.l.y."

then i can cry

u hate me !
jus mayb ?
don't blame me ...
i jus overthink !!! (╥﹏╥)

after all

i'm dreaming in dis wrld

i call "make believe"

Sincerely, H. <3

desmi

everytime​‎ :​‎ after 鹿目まどか (vol. #3)

(vol. #​‎3.5)「And This Always Happens」

https://open.spotify.com/track/1kym5flo1tktPLLBjLrYmZ?si=3a00d787be004119

reupload, sorry 4 not posting blahblahblah. dis was posted like last month but i deleted cuz insecure and i still dont kno  how 2 feel abt it besides that i like the drop part lol. im always trying diff things so sorry if dis song sounds kinda weird i made it in like 4 hours with a full day of no sleep bruh

lyrics:

i stared deep in her eyes
now i'm falling thru time
she's a witch in disguise
watch her die everytime
with a smile and a laugh
i got stuck in her plans
she wants me in her grasp
i'll keep fighting til i can't

be nice 2 me
u ruined everything !!!

i'm not ur frend
but not ur enemy !!!!!

i'll scream & shout 
i'll cry & pout !!!!!

i'll kill myself
if ur 2 mean 2 me !!!!!!

be nice 2 me!!! / higurashi 北条 沙都子

wujek - life sucks i know...

(vol. #​‎4evr)「Am I In Reality Or Am I Insanity?」

https://open.spotify.com/track/36Hr8dnUPs266hdeieAUs6?si=fde9561544fc47ee

kanojo2kanojo///totono.___ 1/4

lyrics:

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

lost inside delusions
trusts me & it's her mistake
never had solutions
found her crying in the rain
i can wipe my tears
me & her, we're not the same
staring in the mirror
with a grin across my face

don't say my name
u'll bring me my flowers
i've had enough
of ur games
now it's time for mine

give u what u want
u can take it all away right from me
give me all ur secrets
& tell me that u luv me
cuddle in my arms
can u promise u won't ever leave me?
don't betray my trust
i don't wanna see u cheating

could YOU ignore
that girl just for once ???
don't crawl back 2 HER
when i'm right here ...
it's only ME, you, and YOU
i'm the one YOU need !!!!
in this pretend world
i'm all YOU want !!!!!

kanojo_2_kanojo ~ bring ME flowers (vol. #4evr)

@1noted @d9smi

note:

i just want ot play
lethal company with my friend
desmi (me thats me)
and noelle
i have to find some scraps for the quota
dont wan to get fucking fired

me:
all the scraps got lost
i lost my fucking job
on the coms but he won't talk
god my teammates rly suck
grab a stop sign
ima be inside
beating them till they die
beating them till they die

i wanna play letha l complanty (note & me)

lyrics （ミ￣ー￣ミ）

out of tabs and im fadin
dont show me love if u dont mean it
i dont think u can see it
all these scars on my wrist yea theyre recent
and u dont really try
no u dont really try no more
cut my wrists and stab my eyes
and i dont even cry no more
feel like im fading out of life
and i dont even wanna try no more

and if its love i dont need it
this shit is fake yea i mean it
just kill me now if ur leavin
i dont even know, whats this feelin?
if this is love i dont need it
if this is life then delete it
all this pills have me fiendin
wanna slip away from these feelins

out of life

everyone vs. me (w/ @barelybrandon & @prod.lodoni)

fee<3 iupload irregularily when i want 2 ^_−☆

out of life

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