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Around when the second season of “Arcane” was coming out I was really feeling the emotional dynamics between Jinx and Vi again. My past song “Cast a Villain” I actually thought fit a lot of Jinx’s experience and saw a unique opportunity to make an uplifting part 2 to the character in that darker song with inspiration from that dynamic. To do that I wrote the story as a duet and brought back some of my favorite vocalists. Quite different from a lot of what I’ve made but I love how it turned out and I hope you do too!  

▶ Full Animated Music Video: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KclvgpzXAx4

▶ Instrumental Version Download:
https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fi/wdyblv5s6xgodlgd0mpbm/Take-My-Hand-Cast-a-Villain-Pt.-2-Instrumental.wav?rlkey=qbjbq82jrezzyipums5t7svow&st=whz7o65d&dl=1

▶ Free music usage and how to credit:
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1ZTM7nf4Uia19c-NQheqPnLAk1Bs6NS6XZiLt7Mk4Z1Q/edit?usp=sharing

▶ Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Cjbeards-take-my-hand-cast-a-villain-pt-2-lyrics

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Take My Hand (Cast a Villain Pt. 2)

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[Verse 1]
I freeze when I’m supposed to speak,
Every word feels razor-thin.
I learned to swallow what I feel
Before it ever reached my skin.

While others cry, I lock my jaw,
Turn every ache into a scar.
I wasn’t raised to say “I’m hurting,”
I was taught to make it far.

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel it all but never show,
Like screaming underwater, slow.
If love is language, I was never shown
How to say it without breaking bones.

[Chorus]
I don’t feel like a normal person,
My heart speaks in a broken tone.
I want to say what’s tearing me open,
But my past won’t leave me alone.

I don’t feel like a normal person,
I learned to survive, not explain.
Every feeling gets stuck in my throat,
And turns into pressure and pain.

[Verse 2]
I confuse silence for control,
Mistake numbness for being strong.
If I don’t open up at all,
Nothing can prove me wrong.

I flinch when kindness gets too close,
Like it’s hiding something sharp.
Love feels like a loaded question
Pointed straight at my heart.

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I want to say “I need your help,”
But my pride is a locked-down cell.
I don’t push people away on purpose—
I just don’t know how to let them in.

[Chorus]
I don’t feel like a normal person,
My emotions don’t come out right.
I feel everything at once inside,
Then nothing at all at night.

I don’t feel like a normal person,
I speak in wounds and defense.
I’m not cold, I’m not heartless—
I’m just built from consequence.

[Breakdown]
I WASN’T TAUGHT HOW TO FEEL—
I WAS TAUGHT HOW TO LAST.
HOLD IT IN.
DON’T LOOK BACK.

LOVE FELT DANGEROUS,
TRUST FELT WEAK.
SO I BURIED MY VOICE
SO I WOULDN’T BLEED.

[Bridge]
If I stare at the floor when you ask what’s wrong,
It’s not you, it’s the war in my head.
I’m scared if I open my mouth,
I’ll relive every word I never said.

I want to learn how to feel again,
Without fear, without armor, without shame.
But healing feels like stepping into fire
When fire’s all you’ve ever known.

[Final Chorus]
I don’t feel like a normal person,
But I’m trying to be someone real.
I’m learning slowly how to breathe
Through emotions I was never taught to feel.

I don’t feel like a normal person,
But I’m more than my past mistakes.
If my voice shakes when I finally speak—
That’s not weakness.
That’s me trying to break.

[Outro]
I’m not empty.
I’m just learning how to open the door.

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